Su Huaijun

After leaving the Li Mansion, I went back to Qingqiu.

Originally, I was just getting the wine and was about to leave. It happened that my second brother came back, so I told him about the worldly affairs and my future plans.

The second brother looked at me and didn't say a word for a long time.

I was disappointed and said: "Sure enough, it still doesn't work?"

The second brother stood up and said, "Have you thought it through?"

I froze for a moment, and replied in a low voice: "Yes."

"Let's go back."

When I returned to the mortal world, it was almost the Lantern Festival.

I went to Linyin Pavilion, without letting anyone know, I went directly into the Tianquan Room incognito.

He was looking at the pot of cold orchids, the flowers were all withered.

I cast a little spell, and the crumpled flower returned to life.

He looked around, and I appeared in front of him, smiling and asking, "Miss me?"

He blamed me for leaving without saying goodbye, deliberately ignoring me.

I said: "I rushed to see you as soon as I came back, and I didn't even enter the house. If you still don't want to see me, how pitiful should I be? You don't have to worry about me."

He is still silent.

I stood in front of him, tilted my head to look at him, and said, "Aren't you in a hurry because you can't see me?"

"Whether you come or not has nothing to do with me."

"Of course it does. I miss you."

"Really?"

"Of course it's true." I sat next to him and said, "I thought I'd be back in only two or three days, but I didn't know that my second brother had also returned to Qingqiu, so I chatted with him a few more words. It's just late. If you want to complain, blame him."

"You left it clean. Forget it, I'm going back." He was about to get up and go back.

I leaned on him very rascally, and said: "I'm tired from the journey, you can sit with me for a while."

He sat without speaking.

After about half a stick of incense, I rubbed against it twice, and whispered: "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

I'm going to tidy up the house so that I can take him back someday.

On the night of the Shangyuan Festival, I went to Linyin Pavilion, and Chen Bodao and the others all went out.

I met Tianquan under the tree by the river, he was staring at the lanterns on the water in a daze.

I walked over quietly, patted his left shoulder, and then quickly ran to the right.

He looked to the left, no one was there, and then to the right, he saw me greet him with a smile.

I said: "I just came here and saw many actors walking on stilts on the road, and Miss Xiang'er was among them. I thought Tianxin was here too, but I couldn't find it. What about you? Why don't you go and see, there is a person standing here alone with?"

He didn't call me back.

I asked again: "Do you want to release the krathong? Wait for me."

I picked up the style of the water lamp there. I thought that the power of heaven was changed from the lotus flower, so maybe I should buy a lotus flower lamp.

I gave the water lantern to Tianquan, but he was silent for a long time, and he still didn't take it.

I said, "What are you thinking?"

He looked up at me, but avoided my eyes, and said: "Actually, Tianxin is not a girl, but a man."

I smiled and said, "I know, it's you."

He was surprised: "You already knew?"

"Well." I nodded and said, "If you don't want to tell, I'll just pretend I don't know. But I didn't expect you to confess to me. I thought you were going to hide it from me forever."

He seemed to feel guilty, lowered his head and said, "I don't want you to pay your heart wrong."

"I do not have."

He seemed a little surprised, looked at me, but didn't know what to say.

I handed him the water lamp and took him to the river to release the water lamp.

We light candles, pray for blessings with krathongs, and then put krathongs into the water.

He watched the Krathong float away, and I watched him.

The last time I accompanied my elder sister to Yuelao Temple, I asked Yuelao to show me how Ziqiu and Tianxin were married.

Yuelao asked strangely: "How can people have any marriage relationship with themselves?"

I knew then.

He looked back at me and said, "What are you laughing at?"

"You know, when I was young, Yuelao gave me a red thread, and wanted me to tie it on the hand of my sweetheart when I grew up, and said that if I tied it, we would be together for a long time. Tie the red thread." I held up the little finger of my left hand to show him, and said, "This is the finger that connects me and him. Now that I think about it, all of this may have been predestined."

He said, "It must be a pretty fairy, right?"

I shook my head and said, "You may not believe me when I say it, but I tied the red thread to Tianquan's hand, which is what you mortals call Wenquxing."

He asked: "Immortals also have a habit of liking Longyang? Are you two together?"

I shook my head and said: "I didn't understand love at the time, why would I break my sleeves and talk about it?"

He nodded with a vague understanding.

I continued: "Actually, I have drawn a red thread with a mortal before, but I didn't draw it myself. But it turns out that this red thread is indeed only useful for mortals, and it is useless for gods to tie it on."

He said: "You are not with that mortal? Aren't you gods very powerful? Aren't foxes the most deceptive?"

I pointed to my face and said, "Do you think I look like the kind of fox who uses spells to seduce people?"

He smiled and shook his head, not sure if he really felt that way.

He asked, "Can you tell me the story about you and that fairy?"

"Ah."

We were sitting on the shore, there were obviously many people around, but I felt as if it was just me and him.

