I only prefer you in the whole world [entertainment circle]

Xu Siyue has been staring at the screen of her mobile phone in a daze for ten minutes.

A small class has almost come to an end, but unfortunately no message has been sent on the phone screen.

Obviously, Xu Qingyao replied to her last sentence, and she still returned in seconds, but Qingyao just said that she would not see her if she didn't see her, and she wouldn't reply if she didn't reply.

Where she went and why she didn't reply to her message, Xu Siyue didn't know.

Maybe it was because she was busy with work, but was it really such a coincidence, but in less than a minute, Xu Qingyao was called to film?

For Xu Siyue, she actually preferred to believe that Xu Qingyao was deliberately avoiding her.

It happened that the bell for the end of get out of class rang at this time, and the jingle bell made people happy and upset.

Xu Siyue was startled by the shock, and realized that a small class had ended like this.

Because this is the last small class of the day, both teachers and students can get a 10-minute break. Of course, if there is a teacher who is willing to connect the two small classes together, it is okay to give the students 10 minutes early at the end.

And after finishing the following small class, the students can finally end this tiring day.

Another student walked out of the classroom noisily, but Xu Siyue was still sitting in her seat, staring at the phone in a daze.

She was only in a daze for this class, and she didn't listen to what the teacher said.

It had been such a long time since she received a reply, she knew that it would be useless to wait any longer, after all, she couldn't wait for Xu Qingyao's rebuttal.

There are two reasons why she sent such a childish question mark.

One is that she feels uncomfortable, and she doesn't want to see Xu Qingyao in such intimate contact with others, and the other is that she is trying to stimulate Xu Qingyao in vain.

She knew that Xu Qingyao didn't like others to control her, but she wanted to.

After filming the last few scenes of the day, it was past ten o'clock in the evening and close to eleven o'clock when Xu Qingyao finished work.

Lao Zhang had been waiting for her and had a sound sleep in the car.

When Xu Qingyao came to the car, he had been awake for about 10 minutes, got out of the car and walked around, and now he was full of energy.

Xu Qingyao was sent home by Lao Zhang Anwen, and it was that empty home where she was the only one.

Standing at the door, she slowly changed her slippers, unconsciously looking around the empty living room, a sense of loneliness welled up in her heart for no reason.

And she quickly looked away, no longer thinking about those messy things, and hurried upstairs as soon as she changed her slippers.

She will continue to get up early tomorrow, and she doesn't have that extra time to delay, so she has to go to bed early after taking a bath, so that she can recharge her energy and continue tomorrow's filming.

She really thought so, but when she lay back on the bed and was about to fall asleep, she didn't close her eyes directly, but continued to stare at the snow-white ceiling for a while.

It seemed that something was forgotten by her, and it seemed to be related to Jiang Yan and Xu Siyue.

Thinking of this, she turned her head to look at the bedside table where she had kept her mobile phone all along.

So she discovered that it was her mobile phone that she had forgotten—her mobile phone was put in a small bag by her, and the small bag was hung on a hook on the wall at the entrance of the living room.

No wonder she always felt uneasy in her heart. It turned out that it was because she forgot to reply to Jiang Yan and... Xu Siyue's news.

But she was very tired now, the warm and soft bed seemed to bind her whole body, except for the ability to turn her neck, she didn't want to move at all, let alone go downstairs to get her mobile phone.

Then reply tomorrow, and I'm not in a hurry.

When thinking of this, Xu Qingyao also gradually closed her eyes unconsciously.

She didn't know when she fell asleep, but it was broad daylight when she awoke.

The alternation of day and night sounds like a long time, but it is only the moment when she closes and opens her eyes.

The days are the same every day, eating, sleeping, working, plus occasional leisure.

Always, it sounds pretty boring.

So everyone is living in this dullness, whether confused or determined, some people are always shining, and some people are always unknown.

But for Xu Qingyao, such a life is actually pretty good, at least her ideal now is to be an excellent actor and bring more and better works to the audience.

So this kind of life is undoubtedly fulfilling and meaningful to her.

——This was her previous thought.

But now, she always felt that there seemed to be something missing in her life.

