Monthly rent of 1,500

One night Shu Jin woke up suddenly. Ming Hua's head was resting on his chest, his breathing was disturbed, his hands were on his shoulders, and he kept grabbing the bed sheet, and his body was trembling.He thought Minghua was having a nightmare and wanted to push him to wake him up, but Minghua grabbed his hand and pressed it under his chin.

He wanted to speak, but Minghua covered his mouth, his palms were sweaty.Ming Hua whispered in his ear, "Don't move!"

He remained motionless obediently, listening to Minghua's chest rising and falling rapidly, worried whether he had a heart attack.

After a while, Minghua's breathing became normal, and he got up and went out immediately.When I asked him later, he only said that he had a nightmare and couldn't fall asleep again.

Now that I think about it, I am really a shameful late bloomer!

I don't know how long Minghua endured it, and how many times he endured it. He didn't decide to speak out until he knew that Shu Jin's trip to Germany was scheduled.

Uncle Tiantian's family celebrated Shu Jin, and Aunt Tang cooked a table of delicious dishes.

Everyone was very happy, and even Tang Shu said a few words to Minghua and drank a glass of wine.After drinking, Ming Hua blushed, his eyes sparkled, and he was prettier than a girl.

After dinner, Ming Hua sent Shu Jin to the bus station as usual.

Shu Jin's situation that day was somewhat blurred. He only remembered that after walking a long way, Minghua pulled him to lean against a big tree in the wind.

Originally, Minghua was smiling at him all the time, but then the smile disappeared, and he just looked at him intently, which made Shu Jin's heart beat a little chaotically.Minghua is his best friend and brother, and this passionate admiration made him feel at a loss.

Then, Ming Hua sighed: "Xiao Jin, I really like you!" The face suddenly enlarged in front of his eyes, trembling lips pressed against Shu Jin's, and the soft and slippery tongue stuck into his mouth.

The person who knew nothing about emotions was completely dizzy. Ren Minghua's lips and tongue moved between his teeth, and he froze there foolishly, not daring to move.

When Minghua let go of him, he only said "I'm leaving", then hurriedly turned and ran away.

It took him a long time to forgive himself for being naive at the time.

Afterwards, he hid from Minghua for a while, but Minghua did not come to him.At that time, what he dared not face the most was not Minghua, but the impulse in his heart, the unforgettable kiss.

After thinking about it for a few days, he finally plucked up the courage to analyze the details of the relationship between the two of them. As long as he didn't lie to himself, he knew that it was obviously not a simple brotherhood, and Minghua was already his first love before he knew it.

After confirming his relationship, he took the initiative to find Minghua on Christmas Eve. Minghua's eyes were as bright as stars in the night sky.

He shook Minghua's hand and said, "Minghua, give me some time, let me convince my family and wait for me to come back from Germany." His original exchange time was half a year.

Ming Hua hugged him tightly, and kissed him like a vow: "Xiao Jin, I'll wait for you."

But he didn't wait.

He slit his wrist two days later.

Looking back, it has been a hundred years.

"At that time, he didn't believe me. I was probably too young to convince him at that time. He thought I was just making excuses to delay. In the first two years, I couldn't accept this fact at all, and I didn't even dare to come back. To this tombstone."

Shu Jin turned his back to Ran Chen, his hands were shaking all the time.For a long time, the past was buried in the bottom of my heart, never or forgotten and no longer mentioned.But when the curtain of time was lifted, it was found that some wounds never healed.

Ran Chen walked around in front of him, Shu Jin's eyes were far away, and he said, "I'm sorry." If I had been braver then, if I didn't let you wait.

Ran Chen hugged him tightly and said, "No, it's not your fault, Shu Jin."

Shu Jin closed his eyes and didn't speak.

Ran Chen said eagerly: "I believe in you, I will wait for half a year or ten years."

Shu Xiao's words suddenly sounded, "My brother committed suicide back then in order not to hurt his reputation." As if a flash of lightning flashed through his mind, he said, "It's not that he didn't wait for you, he didn't commit suicide because of this."

Ran Chen's aunt booked a small private room in a Japanese restaurant. There is no lobby in this restaurant, and there are all large and small Japanese rooms separated one by one. The waiter also spoke softly, and left quickly after putting down the food, which seemed private Very strong.

Ran Chen likes this environment very much. If it is normal, he will find out the price, and if it is suitable, he will come with Rashujin next time.But facing his aunt today, he was always distracted.

He just drove Shu Jin to find Shu Xiao.Shu Jin has always been calm and calm, and Ran Chen has never seen him lose his composure so much, so he can't help but worry.

After listening to his words in the cemetery, Shu Jin's complexion completely changed, first he was pale as if all blood had been drained, and then his eyes became red again.He tried to speak several times, but couldn't complete the sentence.

Ran Chen could only hold his hand tightly.

Finally, Shu Jin's face finally calmed down, he took out his mobile phone and called Shu Xiao, asking her to meet right away.Then he kept walking outside, and there was no response when passing his own car.

Ran Chen took the car keys from his pocket, and he didn't even ask if you know how to drive.

Exquisite small dishes were placed on the small table, and his aunt kept serving dishes to him with a rare smile.Because they just met yesterday, Ran Chen couldn't find anything to talk about for a while, and just kept eating up the food in the bowl.

