Fake concubine, real queen
Chapter 69
He Gu's first reaction was——
Why did you come in again?
Why can't he control his hand?Why couldn't he hold back?
He Xiaohou was caught in remorse for a moment and couldn't extricate himself. He didn't hear clearly what the third prince said in the dream. He just assured himself for the billionth time in his heart that this must be the last time he fell into a dream. After waking up, throw that piece of jade... Uh, lock up that piece of jade, put it on the shelf, and never touch it again!
He swore this must be the last time!
He Gu's expression was obviously wandering, he didn't answer for a long time, the Third Highness in the dream frowned slightly, the man stretched out his hand and pulled He Gu's shoulder and arm, turned over and pressed him down, Pei Zhaoheng's bones were clear With his long and slender fingers, he brushed away a stray strand of hair from He Gu's sideburns, and the Emperor's cool knuckles touched the young man's side cheek, looking down at him and whispering: "What are you thinking?"
He Gu was startled, and then suddenly came back to his senses.
Anyone who looks at it will feel that the postures of He Gu and His Highness the Third Highness in the dream are a bit too ambiguous.
On the way to and from Zongshan, when He Gu was most addicted to dreams, he fell into dreams almost every night to meet the third highness in the dream. This dream was too real. The matter is highly consistent with the previous life before his death, except for the matter that His Highness the Third Highness usurped the throne and ascended the throne as the emperor, almost everything else can be matched.
It's not that He Gu didn't doubt whether this dream was real or not. Although it was just a dream, he actually possessed a body in the dream. Folding, or the satin-like brilliance of fingertips when combing hair for His Highness——
All of this was so real that He Gu almost thought that he had returned to his previous life, the world after his death.
...But if you really want to say that this is not a dream, everything is real, but in this dream, He Gu can "do whatever he wants" by virtue of his ability to "make whatever he wants", such as suddenly changing into a dream A pair of obscene trousers, for example, when the emperor is unhappy, he can make a trick for him out of thin air, and the Pomeranian smiles or something.
Even though the changes were too outrageous, He Gu couldn't make them out, such as the change of seasons, such as directly telling those barbarians who gave His Highness a headache in their dreams not to invade the border...
But even so, such an ability of being able to make things happen out of thin air and change back and forth, no matter how you think about it, it shouldn't be possible in a real world, so He Gu finally figured it out. After all, it was just a dream of his.
Since it is a dream, the person in the dream is naturally not a real person, so He Gu does not have such a great psychological pressure and burden. As the saying goes, thinking day by day and dreaming at night, it is a vision that is expected but cannot be realized in this world. Only dreaming to vent these desires that could not be vented in the real world.
So during those days, He Gu hardly concealed his desire for the Third Highness in his dream, nor did he conceal his love and nostalgia for him in his eyes——
Don't hide, don't pretend, and don't have to be entangled in pain.
...After all, it was just a dream. In the dream, He Gu could do whatever he thought of. It was all just his imagination. He didn't have to worry about how the person in the dream felt, and he didn't have to worry that he would be surprised, resisted, or Therefore alienate and loathe him.
During those days, he dreamed every night, almost everything that He Gu could think of, and everything he subconsciously longed for, He Gu did it. In the dark bed tent in the middle of the night, he pressed down on the emperor, rubbing hands with him, and His lips and teeth were close to each other, he was presumptuous and unscrupulous, even seeing that the other party did not respond, he arrogantly bit and licked the emperor's white earlobe, asked him "why did you ignore me", and aggressively forced the emperor to respond to him.
...If it wasn't for this dream, He Gu probably wouldn't have imagined——
In the depths of his heart, there are so many desires for His Highness that are ashamed to be revealed, and those desires that he thought were just new shoots unearthed after the rain, are actually not what he imagined. Instead, it grows crazily, almost becoming a towering giant tree with thick shade to block out the sun.
His desire is so arrogant, so straightforward, so undisguised, even biting the cold white neck of the Third Highness in the dream, leaving crimson tooth marks and marks, but such aggressive love does not seem to be there. This emperor who stands above ten thousand people feels offended. In the dream, Pei Zhaoheng showed extraordinary kindness and tolerance towards this old friend who appeared for no reason, who looked like a lonely ghost and looked like a teenager.
In other words, it is no longer tolerant and tolerant, but almost indulgent——
At the beginning, this young man who didn't know the heights of heaven and earth was just before the early court. After the emperor changed into court clothes, he pulled him away from the inner hall of Chongwen Palace. Holding the emperor's neck and raising his head, staring at him fixedly, asking him for a kiss, this behavior can be described as outrageous and reckless, but the third prince in the dream, even though he is the Ninth Five Supreme, can't take it. He is a ghost who punishes and shows the king's prestige, not to mention that since he is the third prince in "All wishes come true", how can he hurt him?Sure enough, he couldn't bear to scold He Gu, and he didn't even say a harsh word to him. He just held the back of the boy's head and kissed him gently behind the screen——
The Third Highness in the dream almost gave him whatever he asked for, and the more he was like this, the more He Xiaohou master didn't know how to restrain himself and did whatever he wanted.
Although He Gu never said any words such as "like" or "admiration" to the Third Highness in the dream, after all, it was just a dream, and He Gu naturally couldn't have something that he would belittle the Third Highness, and he had to be responsible for him Such thoughts, just care about being happy and doing whatever you want.
...But it has been a long time, the two of them are so ambiguous, what is the relationship between the two of them now, after all, the Third Highness in the dream is also an adult man in his thirties, how can he not know?
Therefore, when he fell into a dream today, His Highness turned over and pushed him down. In fact, it was nothing compared to what they had done in the past, but He Guduan hadn't fallen into a dream for five days. What should be indulged in the dream, at this moment was suddenly suppressed by the third prince in the dream, getting so close, he couldn't help but froze for a moment, and turned his head slightly uncomfortably.
