Window 2, Seventh Canteen

Jiang Wei was thinking about Han Zilu all night, rolling from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, shifting his position repeatedly, sleeping very restlessly.

He knew that he had to talk to Han Zilu, but he didn't know how to speak.

Just like when we were young, everyone knew that we had to study hard, but how to learn well was a terribly difficult thing.

Doing the same thing twice, the first time it passed smoothly, but the second time it failed, it made no sense, Jiang Wei himself didn't know why it was so difficult.

After all, some time ago, he asked Han Zilu clearly once, asking if he was interested in him, and Han Zilu answered him clearly.

He remembered very clearly that Han Zilu said that he would not provoke straight men.

Jiang Wei didn't think about it at the time, and felt that since everyone said it was boring, it was boring, and if he thought about it more, then he was boring.

But now he had to think carefully, what did Han Zilu mean when he said not to provoke straight men?

What counts as provoking?

Don't hugs and kisses count?

Well, maybe the gay world is different, maybe gays are naturally casual, but Jiang Wei couldn't convince herself that Han Zilu was a casual person.

What's more, he was sure that he felt something at that moment of hugging.

The feeling at that time was very confusing and complicated, and it was not easy to describe. If I had to describe it, I could only say it was a kind of desire/desire.

But it is not purely physical desire/desire.

In short, it was something that Jiang Wei couldn't describe, and this thing was scratching Jiang Wei's itchy flesh, making him restless.

I want to ask Han Zilu for clarification.

After turning around in my mind, I came back to this conclusion, and then again, Jiang Wei sighed,

But how to ask this question?

Directly "Why did you kiss me"?It seems that there is no way to ask.

And even if he asked, what if the other party asked him back?How to explain?

Regarding the question of why he kissed Han Zilu, Jiang Wei has asked himself more than 700 times, but every time the answer is not satisfactory, even he cannot convince himself.

Pure sexual impulse?

It sounded like it could be explained easily, but when Jiang Weiwei thought of Han Zilu's expression, he felt that the answer was a little... how should I say it, and a little hard to say.

He couldn't say to a man, I'm sorry I kissed you, because I couldn't hold back for a while, and I had sexual urges.

How about not?

Could it be that I'm sorry, I didn't see clearly at the time, and kissed you as a girl?

When I heard this, I wanted to punch myself.

Jiang Wei fell into a dead end, and the more the knot was untied, the more chaotic it became. In the end, he fell asleep helplessly.

Maybe it was a fluke in my heart, and it would be a day if I could delay it for a day, maybe it would be fine when Han Zilu took the initiative to explain.

Of course, Jiang Weiyi didn't like ambiguity, and always liked to speak clearly. He despised the way of waiting for others to solve things first, but there was no way, he really didn't know how to speak.

He was really, a little scared to face Han Zilu.

He thought of many ways to do this, but it definitely didn't include not meeting Han Zilu just like that, but Han Zilu did things more neatly and ruthlessly than him.

This was the truest thought in Jiang Wei's mind when he heard the news of Han Zilu's departure the next morning.

Han Zilu is so damn quick!

It simply made Jiang Wei want to curse.

But facing Mrs. Yang's amiable face, Jiang Wei couldn't lose her temper, let alone curse.

Seeing Jiang Weiwei's gloomy face, Mrs. Yang explained again, "Xiao Han left suddenly like this, there is something... how should I put it, it's surprising, but I think he also cares about you, you see your foot is hurt. , it will take a few days, right? Xiao Han also specially asked us to take good care of you. Xiao Han is very nice, really, we have known each other for many years, and he is sincere to everyone, although now he left early, But he also said that he had to go to Banna because of a temporary errand, and he is now on a business trip, so he can do whatever he wants, so don’t be angry with him, and this card..."

Aunt Yang pushed the card on the table towards Jiang Wei again, "Whether you want this card or not, you can keep it first, if you really don't need it, you can give it to him when you come back and meet. "

Jiang Wei looked at the credit card on the table, and had the urge to curse, Han Zilu, what do you mean?

