Window 2, Seventh Canteen

The two slept in the cot overnight.

There is no extra space in the single bed, and it is extremely warm when hugged together.

Yesterday morning, the uneaten cake was smeared all over the body, and the room was still full of the smell of the Black Forest until morning.

On Sunday, Jiang Wei didn't go to class, but Han Zilu had to go to work, at most he could take half a day off, and he couldn't go home until afternoon.

Jiang Wei had thought that this might be the case, and arranged all the activities for the evening.

Watching movies, eating, singing karaoke, in this order, starting at 06:30.

Han Zilu was unexpectedly busy today, even if he asked for leave, he couldn't leave too early, he couldn't go home to meet Jiang Wei first, so the two had to make an appointment to meet directly at the cinema.

Jiang Wei arrived early, bought popcorn for drinks, sat in the rest area and had nothing to do, just ate popcorn to pass the time, and before he knew it, he ate half of the bucket.

When Han Zilu came, he was holding a handful in his hand, chewing one in his mouth, and had two pieces of corn husks on his chin.

Erase it for him, "Let's go, what are you watching today?"

Jiang Wei: "How about pornographic movies?"

Han Zilu: "Then it's better to go home directly."

"Why? Prudence doesn't like to watch?"

"No, it's better for you to act out that kind of thing for me."

Jiang Wei hooked Han Zilu's shoulders and urged him to enter the stage together. When the light dimmed, he whispered in his ear, "You have a good idea. I'll let you perform when I get home tonight."

While watching a movie, Jiang Wei unknowingly ate a lot of popcorn, so that he was not hungry at all when he arrived at the restaurant, but it didn't matter, French food is notoriously slow, so he probably got hungry after waiting.

Velvet curtains, vintage window lattices, pure white grand piano, golden candlesticks, as soon as you enter the door, you feel like you are in a movie. Jiang Wei has never been to this kind of store. For him, eating is eating, no matter how good the decoration is. It's useless if the food doesn't taste good, if it wasn't for Han Zilu's birthday, he wouldn't be here.

It's not that this restaurant is not good, it's just that he really doesn't have much interest in French food.

Of course, the focus of tonight is not eating but chatting. It is quiet here, and the pace of French dinner is slow, which always allows him to finish what he wants to say.

The waiter pulled the stool away, and Han Zilu sat down, "I remember you don't like French food."

Jiang Wei also sat down and said in a low voice, "Yeah, I think they serve food slowly because you are hungry. If you are hungry, everything is delicious."

Han Zilu's smile looked particularly good under the candlelight. Jiang Wei looked at him and suddenly felt that no matter whether the French food was good or not, he had chosen this place for dinner.

After the two were silent for a few minutes, Han Zilu suddenly said, "I will make it clear to Li Qian, although I can't tell him what kind of person I am, but at least it can make her lose hope. .”

The topic was a bit sudden, but it was what Jiang Weiyi always wanted to hear, "Then what are you going to say?"

"What do you think?" Han Zilu said in a more relaxed tone, "Why don't you just say I'm impotent?"

"Hahaha! You also—" Jiang Wei realized that his voice was too loud and hurriedly restrained, "It's not impossible for you to do this, but if you run into someone who is full of love, maybe you really don't mind, and you can Spend money and effort to accompany you to treat illnesses."

Han Zilu: "Hey, it's also possible."

Jiang Wei: "Why don't you just wait for her to give up, anyway, the girl doesn't seem to have much patience, she might give up after a while, didn't Lu Teng go to your place every day to block you, and now she hasn't shown up for a long time. "

Han Zilu: "Don't say that if you don't think so in your heart. You really mind Li Qian, right? It's different from Lu Teng at that time. Are you afraid that I will run away with her?"

It's rare to say something like this, Jiang Wei didn't hesitate, "Yeah, there is no one who can't think about it, what if you suddenly decide to go back and get married and have a baby? Who am I to talk to?"

Han Zilu: "I said, unless you leave me, otherwise..."

"Otherwise you won't leave me first, right? I remember, but it's not what you want, and you can't help it. Your family is very tight, right? I haven't graduated from college yet, and my aunts are fast I can't take it anymore, I wish I could go on a blind date every day, your family's situation will only get worse."

Han Zilu: "Well, they have never known about my situation, and I don't know how to tell them. I go home once a year, more or less to avoid them, in case they find out, but no matter what, I won't do it for any reason. Leaving you."

Jiang Wei: "Then if you really want to leave one day, you won't leave? Why do you say that you are sold to me, you are not my slave, and I can't stop you if you want to leave."

"Then I'll go home and get married tomorrow."

"Is it intentional?"

Han Zilu smiled, Jiang Wei waved his hand, "Forget it, I'll take it if you're willing to be my slave, you're not allowed to run away, no matter how beautiful the girl is, she's not allowed to fall in love with her."

Han Zilu: "Aren't you confident in yourself? But it's true, women can have children, but you can't, and you don't look like a woman at all. I don't want you to dress up as a woman and take you home."

Jiang Wei: "Hey, let me tell you, can you still talk properly?" Why was it serious just now, but suddenly started to be amused.

Han Zilu: "Then you speak well, I'll listen."

Jiang Wei thought for a while, crossed her hands and supported her chin, "I've never asked you about your future plans, but now I want to ask, do you want to talk about it?"

Han Zilu asked knowingly, "About career arrangement? Maybe I should be a chef, after all, I don't know anything else."

Jiang Wei: "Whoever asks you this, I will say you and me."

Han Zilu: "Well, you can ask."

"what?"

"Don't you want to ask me? I have nothing to say, so ask."

