I only prefer you in the whole world [entertainment circle]

After putting on the coat, Xu Siyue obviously felt a lot warmer.

But she knew that this was not the only reason, and there was another, more important reason, which was that she had Xu Qingyao by her side at this moment.

Xu Qingyao is her strength, but also her weakness.

Qingyao, look, so many things happened between us, but you are still willing to follow me, can you say that you really don't have any feelings for me?

Xu Qingyao always looked like she was out of her mind all the way. Xu Siyue talked to her a few times, but she responded perfunctorily.

Just how perfunctory it is, it can be easily perceived as perfunctory, even if the person standing next to Xu Qingyao is a fool, Xu Siyue believes that this fool can easily detect the strangeness.

But Xu Siyue didn't directly expose Xu Qingyao, and always kept a faint but confident smile.

It doesn't matter.

Either way.

Her goal now is simple.

As long as Xu Qingyao is by her side, everything will be fine.

It doesn't matter if she can't tell that she loves her, as long as she is always by her side.

Isn't that good too?

Xu Siyue didn't know why she was so open-eyed all of a sudden.

Perhaps it was because Xu Qingyao was by her side at the moment.

Maybe, after Qingyao left, she would no longer think like this.

But her goal right now is definitely to cherish this moment, to cherish every minute and every second she spent with Xu Qingyao tonight.

"Siyue, have you seen enough?" After losing her soul for such a long time, Xu Qingyao finally realized that Xu Siyue had been staring at her.

"How can it be possible to see enough?" Xu Siyue asked with a smile, biting her lips lightly, looking so charming under the streetlight.

She and Xu Qingyao's previous lip biting had completely different feelings, and of course, their moods when doing this action were also different.

Xu Qingyao looked away and looked elsewhere, "Take it easy, we should go back."

It just so happened that they walked onto a big bridge now, and when she turned her gaze to the side of the sea, she saw the sparkling sea surface illuminated by the lights on both sides of the bank.

Such a night, such a sea, can always make people feel melancholy for no reason.

Xu Qingyao finally smiled, but it was only a bitter smile.

Yes, just like I am now, looking at the sea and groaning without illness.

"I don't want to go back yet."

At this moment, Xu Qingyao's back was almost turned to her, making it impossible for her to see her face clearly.

But in any case, she has her own persistence.

After going back, Xu Qingyao was going to leave her, so of course she didn't want to go back.

When Xu Siyue's words "I don't want to go back" came to Xu Qingyao's ears, Xu Qingyao had no choice but to turn her head back, looked at Xu Siyue again, and said to him in a friendly voice, "It's getting late, why don't you go back?" I'm sick, so I have to go back early and take a good rest."

"It's just sick, it's fine if you can't die." Xu Siyue responded indifferently.

"What do you mean if you can't die, you just want to die that much?" Xu Qingyao has seen Xu Siyue's extreme before, but Xu Qingyao felt unbelievable that Xu Siyue talked about life and death so easily.

"I……"

"Isn't it good to be alive? You have just entered the university campus, and you still have a very long way to go in the future. You can still torture me continuously. What's so bad about being alive?"

Just as Xu Siyue uttered the word "I", Xu Qingyao opened her mouth one step ahead of her.

And before saying the word "torture", her tone obviously paused, and she hesitated for a moment before saying these two words out of her mouth.

In the end, she obviously collapsed, and even began to doubt what she said.

A person who tells others that life is good, but himself has doubts about the four words "life is good".

Xu Siyue patiently listened to what Xu Qingyao said, and listened carefully to every word in her ears and heart.

When she felt the body of the person she hugged tightly was trembling slightly, she couldn't help but smile deeper, so deep that she burst out laughing, "Look, Qingyao, even you yourself feel that life is not good, why don't we live together?" How about martyrdom?"

When saying these words, Xu Siyue kept staring at Xu Qingyao's face, not wanting to miss the slightest change in her expression.

Even under the warm yellow light and shadow, Xu Qingyao's complexion still couldn't be warmed.

It was clearly Xu Siyue who was sick, but it was Xu Qingyao who was more haggard at the moment.

Her expression did not fluctuate at first, but when she heard the word "sacrifice for love", her face was obviously a little more surprised.

"Xu Siyue, what nonsense are you talking about!" Frowning tightly, the anger in Xu Qingyao's heart surged up in an instant.

Martyrdom?

Is Xu Siyue crazy or is she crazy? Just because she has not received any response from herself, Xu Siyue has the idea of ​​committing suicide?

This is too ridiculous, right? !

Xu Qingyao felt that her impression of Xu Siyue was about to be completely overturned.

"Just kidding." Just when sparks were about to burst out from Xu Qingyao's eyes, Xu Siyue chuckled and opened her mouth, and then continued to think, "Of course I don't want to die, Qingyao, you are right , There is nothing wrong with being alive, although living is quite tiring now, but when you die, you will have nothing."