Mrs. Yang saw that his complexion was not good, so she patted his shoulder, "Okay, okay, sister, I just passed on a message. Xiao Han's original words were that he went to Banna this time and didn't know when he would be back, so I called you When my legs are better, I will go back first and leave directly from Dali Airport. I am afraid that you do not have enough money, so I left a card for you. Anyway, if you accept it, I will be able to convey it. Don’t make things difficult for your child, ah. "

"All right, thank you, I'll take it first." Jiang Wei picked up the card with the pinyin of Han Zilu's name written on it, and was upset for a while. He wanted to chat with Aunt Yang and ask about Han Zilu's situation , I'm not in the mood right now.

After that, Jiang Wei chatted casually with Mrs. Yang about the weather, and was about to go back to the house.

At this time, Mrs. Yang suddenly slapped her thigh and called him to stop, "Xiao Jiang, I forgot to tell you that this card has no password."

Jiang Wei: "..."

Han Zilu, you are really good.

After returning to the room, he dragged his injured foot and lay on the bed, looking at the credit card in a daze, feeling angry intermittently.

Although there are many things I want to ask Han Zilu, but I don't even want to send him a text message.

In fact, he also knew that he had no reason to be angry.

As Aunt Yang said, although Han Zilu ran away, he had a good reason for running away, and he ran away so loyally as a friend that he even kept his credit card. What else is there to say?

Jiang Wei asked himself, if he wanted to oil the soles of his feet, he would definitely not be as thoughtful as Han Zilu.

But he was still angry.

Angry at Han Zilu, also angry at not knowing why he was angry.

After a long time, Jiang Wei came to a conclusion.

The reason why he was angry was because Han Zilu did something he wanted to do but didn't dare to do.

He also wanted to run away, but he was not as fast as Han Zilu.

There is an idiom called Fifty Steps Laughing at Hundred Steps, although the difference is not too much, but he wanted to do the one with the one hundred steps, but he slowed down and became the one with the fifty steps.

That's why you're angry, right?

Jiang Wei thought wildly and spent a day doing nothing.

At night, he got tired of thinking about it, and was angry enough, so he took out his phone and sent a text message to Han Zilu.

Han Zilu also quickly replied to him.

The two sent seven or eight messages to each other back and forth, which was very normal and natural.

But Jiang Wei felt that being so natural seemed unnatural.

And after chatting for a long time, nothing new was found. The same content, no matter if it is said by Mrs. Yang or Han Zilu, there will be no big difference.

Jiang Wei felt that it was boring, and ended the conversation with a "good night".

The other party also sent him a good night.

Jiang Wei stared at the phone screen, looked at Han Zilu's name, and the phrase "good night", and felt a suffocation rising from his chest in an instant.

He still didn't sleep well this time.

Then the next few days were the same, I didn't sleep well.

During the day, he had to recuperate from his injuries, and he couldn't go out to play. Apart from eating and changing his medicine, he occasionally ran to Huang Zhiyong to borrow a computer to play games. There was nothing else to do.

It was even more boring at night. Uncle Huang asked him to go to bed at nine o'clock and fall asleep before ten o'clock. Current situation.

But every time after asking, no matter what Han Zilu said, he felt uncomfortable, so he stopped looking for Han Zilu in the next few days.

There are many books on traditional Chinese medicine on the bookshelf in the room. Every time Jiang Wei turned out a few books and looked at the hypnosis, he found it quite interesting, so he didn’t play games much during the day. He read books when he had time, and then went to Uncle Huang Chat.

The days were so mediocre, and a week passed quickly.

Uncle Huang changed Jiang Wei's medicine and told him that the wound was almost healed and he was ready to go home.

After hearing this, Jiang Wei's first thought was Han Zilu, and he didn't know where he was now.

Seeing that Jiang Wei was not very happy, Uncle Huang asked him where his home was and if he had any difficulties, and said that his family was very willing to help.

Jiang Wei hurriedly explained that it was nothing, and then told about his father taking the whole family abroad for the New Year, saying that it was not interesting to go home by himself, and he should go back to school.

After explaining, he used an excuse to buy a plane ticket and slipped away from Uncle's eyes.

While sitting in front of the computer searching for the air ticket from Dali to Beijing, Jiang Wei looked at the date and then called Han Zilu.

After five or six beeps, the other side answered.

"Hey?"

"Well, why did you remember to call me?"

Jiang Wei felt that he hadn't heard Han Zilu's voice for a long time. His voice seemed to be different from before, and it sounded better.

