Slag Gong's Bai Yueguang substitute doesn't want to do it anymore

Zhai Siluo's field of vision instantly spun, the noisy cicadas chirping, the sound of running water on a small bridge in the distance, the sound of moths fluttering and flapping their wings all disappeared, and the whole world became quiet.

Only his intense heartbeat, thumping, kept hitting the eardrums.

Shen Zhuoli kissed him, and stretched out his hand to press his whole body into his arms, the strength seemed to crush his bones and melt into his own blood.

This is the side that Shen Zhuoli never showed in front of Zhai Siluo.

He is always gentle and courteous in his dealings with others, with a spring-like smile on his face.However, at this moment, he who was drunk was strangely like another person.

The lips were bitten so painfully, the man's hot breath penetrated everywhere, and the hands on his shoulders held him like iron tongs.The man who pressed him and kissed him was like a beast caught in desire, firmly trapping his prey in his palm, preventing anyone from coveting it.

With a bang, Zhai Siluo was pressed against the carved iron door behind him, and the sound of metal impact made Zhai Siluo awake for a moment.He raised his eyes and tried hard to push Shen Zhuoli's shoulder away.

"Brother Zhuo Li... no... woo—"

Shen Zhuoli ignored him, raised his hand to grab his chin again, and repeatedly outlined the shape of his lips with the tip of his tongue.There was a faint fragrance of Chinese medicine between Zhai Siluo's lips and teeth. It was bitter at the beginning, but it gradually became sweet after eating it, which made the man want to stop.

Zhai Siluo felt that he was about to die from lack of oxygen, and the drunk Shen Zhuoli was too scary.He became ruthless, and bit Shen Zhuoli's mouth forcefully.

Shen Zhuoli was in pain, and slightly loosened the hand holding his shoulder, and Zhai Siluo took this opportunity to push him away quickly.

"Brother Zhuo Li, you are drunk." Zhai Siluo stood under the rose trellis, breathing a little unsteadily.

Shen Zhuoli tasted a faint smell of blood, probably Zhai Siluo bit his lip.The dull black eyes regained their clarity, desire was locked in a cage, and reason took over his brain again.

A look of guilt appeared in the man's deep black eyes.

"Xiao Luo, I'm sorry, I was impulsive just now."

Zhai Siluo didn't speak, and looked down at the stone road under his feet.

Is it just impulsiveness?What is he looking forward to in his heart?

Shen Zhuoli looked at him, suddenly pulled off his tie, loosened the collar of his shirt, and a great struggle flashed across his face.

As if he had finally made up his mind, he approached Zhe Siluo, pinched his chin, and asked him to raise his head.

"Let me correct you, it's not the urge to get drunk, it's only when I'm drunk that I have the courage to confess my feelings." He paused, looking at Zhai Siluo with unusually bright and fiery black eyes, his voice was hoarse and affectionate, "Little Luo , I kiss you because I like you."

"It's not the kind of liking that treats you as a younger brother. It's..." He didn't know how to describe it for a while, so he had to grab Zhe Siluo's hand and put it on his left chest.

"This heart beats because of you."

Ze Siluo looked at him in extreme shock.The skin under the palm was still covered with scorching heat through the thin fabric, and the beating sound of his heartbeat was clear and powerful, and the rapid and regular sound seemed to spread from his palm to his heart.

Did brother Zhuo Li like him in the first place?

Seeing Zhai Siluo's silly expression, Shen Zhuoli couldn't help but smile.

"Sorry, last time you were drunk, I actually couldn't help kissing you. I was too despicable."

Zhai Siluo blushed slightly and nodded.The huge and unbelievable surprise hit him head-on, and his whole body seemed to be floating on the clouds, always feeling an unreal trance.

The scenes of the two of them getting along in the past kept replaying in their minds. Shen Zhuoli went to the crew to visit the set many times, and played a supporting role with him; when he was kidnapped, he came to rescue him alone; He always has a gentle smile on his face...

So, the sweetheart that Shen Zhuoli mentioned earlier was actually him?

There seemed to be butterflies flying in his stomach, and Zhai Siluo's heart beat a little faster, and his heart was pounding. He looked at Shen Zhuoli's gentle black eyes staring at him under the dim street light. Those eyes were deep and bright, like the most radiant eyes. Xinghe, he is the only one who is full of heart and eyes.