It's okay if the time is short, but as time goes by day by day, the gap in Xu Qingyao's heart is getting bigger and bigger, gradually expanding into a small hole, and then from a small hole to a big hole.

If it is not filled in time, I am afraid that this scar-like hole in her heart will only make her more uncomfortable, and then cause some series of serious consequences.

Xu Qingyao knew the reason and the origin of that gap.

——It was all because of what Xu Siyue did to her and her departure.

But among them, how come there is no problem of her own?

If she hadn't indulged her again and again, how could things have come to where they are today.

And she originally thought that when she and Xu Siyue separated, everything would be gradually buried by the passage of time, but now it seems that she was wrong.

Xu Siyue didn't want to leave her, in fact, she couldn't leave Xu Siyue either.

But in her family, Xu Siyue was gone. She no longer had to leave breakfast for anyone, no longer had to think about how to make Xu Siyue happy, and buy Xu Siyue delicious snacks. Snacks and nice clothes too.

It was all over, she didn't have to do those things anymore.

Isn't that great?

Yes, she thought she would be fine, but now she found that she was not going to be fine at all.

Even for a person like her who lives in the present down-to-earth and has walked well in almost every step of the previous road, she began to fantasize about how great it would be if there was a time machine in the world that could travel back to the past.

But after all, this can only be a fantasy, and there is absolutely no such thing in reality.

Today is the first day of National Day, and many office workers and students are already on holiday.

Some people choose to go out for a week-long trip starting today, and some choose to stay at home. If they really want to go out, they just go shopping in the shopping mall near their home or go to a movie.

There are also some people who rarely have a relatively long vacation after busy work. They just want to lie down at home, but they can't escape the fate of going out to attend the wedding banquet.

Of course, there are still some people who still have to work overtime to wait for them even on National Day.

And Xu Qingyao was obviously one of them.

On the way to the set, she replied to Jiang Yan's message.

In fact, Jiang Yan sent another message yesterday within half an hour of Xu Qingyao's reply. It's a pity that she still didn't wait for Xu Qingyao's reply until this day was completely over.

It was impossible to say that she wasn't worried, but for busy people like them, she could understand to some extent, so she didn't send any more messages of concern and inquiries to bother Xu Qingyao.

-So that's the case, that's a pity, but actually I also work overtime on National Day.

-Um?Mr. Jiang, why do you still ask me if I want to go on a trip together?

Since that was the case, but Jiang Yan still asked this question, Xu Qingyao was naturally puzzled.

She was even thinking about whether Jiang Yan's asking like that was actually just a polite way.

But after thinking about it, how could Jiang Yan be such a person.

Fortunately, the other party replied quickly and answered the question for her in time.

-Because my plan is that if you agree to come down, I can temporarily put down the work at hand and only concentrate on traveling with you.

-It's a pity that there is no chance this time, let's make an agreement next time.

It turned out that Jiang Yan actually thought so...

Xu Qingyao didn't know what to reply for a moment, but fortunately, Jiang Yan's second message popped up soon, and Xu Qingyao replied directly, "Okay Mr. Jiang, next time we have a chance to hang out together again." .

Originally thinking that the conversation between herself and Jiang Yan was almost over, Xu Qingyao was about to press the back button, but Jiang Yan's message popped up again.

-However, before that, how about changing your name first?

Only then did she realize that she had called the wrong address, and habitually typed the word "Mr. Jiang".

So she couldn't help smiling, and replied "Jiang Yan" directly through the voice message, as if this was the only way to appear sincere.

Afterwards, she saw Xu Siyue's message that she saw yesterday but didn't have time to reply at the bottom of the chat list with Jiang Yan.

The same is true for Xu Siyue. Even though she didn't receive the news, she didn't send her another message to ask.

If it was the past, she knew that Xu Siyue would definitely not have such a reaction, she would definitely continue to send herself messages to inquire, and she might even call her directly, anxious to learn about her situation at that time.

Change to the past...how is it the past?

Xu Qingyao suddenly realized her serious problem, and wanted to withdraw her thoughts immediately, but found that it was too late.

Me... Xu Qingyao couldn't help but sighed softly, thinking that maybe she really was hopeless.

"Boss, what's the matter, why are you sighing?"