She spoke as if joking, and it sounded like it was true, but only Xu Qingyao knew what she meant by "very tired".

The two of them are always in the midst of mutual torture and self-torture, and they want to torture each other, and they don't treat themselves kindly.

"Go home?" Xu Qingyao asked again.

Xu Siyue asked without answering, "What time is it?"

"It's almost eight o'clock." Xu Qingyao took out her phone and glanced at it, then put it back in her pocket immediately after checking the time.

There are a lot of wechat message notifications on the phone interface, and she doesn't have the thought to check those messages now.

No matter who sent the message.

"It's only eight o'clock, why are you in such a hurry to leave? Why, there is still a date tonight, with Mr. Jiang?" Xu Siyue knew that for Xu Qingyao, she was the one who didn't open the pot, but gave her another chance , she would still say that.

Seeing Xu Qingyao frowning with a dignified expression, but not seeing her speak, Xu Siyue was even more sure that she had guessed right.

——Xu Qingyao had a date with Jiang Yan, otherwise, why would she be in such a hurry to get herself home at eight o'clock, since they hadn't been out for a long time.

"Why, I'm right, it makes you speechless now, right?"

Xu Qingyao looked at Xu Siyue, seeing her aggressive appearance, her heart was pulled hard, and her heart ached.

Resisting the urge to get angry, Xu Qingyao tried her best to talk to Xu Siyue calmly.

She knew that there was always someone between her and Xu Siyue who had to stabilize her emotions, and she was unwilling to quarrel with him like this.

"Xu Siyue, can you stop doing this?"

So, when talking to Xu Siyue, Xu Qingyao tried to keep calm.

She had to calm down and not let herself be angered by the other party's words.

But no matter how calm she was, Xu Siyue always thought that she was right, "What about me? Tell me, what's wrong with me?"

"What about you? Don't you know what about you!" Xu Qingyao's voice gradually rang out.

It's not that she hasn't tried some things, but that after she tried, she found that she couldn't do it at all.

Just like the current incident, if Xu Siyue hadn't been aggressive again and again, how could Xu Qingyao not be able to restrain her emotions and get angry.

A sick person spoke in a hoarse voice, and it turned out to be like this.

If it reached the level of hysteria, Xu Qingyao couldn't imagine what kind of scene it would be.

But today, Xu Siyue let her see it.

"What's wrong with me? Am I wrong? Who is Jiang Yan, an actor? Is she an actor? Why can she be in the same crew as you? Just because she is the president and I'm just an ordinary man. If you are an ordinary person, I can't join your crew! I understand that there is a huge difference in our identities between an ordinary person and a powerful and wealthy CEO!"

Xu Qingyao's words hit Xu Siyue's point for some reason, and her response volume was louder than that, causing Xu Qingyao's temples to throb with pain, and her heart to be stabbed with needles.

And Xu Siyue, who had been holding her all the time, suddenly loosened her shackles, and continued to scream on the bridge like a madman, lest people passing by would not know that there were two people arguing here.

"Xu Siyue, please calm down first! Things are not what you think!"

"The crew has its rules. If anyone can come in and out at will, what kind of chaos will it be? Jiang Yan is because she is an investor in this drama. Of course she is eligible to check the progress of the filming. She invested in her The right is the greatest."

"Xu Siyue, you are an ordinary person, and so am I. After taking off our identity as an actor, we are actually the same."

Xu Siyue's repeated approach made Xu Qingyao keep backing up until her back touched the railing of the bridge, and she was unable to retreat in the end.

She tightly clenched the corners of her clothes, explaining to Xu Siyue in a good voice.

She began to regret, regretting that she shouldn't have talked to Xu Siyue like that just now.

"Ordinary people? Ordinary people will frequently have the opportunity to be on the news hot searches? Ordinary people will always be photographed in private and secretly photographed by paparazzi? Qingyao, are you really an ordinary person?"

Xu Siyue, who was in a fit of anger, dared to say anything.

Perhaps because she knew that she had already hurt Xu Qingyao deeply enough, she was not afraid to continue hurting Xu Qingyao like this.

"Siyue, calm down first, we can talk about anything." Xu Qingyao stared at Xu Siyue, but because she was in the backlight at the moment, her facial features were blurred in front of Xu Qingyao's eyes, so naturally It was even more impossible to see the change in her expression at the moment.

"Here we go again. What's the good talk? After the talk, continue to alienate me?" Xu Siyue had already disdained Xu Qingyao's words.

A sentence seems very unpleasant, but it does make sense when you think about it carefully.

But Xu Qingyao was actually thinking that it wasn't his fault at all. If it was possible, who wouldn't want everyone to be well?