Zhai Siluo withdrew his hand and unconsciously clenched the hem of his shirt.There is an ecstatic voice in my heart clamoring, respond to him, you like him too, and he likes you too, isn’t this the luckiest thing?What else are you thinking about!

However, there is still an unspeakable heavy force pulling him, causing his soul to keep falling.

He knew that he was no longer the former Zhai Siluo who could risk his life for love.Now he has become hesitant and timid, sensitive and cautious, cautious, walking on thin ice, not daring to take a wrong step.His heart has been wrapped in hard ice, and thorn walls have been erected everywhere.Shen Zhuoli looked directly at him with too firm and fiery eyes, which made him even less courageous to respond.

He is not worthy of such a good brother Zhuo Li.After being reborn, he was full of hatred in his heart, playing tricks with Shen Weixixu and the snake, what would Shen Zhuoli think if he saw it?What's more, if he knew that the person he liked the first was actually him, and what he was looking for in Shen Weixi was only a shadow like him, what would Shen Zhuoli think?

Under the street lamp, tiny moths buzzed and fluttered their wings and flew like where the light came from, scrambling to merge into the light that burned their bodies.Zhe Siluo felt that his heart was also being burned by something, with a faint tearing pain.

He didn't speak, and stood there quietly, all the emotions in his eyes receded, and he looked a little at a loss.Shen Zhuoli watched his reaction, his slender eyelashes drooping slightly.

He understood, he was still impulsive.Because of jealousy and possessiveness, when he saw Shen Weixi went to Zhai Siluo, he came here in a hurry, and even got drunk in an imageless manner, and said crazy things, just wanting to get his response.

How could he forget that Zhai Siluo had loved Shen Weixi for so many years after all, even if they separated now, he still needed time to heal the wound in his heart.He hurriedly wanted to take out his heart and hold it in front of him, forcing him to respond, I'm afraid it would only be counterproductive.

Shen Zhuoli suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth and laughed at himself.

"Look at my mind, I'm really too drunk. Don't take those words to heart, go to bed early, good night."

He picked up the tie that fell on the ground, tried his best to stand upright, and walked towards the villa next door.

Looking at his back, Zhai Siluo felt his heart was clenched by something, and he had to bend down to resist the suffocating pain.

A few days later, Li Le went to cc's dormitory to visit the class, wanting to know the progress of Zhai Siluo's recording, but when he saw his state, he was shocked.

"Why have you lost so much weight? Is this broken company mistreating you, or are you unhappy?"

Zhai Siluo stood on the balcony smoking a cigarette, he looked at the tall buildings and streets in the distance, with no expression on his face.

"No."

"That means you are at odds with Ye Zhi, did he offend you?"

With a cigarette between his fingers, Zhai Siluo chuckled lightly.

"He won't have any influence on me, and I don't talk to him more than three times a day, you think too much."

He still wanted to ask again, but the voice of the director's team urging came from the room.He had no choice but to watch Zhai Siluo worryingly go back to the dormitory.

The two-week internship period has ended, and today the cc executives will conduct the first round of elimination assessment.Before entering the conference room, Jin-Woo was extremely nervous, he grabbed Zhai Siluo's sleeve and kept chanting.

"Teacher Zhai, I think I must be finished. What if I can't answer a word of what they ask?"

"If you can't answer it, just say you don't know. Don't pretend, maybe some of them will appreciate your frankness."

Xiao Yu nodded, and looked at Zhai Siluo with sunken eyes with some worry.

"Mr. Zhai, I think you haven't been in a good state these days. Are you too tired in the company?"

"Can this little shit get me tired?" Zhai Siluo smiled indifferently, couldn't help but stroked his hair, and said in a tone like comforting a nervous puppy, "Don't worry, go in boldly, even if you're eliminated. It’s okay, go back and concentrate on making music.”

Jin-Woo nodded, took a deep breath, and walked into the conference room.

Zhai Siluo was the last one to go in.His posture was slack, and the top button of his shirt was not buttoned properly. As soon as he entered, the male examiner leaning against the wall frowned slightly.

A total of four executives sat in the spacious and bright conference room, three men and one woman.The questions they asked were very sharp. Let Zhai Siluo briefly summarize his internship experience in the marketing department in the past two weeks, and then gave him several proposals for his comments and revisions.

