Monthly rent of 1,500

Love is a matter between two people. After all, any third person is a spectator.As long as you don't intervene in other people's marriages, you don't have the obligation to explain to others except yourself.

However, no matter how free and easy it is to say, how many people can really practice it?

"Look." Shu Xiao stretched out his hand, Shu Jin took a closer look, his fingers were thin and long, like onion tubes, he said, "Well, it looks pretty good."

"Heh," Shu Xiao made a dumbfounding sound, she pointed to her left index finger and said, "Here."

There was a narrow white mark there, the missing engagement ring.

"We returned things to each other, and that's probably the only mark we can still see."

Shu Xiao and her boyfriend have been in love for four years, and they have already talked about marriage.Unfortunately, after choosing the date of engagement, the man suddenly found chronic nephritis. He consulted many doctors, but there was no improvement.

If this disease is not cured, it will not only be a huge continuous investment in money, but also affect sexual function and fertility.The wedding date was pushed back again and again until there was no date.

The situation of Shu Xiao's boyfriend is quite embarrassing. The condition has been controlled and has not deteriorated further, but there is no sign of improvement.

Everything is unknown, there is no despair but no hope in sight.But Shu Xiao is already 28 years old, she has no youth to waste.

The parents who had always been at odds were surprisingly unanimous in this matter and kept asking her to break up.

From Shu Xiao's active assistance in treatment at the beginning, to being hit over and over again, to the idea of ​​breaking up, and now taking action, Shu Jin has seen all the struggles.

It's human nature to come to this point, Shu Jin doesn't think there is anything to blame for such an ending.

Under such circumstances, those who can insist on choosing love are either ignorant and fearless, or brave and firm beyond ordinary people. The Shu Xiao he knows is not any of them.

When we love someone, we think we can die for the other person, but we are no match for the drop of life.

"Did I just become a bad woman like this? If you were me, what would you do?" Shu Xiao's eyes and voice were very confused. The four-year relationship was like a centipede. Causes tingling and heart palpitations.She urgently needs affirmation to seal the huge gap in her chest.

"There's no right or wrong in this kind of thing, you can only go so far, and you've tried your best." Shu Jin said in a deep voice, "I don't have a chance to choose." If so, never give up.

Shu Jin's stunned expression for a moment made Shu Xiao wake up from her self-pity. She shouldn't have raised this question, it was everyone's wound.But he just pursed his lips lightly, and that emotion was wiped away, and the cloud was still calm and clear.

The immature boy who collapsed in pain holding her six years ago disappeared with time after all.

By nine o'clock, Shu Xiao's mood had stabilized, and she looked very tired.Shu Jin went to the kitchen to heat up milk and eggs, and divided them into two cups, one for Shu Xiao and the other for Ran Chen in the study.

One night he was silent in the study, as quiet as a cat.Only then did Shu Xiao realize that there was another person at home, so she couldn't help but followed curiously.

Shu Jin introduced the two of them: "Shu Xiao, my cousin. This is Ran Chen."

"Dust, Qiushui's articles are not dusty?" Shu Xiao stared at the handsome young man's face for a while.

"Ran Ran, morning in the morning." Shu Jin explained, "The rising morning light."

Ran Chen glanced at him quickly, and Shu Jin smiled back at him.

He blushed and nodded to Shu Xiao, "Hello. Shu Jin sublets this place to me for a month."

Shu Xiao was stunned, this house is for rent?

"Go to bed early." Shu Jin said to Ran Chen.

"Okay." Ran Chen returned to the guest room with the milk.

This is too obedient!Shu Xiao kept staring at his back.

Shu Jin pulled her back to the living room and said, "It's getting late, I'm taking you home."

Shu Xiao shook her head vigorously and said: "I don't want to see my parents today, I want to stay here for one night. You can chat with me for a while, I'll sleep on the sofa."

"You can sleep in my room. You should call home first."

"Then where do you sleep, are you crowded with Ran Chen?" She looked at the doors of the guest rooms and guest bathrooms that were usually open but now closed, and she had a little association of a hidden beauty in a golden house.

Shu Jin looked at her amusedly, and Shu Xiao knew that her prying thoughts had been seen through.

"Ran Chen was the one I sent to the hospital last time, remember?"

Shu Xiao remembered.That day, she had invited Shu Jin for supper, but she was let go temporarily, saying that she picked up a student who had a stomach attack on the road and sent her to the hospital for emergency treatment.

"I went to see him after he was discharged from the hospital, and found that the heating and gas in his house were not working, so he was not suitable for recuperation, so I persuaded him to come to live with me for a month."

That day, he received a text message from the bank, knowing that Ran Chen had paid back his medical expenses, so he decided to visit him on the spur of the moment.

I still can't help but feel sad when I think of the scene I saw at that time.Ran Chen was wrapped in a quilt and drinking gruel, skinny, and his complexion was even worse than in the hospital.Except for water and electricity, there is no electricity in the house.

The family is desolate, but Ran Chen is at ease, and that day is his eighteenth birthday, he really can't leave him alone.

"What about his family?"

