Sparrow dream dance

The seasons change so quickly, and the dark clouds quietly press down on the environment, slowly covering the original sky full of stars.

Standing in the backlight, Murong Yan stared at Leng Lange's lonely back gradually drifting away in the night wind.

The expression on her face was a little dazed, as if everything she experienced just now was just an illusion imagined by herself, even the desolate temperature in her palm was so unreal.

She is Dayan's queen, how could she appear in this small town far away from the capital tonight?

Just as I was thinking about it, I suddenly heard a 'bang' sound from behind.

Murong Yan turned around upon hearing the sound, her eyes widened immediately, and she suddenly woke up.

She froze completely—

Not far away, a familiar figure was standing behind him for an unknown amount of time.

The gold-carved mask fell from her hand to the ground, Su Li's eyes were red, her face was full of tears, and there was an unspeakable heart-burning pain in her eyes, firmly fixed on Murongyan's face.

But she didn't ask a word.

"Xiao Li...you listen to my explanation..." Murong Yan hurriedly took a step forward, the pain in her eyes that was about to burst made her panic to the extreme.

But Su Li didn't seem to hear anything, she just reached out and took off the cloak on her body.

The white cloak fell to the ground, and bitter tears flowed into the corners of her lips. She smiled sadly as if mocking herself, turned around and quickly disappeared into the crowd.

"Xiao Li!"

The moment she turned around, Murongyan's pupils suddenly shrank, and she chased after her without thinking.

She had a strong premonition that if she couldn't catch her this time, it would really be forever. .lose her.

"Xiao Li!!!" The noise of the crowd and the cool night wind blew her heart-piercing cry to pieces.

Under the vast moonlight, she desperately pursued that gorgeous figure.

Chasing desperately, chasing desperately, as if he was madly searching for the legendary Wangyou Town all the way in the desert of the Western Regions.

That legend didn't exist at all, but the sense of powerlessness remained in my heart, as well as the fear of being lost forever, and the despair that even the last ray of hope would be taken away. . .

Do not!no way!

"Don't go!"

Murong Yan clenched her teeth, and stretched out her hand to the slender figure with all her strength.

Suddenly, there was a 'bang', and there was a thunderstorm in the sky.

She grabbed her tightly, wishing she could pinch her bones into her palm and never have to separate them.

There was another dull thunder, and the torrential rain was caught off guard.The straight rain fell down like sky and ground, like countless sharp blades suddenly fell from the ground.

People who didn't have time to take shelter from the rain fled in panic, splashing layers of water, but she and she still stood motionless.

Both of them were drenched, and their clothes were icy cold and stuck to their bodies.

Murong Yan gasped heavily, clutching her tightly, a hoarse voice escaped from her throat, "Please... don't go... Please listen to my explanation!"

When she heard the word "beg" from her mouth, Su Li couldn't help but tremble all over, tears mixed with rainwater and meandering down.

In my impression, I have seen her who is cold and decisive, who is as gentle as water, who is crazy and unruly, and who is enduring humiliation. . .Only she who has never seen such a humble beggar.

After a long time, Su Li finally turned around and looked back at Murongyan in a daze.

The tears on her face fell heavily on her hand holding her, and she didn't know if she could feel the scalding pain.

Su Li still opened her hand finger by finger.

"You really don't need to explain, I just realized suddenly that I can't give you what you really want." Su Li lowered her head and pulled out her hand forcefully, saying word by word, "And you can't give me what I want either." need..."

She raised her eyes, the rain confused the wetness on her cheeks, she successfully disguised her false determination, "Murongyan, I don't want to be someone else's shadow... Please let me go."

When she saw the look in their eyes when they looked at each other, she understood that neither she nor she may have never let go of each other.

Murong Yan didn't answer, but just lowered her hands and stood silently.

Su Li smiled bitterly, then turned around and left again.

"hiss.."

But in the next moment, Su Li couldn't help taking a breath of air, and when she looked back, it was Murong Yan who grabbed her wrist even more forcefully.

She stared at herself without saying a word, her obsessive eyes made her a little flustered, the force of her palm was so tyrannical, she scratched her wrist red all of a sudden.

"You, let go!" Su Li cried out in pain, and stretched out her other hand to push and beat Murongyan.

"Are you really going to leave me?" Murong Yan asked word by word.

"Yes!" Su Li said angrily.

"Chu Xiati, unless I die, you don't want to take another step away from me."