This was the third time Lao Zhang heard Xu Qingyao sigh, but Xu Qingyao didn't notice it the first two times.

In the first two times, he didn't want to meddle in other people's business. As an employee, he didn't want to take care of his boss, but as a person, when he heard Xu Qingyao sigh for the third time, he finally couldn't help asking. .

But the moment he asked, he had a premonition, knowing that Xu Qingyao would definitely not say anything to him.

"It's okay, Old Zhang, I'm fine." Xu Qingyao withdrew her thoughts, and smiled slightly in the direction of Old Zhang.

Sure enough, just as Lao Zhang thought, it was impossible for Xu Qingyao to tell the matter to herself, after all, she was just an outsider.

That being the case, he was sensible, "That's good... But boss, you should be more happy to be a human being, and don't push yourself so hard."

"Well, I know, thank you, old Zhang." Xu Qingyao kept smiling and hid herself well.

When she looked away from Lao Zhang, her expression gradually changed, and her smiling face gradually drooped.

Then she turned her gaze out of the window, but in the end she still didn't reply to Xu Siyue, and just let the screen of the phone slowly dim in her hands.

The paths, trees, and crowds outside the window are constantly regressing. It is autumn now. Although the green leaves have not yet turned yellow, there will still be a day when they will wither and fall.

Arriving at the set, a new day of filming is about to begin.

They had a rain scene to shoot, and the weather forecast showed that there would be a heavy rain around noon today, and the next three days would be sunny.

So they arranged the rain scene for today, but if the weather forecast is wrong and it will not rain today, then they can only arrange another artificial rainfall.

According to the detailed weather forecast, the rainfall time will be between 10:30 am and [-] noon.

That is to say, the shooting time of the crew in the morning will be relatively tight.

So as soon as Xu Qingyao arrived on the set, she was immediately called by the director to the dressing room to do makeup and change clothes.

Even Xiao Xian, who looks the most leisurely on weekdays, has fallen into a state called "busy" today.

She helped Xu Qingyao pass various things over, and also helped the crew prepare props together, and helped take care of a staff member's child.

The child was still in elementary school, and it was the National Day holiday, but the child's father couldn't let him stay at home alone, so he brought the child to the film crew.

Xiaoxian is a person who likes children very much and is happy to deal with them.

When the child's father asked her to take care of the child temporarily, she agreed without any hesitation.

And that little boy was also very obedient, he didn't make a fuss at all, he obediently sat across from Xiaoxian doing his homework, and asked his elder sister Xiaoxian for advice when he encountered something he didn't know.

While Xu Qingyao was filming, she looked at where the two of them were from time to time.

Every time, she could see a harmonious and beautiful scene, which made her unable to look away several times.

Such a scene was really very warm, and Xu Qingyao couldn't help being moved in her heart, unconsciously falling into memories again.

Once upon a time, it was the same with Xu Siyue.

Xu Siyue was doing homework in the study, and she sat quietly beside her, cutting fruit for her to eat, warming milk for her to drink, and occasionally tutoring her with her homework.

Xu Siyue has been a child with excellent academic performance since he was a child. He is a good student in the eyes of his teachers and a top student in the eyes of his classmates.

From junior high school to high school, she has always been accompanied by her. In a blink of an eye, she has already entered the university campus, and she will obviously never have this opportunity again.

come again and again...

Xu Qingyao wished she could slap herself a few times to wake herself up from her memories.

Obviously she and Xu Siyue have become like that, why she still can't stop thinking about it, is she sick?

Xu Qingyao had had enough of herself, put down the script and stood up quickly, but her eyes went black for a while due to excessive force, and she closed her eyes for more than ten seconds before finally returning to normal, and then immediately walked towards the bathroom.

At this time, it was just before ten o'clock in the morning.

Xu Qingyao went to the bathroom to wash her face, splashed cold tap water on her face several times, and finally she calmed down slowly.

By the time she dried her face and walked out of the bathroom, five or six minutes had passed, and it was a quarter past ten.

Suddenly a drop of icy cold fell on her forehead, she immediately stopped in a daze, and looked up to the sky.

Is...is it raining?

