Hold on, you can't bend!

After a joke, the atmosphere became a little lively, Fu Yuzheng got up and filled his disposable paper cup with some hot water, and filled the large teapot dedicated to Lin Jie's home with hot tea, brought it with both hands, and placed it in front of him.

This is clearly the appearance of subduing softness and seeking peace, which is very rare for Fu Yuzheng. Lin Jie put it away when he saw it, took a sip of jujube tea from the big tea pot, and said: "It's okay, I was surprised, but also Not that unexpected."

Fu Yuzheng caught a cold and was dizzy. He couldn't listen to his single tongue twister at this time. He thought for half a second, but didn't answer his words, and said directly: "So, I'm gay too?"

Lin Jie took a sip of hot tea with the fragrance of jujube flowers and sprayed it far away.

Fu Yuzheng perfectly dodged the tea foam flying in the air, and said dissatisfiedly, "What kind of wicked reaction are you doing?"

"Then what is your mental retardation?" Lin Jie pulled a tissue to wipe the corner of his mouth, "You said you liked someone, a man, and you asked me if you were gay?"

Fu Yuzheng frowned, and there was a trace of confusion in his usually calm and deep eyes: "But... I never felt that I had this tendency before."

"What inclination, what inclination, what is inclination?" Lin Jie asked San Lian, "I never thought that I would have feelings for a man? What about a woman?"

Fu Yuzheng didn't speak, but stared at him with cold eyes.

"It's useless to be stubborn, and you haven't done it before, right? Tch, I don't know you yet." Lin Jie said, "So now the facts are clear, what else is there to confuse you?"

Finally getting to the point, Fu Yuzheng pressed his thumb on his swollen temple and said, "I want to make sure."

"How to confirm, confirm with me?" Lin Jie sneered at him openly, "Doctor Fu, Director Fu, Fu Yuzheng, open your eyes and look at the world—"APA" removed homosexuality from "Mental Illness" as early as 1973 It was removed from the third edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual, and the World Health Organization removed the word "homosexuality" from the item "Mental and Behavioral Disorders" in the revised "International Classification of Diseases Manual" in 1990. Delete, and I—as a veritable psychiatrist, from this point of view, there is no way to solve your troubles, after all, it is not a mental illness, how can I give you a prescription?"

A crease appeared between Fu Yuzheng's brows, and he finally pulled off the lower edge of the mask, took a sip of warm water, and said in a hoarse and painful voice, "I know this."

"Then what are you still struggling with, old man?"

Fu Yuzheng said: "I'm just not sure if I really like this person. Firstly, I don't have direct experience to compare with. Secondly... I'm afraid I'm just 'too deeply into the drama'."

"Into the play?" Lin Jie was taken aback by this statement, thinking about the opportunity of the two getting acquainted and the reason for the deep intersection later... He cleared his throat and said, "Okay, then let's prescribe the right medicine and break through one by one."

"First, from a biological point of view, 'love' is actually a hormonal response. In layman's terms, it is the comprehensive hormones such as dopamine and adrenaline, which are secreted to produce sexual desire and a series of chemical reactions. This ..."

"Teaching me?" Fu Yuzheng interrupted him impatiently, "Let's talk about the key points."

"The point is——" Lin Jie asked seriously: "Apart from those uncontrollable affections and involuntary feelings of wanting to be close to this person, have you ever had... Cough, that, sexual desire."

Fu Yuzheng cast a deathly gaze on him with a cold face.

"Damn, I'm bored, you taboo your illnesses and avoid doctors, you, you can't..."

"Yes." Fu Yuzheng suddenly said, "Yes."

Lin Jie bit his tongue instantly.

Enduring the sharp pain on the tip of his tongue, Lin Jie came to his first diagnosis conclusion with tears in his eyes: "Fuck, I can't tell, deep cabinet."

Fu Yuzheng didn't mean to be joking at all, and added: "But at the time he fell into delusions, I thought I was cooperating with him in 'acting', this is also one of the reasons why I can't identify myself, I can't confirm that I have desires The source is him, or the character in the comics."

