Sparrow dream dance

"Kill her! Kill her! Kill her!"

"His father took my love...I will not allow him to take my daughter again."

"remember me.."

"Do you still love me...do you still love me..."

Many chaotic and noisy voices sounded intermittently in the ears, but they all seemed to be separated by a layer of water mist. They were clearly close at hand, but they couldn't be heard clearly.

Gradually, these voices became farther and farther away from me, surrounded by a boundless ocean, and I was like a broken dead leaf, drifting aimlessly with the current, not knowing where it would end.

The bone-chilling cold permeated my whole body and mind bit by bit, and I couldn't see or hear anything in the end, all the strength in my body was exhausted, and my mind went blank. . .

Only the endless darkness is getting bigger and deeper, dragging itself into the bottomless abyss of hell. . .

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Shunzhen three years, early spring.

The pear blossoms on the branches are beginning to bud.

Along the branch of the Zichuan River, the Baiwei River meanders from north to south, and flows through Qingping Village, a small remote village under Qingzhou Prefecture.

On this day, in the evening, the setting sun was bleak, the surface of the river was cold and thin, and the reeds beside the river were rustling.

Su Li stood alone by a clump of withered reeds. The wind came from the north, and from time to time lifted the hem of her blue dress, but her thin figure was as motionless as a river rock beside her.

Even though she had a serious expression at this moment, she was no more than an ordinary village girl wrapped in coarse cloth, and it couldn't hide the faint radiance on her body.

Above the sky, a lonely chaffinch was heading north in panic. Slowly, its figure turned into a lonely black spot in the blue sky.

Looking north in the direction of Gu Yan, Su Li felt a strange yet familiar feeling, and an inexplicable sense of loss appeared in her heart.

She frowned unconsciously, and once again tried to recall the fragments that had floated in her mind from time to time in the past three years, but no matter how hard she tried, she still could only recall some distant and fragmented words.

Who are you?

It is said that his luck is very good.When he was washed by the river into the medicine field at the head of Qingping Village, the idiot doctor Su Wen was collecting medicine in the field with his youngest daughter Su Wan.

I heard from Sister Wan'er that at that time, I was wearing a crimson exotic dress, and the blood gushing out from under my body stained one side of the land red, like the last flower on the other side after the flowers bloomed and failed. Flowers bloom lonely and desperately.

"You girl, you're finally back!"

This was the first sentence the middle-aged man with tears in his eyes said to him when he opened his eyes.

She understood that after her body suffered such trauma, if she hadn't met Su Wen, an idiot doctor who desperately wanted to save her life, and sister Wan'er who took care of her wholeheartedly, she would have been determined to live. No way.

Later, she found out that Su Wen did have an eldest daughter named Su Li, but she fell into the water and disappeared several years ago, and her whereabouts have never been found.

According to Wan'er, she also likes to wear scarlet clothes the most.

Therefore, the moment Su Wen saw this young woman in red, for some reason, she decided in her heart that this was her long-lost daughter who had returned!That's why he worked tirelessly for seven days and seven nights without sleep, and tried his best to revive her who was dying.

But after Su Li really woke up, she found that she could hardly remember anything, especially her identity and experience.And every time she tried to recall her past, it was as if a huge boulder of tens of thousands of catties was crushed hard in her heart, making her chest hard to breathe. . .That period of dust-sealed memory was so painful.

Su Li didn't know if she was the Su Li that Su Wen and Wan'er were talking about, but she looked at the girl who was less than 13 years old with strings of tears in her eyes, and kept shaking her with her thin arms. His pale palms called out over and over again, "Sister... Sister, Wan'er misses you so much."

For some reason, she smiled subconsciously, and if she couldn't remember, she couldn't remember, maybe. .It's good to be the girl's elder sister.

In this way, the eldest daughter of Su Wen, a medical idiot, finally came back.

But in just two years, the reputation of the second daughter of the Su family has spread throughout Qingzhou Prefecture from the small Qingping Village, and even a song began to circulate:

Su Gong's second daughter is beautiful, and the autumn water is tied with hibiscus.

It should be that both of them are peerless, who will make a pair?

Over the years, there has been an endless stream of people asking for marriage, almost breaking through the threshold of the Su family, but Su Wen all declined for various reasons.

Su Li understands that Wan'er is not yet old enough to reach Ji, and she can still remarry a year or two later, but herself. .But they cannot marry.

Although Su Wen has worked hard and tried all kinds of herbs in the past two years, he finally got a good medicine, which can remove all the scars on Su Li's body.However, there is no medicine in this world that can restore her innocent virginity.

She no longer remembers when she lost her virginity, did she ever marry someone?still. .Or have you been defiled by the wicked?Su Li never dared to think about it, and Su Wen, who was the only one who knew about it, never mentioned it. She just sighed constantly every time, and then rejected the matchmaker who came to propose marriage time and time again.

Su Li sighed softly, and then slowly moved her hand to her abdomen. There used to be a hideous scar the size of a cup, but she couldn't remember who would do such a cruel thing to her. . .Although my father used medicine to remove the scar for himself, but whenever it rained, there would be heart-rending colic in this place, as if it would never stop if it was not dead.

As for the two dark red scars on his wrist, they were finally erased by his father's medicine.It's just that Su Li didn't understand, what kind of unbearable past did she have that caused these tragic scars on her body?Why did he commit suicide like this, and even cut his wrists twice?

