This was the first hour and 10 minutes of Xu Qingyao's leave. She was sitting alone on the sofa with her head down, making it difficult to see her expression clearly.
But for some reason, her whole body seemed to be covered with a layer of gloom, exuding a heavy aura.
And Xu Siyue was standing not far in front of her, leaning on the coffee table, crossing her arms in front of her chest, lifting her chin slightly, her eyes were always on Xu Qingyao.
She just wanted to see how long Xu Qingyao was going to remain silent like this.
"Qing Yao, talk."
The gloomy atmosphere was only for a short time, but Xu Qingyao had been silent for too long, which made Xu Siyue a little unbearable.
She simply broke the silence first, trying to get Xu Qingyao to follow suit.
In fact, she knew very well in her heart, let alone how difficult it was to get Xu Qingyao to speak, even if she really wanted to speak, what could she say?
But this time, she was wrong.
Xu Qingyao opened her mouth anyway, and said these words with a cold expression when she raised her head.
"Si Yue, you are actually right. I have never been able to face my heart, but how can you understand what I am thinking?"
"Actually, you should be very clear, you are very selfish, much more selfish than me..."
"I say I refuse, will you listen, I say I don't like this, will you listen? I say I forgive you for what you did before, and we will never meet again, will you listen? I say I and They are just ordinary friends, will you listen again..."
"You won't at all, because you only have yourself in your heart from the beginning to the end, and everything you do is just to satisfy the desire/desire in your heart. You never think about me once, just like you did just now."
"Very good, you can continue talking." Xu Siyue tilted her head slightly, even though Xu Qingyao said so many unpleasant things about her, she still gently pulled the corners of her lips and showed that smile , seems to feel indifferent to all this.
No matter what Xu Qingyao said, she didn't care, as long as Xu Qingyao belonged to her forever, that's fine.
Xu Qingyao's original indifferent expression finally changed. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, trying to ease the resentment in her heart.
This method seemed to be useful, but when she looked at Xu Siyue again, any method that seemed to be useful seemed so powerless.
Xu Qingyao clenched her teeth tightly, her whole body was trembling slightly, even her voice was trembling when she spoke, "Xu Siyue, you are a devil...a devil I can't get rid of."
I am now, am I still myself?
Xu Qingyao couldn't help asking herself such a question.
Is she who is so small and cowardly really still her?
"Yes, as you said, I am a devil." Xu Siyue seemed unaware of Xu Qingyao's gradual fear of herself, and continued to follow the other party's words in an understatement.
Or, in fact, she knew everything, but she still sprinkled salt on Xu Qingyao's wound, "But so what, even if I am a devil, I can't stop me from loving you, can I?"
"Heh—" Xu Qingyao laughed mockingly, and it was herself who laughed.
She laughed that she had raised a devil by her side since she was a child, a devil that she regarded as her own sister, held in her palm and cared for her.
She laughed at how stupid she was. If she had the ability to go back to the beginning, she would definitely stop the mother from taking care of the child. This child will be a white-eyed wolf in the future.
For the next period of time, Xu Siyue responded with a perfunctory attitude to every word Xu Qingyao said.
Afterwards, Xu Qingyao also realized how dull she was, and knew that it was useless to talk too much. When those words reached Xu Siyue, they were just going in and out.
Xu Siyue didn't listen at all, she was just wasting her words.
Xu Qingyao sat on the sofa for a few more minutes. Seeing the time passing quietly, she also knew that she no longer had the time to spend any more time here, so she stood up directly and walked past Xu Siyue to the door.
She didn't say hello to Xu Siyue either, anyway, she already understood that unless Xu Siyue was voluntary, no one should ask her to do something she didn't want to do.
For example, about the inability to leave, she originally thought that Xu Siyue would leave if she promised, so she would definitely leave.
But now that she's enlightened, she knows that getting Xu Siyue to leave is no easy task.
"I will wait for your return."
Just when Xu Qingyao was about to walk to the door, Xu Siyue's voice suddenly sounded from behind her.
She didn't look back, and didn't stop, she opened the door and walked out.
"Just like before, until you come back."
The moment she closed the door, she heard Xu Siyue's voice sounding again.
Her thoughts flashed back uncontrollably, she saw Xu Siyue who was waiting for her to go home in those nights, happy, wronged, coquettish, angry...
And the most clear, the memory that stayed in front of her for the longest time was that rainy night, when she walked into the house and Xu Siyue also threw herself into her arms.
She still remembers Xu Si telling her not to drink, remembering Xu Siyue saying not to go to school, and wanted to stay at home all the time, remembering that she kissed her lips, and remembering that she patted the bed to make her feel better after taking a bath. Go by yourself quickly.