But Pei Zhaoheng has always been keen, especially for He Gu, even though it was the Pei Zhaoheng who had become the emperor in the dream, he immediately noticed He Gu's small and different resistance reaction from the past.
Pei Zhaoheng: "..."
For a moment, He Gu didn't know what to say. As a ghost who had been missing for a long time, he reunited with the emperor, but suddenly felt the place where his shoulders and arms were being grasped lightly. The Third Highness in the crowd suddenly let go of him for some reason, and sat up in the bed tent with a pale complexion, leaning on the head of the bed with loose hair and looking at him.
He Gu said: "I... I'm back."
The Third Highness in the dream said: "Yes."
He Gu paused, remembering what he said just now, couldn't help asking: "Have you been waiting for me?"
The third prince in the dream said: "I'm waiting."
He answered so frankly that He Gu felt a little embarrassed and at a loss for a while, and after a long while, he said: "Uh... Actually, you don't have to wait for me."
The Third Highness in the dream asked straight to the point: "I used to come every day, why did I disappear for five days this time?"
He Gu was silent for a while, remembering the previous decision, and repeated to himself in his heart for countless times: This is just a dream, there is nothing to worry about.
Then he became cruel and said: "Your Majesty also knows... I am different from you, I... I am just a ghost here."
"I... I may not be here for long. Ghosts always have to dissipate. It doesn't matter if I go to reincarnation... or I don't know where to go. In short, I can't always transform into a body like this and stay here."
"Your Majesty, you don't have to wait for me anymore. After my body dissipates this time, I may never come back again."
He Gu Yue spoke faster, and the more he talked, the more messy it became. After speaking, his head was almost chaotic, only his mouth was still chattering. In fact, he didn't know what he was talking about, and he had no time to think about why he To say goodbye to a person in a dream that he thought was just a fantasy, and give him an explanation.
But he still did it instinctively.
"Your Majesty...Your Majesty, find someone to accompany you in the future, whether you are a queen...or any other concubine, you..."
Having said this, he suddenly stopped.
He suddenly remembered the Third Highness who he saw when he first fell asleep and was a cat.
That Third Highness is obviously older than the one in front of him now, and the one in front of him has just ascended the throne as emperor, but that "Third Highness" has obviously been a loner for some time.
Does this mean that it is useless for him to persuade the Third Highness in his dream, who is now a newcomer to the Great Treasure, not to bury his head in government affairs and disregard his body, or to ask him to find someone to accompany him?
He will always become the aloof Ninth Five-Year Supreme in the future, a celibate and lonely family.
...This is all preordained.
When He Gu thought of this, his heart ached when he was suddenly pulled by this thought, but he didn't even have time to think about why it was just a dream, but there was such a continuous time relationship and cause and effect, so it was caught in the dream. His Highness's voice woke him up.
"I will not become a queen, nor will I accept a concubine."
He Gu was startled, turned to look at him, but saw that he was also looking at him.
"In the future, I will choose a sage from the clan to adopt, and pass it on to him."
Although the lamps were lit in the bedroom outside the tent, the curtains fell, but the light inside the bed tent was dim. The outline of the emperor's face could not be seen clearly in the dark night, and it was a little blurry. He Gu's five fingers slowly tightened into fists, and his Adam's apple rolled Get out——
... He really couldn't say anything that would make this person put the overall situation first and establish an heir.
"I don't want to be a concubine, so Zihuan really doesn't understand why?"
The Third Highness in the dream said calmly.
He Gu's body froze, and he raised his eyes to look at him. His Highness's eyes were as dark as the deep sea. Those eyes made people forget to breathe. He Gu immediately looked away, his chest heaved twice, and said: " ...But I really want to leave this time."
The Third Highness in the dream was silent for a while, and said: "What is the difficulty of Zihuan, why didn't you tell me, but kept hiding from me... Is it because you can no longer transform into an ordinary human body like this? If you don't understand ghosts and gods, you can ask people to look for them, and those who can understand yin and yang will always find a way to replace Zihuan..."
He Gu closed his eyes, interrupted him and said: "But I have already died, and people cannot be resurrected after death. We humans and ghosts have different paths, and one day we will be separated... Besides, where are there so many eminent monks who have attained the Tao? Taoist expert?"
At the end of his speech, he was already full of emotion, and He Gu didn't even know in his heart whether he was trying to convince the Third Highness in his dream, or the self who was ready to move and couldn't bear to let go of this dream.
But after he finished speaking, the Third Highness in the dream just looked at him quietly and didn't speak. He Gu felt a little guilty for no reason when he saw him. Feeling guilty, but let these eyes look silently like this, He Gu can sense the meaning contained in the silent eyes of His Highness the Third Highness——
He turned his head sideways, took a few breaths, and did not speak, but the Third Highness said indifferently: "Zihuan...you don't want to see me anymore, right?"
He Gu's breathing was stagnant, his mind went blank for a moment, and he was stunned by this question that blatantly exposed his thoughts without much concealment or euphemism.
The Third Highness in the dream just looked at him, and continued: "I can feel it."
He Gu's Adam's apple rolled: "I..."
The Third Highness in the dream turned his eyes away from him, the emperor lowered his eyes, laughed a little self-deprecatingly, and said: "Zihuan don't have to be afraid, if you want to leave, I can't keep you."
"Although I am rich in the world, I am only a king of the world, and Zihuan is not a person of the world. If you want to leave, how can I keep you?"
"But I... still want to know, you... are you real?"
"Are you real, or just an illusion of mine, Zihuan?"
"...Am I going crazy?"
He Gu: "..."
How could He Gu be unmoved by his appearance?