Lin Jie took a breath for three seconds, and said calmly: "Look at the actors in the entertainment industry, who is really serious about filming passionate scenes? Of course, I'm talking about the part that was broadcast by the radio and television. "

The severe cold did not affect Fu Yuzheng's wise thinking at all. He pondered for less than half a second and said, "Understood."

"Is that clear? Can a child be taught?" Lin Jie picked up the big teapot again, and asked recklessly: "Let's talk about your 'Second Lai'... After such a long time, Zhang Nan——"

This was the first time the two had spoken this name since they communicated. As soon as these two words were spoken, Lin Jie caught a glimpse of Fu Yuzheng's always frowning brows flickering.

"Cough..." He cleared his throat, and already had a general conclusion in his mind, "For so long, what role has he occupied in your heart? Is it Si Zehan, a student from the Academy of Fine Arts, or Ling Xing, the little mermaid prince, or , just an irrelevant person?"

This question seems not difficult to answer, but Fu Yuzheng remained silent for a long time abnormally. He lowered his brows and narrowed his eyes, making it impossible to distinguish the emotions in his eyes, until Lin Jie's stomach started singing "Empty City Strategies", and he continued in desperation. After chatting with a cup of hot tea to satisfy his hunger, Fu Yuzheng let out a sigh of relief, and replied in a low and calm voice: "None."

"Huh?" Lin Jie felt that his brain speed was threatened by hunger, and he couldn't keep up with him. "It's nothing?"

Fu Yuzheng's heart was surging silently, but his eyes were always calm, and he sealed all the turbulence and turmoil in his eyes after he understood the true face of his feelings, without revealing the slightest bit.

With a sudden lightness in his heart, and the burden that had been accumulated for a long time was thrown away, he replied: "In my heart, he is him, the cartoonist Zhang Nan, not any cartoon character, let alone someone who has never been related."

"Maybe it's just a coincidence, meeting by chance, but now, he is the one I like."

If you are really a fan of the authorities, you have to rely on other people's second and third languages ​​to clear the fog in your heart and see clearly where your heart is and where your love is going.

It turned out that from the very beginning, he didn't regard him as the protagonist in those comic scripts. Those lingering, lingering, pathetic stories belonged to others, but his few tenderness and care were all for that person .

And the heartbeat that happened in silence was his own.

Fu Yuzheng was sure, so he had nothing to worry about. He got up, drank the remaining warm water in the paper cup, held the cup in his hand, stood up and said, "Thank you for today, I'm leaving."

"Hey? Hey hey!" Lin Jie was startled. This speed of crossing the river and demolishing bridges is rare in his life. He said angrily, "Don't dare to chat with me for a long time. You always leave as soon as you say, thank you and it's over." Don't you want to invite me to lunch or something, human nature!"

Fu Yuzheng stood in the hallway changing his shoes, still selectively blurring the focus, and only asked what he cared about most: "One more thing, is he allowed to develop a mature relationship in his current state?"

"How mature?" Lin Jie was extremely upset, and sneered, "The two of you really have a tacit understanding, and each asked the same question again."

Fu Yuzheng straightened up: "What do you mean?"

"Then you have to realize it!" Lin Jie found fault on purpose, "You don't even think about it, as long as Mr. Zhang's youthful appearance and temperament, just raising his hand, he will fascinate all the boys and girls. You may not know how many people are staring at him. Do you think you are the only one with eyes?"

After a few seconds, Fu Yuzheng nodded and said, "I'm leaving."

"Let's go! As if someone stopped you, you—"

Lin Jie hadn't had enough of complaining yet, but Fu Yuzheng took out a platinum card from his pocket, held it between his fingers, and flew into the air.

Lin Jie grabbed it in a hurry, and took a closer look——

It was the membership card of the newly opened seafood private kitchen restaurant outside his community, which claimed to spend [-] per person and could only eat half full.

Fu Yuzheng opened the door and said, "The membership code is your mobile phone number, recharge [-], you can watch and eat."