"He's an orphan and lives alone."

"True or not, he said it himself?" How could such a coincidence happen.

"He didn't say anything, I asked someone to check."

When he was in the hospital before, he wanted to help Ran Chen contact his family to take care of him, but Ran Chen said no.He thought he ran out because of conflicts with his family, so he asked someone to check his information. Both his parents died, and he was the only one listed in the household registration book.

"Did you take him in because you thought of Minghua?" Shu Xiao couldn't help but say the name, breaking the taboo for many years.

"You have become a hundred thousand reasons." Shu Jin patted her, avoiding this question.

When he found out about Ran Chen's household registration information, the first thing he thought of was Ming Hua.The feeling of wanting to take good care of him is also stronger because of his status as an orphan.

Minghua is not a taboo, but Shu Xiao is too fragile to be someone he can tell.

The gentle and introverted man in front of him made Shu Xiao unable to see his emotions, and Minghua, a name that he could not even touch before, could not move him anymore.Shu Xiao felt a little indescribably lost.

"Then you don't collect rent from others, do you?"

"Accept. One thousand and five, he has already paid." He didn't think he was qualified to give alms to a self-respecting person.

Shu Xiao didn't ask any more questions. Shu Jin was so smart and transparent that she didn't need to worry about it.

In the silent darkness, she closed her eyes and hugged herself tightly, curling into a ball tightly.The real imprint is engraved in the heart.Love, please let me go.

Ran Chen's sleep quality was not good some time ago, since she lived here with Shu Jin, there is no cold and disturbance, her sleep has improved obviously, and she hardly wakes up at night.

But tonight, he slept until midnight when he woke up suddenly.There was darkness in front of my eyes, my lower abdomen felt tight, and my waist trembled.

After a while, he came back to his senses, stretched his hand between his crotch, and took off his sticky underwear.

In the dream just now, he dreamed of Shu Jin, to be precise, he dreamed of Shu Jin's hand.The palm is white and broad, the fingers are slender and smooth, and the palm is slightly rosy.

He carefully picked up that hand, and held his own hand against his. He felt delicate and warm in his hand. He couldn't help but rub his face against it, and his whole body along with it...

Lying on the bed blankly, his chest felt cold and hot for a while, he rubbed his face, his hands were all wet, and only then did he know that he was crying.Has he been turned into a pervert by that pervert Cheng Ziyao?

But his parents named him Ran Chen, a name full of hope.

"Rising morning light", Shu Jin's explanation is the same as that of his parents.Dad said that on the day his mother gave birth to him, he stayed outside the delivery room all night and did not dare to close his eyes. When the first ray of sunlight hit the window in the morning, the doctor opened the door and told him, "Mother and child are safe!"

At that moment, the sky and the earth turned to zero, and there was only the brilliant morning light in his eyes.

In any case, for the expectations of his parents, he must take good care of his illness and live hard.

Looking at the alarm clock next to the pillow, it was already past two o'clock in the morning.He touched the long johns on, tiptoed up and went to the bathroom.

When passing by the study, he found a faint light leaking from it, wondering if he forgot to turn off the light.Pushing open the door of the study, the scene in front of me was unexpected.

Shu Jin was half lying on the computer chair, with his legs crossed on the desk, Xin Chang's body was completely relaxed, and he was already asleep.His head was tilted back, his moist lips were slightly parted, his right hand was hanging defenselessly on the side of the chair, exactly the same as in the dream.

The lower abdomen convulsed again, Ran Chen covered his belly and bent down. After a long time, he straightened up and took a deep breath.

He walked to Shu Jin's chair, squatted down, called "Shu Jin" softly and pushed his shoulder.

Shu Jin opened his eyes in a daze, turned his head to see Ran Chen, subconsciously raised his hand to rub his hair, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Well, what's wrong?"

The hot breath sprayed on Ran Chen's face, his breathing sank, and he pressed his forehead against Shu Jin's.

"What's wrong?" Shu Jin became more conscious, he lifted Ran Chen's chin, put his feet down, and looked at him inquiringly, "Why are you crying?"

It was only then that Ran Chen remembered his own situation, and hurriedly shook his head and stood up and said, "No, the liquid in the bath at night hurt your eyes. Go back to sleep, or you'll catch a cold."

Shu Jin smiled, stood up and turned his neck with his hand and said, "Go back to sleep quickly, your body is cold. I still have to check the information."

Ran Chen hesitated for a moment, and wanted to tell him not to stay up late, but he didn't say anything after all, he didn't know what capacity to care about him.When Shu Jin introduced him to Shu Xiao, he only mentioned his name without any explanation, neither as a friend nor as a tenant.Friends are too close, tenants are too far away.

After he walked out the door, Shu Jin sighed softly.Ran Chen's long johns were worn backwards, and he didn't notice it himself. It wasn't a big problem at first, but the long johns were obviously old and pulled very thin, with a few patches on them.

The two sides of the original crotch opening are so thin that you can clearly see the buttocks after wearing it backwards.What kind of heat preservation function can this have.

The author has something to say: Adults are not comfortable, and being comfortable is not an adult.