To put it bluntly, this dream was all woven for him by "everything from the heart", He Gu hides his love for the Third Highness in his heart, and hides a fierce possessive desire for this person, that's why the Third Highness in the dream In response to his request, he will respond to him only if he has a heart of love for him. The Third Highness in the dream can be said to have been born because of him. "Weaving a pattern for He Gu that best suits his inner desire.
... So during the day, He Gu heard the news about King Zhong's selection of a concubine, and was afraid that it might be King Ke's turn next. At night, he fell into a dream, and the Third Highness in the dream immediately told He Gu that he would never be a queen in his life. , Na Fei.
... Isn't it all because of the fear and longing in He Gu's heart that this dream will go the other way and follow his wishes?
Therefore, all the pain and reluctance of the Third Highness in the dream were also born of him, because of him.
He Gu wanted to understand this level, but being seen by the third prince in his dream made him feel more and more guilty. Knowing that this was just a man in a dream, He Gu couldn't help but soften his heart.
But how should he answer the Third Highness in his dream?
I'm real, you're fake, you're just my dream?
...This is too cruel, He Gu can't say it.
It's better to lie in the dream and give him... and the third prince in the dream a best ending.
He was silent for a while, and said: "I... I am naturally not your Majesty's illusion. I am indeed dead, but I am indeed He Zihuan."
"...Your Majesty, please take care of yourself alone."
As soon as He Gu's words fell, there was a sudden silence between the bed tents, and after a long while, the Third Highness in the dream said: "...Where are you going?"
He Gu closed his eyes and said, "...Naturally, I should go where I should go."
The Third Highness in the dream said: "...are you really not coming back?"
"Zihuan...don't want to see me again?"
He Gudao: "It's not that I don't want to meet Your Majesty, I and Your Majesty are not from the same world...Your Majesty..."
However, before he finished speaking, he suddenly felt a heavy weight on his body, and the world was spinning. When he came back to his senses, he had been pressed down by the third prince in his dream. His eyes were cold and sharp, and his voice made people feel weak in their calves.
"I won't let you go."
"You were so presumptuous in the past, I let you go, but now you can leave if you want, what has become of me?"
He Gu took a breath, turned his eyes away from him, and only whispered: "Even if Your Majesty does this, it's useless... After today, I will never come back." Pei Zhaoheng's eyes turned cold, and he raised his hand suddenly Holding He Gu's waist, all the way down, his slender five fingers touched a certain place, He Gu's pupils suddenly constricted, gasped, and kicked him away.
His strength in the dream was far inferior to that in the real world, but this kick was so majestic. I don't know whether it was He Gu who performed supernormally, or the third prince in the dream was unexpectedly kicked away by him.
He Gu didn't care about him for a while, he just moved his buttocks and walked away quickly, with a panicked expression on his face, he said: "Your Majesty...you you...what are you doing..."
It seems that he kicked hard, the man covered the side of the waist that was kicked by him, lowered his head and took a long breath of cool air, and said after a long while: "Zihuan always...doesn't he always like to be close to me... Why is it like this today?"
He Gu said: "Then... how can it be the same!"
He just kissed, gnawed, touched, and the Third Highness touched his place, obviously he was going to grow up, He Gu was not prepared to do such a thing with the Third Highness in his dream!
"What's the difference?"
He Gu's lips frowned for a moment, and for a moment, he really couldn't tell what the difference was, so he could only stick his neck and say, "It's different anyway!"
The emperor was silent for a while, and said: "Why don't you want to have skin-to-skin relationship with me?"
He Gu was stunned.
How to answer this question...
—They are all men?
This is pure nonsense, he ate the tofu all over the third prince in his dream, and now he said that he didn't want to touch a man, wouldn't that be a lie?
——One of them is a human and the other is a ghost, shouldn't they do that kind of thing?
This is a little more reasonable.
He Gu swallowed his saliva, and said: "We... we humans and ghosts go our separate ways, your majesty and I doing that kind of thing may be harmful to the Eucharist..."
Speaking of the latter, the more he talked, the lower his voice became, even He Gu himself was a little bit emboldened, but the Third Highness just looked at him nonsense without saying a word, and when he was silent, he suddenly said indifferently: "Zihuan... But who is it that you don't want me to touch?"
He Gu was startled when he heard this.
...It seems that there is nothing wrong with what the Third Highness said in the dream. His reluctance to do that kind of thing with him is indeed somewhat because of the current Third Highness...
After all, that was the person he admired from beginning to end, and that was the "Sister Yu'er" whom he fell in love with at first sight.
Thinking about it this way, He Gu felt a little guilty. He had nothing to do with King Ke in the daytime. He had a dream but caught the Third Highness in the dream to do whatever he wanted. This behavior seems really not very authentic, although it was just a dream after all. He did become a scumbag in his dream...
It must be because of this dream, which was portrayed by "All wishes come true" according to the deepest desire in his heart, and the temptation was extraordinary, so he couldn't hold back.
Certainly so!
He didn't answer, but the Third Highness in the dream got the answer from his expression. Although the answer was really disappointing, the emperor was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his hand to caress He Gu's cheek, his fingertips slightly It was a little warm, but it made He Gu almost feel hot.
The third prince in the dream said: "I understand."
"...Actually, from the first day you appeared, I had a vague premonition in my heart that today would come. I don't blame you. It's already very good that you can come to accompany me these days. I... I just feel a little bit reluctant."
He Gu was startled, and looked up, but saw the emperor's eyes were peaceful, he didn't seem to be angry anymore, it was just peaceful, and there was still a faint sense of loneliness in his brows, and he looked at He Gu silently.
He Gu's lips trembled. For some reason, he had a very crazy idea——
He can't help the Third Highness in the dream, and he can't really stay with him for the rest of his life, but since he is the person in the dream, can he leave that piece of jade to the Third Highness?