"How is Shu Jin treating you?" Auntie asked.

"Very good." He nodded.

"Come and taste this," she took out a scroll and handed it to him, "how can he treat you well?"

"He..." The man who was used to telling the truth stopped, "Why do you keep asking him?"

The aunt sighed, and said earnestly: "Chen'er, I'm afraid that his thoughts towards you are not pure, and that you will suffer. You are still young, and you don't know that some people in this society are perverted, and men like men."

Ran Chen put down the things in his hand, clenched his fists and then loosened them.

"Auntie, you should have told me earlier that I have suffered a lot."

"This bastard," the aunt also put down her chopsticks, she didn't hear anything wrong in Ran Chen's tone, "Don't be afraid, I'll go to their unit and sue him!"

"It wasn't him, he saved me." Ran Chen stood up: "Before, you didn't care about me, and in the future, please don't care about me either."

"You don't understand anything!" Auntie slapped the table, her face contorted as if someone had punched her.

"I'm leaving, I'm sorry." Ran Chen hurriedly opened the door and left.

No matter who speaks ill of Shu Jin.

Hurrying home, Shu Jin hasn't come back yet.Ran Chen practiced handwriting for a while, but couldn't write any more. He threw a few more darts, but none of them made it to the list. He dialed and pressed the phone. Finally, he changed into his sports clothes and went downstairs to exercise.

The community is very new, with an occupancy rate of less than [-]%. There is a large and quiet back garden with some public sports equipment next to it. Ran Chen usually exercises in this area. After he finished warming up, he started jogging around the garden.

After running a few laps, he suddenly telepathically glanced at the grove in the corner of the garden.Although the bench in the bushes was blocked, it vaguely looked like a person was sitting on it.He ran over, and it really was Shu Jin.

Shu Jin was staring at the ground motionless, like a statue.Ran Chen squatted down, leaned on his lap and looked up at him.Shu Jin lowered his head and stroked his hair.

After a while, Shu Jin unzipped his coat and said, "Let's run."

He was like an indefatigable perpetual motion machine, running round and round with a blank expression on his face. Ran Chen looked at him from time to time, without any warm-up, running for such a long time suddenly could easily get injured.

More than half an hour later, Shu Jin's face turned blue, and Ran Chen raised his hand to stop him, but this pull made the already exhausted man fall to the ground.

"Shu Jin!" Ran Chen hugged him, his eyes were red again, "Let's go back first."

Back home, Ran Chen wiped Shu Jin's face with a hot towel, and was about to help him change his clothes, when Shu Jin hugged him and said, "I'll do it myself, and you can take a bath too."

Ran Chen quickly changed his clothes, went out to find a box of chocolates, and stood at the door of the bathroom, listening to the movement inside.Like the sound of running water, also like whimpering.

After more than 20 minutes, when Shu Jin came out wiping his hair with a towel, he immediately peeled a piece of chocolate and put it in his mouth.

"Afraid I'll faint?" Shu Jin asked, holding his hand and biting the chocolate. Shu Jin's eyelids were a little swollen, but he finally saw him again.

Ran Chen nodded.

"I'm a little dizzy, help me lie down." Shu Jin closed his eyes and helped his forehead, walked to the bedside with his shoulders on Ran Chen, opened the quilt and lay down, raised his hand and patted the empty space beside him.

Ran Chen took off his trousers and sat down against the back of the bed, Shu Jin rested his head on his lap, his long johns were soaked by his half-wet hair.

"Chen, I think I should tell you about my family first. I didn't tell you because I was afraid of burdening you."

"Okay." Ran Chen squeezed his hand tightly.

Shu Jin's native place is in Province F, a place he has never been to.He has never seen his grandparents since he was a child, and he has never heard of his father.When my elder brother asked me about it when I was young, my father didn't know how to answer, so he said for a long time: "Dead", but his face darkened instantly.

Afterwards, the subject became taboo at home.

After he went to college, his father asked him to meet his cousin. His elder brother Shu Qin was very surprised. You must know that they had never heard of or met any relatives from his father's side.He felt that there must be something hidden in it, and after repeated inquiries, the mother explained the matter to the brothers.

The Shu family was originally a well-respected Chinese medicine family in their hometown. Shu Jin’s grandfather is one of the best. His ancestral bone setting skills have been carried forward in his hands. He is less than 40 years old. His good kung fu has become a word of mouth in the local area. famous doctor.He was also a god-like existence in Shu Jin's father's mind.

When sons walk on the streets of small county towns, they often meet patients treated by their fathers. These people will announce to their relatives and friends loudly: "This is Dr. Shu's son. He looks like a smart boy. He will definitely be a doctor in the future." Be blue out of blue!"

As his father's only son, that kind of pride once made him extremely proud.For this reason, he studied hard and practiced harder than his father's apprentices.

But when he was 16 years old, the myth was ruthlessly broken, smashed into dregs, and trampled on.

The author has something to say: I clicked "I want to sign a contract" and was rejected.In fact, people who don't plan to join V don't need to sign a contract at all, they just want to see if they meet Jinjiang's standards.

Obviously not.Take a hit.

Still have to finish writing well later.To complete the first novel in life from beginning to end, this goal is the original intention and the most important.