Jiang Wei laughed, "What are you doing? Waiting to complain about me? Isn't this because my leg is healed? I was about to go back to Beijing, so I asked where you were. I thought I could go back together if I didn't wait for you."

The first half of this sentence was planned by Jiang Wei, but the second half was improvised. After he finished speaking, he immediately felt a little flustered.

Because there was no draft and no preparation, what if Han Zilu agreed?When the two of you are on the plane together, do you want to talk about something?

How can we talk then?Do you want to speak directly?

Jiang Wei's mind was spinning fast, and the actual time only passed two or three seconds.

Han Zilu said on the phone: "I'm already in Beijing. I arrived yesterday. Is your leg injury really okay? You can stay at Uncle's house for a few more days, it's okay."

Jiang Wei only listened to half of the words, and didn't pay attention to the other half.

He heard himself reply in a stiff tone: "Then I'll go back tomorrow by myself." After speaking, he hung up.

He looked at the wall, took a few deep breaths, then sat down and bought a ticket.

Jiang Wei only bought the ticket one day in advance, so he had no choice, and he had few flights from Dali.

With great difficulty, he chose a group that could reach Beijing at nine o'clock in the evening.

Forget it, from the airport to the school, ten o'clock, okay.

Sure, the timing was fine, as he had predicted, but everything else was bad except the timing.

When the taxi drove into the dormitory area, Jiang Wei faintly felt that something was wrong.

When the car stopped, he knew exactly where the error was——

The entire undergraduate dormitory building was actually dark with lights.

Lights out?

How is it possible, the lights are not turned off during the holiday, and it's only past ten o'clock.

The driver also saw the problem and asked him, "Hey, I said classmate, there seems to be no one in your dormitory?"

Jiang Weixin said nonsense, no one could see that there was no one, he smiled dryly at the driver, "Master, you can go back a while, there is a security booth, I will ask."

The driver stopped, and Jiang Wei found the security guard. When he asked about it, he was dumbfounded.

"Central accommodation, classmate, don't you know about centralized accommodation? The whole Bauhinia has no water or electricity."

Jiang Wei: "Then what should I do? Where do I live?"

Security guard: "It's hard to handle. You need to apply for centralized accommodation in advance. The students who haven't returned home now are living in the old building over the graduate school."

Jiang Wei asked a few more questions, thanked him, asked the driver to take him to the old building, paid and got out of the car, and then started making phone calls.

The first one was Zhao Siyuan.

The phone was connected, and there was a lot of noise over there. Jiang Wei tried to call a few times, but couldn't hear the response clearly. Just when he was about to hang up the replay, the other side finally became quiet.

Zhao Siyuan's voice was hoarse, "Hello? What are you doing? I'm in KTV."

"Oh, you're home?"

"I'm back, I'm back early, why don't you come back? Waiting for you?" Zhao Siyuan said aggressively.

Jiang Wei remembered that this was the first time he had contacted him since he had a deadlock with him, but now is not the time to talk about it, "Well, I just went back to school, and the dormitory area is completely dark, you know? Centralized accommodation .”

"I know, it's to save electricity... Oh, don't you, don't you know? Then where are you now? Where do you live? Why don't you go home?"

"It's hard to say, what about the accommodation? Can those who don't register in advance go to live?"

"Hey, I can't say that well, or you can ask?"

"I asked, but the security guard said no."

"Ask the security guard, it's definitely not enough. You can ask your classmates. There must be some people staying in the same place. Wait, let me think about it... Hey, that's right! Then who, it's just the face of the gatekeeper in our grade, what's his name..."

"Yue Chen? Yes, that's Yue Chen. Do you have his phone number?"

"I don't have it, but Fatty does. Wait a minute, I'll find it for you, wait a minute, I'll find it and send it to you."

"Well, it's okay if I can't find it. I can go out and stay in a hotel for two days."

"Don't worry, those at the gate of our school can live? You still wait for me, I will return to you as soon as possible, or the dormitory is safe, do you hear me?"

"Okay, okay, hurry up."

Jiang Wei put down the phone and breathed a sigh of relief, the anxiety just now was gone.

It's a big deal to stay in a hotel, and then go home as soon as possible.