After all, it is a piece of "whatever you want, come true".
In this way, no matter whether this dream still exists after he leaves, if this dream is really different from ordinary dreams and exists in a place that he cannot see, will the third prince in the dream get this jade? Will... Maybe less trouble?
But He Gu wanted to return to thinking, after all, jade is also a thing of the world, how can it be given to the person in the dream?
Unexpectedly, not long after He Gu had this idea, the palm of his hand sank, and a hard and slightly cold object appeared in his hand.
He Gu was stunned for a moment, and looked down, only to see that piece of mutton fat jade that had seen a ghost was actually lying quietly in his palm.
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The night is cold as water.
When He Gu opened his eyes, it was already dawn, and the faint morning light outside the curtain fell into the bed tent. He was a little dazed for a while, and then his mind was confused, and he sat up from the bed with great effort.
That dream last night...
For some reason, after waking up in the past, He Gu always remembered clearly what happened in his dream, but he couldn't remember the content of the dream last night very clearly, very vaguely——
The only thing I can remember is that the piece of jade appeared in his hand without warning, and he didn't even think about the evil in his dream, and he took this piece of jade as a gift before leaving very calmly. Presented to the Third Highness.
... But He Gu recalled that in his dream, he put that piece of jade into the hands of the Third Highness, and the surrounding scenery was blurred, the light was so bright that it was a vast expanse of whiteness, and he could not see anything.
Then he woke up.
He Gu was stunned, not only because of this weird dream, but also because he was shocked that this was the first time he had entered the dream in the jade in the past few months, but he did not get tired of the third prince in the dream. Instead, they had a long talk all night...
Now when I wake up, I feel like I have never slept, dizzy, and still sleepy.
But it was dawn, and it was wrong to stay in bed. He Gu could only move to the side of the bed. He was about to put on his shoes and socks when he suddenly remembered something. He turned around and lifted up the pillow, trying to put away that unlucky piece of jade. , but as soon as he moved the pillow away, He Gu was stunned——
There is nothing under the pillow, where is the shadow of that piece of jade?
This time, He Gu was so scared that he shivered. He put on his shoes and socks, got out of bed and turned the bedding and pillows on the whole bed over and over again. He touched every corner of the bed carefully, but there was nothing. Find the slightest trace of that jade.
Master He Xiaohou was dumbfounded.
What the hell is this?
He quickly washed and dressed, and called seven or eight young men to come in, searched his bedroom carefully, and moved the entire mahogany bed away, trying to search the bottom and corners of the bed desperately—
Still nothing.
He Gu had to face reality.
Jade is gone.
Jade was given to the Third Highness in his dream by him.
Is it really gone?
During breakfast, He Cheng saw that he was out of his mind, so he asked with concern, "What's the matter, big brother, didn't you sleep well last night?"
He Gu wandered around the sky with his chopsticks up, so he naturally ignored him.
After the meal, He Gu still didn't return to normal. He just stood at the door of the dining room blankly, staring at the newly planted flower seedlings in the yard. He didn't even respond to what others called him.
A whole morning passed, and he still looked like this, not to mention He Cheng, Zheng Ye followed him since he was a child, it was the first time he saw him, and he felt apprehensive.
As soon as the two made up their minds, they sent someone to the south of the city to invite the miracle doctor Yan Da who was busy in the medical hall.
As soon as Yan Zhiya arrived, she saw Lord He Xiaohou who was standing under the eaves, with a posture as straight as a bamboo, and eyes as dull as a pig.
He Cheng said anxiously: "Miss Yan, what's wrong with my elder brother? It's been like this all morning. Since I woke up this morning, I asked the servants to turn his bedroom upside down. It's like this. How can we I called him, but there was no response."
Yan Zhiya expressed understanding of the situation, walked around to Lord He Xiaohou, looked He Gu up and down, and tried to call out: "Master He?"
no response.
Yan Zhiya rubbed her chin, turned around and took out a long, shining silver needle from the medicine box carried by the little girl, walked up to He Gu, took his hand, and didn't blink. Poke it down——
This time there is a response.
Young Master He withdrew his hand "whoosh", let out a very loud "Aw", turned his head and looked at the ridiculously long needle in Yan Zhiya's hand in disbelief, with anger written all over his face and complaints.
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
Yan Zhiya handed the needle to the little maid who accompanied her to put it away, and said with a smile: "Isn't it all right? I said it's fine, but what is Hou Ye worrying about? It's making your brother anxious. "
He Gu rubbed his hands, and saw that it was Yan Zhiya who came, and then he came back to his senses a little bit. He suddenly thought of something, hesitated for a while, then turned his head to He Chengzhengye, and said: "You are in the outer hall Wait, I...I have something to tell Dr. Yan."
Calling Yan Zhiya into the inner hall and asking her to sit down, He Gu looked very hesitant and was silent for a while, seeing Yan Zhiya's face full of question marks, he swallowed and said in a low voice, "I was thinking too... The girl has written so many notebooks, so I want to ask Miss Yan about something..."
Yan Zhiya asked blankly, "What's the matter?"
He Gu was silent for a long time, before opening his mouth with difficulty: "It's like this, I... I have a friend, he is also a man, he has a very high-ranking friend, this friend of mine treats his friend like... That kind of thought, that kind of... girls understand? But he and that friend, it's impossible to make things happen, so my friend, I always dream about that person in recent days..."
What he said, friends came and went, and the sky was dark, but Yan Zhiya seemed to understand, but she didn't know what she thought of, looking at He Gu's expression was too meaningful. I said half of it, but the latter half was blocked in my throat, and I couldn't say anything.
Yan Zhiya looked around He Gu up and down, touched his nose after a while, and said with a dry smile, "Uh... is this man really a friend of the young master?"