All the words and deeds they said that day, all clearly appeared in front of her eyes at this moment.
"Mr. Xu, won't you come up?"
Suddenly a strange voice came from beside her ears, and when Xu Qingyao came back to her senses, she realized that she had already walked in front of the elevator.
She smiled softly at the girl who left the door for her in the elevator, walked in and turned around to look forward.
She didn't expect that she would lose her mind, walk such a long distance from the door of the room to the elevator entrance without knowing it, and she didn't know how she pressed the elevator subconsciously.
"Mr. Xu, what movie are you filming recently? Why is there no news at all?"
"Sorry, I can't disclose it at the moment. Our crew is currently filming in secret."
"Okay, I understand, I understand."
Xu Qingyao should have seen that girl before, but she was really not familiar with her.
Maybe they have worked together before, or maybe they just saw her on TV, but I couldn't remember her name for a while.
However, they didn't have much contact with each other, and they just happened to meet in the elevator at the moment. The two of them were not on the same floor, let alone in the same crew, and there shouldn't be any intersections in the future.
After getting off the elevator, the actress followed Xu Qingyao out.
Xu Qingyao glanced at her, thinking that the two of them should be going in the same direction so far, so she didn't say much.
At this moment, a gaze fell, and it fell on Xu Qingyao who was walking forward without any mistakes.
She didn't seem to notice anything, and continued to walk forward expressionlessly.
"Mr. Xu, where are you going? Is this this way?"
Originally, there was still a space between the actress and Xu Qingyao, but she suddenly leaned over, and her coat rubbed against Xu Qingyao from time to time.
"Yes, go this way." Xu Qingyao frowned quickly, then quickly regained her composure, and replied softly.
"Coincidentally, my crew is also over there, let's go there together."
Xu Qingyao was almost overwhelmed by the actress' enthusiasm, so she just responded lightly and didn't say anything more.
But the other party was still chattering, saying that he wanted to take a photo with Xu Qingyao and her autograph for a while, and then said that he wanted to make a short video with her.
Xu Qingyao agreed to the first two points, but she refused the third point.
After being declined, the actress did not hide her disappointment at all, and it was completely revealed on her face. Fortunately, she changed her face quickly enough. She said that she was very happy to have an autograph and a group photo, and she did not expect to get more from Teacher Xu. .
Xu Qingyao still didn't answer, and didn't answer all the way after that.
And that gaze has been following Xu Qingyao closely, seeing all the actions of Xu Qingyao and the actress.
Until Xu Qingyao's figure disappeared around the corner and disappeared completely, but this gaze still did not retract.
Although the gaze still falls on that point, the owner of the gaze has actually drifted away, and I don't know what he is thinking.
The actress stopped just ahead.
Her crew is here, and she can no longer accompany Xu Qingyao to continue walking.
When they parted, she did not forget what Xu Qingyao had promised her, and after asking for an autograph, she took a selfie with Xu Qingyao.
The pose for the photo was originally nothing but their shoulders leaning together.
But the actress set up continuous snapshots, and when she took the last few shots, she quickly turned her head to Xu Qingyao's side, and her smile became sweeter and sweeter.
And Xu Qingyao always kept a slight smile, neither alienating nor approaching, which was the attitude she always had when taking pictures with others.
When Xu Siyue came out, she greeted her family members.
If he came out without saying hello, he guessed that those two people couldn't find him and had to call the police.
She hasn't made any money herself, and all the money she gets is given by her parents.
Although she still didn't want to call Xu's parents and Xu's mother "Mom and Dad", she suddenly realized that since the two of them wanted to make up for themselves, it would be better to give them this chance, so she accepted what they gave with peace of mind. the money came out alone
She didn't say that she was going to a place as far away as Beicheng, she only said that she was going to find Xu Qingyao.
Xu's mother was helpless, but she knew that her daughter was really dependent on Xu Qingyao, and had an attitude of "I can live without you, but I can't live without Xu Qingyao".
What else can they do, that's all they can do, let their daughter go.
She stood by the window for a long time.
It wasn't until Xu Qingyao had walked far away from the hotel that she finally left from the window and sat on the sofa, which was the area where Xu Qingyao had originally sat.
Although Xu Qingyao had been away for a while, she always felt that the area was still warm, as if it still carried Xu Qingyao's body temperature.
She leaned back on the back of the sofa, recalling the figure that walked with Xu Qingyao just now, she was speechless for a moment, and couldn't help but want to laugh.
how?There is still someone waiting for Xu Qingyao to go to the set together?
