Entertainment circle cannon fodder counterattack strategy

Li An's expression at this moment did not make him relax or show a happy look as usual. His eyes became dark and heavy a little bit, and he even opened his mouth to speak again in a hoarse voice. He said: "I will tell you Let me tell my own story... Human nature looks complicated, but it's actually so simple."

"Okay,...okay." Xiaolei suddenly had a strange expression on his face, and then hesitated: "You...you can't really be PUA like they said, right?"

Li An was stunned for a moment, then sighed softly, "This circle is so small that there are no secrets."

"No! No, Brother Li An, they only said that because your audition for the role of Xiaolei was so good. Everyone doesn't know anything. I also watched your demo. It's really good, although there are still some parts. I don't quite understand it, but I totally empathize with it." The boy's explanation was a little eager, he knew that he had accidentally exposed something, but Li An didn't seem to have any intention of hiding it.

"It's okay." Li An shook his head, drank the water in the paper cup in front of him, took a deep breath, and began to talk about his 17-year-old.

"I fell in love with hip-hop dancing when I was in junior high school. My parents were worried that dancing would delay my studies, and it was very unpleasant. I also ran away from home because of this. Later, my family didn't care much about it. But in fact, they didn't care about me, which made me more confused and uneasy. , I feel like I'm alone and I need someone to help me, but I feel like no one understands me.

So when I was in high school, I signed up for a singing and dancing audition in a provincial Taiwan. I wanted to try my best one last time. If the result was not satisfactory, I would give up immediately and prepare for the college entrance examination. "

Li An has almost never seriously recalled these past events. Speaking of this, he himself is also breathless, and his grades back then were not bad... There is no difference from tens of thousands of students across the country. He can obviously be an ordinary person, study and work ,Life!Why did you choose such a bizarre road to go?

Seeing him suddenly in a daze, Qiuqiu stretched out his hand to shake in front of his eyes, and asked, "Brother Li, what's the matter?"

"It's okay." Li An shook his head and continued: "In fact, I didn't get a good ranking in that competition. I had decided to give up at that time, but Bai Mo found me and said that I was special. Gu Qijia meant that he asked me to sign with his agency.

And he provided all the expenses for my life and study, as well as a lot of performance income. At that time, my monthly income was already more than my parents combined. "

When Qiuqiu heard this, he smiled lightly. He felt the same way. They were born as child stars, and they became the "pillars" of the family at a young age.

Seeing his expression, Li An also laughed, "I also had a sense of accomplishment at that time. ... And in the first one or two years, Bai Mo treated me really well. It is no exaggeration to say that he is like a father and a brother. He will listen to me He cares about dancing with me, taking me on trips, and even watching anime and cosplay with me. But at the same time, he also manages my life, such as reporting back to the company immediately after school, not staying overnight, not dating, etc. .So I quickly lost friends outside the company, and I became more and more dependent on him, but staying with him not only never lost me, but even gained a sense of belonging that I had never experienced before. I trust him, love To him, he is my idol, and I believe every word he says."

Li An raised his hands to cover his face, and even his voice became muffled.He found it very difficult to face himself at that time. At the age of seventeen or eighteen, he isolated his real relatives like a mentally handicapped person, but gave himself to you... a stranger who was ready to push himself into the abyss at any time.

He didn't want to go on, but the children on the opposite side were still waiting to hear his story.

Seeing him stop, Qiuqiu began to guess in a low voice: "He lied to you..."

Li An nodded, put his hands down, and continued with red eyes, "I was not confident at that time. There were so many young artists in his company, and I was not outstanding in appearance. I was not the best at singing and dancing, and I was not very He knows how to make friends, and the relationship with everyone is very ordinary, but he always pays special attention to me, and keeps telling me that I am different from others, I am excellent, and work hard. He likes me, values ​​me, and understands me... From that From the moment I was convinced that he was the most important person in the world to me, I felt like I could die for him."

Li An raised his head, looked seriously at Qiuqiu sitting opposite, and told him word by word: "You remember what I said here, this kind of absolute trust is the beginning of PUA, as an independent person, doubt Spirituality is a kind of instinct, and it is abnormal to completely trust this thing!"

Shocked by his expression, Qiuqiu nodded quickly.

Li An continued: "Later I had a girlfriend, who was also an artist of his company, we went to open a room secretly, but he found out soon.

He didn't say anything, he just acted very sad, he didn't hold my hand anymore, he didn't touch me anymore, I panicked immediately, I can have nothing, but I can't live without his attention to me.