Zhai Siluo's habit of stepping off work is well-known in the company, and several personnel also turned a blind eye to it, not surprising.However, as one of the examiners, the director of the marketing department was very unhappy and felt that it was necessary to rectify him.Even if a celebrity enters their company, he has to abide by their company's rules and regulations. What's more, this is just a [-]th-line star who has just become popular, and he is not a big name, so he can get two to five to eighty thousand. In my eyes, this unhealthy trend must not grow!

The director intentionally chose a few difficult planning projects, and the target groups he faced were very tricky. Even veterans would feel overwhelmed when they did it. Unexpectedly, Zhai Siluo thought about it for a few minutes, and quickly pointed out the existing problems. Gives sharp revisions.

The director made it difficult for him professionally, and questioned him with a bad look.

"As far as I know, you left earlier than your leader when you got off work. As an intern, I'm afraid this is not good?"

Zhai Siluo twitched the corners of his mouth, "I really appreciate and admire the leader's dedication to work. But since the company has stipulated the off-duty time, it is my right to leave work at this time, and I have not delayed any tasks assigned by the superior. If If you think my attitude is not correct, then I have nothing to say."

This sentence successfully aroused the director's anger.

"As an intern, is there anyone who talks to the leader like this? I think you are just making excuses for your laziness and slack! If it was a real workplace, you would have been fired countless times, and you have no right to sit here !"

Zhai Siluo smiled, "But am I still sitting here right now? You can eliminate me, so that I can get off work at some point in the future."

The director is a man in his early forties. He has always treated his subordinates harshly, and he dislikes people who refute his opinions. Seeing Zhai Siluo's attitude of being soft and hard, he was even more angry, his chest heaved up and down.

"You're just—"

The personnel director next to him was afraid that he would lose his composure in front of the camera, so he quickly interjected, "Mr. Zhai, the assessment is over, you can leave now."

Zhai Siluo stood up and walked out of the meeting room neither humble nor overbearing.

It's not interesting to record this shitty variety show, so it's better to grab a lunch box and go home and lie down and sleep.

Director Liu re-shot the material on the table. If he hadn't thought that there were shots still being filmed, he would have told Zhai Siluo to go away.

In the conference room, several examiners asked the director team to avoid it first, and closed the door to start the discussion.

There is no doubt about Ye Zhi's excellence and hard work, and he will definitely be retained. There is still one spot left, whether it is for Zhai Siluo or Xiao Yu, the four examiners have great differences.

The personnel director is in his early thirties, with short hair and neat and capable, wearing light-colored business attire.She put down her pen, thought for a few seconds, and suddenly looked at the director of the marketing department, "Mr. Liu, Zhai Siluo's attitude is not as aggressive as the other two, but he has completed the tasks assigned to him very well, impeccably, and very efficiently." Gao. I think Ze Siluo should be allowed to stay."

Another vice president also echoed him.

"That's right, Mr. Liu, Xiao Yu is led by someone from my team. That kid is working very hard, but he's too stupid, can't speak, and has no business talent at all. Let him do a survey with clients. He He couldn't open his mouth for a long time, he really isn't suitable to stay in our company."

Mr. Liu's face was gloomy, with twitching veins on his forehead.

At this time, someone from the director's team knocked on the door and came in to say hello.

"Mr. Liu, in fact, we also hope that Zhai Siluo can stay here. With him on this show, there will be a lot of talk. Do you want to be more accommodating and don't care about his attitude..."

"This kind of dude is a complete waste of my time!" Mr. Liu dropped his pen in anger, and strode out of the office door.Sooner or later, he will give Zhai Siluo a head start!

After 15 minutes, the results of the assessment came out, and the personnel announced that Zhai Siluo and Ye Zhi had successfully passed, and Xiao Yu was eliminated, and he had to move out of the dormitory immediately.

Although he was mentally prepared, Xiao Yu's eyes were still red waiting on the corridor.Living with Zhai Siluo for two weeks, he took care of everything, and now he is very reluctant to part with him.

"Why are you crying? You should be happy when you're on vacation. After you go back, you should take a good rest for a few days. Look at your dark circles."

Ze Siluo sent him to the nanny car.

Xiao Yu reluctantly waved to him, "Teacher Zhai, then you should work hard and beat Ye Zhi to the end."

"Well, I have a good word from you."