Moreover, the distance between the two of them was still so close, and their bodies were stuck together. She would not believe that the relationship between ordinary colleagues would be like this.
But for some reason, her whole body seemed to be covered with a layer of gloom, exuding a heavy aura.
And Xu Siyue was standing not far in front of her, leaning on the coffee table, crossing her arms in front of her chest, lifting her chin slightly, her eyes were always on Xu Qingyao.
She just wanted to see how long Xu Qingyao was going to remain silent like this.
"Qing Yao, talk."
The gloomy atmosphere was only for a short time, but Xu Qingyao had been silent for too long, which made Xu Siyue a little unbearable.
She simply broke the silence first, trying to get Xu Qingyao to follow suit.
In fact, she knew very well in her heart, let alone how difficult it was to get Xu Qingyao to speak, even if she really wanted to speak, what could she say?
But this time, she was wrong.
Xu Qingyao opened her mouth anyway, and said these words with a cold expression when she raised her head.
"Si Yue, you are actually right. I have never been able to face my heart, but how can you understand what I am thinking?"
"Actually, you should be very clear, you are very selfish, much more selfish than me..."
"I say I refuse, will you listen, I say I don't like this, will you listen? I say I forgive you for what you did before, and we will never meet again, will you listen? I say I and They are just ordinary friends, will you listen again..."
"You won't at all, because you only have yourself in your heart from the beginning to the end, and everything you do is just to satisfy the desire/desire in your heart. You never think about me once, just like you did just now."
"Very good, you can continue talking." Xu Siyue tilted her head slightly, even though Xu Qingyao said so many unpleasant things about her, she still gently pulled the corners of her lips and showed that smile , seems to feel indifferent to all this.
No matter what Xu Qingyao said, she didn't care, as long as Xu Qingyao belonged to her forever, that's fine.
Xu Qingyao's original indifferent expression finally changed. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, trying to ease the resentment in her heart.
This method seemed to be useful, but when she looked at Xu Siyue again, any method that seemed to be useful seemed so powerless.
Xu Qingyao clenched her teeth tightly, her whole body was trembling slightly, even her voice was trembling when she spoke, "Xu Siyue, you are a devil...a devil I can't get rid of."
I am now, am I still myself?
Xu Qingyao couldn't help asking herself such a question.
Is she who is so small and cowardly really still her?
"Yes, as you said, I am a devil." Xu Siyue seemed unaware of Xu Qingyao's gradual fear of herself, and continued to follow the other party's words in an understatement.
Or, in fact, she knew everything, but she still sprinkled salt on Xu Qingyao's wound, "But so what, even if I am a devil, I can't stop me from loving you, can I?"
"Heh—" Xu Qingyao laughed mockingly, and it was herself who laughed.
She laughed that she had raised a devil by her side since she was a child, a devil that she regarded as her own sister, held in her palm and cared for her.
She laughed at how stupid she was. If she had the ability to go back to the beginning, she would definitely stop the mother from taking care of the child. This child will be a white-eyed wolf in the future.
For the next period of time, Xu Siyue responded with a perfunctory attitude to every word Xu Qingyao said.
Afterwards, Xu Qingyao also realized how dull she was, and knew that it was useless to talk too much. When those words reached Xu Siyue, they were just going in and out.
Xu Siyue didn't listen at all, she was just wasting her words.
Xu Qingyao sat on the sofa for a few more minutes. Seeing the time passing quietly, she also knew that she no longer had the time to spend any more time here, so she stood up directly and walked past Xu Siyue to the door.
She didn't say hello to Xu Siyue either, anyway, she already understood that unless Xu Siyue was voluntary, no one should ask her to do something she didn't want to do.
For example, about the inability to leave, she originally thought that Xu Siyue would leave if she promised, so she would definitely leave.
But now that she's enlightened, she knows that getting Xu Siyue to leave is no easy task.
"I will wait for your return."
Just when Xu Qingyao was about to walk to the door, Xu Siyue's voice suddenly sounded from behind her.
She didn't look back, and didn't stop, she opened the door and walked out.
"Just like before, until you come back."
The moment she closed the door, she heard Xu Siyue's voice sounding again.
Her thoughts flashed back uncontrollably, she saw Xu Siyue who was waiting for her to go home in those nights, happy, wronged, coquettish, angry...
And the most clear, the memory that stayed in front of her for the longest time was that rainy night, when she walked into the house and Xu Siyue also threw herself into her arms.
She still remembers Xu Si telling her not to drink, remembering Xu Siyue saying not to go to school, and wanted to stay at home all the time, remembering that she kissed her lips, and remembering that she patted the bed to make her feel better after taking a bath. Go by yourself quickly.