So on my 19th birthday, I took the initiative to hand over mine to him... and overnight, all the artists in the company knew about my relationship with him. It's time to think one more step, and I should know who let them know what I did.

But I didn't... In that environment at that time, I didn't want to fall into the lonely darkness again, and my spirit and body could only rely on him more. "

Qiuqiu found that big tears began to overflow from Li An's eyes, sliding down his eye sockets and cheeks all the way to his chin and then dripping onto the table, but his voice gradually cooled down, as if he was telling someone else's story .

He said: "Later, things began to change. Bai Mo's demands became more and more deviant, such as asking me to play rape games with him, using some strange props to stimulate my body, and taking various shameful photos of me on the bed. And let me appreciate it with him. My self-esteem was stripped away a little bit in those perverted games, and I became numb. People without dignity have no sense of humiliation, and then he began to encourage me to accompany his friends and partners' Exchange acting skills'."

"Too stupid!" Li An gritted his teeth for these three words. He couldn't forgive himself at that time. Some things were fine if he didn't look back. Anyway, he walked over. The road ahead was bright and bright, and there was nothing to be afraid of. of.

But once looking back, those ugly deceptions and unbearable pasts have never faded.

"In the next year and year, everything became natural, and he no longer acted disappointment and pain to me or created an atmosphere of concern. The only thing he did to me was to let me understand that I was just his son. He can play as much as he likes, and he can pass the leash to others to play with at any time."

With a wry smile, Li An took out a few sheets of paper from the paper box on the table, handed some to Qiuqiu, and kept some to himself, then took off his watch to show the other party the inconspicuous but very ugly flesh scar .

"Qiaoqiu, in order to leave him, I really exhausted all methods. This is just one of them. In fact... it's an accident that I survived."

Qiuqiu grabbed his slender and pale palm in disbelief, stroked the scar carefully, and guessed how painful it was to cut it off.

Li An let him hold his palms like this, took a deep breath and continued: "Mind control is a long-term, emotional thing. They were all in love at first. Although twisted and sick, there is no trust and dependence. That kind of relationship can't be established."

"And the relationship between Zhao Yi and Xiao Lei is actually more morbid, because Zhao Yi's redemption of Xiao Lei is more selfless and pure.

From several years of pen pals to single adoption, Xiaolei's feelings for him cannot be broken with a few slaps. They are not a purely sadistic and masochistic relationship, let alone illegal detention or physical control. If you can't Understanding this, our later scenes will become more and more difficult. "

Qiuqiu lowered his head and remained silent for a long time. Li An reached out and touched the top of his head lightly, and asked in a low voice: "Now can you understand why the director needs you to show such distorted emotions?"

Qiuqiu nodded, and choked up a little.

Li An twitched the corner of his mouth with difficulty, and asked in a lower voice, "Then can you keep it secret for me?"

"I promise I won't even tell my mother." Qiuqiu took a tissue and pressed his eyes, earnestly making a promise.

Li An nodded, and said softly: "Then drink some water, we'll go out later."

When the "father and son" came out of the meeting room, the director and producer Zhou Zihe were gesticulating in the room and designing violent actions. The director smiled and asked, "How is it? Have you finished talking?" "

Qiuqiu nodded obediently, "Okay, I know how to act now."

"You still have a way haha!" Teacher Zhou patted Li An on the shoulder twice approvingly, and then gave him a questioning look: "Then try to walk one?"

"Now, now?" Qiuqiu looked surprised, he hadn't recovered from the last lesson, stared at the few people in front of him like a frightened deer, and asked tentatively: "How about... you, you first Can you show me a demonstration?"

The director laughed and said yes!Then he went to pull the producer's sleeve, "Mr. Zhou, let's demonstrate to them the idea just now?"

Teacher Zhou twitched his arms and said disgustedly: "I'm not going to try it with you, you are a big and three rough..." Then he turned back to find Li An, and shouted: "Li An, let's show the children!"

Lean said yes!Walked up to him with a smile, and was led by Mr. Zhou to move around, fiddling with movements, talking about the lines, and reminding Qiuqiu to watch carefully!

The last movement was fixed on the bed. At this time, Teacher Zhou had been thrown to the ground by Li An, and then he dragged his clothes and threw him on the bed. Li An pulled out his belt and beat him again. While beating, he asked the other party if he knew I was wrong?

Perverted!