"Oh..." Jiang Wei's fingers moved uncomfortably, "Actually, what, if you are a girl, I might not ask this question, there is no other meaning, that is, if you are a girl, then let's be together , everything goes with the flow, but you're not, so it's different, you understand?"

"Of course I understand."

"Well, so, because we are all men, so... hey, let me just say it directly. In a word, Han Zilu, I want to be with you all the time. How about you? Do you want to?"

Han Zilu lowered his eyes, frowned slightly, as if he was thinking, Jiang Wei felt a little bit in his heart, what does this mean?Don't you want to?

After a while, Han Zilu looked at him again, "Really?"

Jiang Wei: "Huh?" He didn't know what happened to his mind today, and he didn't seem to be very bright.

"We've been together, really? This is your first formal relationship, and it's also your first time with a man, right? Have you really thought about it? You must know that your thoughts will change. You are still too young. It would be better not to think so long-term about the future."

"So you said you won't leave me first, will that change?"

"No, that's my promise to you, as long as I live, it won't change."

"Then I won't, I can't tell you, don't ask me if I will change in the future, why I won't change, anyway, I won't change, I just want to be with you like this forever, so your answer is, do you want?"

Han Zilu: "Think."

With a single word, Jiang Wei's heart fell to the ground, and there was a subtle feeling of a successful marriage proposal.

This must be an illusion.

Han Zilu gave him a satisfactory answer, and the next step was the real question. Jiang Wei was thinking about how to speak, but Han Zilu said what he wanted to ask first.

"I know that regardless of whether this country will recognize same-sex marriage in the future, we have to be recognized in our own small areas. This is actually very difficult, but you have already done it for me. About this point, I have always been very grateful. It is you who made me see different possibilities. If I didn’t know you, I wouldn’t dare to think about everything now. You have done too much for me, so it seems that I can do too much. No, I can guess what you want to say, but I can't give you a satisfactory answer yet...

But can I have the cheek to ask you to give me some time?It doesn't take too long, about three years. In three years, I will slowly explain everything about homosexuality to my family, so that they have a general understanding of this matter, at least they won't think I'm sick or treat me as a monster, and then When they know enough, I will tell them about me, I will try to make them accept who I am, and if possible, I also want to introduce you to them, let them know that although I like men, I'm just like a normal person, and besides, I'm doing fine now. "

Han Zilu clasped his hands on the table, and Jiang Wei could tell that he was also nervous.

Reaching out to put her hand on the back of his hand, Jiang Wei felt that she should say something. After all, Han Zilu said such a big paragraph, he should reply something, but he couldn't think of what to say, he just wanted to laugh, And indeed laughing.

He grinned at Han Zilu, showing a row of white lower teeth.

He is really happy at this moment.

Isn't it just three years, it doesn't matter, even five years, as long as the two of them want to be together forever, and they are both working hard for this goal, Jiang Wei feels at ease.

The future may be full of variables, but Jiang Wei can't see any shadows on this night that belongs to two people. He believes that as long as the two people have the same wishes, all possible obstacles are not to be feared.

Time seems to speed up when you have nothing to worry about.

In the blink of an eye, at the end of the month, Jiang Wei was about to leave again before he recovered the lost time from the reunion after the winter vacation.

There were not many people in their class. Like him, there were only two people who chose the direction of daily-use porcelain to go to Chaozhou, one Liu Mu and the other Nail.

Shen Junjian went to Yixing, Zhao Siyuan stayed at the school, and most of the rest went to Jingdezhen.

Teacher Li arranged with them to set off on the night of March [-]th, gather at the school and go to the airport together.

On this day, Han Zilu took a whole day off, rushed to the vegetable market early in the morning, bought enough ingredients to last for a week, and came back, almost filling the kitchen, and then went into the kitchen to get busy, doing anything complicated, busy It was so bad that Jiang Wei almost didn't even have time to talk.

Jiang Wei was greedy, but on this last day, he wanted to say a few more words to Han Zilu, but Han Zilu didn't recognize his relatives when he was cooking.

When Jiang Wei asked him to talk, it wasn't that he didn't answer, but he obviously couldn't concentrate. Later, Jiang Wei directly gave up the idea of ​​verbal communication, and changed to physical communication. He hugged Han Zilu's waist from behind, and reached under his clothes to touch him. touch.

Han Zilu didn't stop him, but he didn't respond either. The beautiful kitchen knife tapped on the chopping board, and the hair-like white tofu was lined up beside him.

Jiang Wei stretched out his hand to steal it, but Han Zilu patted his hand, and subconsciously retracted it.

"Is it okay to steal one?"

"Don't eat raw tofu."

"Can that elbow be stolen? It smells familiar already."

"The fire is not yet ready, and it is not tasty enough."

"Then the tiramisu you made in the morning is alright?"

"Not to mention, that one needs to be refrigerated for a while longer."

"Oh……"

Unable to steal food, Jiang Wei could only continue to make trouble with Han Zilu in his arms.

On this day, Han Zilu spent almost all the time in the kitchen, preparing lunch after breakfast, and dinner after lunch.

Every meal has five or six dishes, and each dish is his best. Jiang Wei eats this and thinks about that, and he can hardly walk all day long.

After the meal, Han Zilu soaked Pu'er for Jiang Wei to digest.

Jiang Wei: "Finally I'm done with my work, I don't think I've had a good look at you all day."

"Nonsense, at least watch it while eating."

"It's time to eat."

"I can hurry up if you don't mess with me."

"You're reasonable." Jiang Wei threw Han Zilu on the dining table with her round belly, "Let you ignore me for a day and see how I deal with you!"

"Don't make trouble, what time do you leave?"

"Don't worry, there is still an hour, there is still time."