A dazzling lightning flashed across, tearing apart the chest of the sky, and it was instantly pale.

Su Li's whole body froze, her mind was buzzing, and she was completely bewildered.

Chu Xiati!

Chu Xiati!

Chu Xiati!

She actually called herself Chu Xiati, calling her real name without the slightest hesitation!

It turned out that she already knew. .Only I am still acting smartly!

She bit her lower lip tightly, biting out a trace of blood, and was able to barely wake up from the pain.

"Why?" She uttered a sentence feebly, as if dreaming.

She didn't answer, just staring at herself with amber eyes.

It was as if there were countless violent conflicts surging in her body, she suddenly struggled desperately, and beat Murongyan face to face, the resentment and entanglement hidden in her heart could no longer bear it, "Since you knew it long ago, you still deliberately Watching me work hard every day, you feel very happy and proud, right? Once again you can control the enemy in the palm of your hand, now you have your wish! You have taken everything from me! I have lost my home, my country, I lost my father and brother, lost my homeland...but now you still want to take away my dignity and sincerity, why don't you let me go?! I hate you! I hate you!"

Because of her, I even wanted to hide the truth for the rest of my life, so as 'Su Li', I let go of all troubles and stayed with her forever.But what about her?Mingming already knew everything, but didn't say anything, just watched himself deceiving himself coldly!Watch yourself humiliate!

Her chest felt as uncomfortable as Ling Chi, and it seemed that there was nothing in her heart, only a emptiness.

Chu Xiati finally lost all strength, fell to her knees, and cried loudly, "You should be satisfied now! Don't humiliate me anymore, kill me! You failed to kill me three years ago, now you can do it !"

Murong Yan pursed her pale lips, but her eyes were scarlet, lightning flashed, her face looked a bit terrifying in the night rain.

After a long time, she heard her faintly indifferent voice, "So, you only remember those hatreds."

She let out a long sigh, and then said deeply, "It's not you who deceived yourself, but me... I always thought you didn't remember anything, so I wishfully believed that God gave me another chance, You can make me start again with you, and I can make up for everything I did wrong in the past. I have not revealed your identity because I am afraid. I am afraid that you will say you hate me. I am afraid that I will lose you. But I didn’t fully understand until today that I still did something wrong.”

Her voice became softer and softer in the night rain, "But, even if you don't remember the slightest bit of the good times we used to have, could it be that everything you and I have experienced during this time, in your opinion...is all Is it fake?"

Chu Xiati raised her head and looked at her in the blur of tears.

She draws her sword to protect herself; she carefully heals her wounds; she kisses herself tenderly; she earnestly promises to regard herself as a wife; . .During this period of time, scenes, scenes, sentences, and sounds, all of a sudden, tumbling up.All the viscera and six internal organs were pierced by sharp knives. From every inch of joint to hair, it was so painful that it was hard to breathe.

How could those be fake? . .

Her throat seemed to be choked, and Chu Xiati could no longer speak a word.

Murong Yan bent down, hugged her delicate body trembling in the heavy rain tightly, and said the most honest words, "You don't know, how much I want to tell you, you are the person I have been looking for all this time You don't know how much I want to tell you how much I miss you...you don't know how much I want to call your real name..." Her voice was hoarse like a butterfly with broken wings, " However, that is not the most painful thing... I gradually discovered that the most painful thing is to face you, but you have to lie to you... because I am afraid, afraid that once you know the truth, you will leave me again. "

Chu Xiati listened quietly, and suddenly heard her heart sinking for a moment.

The person in front of him, no matter how tough he pretends to be, is actually just a child who is afraid of losing.

From meeting her to now, the most she has said to herself is probably begging herself to 'don't leave'.

She looked up and saw Murongyan's thin lips gently opening and closing, and a distant and damp voice sounded again,

"Xiao Ti, promise me, don't leave me."

In an instant, sweet, sour, painful, and astringent all rushed to my heart at this moment, and stepped on them one after another. . .

She called herself Xiaoti, she could finally be Chu Xiati, not Su Li anymore.

However, she couldn't answer her.

Because it wasn't Su Li, it seemed that she suddenly lost the reason to stay in Yan Country.

Chu Xiati buried her cheek deeply in her neck, stretched out her hand and grabbed the robe behind her, and finally cried out sadly and helplessly, "Why are you from Yan Kingdom? Why are you my enemy?"

After a long time, Murong Yan said, "Would you like to hear our story?"