I told him: "I have known him since I became an immortal 2 years ago. I was only 11 years old at that time, and he was already [-] years old. Although there are young immortals in Tiangong, there are very few children. He found it novel, So I often asked my second brother to take me to the Tiangong to play, so I am the most familiar with the stars of the Big Dipper. When I was young, I would follow whoever treated me well, and he never cared about my dislike. Since he is sensible, I prefer to follow him. When Lao Yue gave me the red thread, I thought about tying us together, but he refused to let me take it, but finally agreed."

Tianquan laughed and said, "[-] years old is considered a child, so don't we mortals look like babies who have just landed in the eyes of your gods?"

I nodded and said with a smile: "If it's true according to age. There are also mortals who ascend, even if they are old, they can only be regarded as little gods. So in the fairy world, seniority and status have nothing to do with whether they are young or not..."

He sat next to me and listened to me. At first he would joke with me, but then he became silent after listening.

The story of tens of thousands of years can't be told in one night, and I can only pick and choose, but I can't help but cry while I tell it.

He asked softly, "Are you okay?"

I shook my head and smiled at him, "It's okay."

We went from the noise around us to the empty streets, and we talked from night to dawn.

At dawn, I stood up, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, watched the morning mist dissipate, and said, "Is it okay if you didn't go back all night?"

He shook his head, looked up at me, and asked with a smile, "He must like you very much, right?"

I didn't expect him to say this, so I said: "How can he like me? He can't be emotional, otherwise he will jump to Zhuxiantai."

Tianquan looked into the distance, and said calmly: "Didn't he already dance? Although you said he jumped to Zhuxiantai because he changed his destiny, but he is a god, he has no worries about food and clothing, life and death, why did he change his fate?" ?”

I never thought about this question.

He said again: "You said he likes foxes, I think he doesn't like foxes, but just likes you, but he is afraid that his personal affair will be discovered by the heavens, so he can only pin his feelings on this."

"Is that true?" I also began to waver.

Was what he said really what he thought in his previous life?

"Don't you like him too? Otherwise, why would you kiss him 3 years ago?"

"I..." I just thought about it at the time, so I kissed it.

I always thought he wouldn't like me, he just treated me like a child, and I never dared to think whether I liked him or not.

But what if all this is true?So did I fail him?

I said: "I have to go back now, maybe I won't come for a few days."

I have to go back and ask the Big Dippers to find out.

I left in a hurry, Tianquan looked at my back, lowered his head and smiled, his eyes were red.

He just felt that there was someone in my heart, and he couldn't walk in, but he didn't know that person was him.

Whether it is in the sky or on the ground, from the beginning to the end, he only wants me to have a good relationship, so that this life will be worry-free.

But how did he know that what he is hiding is also what I have been longing for for tens of thousands of years.

I went to the Seventh Palace of the Big Dipper, and every star king was away.

A little fairy told me that they all went to Tianfu Palace.

These old gods must have gone to see the mirror.

It's okay to look at them, knowing that I came to find them, but they didn't go back to the palace, so they insisted on telling me to catch them.

I went to Tianfu Palace, Si Ming had put away the world-peeping mirror, and was drinking in the courtyard with the Big Dipper stars.

When Si Ming saw me stepping into the gate of Tianfu Palace, he said, "Mr. Su Huai has come. We old gods are tired of listening to your stories for so long."

I was dissatisfied and said, "You clearly promised that I would not peek at it, nor would I show it to others."

A fairy brought me a stool, and I sat down to see what they had to say.

Si Ming said: "Xingjun are concerned about how Wenqu Xingjun is in the mortal world, so I showed them, so I don't know you are there."

Greedy Wolf Star Lord smiled and said: "It's really our fault, just don't read it in the future. What do you want to ask when Su Huai-Jun comes back this time?"

I thought for a while and asked, "Is it really because Tianquan jumped to Zhuxiantai to change the destiny?"

Greedy Wolf star nodded and said: "Tianquan Lord has indeed used the ancient method to spy on the fate of heaven, and also disturbed the fate of others."

"Whose life did he change?"

All the stars looked at me.

Tanlang Xingjun said again: "But at that time, the Jade Emperor had already lightened his punishment, and he jumped the Zhuxian Terrace himself."

Si Ming pointed to my left hand, and said: "You and I can't have fate in the past and the future. As long as you like him, why care about the past? Taking advantage of the red thread in this life, staying together for a lifetime is enough."

It was only on my side that I agreed with Si Ming's statement, and Mr. Lian Zhenxing poured cold water on me over there.

He said: "That being said, the marriage in Su Huai-jun's fate is really not that good. Tianquan Lord has worked so hard for Su Huai-jun and Liu Wenheng to stay together forever. But Liu Wenheng thought that Su Huai-jun only had Tianquan in his heart, so he reluctantly gave up. Now the reincarnated Lord Tianquan knows that Lord Su Huai already has a sweetheart, so he doesn't want to get involved even if he thinks about it."

Mr. Lian Zhenxing is right, my love life is really rough.

Fortunately, I can now face my feelings directly. No matter what Tianquan thinks, I will tie him by my side in this life.

As soon as I left, Wu Qu Xingjun asked: "Can they really live a safe life?"

Si Ming said: "The two of them will be able to stay together for a lifetime. As for whether they are safe or not, it is not something we can see."

Greedy Wolf Star Lord said: "Let him go."