Su Li actually didn't want to think about it anymore, but there was always a faint voice in her heart, forcing herself to think about it from time to time, trying to recall all the truth. . .But every time, except for the inexplicable pain in my heart, I still can't remember anything.

Su Li frowned deeply, and when she was full of melancholy, a young girl in a pink shirt suddenly ran up the village road behind her, panting and shouting towards her back: "Sister, sister! Someone is looking for you!"

Su Li followed the sound and looked back, hurriedly picked up her thoughts, turned around and quickly walked up to her, and asked, "Sister Wan, who is looking for me?"

Su Wan bent her beautiful eyes, took Su Li's hand, and said with a happy smile, "Sister! Brother Mo is back!"

Su Li was slightly taken aback when she heard the words, and then she remembered that Wan'er had mentioned to herself that the Mo family, Mo Mingxuan, was her childhood sweetheart when she was young. He has made military exploits, and now he is an official in the court. This time, he should be returning home.

Su Li was pushed back towards home by Wan'er, passed the bridge surrounded by several old locust trees, got off the bridge, and saw an old house that was quite old, it was the Su family.

When Su Li stepped into the house, there was chatter and laughter in the courtyard.

Mo Mingxuan, the young hussar school lieutenant, was having a drink with Su Wen, when he heard Su Wan's silver bell-like laughter coming from the door, he looked up, his eyes lit up, and he stood up excitedly.

The first love girl that I had been dreaming of, really came back!

"A Li." Mo Mingxuan stared at Su Li carefully with red eyes, and couldn't help feeling in his heart that what the ballad said was indeed true. . .I haven't seen her for several years. She has grown from the exquisite and pretty little girl in memory to such an alluring beauty. I don't know if the current self is worthy of her.

Su Li stared blankly at the tall and handsome strange man in front of her, but didn't know what to say.

Yes, it is strange. . .Did I really have childhood sweethearts with this person?Why do I have no memory of him at all?

Seeing that her elder sister was just staring at Mo Mingxuan without speaking, Su Wan thought she was lost in joy, so she nudged her with her elbow and said with a soft smile, "Sister, are you dumbfounded?"

Su Li's face was embarrassed, she hurriedly turned her face away, and spat in a low voice, "Nonsense...how can I..."

Su Wan giggled and said, "Sister, Brother Mo, I'm going to collect herbs, you two, catch up on the old days!"

After finishing speaking, she cast a meaningful look at Mo Mingxuan, and ran away like flying.

Na Su Wen also stood up, silently looked at her daughter, then looked at Mo Mingxuan, sighed, and walked back to the house to decoct the medicine.

For a while, only Su Li and Mo Mingxuan were left in the courtyard, and it was suddenly very quiet. Su Li felt extremely embarrassed, so she had to lower her head.

Mo Mingxuan walked forward slowly, and asked softly, "I heard from your father that you have forgotten most of your past, you...do you remember me?"

Hearing this, Su Li raised her head and looked at Mo Mingxuan again, her face was still unfamiliar, but the green armor on his body made her lose her focus for a moment.

Mo Mingxuan met Su Li's beautiful eyes staring blankly at him, his heart fluttered suddenly, he couldn't help but stepped forward to hold her slender hand, and said in a trembling voice, "A Li... Do you still remember the relationship between you and me? Is it an agreement between you?"

"The original agreement?" Su Li only felt something flash in his heart, but he didn't grasp anything.

Seeing Su Li letting him hold her hand, Mo Mingxuan was even more excited in his heart, and said with infinite tenderness, "Yes, although you and I were young back then, did we ever make a vow under the peach blossom tree at the entrance of the village, and hold on to our son? Hands, grow old together with your son."

Have you ever made such an oath with this person?

But why is my memory of that peach blossom tree so vague and unfamiliar? . .

Su Li's expression changed, she slowly pulled out her hand, looked at Mo Mingxuan who had not changed into military uniform, and just asked, "Brother Mo, do you still want to leave when you come back this time?"

"Brother Mo?" Mo Mingxuan's hands stiffened, his shoulders sank, and he said with a wry smile, "Ah Li, why are you calling me Brother Mo just like Wan'er? Before... you always called me Amo .”

"Amo...Amo..." Su Li murmured this name softly, for some reason, bursts of inexplicable warmth surged up in her chest, as if her lover should be called this name.

"Amo, do you still want to go?" Su Li asked softly again.

Mo Mingxuan raised his eyes and explained, "I originally came to Qingzhou Jiannan Road with His Royal Highness to exterminate the remnants of Beisong. Unfortunately, the bandit leader narrowly escaped death. We will pursue him all the way. He must have fled to the place near our village. There are many mountains and forests here, I think the grandson is probably hiding." He paused, stared straight at Su Li, and said with a smile, "If you don't want me to go, then I won't Now that I'm gone, I'm going to ask His Royal Highness King Xiang to allow me to disarm and return to the forest."

"His Royal Highness Xiang..." Su Li had heard many rumors about His Royal Highness Xiang, who was belligerent, lewd, cruel, and cruel, and she asked worriedly, "That prince will... easily let you go Are you coming back?"

Looking at Su Li's worried expression, Mo Mingxuan's eyes lit up again, "Don't worry, I have followed His Highness in Yongbei for many years, and His Highness will definitely forgive me." He mustered up his courage again Holding Su Li's hand, he said, "A Li, wait for me, soon I will be able to hold your hand forever..."

Su Li leaned on the doorpost, watching the cheerful tall figure gradually fade away under the afterglow, speechless for a long time.

Is he his beloved?