All the words and deeds they said that day, all clearly appeared in front of her eyes at this moment.
"Mr. Xu, won't you come up?"
Suddenly a strange voice came from beside her ears, and when Xu Qingyao came back to her senses, she realized that she had already walked in front of the elevator.
She smiled softly at the girl who left the door for her in the elevator, walked in and turned around to look forward.
She didn't expect that she would lose her mind, walk such a long distance from the door of the room to the elevator entrance without knowing it, and she didn't know how she pressed the elevator subconsciously.
"Mr. Xu, what movie are you filming recently? Why is there no news at all?"
"Sorry, I can't disclose it at the moment. Our crew is currently filming in secret."
"Okay, I understand, I understand."
Xu Qingyao should have seen that girl before, but she was really not familiar with her.
Maybe they have worked together before, or maybe they just saw her on TV, but I couldn't remember her name for a while.
However, they didn't have much contact with each other, and they just happened to meet in the elevator at the moment. The two of them were not on the same floor, let alone in the same crew, and there shouldn't be any intersections in the future.
After getting off the elevator, the actress followed Xu Qingyao out.
Xu Qingyao glanced at her, thinking that the two of them should be going in the same direction so far, so she didn't say much.
At this moment, a gaze fell, and it fell on Xu Qingyao who was walking forward without any mistakes.
She didn't seem to notice anything, and continued to walk forward expressionlessly.
"Mr. Xu, where are you going? Is this this way?"
Originally, there was still a space between the actress and Xu Qingyao, but she suddenly leaned over, and her coat rubbed against Xu Qingyao from time to time.
"Yes, go this way." Xu Qingyao frowned quickly, then quickly regained her composure, and replied softly.
"Coincidentally, my crew is also over there, let's go there together."
Xu Qingyao was almost overwhelmed by the actress' enthusiasm, so she just responded lightly and didn't say anything more.
But the other party was still chattering, saying that he wanted to take a photo with Xu Qingyao and her autograph for a while, and then said that he wanted to make a short video with her.
Xu Qingyao agreed to the first two points, but she refused the third point.
After being declined, the actress did not hide her disappointment at all, and it was completely revealed on her face. Fortunately, she changed her face quickly enough. She said that she was very happy to have an autograph and a group photo, and she did not expect to get more from Teacher Xu. .
Xu Qingyao still didn't answer, and didn't answer all the way after that.
And that gaze has been following Xu Qingyao closely, seeing all the actions of Xu Qingyao and the actress.
Until Xu Qingyao's figure disappeared around the corner and disappeared completely, but this gaze still did not retract.
Although the gaze still falls on that point, the owner of the gaze has actually drifted away, and I don't know what he is thinking.
The actress stopped just ahead.
Her crew is here, and she can no longer accompany Xu Qingyao to continue walking.
When they parted, she did not forget what Xu Qingyao had promised her, and after asking for an autograph, she took a selfie with Xu Qingyao.
The pose for the photo was originally nothing but their shoulders leaning together.
But the actress set up continuous snapshots, and when she took the last few shots, she quickly turned her head to Xu Qingyao's side, and her smile became sweeter and sweeter.
And Xu Qingyao always kept a slight smile, neither alienating nor approaching, which was the attitude she always had when taking pictures with others.
When Xu Siyue came out, she greeted her family members.
If he came out without saying hello, he guessed that those two people couldn't find him and had to call the police.
She hasn't made any money herself, and all the money she gets is given by her parents.
Although she still didn't want to call Xu's parents and Xu's mother "Mom and Dad", she suddenly realized that since the two of them wanted to make up for themselves, it would be better to give them this chance, so she accepted what they gave with peace of mind. the money came out alone
She didn't say that she was going to a place as far away as Beicheng, she only said that she was going to find Xu Qingyao.
Xu's mother was helpless, but she knew that her daughter was really dependent on Xu Qingyao, and had an attitude of "I can live without you, but I can't live without Xu Qingyao".
What else can they do, that's all they can do, let their daughter go.
She stood by the window for a long time.
It wasn't until Xu Qingyao had walked far away from the hotel that she finally left from the window and sat on the sofa, which was the area where Xu Qingyao had originally sat.
Although Xu Qingyao had been away for a while, she always felt that the area was still warm, as if it still carried Xu Qingyao's body temperature.
She leaned back on the back of the sofa, recalling the figure that walked with Xu Qingyao just now, she was speechless for a moment, and couldn't help but want to laugh.
how?There is still someone waiting for Xu Qingyao to go to the set together?
Moreover, the distance between the two of them was still so close, and their bodies were stuck together. She would not believe that the relationship between ordinary colleagues would be like this.
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