Hold on, you can't bend!

The bedside lamp was dimly lit in the bedroom. After chatting with Fu Yuzheng for a while, Zhang Nan finally couldn't bear the tiredness and fell asleep lightly.

The people around him who were chatting nonstop just now gradually lost their voices. Fu Yuzheng turned his head to look, only to realize that he had already gone on to chat with Zhou Gong, so he had to help him pull the quilt with a smile, then got off the bed gently, and walked out bedroom.

First go to the kitchen and reset the timer for the rice cooker. It's not too late now. Zhang Nan will wake up if he falls asleep at the moment, and he will wake up in the middle if he is hungry, but he can eat at any time.

Then he returned to the study, turned on the desk lamp, and cleaned up the remains of the battlefield not long ago.

Cough...Although Dr. Fu just took a whip, but after all, it was under special circumstances and it was difficult to restrain himself. Now the horse was tired and fell asleep. When he tidied up the scene by himself, he realized that a wave Indescribable... Embarrassed.

Dr. Fu: A sage takes time for self-reflection.

After tidying up the messy desk, Fu Yuzheng sat down in the large office chair. After turning the phone around a few times at his fingertips, he froze, turned on the screen, and held his breath to make an overseas call.

After a few seconds of waiting, the phone was connected, and Fu Xueyan's voice on the other side of the ocean was filled with surprise: "... Yuzheng?"

Fu Yuzheng sighed, and said in his heart that he was really surprised, after all, it seemed that he hadn't actively contacted "family" for a long time.

"En." Fu Yuzheng responded, trying to keep himself calm, "Are you taking a nap?"

"No." After being surprised, Fu Xueyan quickly regained her composure, "I was watering the flowers with your aunt."

Aunt... is the "prospective stepmother" who has lived with Fu Xueyan for more than ten years but has never registered for marriage.

Fu Yuzheng didn't seem to hear this answer, and then said: "There is something I want to tell you in advance."

Fu Xueyan: "...what's the matter?"

Across the wireless network and the distance between mountains and oceans, Fu Yuzheng still sensitively caught the fleeting surprise in Fu Xueyan's tone.

For such a person who is so calm that he is almost indifferent, being able to show two obvious mood swings in a short period of time is really a series of "see you in your lifetime". Fu Yuzheng couldn't bear to laugh at himself, maybe, really He has been used to being independent and indifferent since he was a child, and the simple words of "inform in advance" can make his biological father feel unbelievable.

In fact, in another sense, their personalities are indeed very similar.

Fu Yuzheng didn't want to be in a state of confusion at this time, because it was about his little painter, so he had to be safe.

He sighed lightly and said, "I'm in love."

"..."

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone.

Fu Yuzheng was very patient at the moment, and Fu Xueyan didn't express his opinion, so he waited quietly until.

After nearly 2 minutes, Fu Xueyan's voice came again from the phone that had been silent for a long time. There was still an accident, but besides the accident, there were more indescribable emotions mixed in it.

There was relief, relief, and even... a little bit of surprise.

Fu Xueyan said, "That's good."

In fact, the emotional experience of his parents was an insurmountable gap in Fu Yuzheng's heart since he was a child. Fu Xueyan actually knew this clearly.

As a well-known psychologist in the industry, he even thought about whether, as a parent, his emotional life would have any potential impact on Fu Yuzheng's psychology, especially after Fu Yuzheng became an adult, this worry became more and more serious.

After all, whether it is the UK or Russia, where Fu Yuzheng studied abroad, the foreign society is very open, but even so, he has never seen or heard of the existence of the opposite sex who has close and frequent contacts with Fu Yuzheng.

Although, his son is the one who should be very attractive to the opposite sex...even the same sex, both professionally and personally.

Fu Xueyan's voice suddenly softened, as if the haze that had accumulated in his heart for many years also dissipated: "Yuzheng, I am very happy, happy for you."

"Thank you." Fu Yuzheng remained calm, and told him more clearly at this time, "But my love partner is also a man."

"..."

The call fell silent again.

I have to admit that after Fu Yuzheng finished saying this, a subtle sense of tension actually sprouted deep in his heart.

He didn't care how Fu Xueyan viewed his sexuality and boyfriend, but since he couldn't escape the fetters of blood relatives, he, like everyone who confessed their relationship to his parents, also longed for a blessing from Fu Xueyan.

After a longer and deeper silence than before, Fu Xueyan finally asked: "How long have you been together?"

"More than two months." Fu Yuzheng replied, "But I hope it's a lifetime."

Fu Xueyan sighed deeply, and after a while, as if making some kind of compromise, said: "As long as you like it, that's fine."

Fu Yuzheng's hand holding the phone tightened slightly.

Finally waited for this sentence.

He rolled his Adam's apple a few times, and when he stared, his eyes fluctuated a little: "Thank you."

Instead, Fu Xueyan laughed softly first, and asked, "Are you nervous?"

Fu Yuzheng's always tense shoulders slowly relaxed, and he also smiled: "A little bit."

"You will take the initiative to tell me about such a big matter, do you want to find a chance for me to meet in the future?"

"Yes." Fu Yuzheng said, "Christmas, I want to go back to England with him."

"Yes." Fu Xueyan smiled, "In exchange, I'll tell you something too?"

"..."

Fu Xueyan: "I discussed with your aunt and decided to register for marriage after Christmas."