He Gu: "..."
Why did you come in again?
Why can't he control his hand?Why couldn't he hold back?
He Xiaohou was caught in remorse for a moment and couldn't extricate himself. He didn't hear clearly what the third prince said in the dream. He just assured himself for the billionth time in his heart that this must be the last time he fell into a dream. After waking up, throw that piece of jade... Uh, lock up that piece of jade, put it on the shelf, and never touch it again!
He swore this must be the last time!
He Gu's expression was obviously wandering, he didn't answer for a long time, the Third Highness in the dream frowned slightly, the man stretched out his hand and pulled He Gu's shoulder and arm, turned over and pressed him down, Pei Zhaoheng's bones were clear With his long and slender fingers, he brushed away a stray strand of hair from He Gu's sideburns, and the Emperor's cool knuckles touched the young man's side cheek, looking down at him and whispering: "What are you thinking?"
He Gu was startled, and then suddenly came back to his senses.
Anyone who looks at it will feel that the postures of He Gu and His Highness the Third Highness in the dream are a bit too ambiguous.
On the way to and from Zongshan, when He Gu was most addicted to dreams, he fell into dreams almost every night to meet the third highness in the dream. This dream was too real. The matter is highly consistent with the previous life before his death, except for the matter that His Highness the Third Highness usurped the throne and ascended the throne as the emperor, almost everything else can be matched.
It's not that He Gu didn't doubt whether this dream was real or not. Although it was just a dream, he actually possessed a body in the dream. Folding, or the satin-like brilliance of fingertips when combing hair for His Highness——
All of this was so real that He Gu almost thought that he had returned to his previous life, the world after his death.
...But if you really want to say that this is not a dream, everything is real, but in this dream, He Gu can "do whatever he wants" by virtue of his ability to "make whatever he wants", such as suddenly changing into a dream A pair of obscene trousers, for example, when the emperor is unhappy, he can make a trick for him out of thin air, and the Pomeranian smiles or something.
Even though the changes were too outrageous, He Gu couldn't make them out, such as the change of seasons, such as directly telling those barbarians who gave His Highness a headache in their dreams not to invade the border...
But even so, such an ability of being able to make things happen out of thin air and change back and forth, no matter how you think about it, it shouldn't be possible in a real world, so He Gu finally figured it out. After all, it was just a dream of his.
Since it is a dream, the person in the dream is naturally not a real person, so He Gu does not have such a great psychological pressure and burden. As the saying goes, thinking day by day and dreaming at night, it is a vision that is expected but cannot be realized in this world. Only dreaming to vent these desires that could not be vented in the real world.
So during those days, He Gu hardly concealed his desire for the Third Highness in his dream, nor did he conceal his love and nostalgia for him in his eyes——
Don't hide, don't pretend, and don't have to be entangled in pain.
...After all, it was just a dream. In the dream, He Gu could do whatever he thought of. It was all just his imagination. He didn't have to worry about how the person in the dream felt, and he didn't have to worry that he would be surprised, resisted, or Therefore alienate and loathe him.
During those days, he dreamed every night, almost everything that He Gu could think of, and everything he subconsciously longed for, He Gu did it. In the dark bed tent in the middle of the night, he pressed down on the emperor, rubbing hands with him, and His lips and teeth were close to each other, he was presumptuous and unscrupulous, even seeing that the other party did not respond, he arrogantly bit and licked the emperor's white earlobe, asked him "why did you ignore me", and aggressively forced the emperor to respond to him.
...If it wasn't for this dream, He Gu probably wouldn't have imagined——
In the depths of his heart, there are so many desires for His Highness that are ashamed to be revealed, and those desires that he thought were just new shoots unearthed after the rain, are actually not what he imagined. Instead, it grows crazily, almost becoming a towering giant tree with thick shade to block out the sun.
His desire is so arrogant, so straightforward, so undisguised, even biting the cold white neck of the Third Highness in the dream, leaving crimson tooth marks and marks, but such aggressive love does not seem to be there. This emperor who stands above ten thousand people feels offended. In the dream, Pei Zhaoheng showed extraordinary kindness and tolerance towards this old friend who appeared for no reason, who looked like a lonely ghost and looked like a teenager.
In other words, it is no longer tolerant and tolerant, but almost indulgent——
At the beginning, this young man who didn't know the heights of heaven and earth was just before the early court. After the emperor changed into court clothes, he pulled him away from the inner hall of Chongwen Palace. Holding the emperor's neck and raising his head, staring at him fixedly, asking him for a kiss, this behavior can be described as outrageous and reckless, but the third prince in the dream, even though he is the Ninth Five Supreme, can't take it. He is a ghost who punishes and shows the king's prestige, not to mention that since he is the third prince in "All wishes come true", how can he hurt him?Sure enough, he couldn't bear to scold He Gu, and he didn't even say a harsh word to him. He just held the back of the boy's head and kissed him gently behind the screen——
The Third Highness in the dream almost gave him whatever he asked for, and the more he was like this, the more He Xiaohou master didn't know how to restrain himself and did whatever he wanted.
Although He Gu never said any words such as "like" or "admiration" to the Third Highness in the dream, after all, it was just a dream, and He Gu naturally couldn't have something that he would belittle the Third Highness, and he had to be responsible for him Such thoughts, just care about being happy and doing whatever you want.
...But it has been a long time, the two of them are so ambiguous, what is the relationship between the two of them now, after all, the Third Highness in the dream is also an adult man in his thirties, how can he not know?
Therefore, when he fell into a dream today, His Highness turned over and pushed him down. In fact, it was nothing compared to what they had done in the past, but He Guduan hadn't fallen into a dream for five days. What should be indulged in the dream, at this moment was suddenly suppressed by the third prince in the dream, getting so close, he couldn't help but froze for a moment, and turned his head slightly uncomfortably.