In fact, Zhai Siluo didn't want to face that idiot leader for a second. It's best to be eliminated. After all, he signed the contract and couldn't be passive and sabotage. Now that he hasn't been eliminated, he is worried. Those directors won't give him Do you wear small shoes?

He and Ye Zhi were specially notified by personnel before leaving get off work that the company leader had prepared a welcome party for the two of them. The place was at the restaurant diagonally opposite the company. The two of them were invited to attend the party in box 06 at 30:8 on time.

"Sister Zhang, we'll be there on time later, please excuse me." Ye Zhi has a delicate appearance and a thin figure. He is kind to everyone in the company, with a smile on his face. Almost all female colleagues in the company He loves him like a younger brother.

Therefore, when the party started and several executives asked him to toast, he found a reason for being allergic to alcohol, coupled with an embarrassed and shy smile, immediately a female colleague helped him speak well.

"Mr. Liu, let Ye Zhi replace the bar with tea, don't embarrass him."

Mr. Liu sat in the upper seat, glanced at Ye Zhi, and agreed.After Ye Zhi finished drinking his tea, he looked at Zhai Siluo who was sitting beside him with cold eyes.

"I heard that the two of you are cousins. Since your cousin can't drink alcohol, you, the older brother, can always drink alcohol?"

Mr. Liu looked at the handsome and unruly young man unkindly, and said in a stinging tone, "Or do you have the guts to confront the leader in the conference room, but you don't have the guts to drink with the leader?"

Zhai Siluo was burying his head in eating, and laughed when he heard this.He knew that there would be no good fruit if he stayed, but he signed the contract after all, so he couldn't make the scene too ugly.

He picked up the wine glass and smiled decently, "Mr. Liu was joking. I was a little impulsive when I spoke in the meeting room today. I'm really sorry. I'll punish myself with three glasses first."

He raised his head, drank the baijiu in the glass neatly, poured two more glasses in a row, and drank them all in one gulp.

Ye Zhi looked at him in surprise.

He faintly felt that Zhai Siluo didn't seem to be soft on Mr. Liu, but he wanted to drink, so he poured it into his mouth so recklessly.

Seeing Zhai Siluo drinking one cup after another, Mr. Liu's face became a little ugly.He was already prepared for Zhai Siluo to fall out with him, but why did this person change his temper again?

"Mr. Liu, I wonder if you are still satisfied?" There was a row of empty wine glasses in front of Zhai Siluo, his black eyes were emotionless, but the ends of his eyes were a little red from the alcohol.

"You only respected me, and you haven't respected the other executives." Mr. Liu said with a blank expression.This man seems to hold a good drink, but he has a lot of ways to make him look ugly.

The personnel director felt that it was too much to embarrass a newcomer so much. He couldn't help looking at Mr. Liu and advised, "Zhai Siluo also drank a lot, so let him eat something first."

Mr. Liu smiled sadly, "Xiao Zhai, this is the time to test your sincerity to CC."

Zhai Siluo twitched the corners of his mouth, and brought over a whole bottle of white wine.

"It's so troublesome to drink one cup at a time. Let's just do this. I drank the whole bottle. Respect to all the bosses."

He picked up the bottle of wine, but before he brought it to his mouth, the piercing cell phone rang suddenly.Mr. Liu looked at the incoming call on his mobile phone, his face changed slightly, and he motioned for others to be quiet first.

He stepped aside, answered the phone respectfully, and said in a humble tone, "Secretary Zhou, what's the matter?"

A few days ago, there were rumors that the big boss would come to inspect, but he hadn't seen a single person in the past few days. Now that Secretary Zhou called him, did it mean that the big boss was coming?

The big boss doesn't come to the headquarters a few times a year. If he comes to make inspections, this is a good opportunity for him to stand out.

I don't know what was said at the other end, Mr. Liu's joyful expression suddenly became stiff.After hanging up the phone, there was already a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, he glanced at Ye Zhi, and then at Zhai Siluo.

Secretary Zhou told him not to embarrass the new intern, but who was he referring to?Secretary Zhou can make a special call to explain only one thing, and that is that he has a relationship with the big boss.Could it be that the big boss has taken a fancy to one of them?

"Xiao Zhai, you don't need to drink." Mr. Liu suddenly changed his face, and looked at him with a smile, "I don't think you have eaten much, so eat some first."