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In a dilapidated farmhouse with a leak, Murong Yan finally found some dry firewood and lit it.

The candles in the room flickered on and off, making Chu Xiati's flushed face even more beautiful.

Both of them were already soaked, and they wanted to spend the night in the town, but unexpectedly, because of the heavy rain, no one was willing to open the door to receive her and the two of them.

Seeing that it was almost late at night, in desperation, Murongyan took Chu Xiati to find an unoccupied farmhouse in the suburbs for the night.

Murongyan stretched out her hand and gently stroked the black hair sticking to the sides of Chu Xiati's cheeks, and smiled slightly, "The first night you and I spent back then, we were soaked like this."

After hearing this, Chu Xiati's cheeks became more flushed, and she gave her a shy look.

Murongyan stared at her thoughtfully, and sighed, "At that time, I didn't know that you were the princess of Mobei, and I thought you were just a vicious girl who came out of nowhere..." She never I never thought that one day, I could tell another person all the things that happened so long ago.From her childhood sweetheart with Leng Lange, to following the current saint Murong Xuan to fight in Mobei, to the first encounter between the two on the battlefield, and everything that happened afterwards. . .Little by little, Murongyan didn't know how long she had been talking, but she only remembered that at the end, Chu Xiati curled up in her arms like a kitten and sobbed softly.

Murong Yan lowered her head, gently kissed her tear-stained eyelashes, and said in an apologetic voice, "I'm sorry...I will never lie to you again."

The confusion and shock in my heart were intertwined, and there was also a trace of inexplicable confusion and loss.

Chu Xiati felt that her body was cold and hot, and involuntarily stretched out her hands slowly, wrapping around her neck, "When did you know?"

Murong Yan tapped Chu Xiati's forehead and said with a wry smile, "If I didn't know, I would be a fool! Your face has never changed, although I doubted whether it was just two people with the same appearance, because you have little There are many traces of what should be, and your attitude towards me has always been extremely bad." She paused, then continued, "But your words and deeds, your stubborn temper, your proud nature, your disregard of life and death, Even your dancing posture... all revealed your true identity. Later, I sent someone to Qingping Village to investigate thoroughly. Sure enough, the time you appeared there was exactly when I lost you three years ago. And that Su Wen You are a medical idiot, so he must have tried to remove the scars on your body for you."

She hugged her tightly, as if she wanted to crush her bones, "I wish there was a kind of medicine that could take away the pain of you and me in the past."

Chu Xiati didn't speak, but felt hot and bitter liquid flowing into her lips.

What else can she say, she has experienced too much with her. . .But even so, there are still countless invisible difficulties and obstacles between the two.

She didn't know what she should do in order to be truly happy.

But at this moment, she was just a little worried about her.

A gust of cold wind blew past, and Chu Xiati finally couldn't help shivering.The wind and rain all the way made her already cold all over, and she couldn't help shivering.Murong Yan noticed it, and hurriedly reached out to grab her hand, trying to use her kung fu to give her some heat.

Chu Xiati stared at Murongyan's slender and powerful palm in a daze, and for a moment, the clip of her being naked in the same room with her back then quickly flashed in her mind, and her cheeks flushed again.

She bit her lip, and suddenly withdrew her hand that was holding her.

Murong Yan raised her eyes and looked at her puzzled.

Seeing that Chu Xiati seemed to have made a lot of determination, she stretched out her hands and gently untied her belt, and the crimson skirt slowly slipped to her feet.

Under the firelight, the brightly patterned bellyband was tightly attached to the girl's seductive bulge.

Murong Yan was completely stunned, and in the next moment, a warm and fragrant nephrite threw herself into her arms.She smiled sweetly, with a bright light in her eyes, "I remember that time, it seemed like this, right..."

Murong Yan couldn't bear it anymore, hugged her bare/exposed shoulders tightly, and bit her soft lips.

She stretched out her long fingers and skillfully peeled off all the obstacles. In the darkness and the twilight, her amber eyes were even more shining like sparks.

"I miss you."

Broken and tactful whimpers kept flowing from her lips and teeth, and she finally fell into a boundless cloud together with her. . .There, the hearts of the two were beating in the same place, and the rhythm was completely consistent, which made people dazzled.

The two cuddled tightly together, already drenched in sweat.

I don't know how long it took, Chu Xiati slowly raised her hand, and stroked Murongyan's sleeping eyebrows inch by inch,

"I miss you too, Wood."