But Pei Zhaoheng has always been keen, especially for He Gu, even though it was the Pei Zhaoheng who had become the emperor in the dream, he immediately noticed He Gu's small and different resistance reaction from the past.
Pei Zhaoheng: "..."
For a moment, He Gu didn't know what to say. As a ghost who had been missing for a long time, he reunited with the emperor, but suddenly felt the place where his shoulders and arms were being grasped lightly. The Third Highness in the crowd suddenly let go of him for some reason, and sat up in the bed tent with a pale complexion, leaning on the head of the bed with loose hair and looking at him.
He Gu said: "I... I'm back."
The Third Highness in the dream said: "Yes."
He Gu paused, remembering what he said just now, couldn't help asking: "Have you been waiting for me?"
The third prince in the dream said: "I'm waiting."
He answered so frankly that He Gu felt a little embarrassed and at a loss for a while, and after a long while, he said: "Uh... Actually, you don't have to wait for me."
The Third Highness in the dream asked straight to the point: "I used to come every day, why did I disappear for five days this time?"
He Gu was silent for a while, remembering the previous decision, and repeated to himself in his heart for countless times: This is just a dream, there is nothing to worry about.
Then he became cruel and said: "Your Majesty also knows... I am different from you, I... I am just a ghost here."
"I... I may not be here for long. Ghosts always have to dissipate. It doesn't matter if I go to reincarnation... or I don't know where to go. In short, I can't always transform into a body like this and stay here."
"Your Majesty, you don't have to wait for me anymore. After my body dissipates this time, I may never come back again."
He Gu Yue spoke faster, and the more he talked, the more messy it became. After speaking, his head was almost chaotic, only his mouth was still chattering. In fact, he didn't know what he was talking about, and he had no time to think about why he To say goodbye to a person in a dream that he thought was just a fantasy, and give him an explanation.
But he still did it instinctively.
"Your Majesty...Your Majesty, find someone to accompany you in the future, whether you are a queen...or any other concubine, you..."
Having said this, he suddenly stopped.
He suddenly remembered the Third Highness who he saw when he first fell asleep and was a cat.
That Third Highness is obviously older than the one in front of him now, and the one in front of him has just ascended the throne as emperor, but that "Third Highness" has obviously been a loner for some time.
Does this mean that it is useless for him to persuade the Third Highness in his dream, who is now a newcomer to the Great Treasure, not to bury his head in government affairs and disregard his body, or to ask him to find someone to accompany him?
He will always become the aloof Ninth Five-Year Supreme in the future, a celibate and lonely family.
...This is all preordained.
When He Gu thought of this, his heart ached when he was suddenly pulled by this thought, but he didn't even have time to think about why it was just a dream, but there was such a continuous time relationship and cause and effect, so it was caught in the dream. His Highness's voice woke him up.
"I will not become a queen, nor will I accept a concubine."
He Gu was startled, turned to look at him, but saw that he was also looking at him.
"In the future, I will choose a sage from the clan to adopt, and pass it on to him."
Although the lamps were lit in the bedroom outside the tent, the curtains fell, but the light inside the bed tent was dim. The outline of the emperor's face could not be seen clearly in the dark night, and it was a little blurry. He Gu's five fingers slowly tightened into fists, and his Adam's apple rolled Get out——
... He really couldn't say anything that would make this person put the overall situation first and establish an heir.
"I don't want to be a concubine, so Zihuan really doesn't understand why?"
The Third Highness in the dream said calmly.
He Gu's body froze, and he raised his eyes to look at him. His Highness's eyes were as dark as the deep sea. Those eyes made people forget to breathe. He Gu immediately looked away, his chest heaved twice, and said: " ...But I really want to leave this time."
The Third Highness in the dream was silent for a while, and said: "What is the difficulty of Zihuan, why didn't you tell me, but kept hiding from me... Is it because you can no longer transform into an ordinary human body like this? If you don't understand ghosts and gods, you can ask people to look for them, and those who can understand yin and yang will always find a way to replace Zihuan..."
He Gu closed his eyes, interrupted him and said: "But I have already died, and people cannot be resurrected after death. We humans and ghosts have different paths, and one day we will be separated... Besides, where are there so many eminent monks who have attained the Tao? Taoist expert?"
At the end of his speech, he was already full of emotion, and He Gu didn't even know in his heart whether he was trying to convince the Third Highness in his dream, or the self who was ready to move and couldn't bear to let go of this dream.
But after he finished speaking, the Third Highness in the dream just looked at him quietly and didn't speak. He Gu felt a little guilty for no reason when he saw him. Feeling guilty, but let these eyes look silently like this, He Gu can sense the meaning contained in the silent eyes of His Highness the Third Highness——
He turned his head sideways, took a few breaths, and did not speak, but the Third Highness said indifferently: "Zihuan...you don't want to see me anymore, right?"
He Gu's breathing was stagnant, his mind went blank for a moment, and he was stunned by this question that blatantly exposed his thoughts without much concealment or euphemism.
The Third Highness in the dream just looked at him, and continued: "I can feel it."
He Gu's Adam's apple rolled: "I..."
The Third Highness in the dream turned his eyes away from him, the emperor lowered his eyes, laughed a little self-deprecatingly, and said: "Zihuan don't have to be afraid, if you want to leave, I can't keep you."
"Although I am rich in the world, I am only a king of the world, and Zihuan is not a person of the world. If you want to leave, how can I keep you?"
"But I... still want to know, you... are you real?"
"Are you real, or just an illusion of mine, Zihuan?"
"...Am I going crazy?"
He Gu: "..."
How could He Gu be unmoved by his appearance?