He turned to Ye Zhi again, with a friendly smile on his face, "Xiao Ye, this steamed mandarin fish is delicious, you should try it too."

No matter, these two little ancestors have to serve well, and no one can be offended.

His sudden change of attitude made Zhai Siluo a little nauseous, probably the director team called to say something again.He put down the wine bottle, ate a few mouthfuls of food, excused that he had an upset stomach, and quickly left the box.

A black Bentley Mulsanne parked under the tree-lined road full of plane trees.

Secretary Zhou looked at the staggering figure in the night, and said worriedly, "President Zhuo, do you want me to go over..."

"No need." The man in the back seat was expressionless, but a pair of black eyes fell on the young man by the side of the road without blinking.

After walking for a while, Zhai Siluo had a headache. The alcohol burned his stomach, and the food he ate just now felt nauseated, and there was an indescribable nausea in his throat.He leaned on the tree trunk and squatted next to the trash can. Just as he was about to call his assistant to ask her to pick him up, he suddenly felt a spasm in his stomach.The phone fell to the ground, and he pressed the edge of the trash can, vomiting out all the food he just ate.

After vomiting, he squatted on the ground a little exhausted, with a pale face, and picked up the mobile phone with the broken screen on the ground.The screensaver photo shows Xiao Jiu squatting on the cat climbing frame and looking at him with his head tilted. There is also a hand on its back with slender knuckles and white fingertips. It is Shen Zhuoli's hand that accidentally appeared in the photo.Obviously he didn't feel so uncomfortable when he woke up in the morning, but now looking at the torn screen saver, his heart was suddenly blocked.

He put the phone back in his pocket, and leaned on the trunk to stand up. However, he squatted for too long, his knees were already numb, and he was exhausted from vomiting. Before he could straighten up, he felt dizzy and was about to fall , but his back suddenly bumped into a warm embrace.

The man's helpless voice rang in his ears, "Why are you drinking again?"

After all, he couldn't bear to watch in the car, and when Zhai Siluo vomited in the trash can, he had already got out of the car.

Zhai Siluo thought he was dreaming, he thought that after that night, Shen Zhuoli must be extremely disappointed in him and would never come to him again.But he still came, and it was when he was weak and most needed people to rely on.

"Lift up your face." Shen Zhuoli took out a wet tissue and wiped his face.Zhai Siluo leaned in his arms, his heart was both sweet and sour. After a while, he hoarse and said softly, "Brother Zhuo Li, I'm sorry."

Shen Zhuoli smiled.

"What are you sorry for me? Just because I confessed my love that day, you didn't respond to me?"

Zhai Siluo didn't speak, but the guilt in his eyes said everything.

"Do you need to feel uneasy about such a trivial matter? Xiao Luo, you think of me too weakly. There are thousands of unsatisfactory things in the world, so what am I?" It is his great luck to be by his side, to take care of him, to accompany him.

"Get in the car first, go back and take a shower."

Zhai Siluo wanted to say something else, but seeing Shen Zhuoli's stern eyes, he turned his head to talk to the secretary, and closed his mouth again.

Back at the villa, he dragged his tired body to the bathroom to take a bath. Shen Zhuoli was worried about him, fearing that he would drown like last time, so he stood guard outside.When he saw Zhai Siluo coming out in a bathrobe, he regretted it a little.

The young man's handsome eyebrows were steamy, his black hair was wet, and his dark blue bathrobe was open casually, with only a loose belt around his waist.The heat made his bare skin red. He didn't wear shoes, so he was barefoot, showing his straight and slender legs.

"Remember to blow your hair before going to bed." Shen Zhuoli looked away from his neckline with difficulty.

Zhe Siluo nodded, although he was extremely sleepy, he still listened to his words and went to dry his hair first.His stomach was empty, and the excess stomach acid burned his esophagus. After putting down the hairdryer, he lay on the bed uncomfortably.Stomach medicine was kept in the bedside cabinets on both sides all the year round, and he was about to get up to look for it when a slender arm stretched out.

"Where is the medicine?"

"The lower drawer...no, the one in the middle!"

By the time he realized something, it was too late.Shen Zhuoli opened the bottom chest of drawers and stared for a while.

The can of fruit candy he gave to Zhe Siluo was lying in it intact, with an envelope under it.

The author has something to say: the update time will be changed to nine o'clock every night in the future, please understand