Lin Jie immediately: Mr. Fu, please go slowly, and look forward to chatting with you again!

Yes, good doctors are so flexible.

Fu Yuzheng drove all the way home. After opening the door and entering the house, he went to the bathroom to take a bath. For nearly four or ten minutes, the hot water cycle was changed three times. Fading, coming out of the bathtub, he wrapped himself in a bathrobe, threw the changed clothes into the laundry bucket, used both laundry detergent and disinfectant, and after taking the medicine, he fell into the big bed in the master bedroom, ready to catch up on sleep.

As for other things, since he had already made up his mind, he was not in a hurry for this moment, and his current state was really not suitable for the first confession in his life.

The medicine gradually took effect, Fu Yuzheng pulled up the thin quilt on one side to cover his body, and fell into a deep sleep in dizziness.

When I opened my eyes again, the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows was filled with red clouds, and the sky was covered with burning clouds, like a bucket of orange fuel, which was accidentally knocked over by the skillful hands of heaven.

Fu Yuzheng woke up for a moment, got up from the bed, his nose was still stuffy, but the drowsiness was almost gone.

He got out of bed, went to the bathroom to wash up again, splashed cold water on his face, and he was completely refreshed.

With a sound of "meow", the bathroom door was squeezed open, and a ball of snow-white meat silently paced to his feet. Fu Yuzheng wiped his face, picked up "Actor" with one hand, and held it in front of the cat. Ask: "What are you doing here, looking for food?"

Holding the cat to look at the cat food bowl, there was more than half of the cat food left when he came back at noon, Fu Yuzheng put the "Actor" down, and tiptoed his chubby buttocks: "Go and eat."

The "Film Emperor" was forced to move to the edge of the cat food bowl, buried his head in sniffing, then raised his head, and let out another "meow".

Although unable to communicate, Fu Yuzheng saw the capitalized and bold "dislike" in its eyes.

As for?Fu Yuzheng squatted down in front of it, and scratched the tip of its nose with his fingers, "If you change your taste, you will go on a hunger strike. Who is used to your problems?"

It's useless to scold, after all, noble and glamorous are synonymous with cats, no matter how young they are.

Dr. Fu was completely defeated in this round, sighed, went back to the bedroom, changed his clothes, came out, hugged the "Actor" and admitted defeat: "It turns out that the cat food in that pet store is out of stock, I'll take you to another one to try your luck."

When I went out, I saw the setting sun was like blood, and the branches of the green trees in the community were dancing with warm afterglow. Fu Yuzheng walked a few steps with the cat in his arms, glanced casually, and suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Not far in front of him, Zhang Nan stood under a lush green willow tree, his whole body was covered with a layer of warm light and shadow by the setting sun.

As if sensing something, the person in front of him also raised his eyes and looked over.

Behind him is a large expanse of magnificent and gorgeous clouds, like clouds and fire, Fu Yuzheng unconsciously tightened his hold on the "Film Emperor", as if he couldn't believe what he saw, took a few steps closer, and then asked: "Why are you here?"

In fact, Zhang Nan had been waiting downstairs for more than two hours. He saw Fu Yuzheng's car parked in the parking space, and knew that he might be at home, but he had to split his heart in person and change his mind. An answer with no definite number is simple to say, but when he really got downstairs, he hesitated to move forward.

So just take a gamble with yourself and guess whether God loves you or not.

However, it was clear that he had a lot of luck today.

"I..." Zhang Nan seldom stumbled. When he was at a loss, he stretched out his hand and pointed into his arms, "I want to see the cat."

In the breeze and under the bright clouds, Fu Yuzheng suddenly laughed softly.

I didn't notice it before, but now I suddenly realized——

This person, every time his heart is inconsequential and guilty, he looks very cute.

The author has something to say: Zhang Xiaonan: I just... hold back.

Fu Xiaozheng: It's already here, so don't pretend.

Nineteen: My mother finally wrote the long-awaited two-way confession!Continue tomorrow! (Happy to fuzzy)

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