To put it bluntly, this dream was all woven for him by "everything from the heart", He Gu hides his love for the Third Highness in his heart, and hides a fierce possessive desire for this person, that's why the Third Highness in the dream In response to his request, he will respond to him only if he has a heart of love for him. The Third Highness in the dream can be said to have been born because of him. "Weaving a pattern for He Gu that best suits his inner desire.
... So during the day, He Gu heard the news about King Zhong's selection of a concubine, and was afraid that it might be King Ke's turn next. At night, he fell into a dream, and the Third Highness in the dream immediately told He Gu that he would never be a queen in his life. , Na Fei.
... Isn't it all because of the fear and longing in He Gu's heart that this dream will go the other way and follow his wishes?
Therefore, all the pain and reluctance of the Third Highness in the dream were also born of him, because of him.
He Gu wanted to understand this level, but being seen by the third prince in his dream made him feel more and more guilty. Knowing that this was just a man in a dream, He Gu couldn't help but soften his heart.
But how should he answer the Third Highness in his dream?
I'm real, you're fake, you're just my dream?
...This is too cruel, He Gu can't say it.
It's better to lie in the dream and give him... and the third prince in the dream a best ending.
He was silent for a while, and said: "I... I am naturally not your Majesty's illusion. I am indeed dead, but I am indeed He Zihuan."
"...Your Majesty, please take care of yourself alone."
As soon as He Gu's words fell, there was a sudden silence between the bed tents, and after a long while, the Third Highness in the dream said: "...Where are you going?"
He Gu closed his eyes and said, "...Naturally, I should go where I should go."
The Third Highness in the dream said: "...are you really not coming back?"
"Zihuan...don't want to see me again?"
He Gudao: "It's not that I don't want to meet Your Majesty, I and Your Majesty are not from the same world...Your Majesty..."
However, before he finished speaking, he suddenly felt a heavy weight on his body, and the world was spinning. When he came back to his senses, he had been pressed down by the third prince in his dream. His eyes were cold and sharp, and his voice made people feel weak in their calves.
"I won't let you go."
"You were so presumptuous in the past, I let you go, but now you can leave if you want, what has become of me?"
He Gu took a breath, turned his eyes away from him, and only whispered: "Even if Your Majesty does this, it's useless... After today, I will never come back." Pei Zhaoheng's eyes turned cold, and he raised his hand suddenly Holding He Gu's waist, all the way down, his slender five fingers touched a certain place, He Gu's pupils suddenly constricted, gasped, and kicked him away.
His strength in the dream was far inferior to that in the real world, but this kick was so majestic. I don't know whether it was He Gu who performed supernormally, or the third prince in the dream was unexpectedly kicked away by him.
He Gu didn't care about him for a while, he just moved his buttocks and walked away quickly, with a panicked expression on his face, he said: "Your Majesty...you you...what are you doing..."
It seems that he kicked hard, the man covered the side of the waist that was kicked by him, lowered his head and took a long breath of cool air, and said after a long while: "Zihuan always...doesn't he always like to be close to me... Why is it like this today?"
He Gu said: "Then... how can it be the same!"
He just kissed, gnawed, touched, and the Third Highness touched his place, obviously he was going to grow up, He Gu was not prepared to do such a thing with the Third Highness in his dream!
"What's the difference?"
He Gu's lips frowned for a moment, and for a moment, he really couldn't tell what the difference was, so he could only stick his neck and say, "It's different anyway!"
The emperor was silent for a while, and said: "Why don't you want to have skin-to-skin relationship with me?"
He Gu was stunned.
How to answer this question...
—They are all men?
This is pure nonsense, he ate the tofu all over the third prince in his dream, and now he said that he didn't want to touch a man, wouldn't that be a lie?
——One of them is a human and the other is a ghost, shouldn't they do that kind of thing?
This is a little more reasonable.
He Gu swallowed his saliva, and said: "We... we humans and ghosts go our separate ways, your majesty and I doing that kind of thing may be harmful to the Eucharist..."
Speaking of the latter, the more he talked, the lower his voice became, even He Gu himself was a little bit emboldened, but the Third Highness just looked at him nonsense without saying a word, and when he was silent, he suddenly said indifferently: "Zihuan... But who is it that you don't want me to touch?"
He Gu was startled when he heard this.
...It seems that there is nothing wrong with what the Third Highness said in the dream. His reluctance to do that kind of thing with him is indeed somewhat because of the current Third Highness...
After all, that was the person he admired from beginning to end, and that was the "Sister Yu'er" whom he fell in love with at first sight.
Thinking about it this way, He Gu felt a little guilty. He had nothing to do with King Ke in the daytime. He had a dream but caught the Third Highness in the dream to do whatever he wanted. This behavior seems really not very authentic, although it was just a dream after all. He did become a scumbag in his dream...
It must be because of this dream, which was portrayed by "All wishes come true" according to the deepest desire in his heart, and the temptation was extraordinary, so he couldn't hold back.
Certainly so!
He didn't answer, but the Third Highness in the dream got the answer from his expression. Although the answer was really disappointing, the emperor was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his hand to caress He Gu's cheek, his fingertips slightly It was a little warm, but it made He Gu almost feel hot.
The third prince in the dream said: "I understand."
"...Actually, from the first day you appeared, I had a vague premonition in my heart that today would come. I don't blame you. It's already very good that you can come to accompany me these days. I... I just feel a little bit reluctant."
He Gu was startled, and looked up, but saw the emperor's eyes were peaceful, he didn't seem to be angry anymore, it was just peaceful, and there was still a faint sense of loneliness in his brows, and he looked at He Gu silently.
He Gu's lips trembled. For some reason, he had a very crazy idea——
He can't help the Third Highness in the dream, and he can't really stay with him for the rest of his life, but since he is the person in the dream, can he leave that piece of jade to the Third Highness?