"..."

"Yuzheng." Fu Xueyan's tone became a little helpless, more powerless, "It's been more than ten years, shouldn't you be able to accept it?"

The same silence as before now completely enveloped Fu Yuzheng.

In a short period of time, many thoughts quickly filtered through his mind, funny, ridiculous, and even unbelievable...Accept, what should he accept?

After accepting that his father said "I will always love your mother", he immediately threw himself into the arms of another woman?

Or accept that after more than ten years of tension between them, which side finally couldn't hold back and wanted to break this weird balance first?

After a while, Fu Yuzheng asked: "I only have one question, do you still love her?"

She is Fu Yuzheng's mother.

Fu Xueyan replied: "I answered this question more than ten years ago, and I still have the same answer now. I love her forever. In my heart, she never really left."

"But Yuzheng, you also have your own love life now, so you should be able to understand that things like feelings can't be explained clearly, and it's been more than ten years, so I should give her an explanation."

"..."

So, who will give me an explanation for my mother who has always loved you until the end of my life?

It's not that Fu Yuzheng doesn't accept it, it's just that he can't understand it.

One person, two halves of heart, can the two different shadows in the heart really coexist?

After a long time, Fu Yuzheng asked, "Is this an exchange?"

"No." Fu Xueyan replied very firmly, "Even if I didn't have your call today, I would still find an opportunity to tell you that this is my —— our decision."

"Okay." Fu Yuzheng suppressed, "I can't say congratulations, I can only say that I have no right to interfere."

"Then when you go home for Christmas, let's have a reunion dinner together?"

"……it is good."

Fu Yuzheng hung up the phone.

On the desk, the lamp was dimly lit, illuminating Fu Yuzheng's side face half-bright.

After a long time, he put down his phone, buried his face in his palm, and rubbed it vigorously a few times.

At this time, the door of the study was knocked twice, Fu Yuzheng was startled, turned around suddenly, and saw Zhang Nan leaning against the door frame, frowning slightly, looking at him quietly with a little bit of confusion in his doubts. with him.

The lights in the corridor stretched his shadow into a straight line, Fu Yuzheng waved to him, his voice was a little unsteady: "Come here."

Although it was a little inconvenient to move, Zhang Nan walked over in a good manner. Beside the desk, Fu Yuzheng raised his head and looked at him calmly.

Zhang Nan stretched out a finger across the center of his brows: "Don't frown, I can't control how handsome I am."

Fu Yuzheng was slightly stunned, then bent the corners of his mouth, stretched out his arms around his clear waist, and buried his whole face in the soft, deliberately relaxed abdomen.

This is his fragility that he has never been willing to show easily.

But at this moment, she is completely entrusted in the arms of her lover.

Zhang Nan raised his hand to cover the back of his head, stroking him gently, as if he was coaxing a child.

Without any foreshadowing or symbolic preparation, Fu Yuzheng maintained this posture that gave him a great sense of security, and opened his mouth softly.

"As I said before, I have a stepmother like you. In fact, she and my father have not registered their marriage in the UK, but they have been living together for more than ten years."

Zhang Nan became extremely quiet at this moment, neither speaking nor interrupting, just listening quietly.

"However, she used to be my father's mental patient. When they were really together, the anniversary of my mother's suicide had just passed."

"I was only a teenager at the time and couldn't accept it, but my father told me that he would always love my mother."

"Since then, I've been confused until now."

"Until just now, he told me that they finally decided to register for marriage. After more than ten years, he should give another woman an explanation."

"But..." Fu Yuzheng raised his head slowly, looking for the gaze that reassured him from bottom to top, "Nannan, love shouldn't be like this, right?"

Zhang Nan was shocked and astonished, but he sealed all his emotions in his heart.

At this moment, he was so distressed that he could only think of comfort.

Zhang Nan looked back with lowered eyes, and slowly wrapped his hands around Fu Yuzheng's shoulders-this was an obvious gesture of protection and comfort: "I don't know, it's really hard to explain the matter of feelings, just like my I like to eat peaches, but I don't like to eat apples, but I can't ask everyone to have the same taste as me, and I can't say that my peaches are the best, but apples are not. After all, everyone has their own preferences. I don't like it, but I can't fundamentally deny it—and the only thing I can do is to keep my hands steady and protect what I love the most."

After finishing speaking, he ignored the sore and stiff psoas muscles, bent down and kissed Fu Yuzheng's forehead, and said with a light smile, "Isn't that right, Little Taozi?"

Fu Yuzheng was immersed in the huge shock, unable to recover for a long time.

In his deep, ink-like pupils, monstrous waves suddenly rose up, but this destructive storm gradually calmed down under Zhang Nan's gentle and peaceful eyes, until finally it turned into a deep spring with waves gently swaying.

Fu Yuzheng took a deep breath, tightened the arms around his waist, and buried his face in his arms again.

The thin pajamas were dyed with a little warm tide, Zhang Nan stroked Fu Yuzheng's hair with his palm, his heart was full of desolation and unspeakable, empty but sharp distress.

Time passed in this long embrace.

After an unknown amount of time, Fu Yuzheng said in a hoarse voice, "Don't leave me."

Zhang Nan bit the corner of his lips, and sacrificed all the tenderness at this moment.

"How can I be willing to leave you?"

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