After all, it is a piece of "whatever you want, come true".
In this way, no matter whether this dream still exists after he leaves, if this dream is really different from ordinary dreams and exists in a place that he cannot see, will the third prince in the dream get this jade? Will... Maybe less trouble?
But He Gu wanted to return to thinking, after all, jade is also a thing of the world, how can it be given to the person in the dream?
Unexpectedly, not long after He Gu had this idea, the palm of his hand sank, and a hard and slightly cold object appeared in his hand.
He Gu was stunned for a moment, and looked down, only to see that piece of mutton fat jade that had seen a ghost was actually lying quietly in his palm.
------
The night is cold as water.
When He Gu opened his eyes, it was already dawn, and the faint morning light outside the curtain fell into the bed tent. He was a little dazed for a while, and then his mind was confused, and he sat up from the bed with great effort.
That dream last night...
For some reason, after waking up in the past, He Gu always remembered clearly what happened in his dream, but he couldn't remember the content of the dream last night very clearly, very vaguely——
The only thing I can remember is that the piece of jade appeared in his hand without warning, and he didn't even think about the evil in his dream, and he took this piece of jade as a gift before leaving very calmly. Presented to the Third Highness.
... But He Gu recalled that in his dream, he put that piece of jade into the hands of the Third Highness, and the surrounding scenery was blurred, the light was so bright that it was a vast expanse of whiteness, and he could not see anything.
Then he woke up.
He Gu was stunned, not only because of this weird dream, but also because he was shocked that this was the first time he had entered the dream in the jade in the past few months, but he did not get tired of the third prince in the dream. Instead, they had a long talk all night...
Now when I wake up, I feel like I have never slept, dizzy, and still sleepy.
But it was dawn, and it was wrong to stay in bed. He Gu could only move to the side of the bed. He was about to put on his shoes and socks when he suddenly remembered something. He turned around and lifted up the pillow, trying to put away that unlucky piece of jade. , but as soon as he moved the pillow away, He Gu was stunned——
There is nothing under the pillow, where is the shadow of that piece of jade?
This time, He Gu was so scared that he shivered. He put on his shoes and socks, got out of bed and turned the bedding and pillows on the whole bed over and over again. He touched every corner of the bed carefully, but there was nothing. Find the slightest trace of that jade.
Master He Xiaohou was dumbfounded.
What the hell is this?
He quickly washed and dressed, and called seven or eight young men to come in, searched his bedroom carefully, and moved the entire mahogany bed away, trying to search the bottom and corners of the bed desperately—
Still nothing.
He Gu had to face reality.
Jade is gone.
Jade was given to the Third Highness in his dream by him.
Is it really gone?
During breakfast, He Cheng saw that he was out of his mind, so he asked with concern, "What's the matter, big brother, didn't you sleep well last night?"
He Gu wandered around the sky with his chopsticks up, so he naturally ignored him.
After the meal, He Gu still didn't return to normal. He just stood at the door of the dining room blankly, staring at the newly planted flower seedlings in the yard. He didn't even respond to what others called him.
A whole morning passed, and he still looked like this, not to mention He Cheng, Zheng Ye followed him since he was a child, it was the first time he saw him, and he felt apprehensive.
As soon as the two made up their minds, they sent someone to the south of the city to invite the miracle doctor Yan Da who was busy in the medical hall.
As soon as Yan Zhiya arrived, she saw Lord He Xiaohou who was standing under the eaves, with a posture as straight as a bamboo, and eyes as dull as a pig.
He Cheng said anxiously: "Miss Yan, what's wrong with my elder brother? It's been like this all morning. Since I woke up this morning, I asked the servants to turn his bedroom upside down. It's like this. How can we I called him, but there was no response."
Yan Zhiya expressed understanding of the situation, walked around to Lord He Xiaohou, looked He Gu up and down, and tried to call out: "Master He?"
no response.
Yan Zhiya rubbed her chin, turned around and took out a long, shining silver needle from the medicine box carried by the little girl, walked up to He Gu, took his hand, and didn't blink. Poke it down——
This time there is a response.
Young Master He withdrew his hand "whoosh", let out a very loud "Aw", turned his head and looked at the ridiculously long needle in Yan Zhiya's hand in disbelief, with anger written all over his face and complaints.
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
Yan Zhiya handed the needle to the little maid who accompanied her to put it away, and said with a smile: "Isn't it all right? I said it's fine, but what is Hou Ye worrying about? It's making your brother anxious. "
He Gu rubbed his hands, and saw that it was Yan Zhiya who came, and then he came back to his senses a little bit. He suddenly thought of something, hesitated for a while, then turned his head to He Chengzhengye, and said: "You are in the outer hall Wait, I...I have something to tell Dr. Yan."
Calling Yan Zhiya into the inner hall and asking her to sit down, He Gu looked very hesitant and was silent for a while, seeing Yan Zhiya's face full of question marks, he swallowed and said in a low voice, "I was thinking too... The girl has written so many notebooks, so I want to ask Miss Yan about something..."
Yan Zhiya asked blankly, "What's the matter?"
He Gu was silent for a long time, before opening his mouth with difficulty: "It's like this, I... I have a friend, he is also a man, he has a very high-ranking friend, this friend of mine treats his friend like... That kind of thought, that kind of... girls understand? But he and that friend, it's impossible to make things happen, so my friend, I always dream about that person in recent days..."
What he said, friends came and went, and the sky was dark, but Yan Zhiya seemed to understand, but she didn't know what she thought of, looking at He Gu's expression was too meaningful. I said half of it, but the latter half was blocked in my throat, and I couldn't say anything.
Yan Zhiya looked around He Gu up and down, touched his nose after a while, and said with a dry smile, "Uh... is this man really a friend of the young master?"
He Gu: "..."
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