And at the moment when she raised her head in doubt, another raindrop fell on her face, this time it landed next to her eyes, and slid down the end of her eyes.

Then another drop of rain fell from the clouds to the earth like disconnected pearls, falling on the eaves, among the vegetation, and on people's heads.

It turned out that it was really raining, and it seemed to be a little earlier than the weather forecast said.

Xu Qingyao couldn't help sighing, bowed her head and put her thoughts back, she had to return to her rest area as soon as possible to continue memorizing her lines.

But just when she turned her gaze back and was about to take a step forward, her body froze there again.

Not far in front of her, there was a person standing right now.

Not only did she know that person, but it could be said that that person was the most familiar person in her life.

Xu Siyue.

Why did Xu Siyue suddenly appear here.

And as soon as he lowered his head, he met her.

It's an illusion, it must be an illusion.

But when Xu Qingyao wanted to walk forward again, her steps were so heavy that she couldn't move half a step.

She took a deep breath and exhaled it again heavily. The emotions that had just calmed down seemed to rise again, which made her unable to restrain herself.

Seeing Xu Qingyao standing there motionless, with a gloomy expression, Xu Siyue certainly understood that it was a sign that she did not welcome her here.

But this indifferent expression was useless to Xu Siyue, even if Xu Qingyao spoke ill of her, it was also useless.

Now that she's here, she won't leave so soon.

"Qingyao, I'm here."

If Xu Qingyao doesn't move, then it's fine for her to walk over.

When she walked in front of Xu Qingyao, she softly called Xu Qingyao's name, and showed her a seemingly innocent and harmless smiling face.

From the entrance of the crew to the front of Xu Qingyao, she met many staff members along the way. With this smile, she made others greet her with a smile.

But only Xu Qingyao knew very well that in terms of disguise, Xu Siyue was ultimately much better than herself.

Moreover, when Xu Siyue walked in front of her, and the scorching heat rushed towards her, she completely believed that she had not fallen into hallucinations, but was still in a living reality.

"What are you doing here?" The air seemed to freeze again, Xu Qingyao deliberately looked away, not wanting to take another look at Xu Siyue.

Since Qingyao didn't even want to take a second look at herself, Xu Siyue simply put away her smile, the corners of her slightly raised lips gradually tended to a straight line, and she replied lightly, "I'll come and see you."

"How did you get in?" After asking this sentence, Xu Qingyao regretted it. How else could Xu Siyue come in? The only possibility is that Shen Qiao brought her in. This is nothing more than a waste of time to ask her. .

It turned out that for her, the relationship with her sister at this level was so important that she could freely shuttle between the crew.

Xu Siyue's answer was exactly what Xu Qingyao thought.

Xu Qingyao listened casually, only thinking about how to quickly end this conversation.

"I'm going to shoot, you can figure it out yourself, don't disturb our work."

"Well, I won't, but do you have to tell me first, why don't you reply to my message?"

Sure enough, Xu Qingyao knew that Xu Siyue would definitely ask this question, but she also had reasons to prevaricate, "...too busy, no time."

"Oh, really?"

Xu Siyue's strong questioning tone made Xu Qingyao feel extremely uncomfortable.

And when she unconsciously raised her eyes to look at him, she happened to meet Xu Qingyao's raised eyebrows.

To be more precise, it wasn't that Xu Qingyao happened to meet her, but Xu Siyue deliberately waited until she looked at her to make this little expression.

Xu Qingyao didn't respond, just walked past Xu Siyue and walked straight forward.

Because she knew that no matter what she responded to, Xu Siyue decided that it was an excuse.

That being the case, don't waste time, and although she still feels that the steps are very heavy, no matter how heavy the steps are, they can't overcome her determination to leave quickly.

Seeing Xu Qingyao passing by her, Xu Siyue also slowly followed.

Her voice kept ringing in Xu Qingyao's ears, always asking that question from yesterday.

Xu Qingyao's ears were almost callused, and her heart became more and more depressed. She only hoped that someone would come and drive Xu Siyue out of the set and let her go home quickly.

It doesn't matter if she doesn't go home, no matter where she goes, as long as she doesn't stay in the crew, it's fine.

But Xu Qingyao's repeated forbearance made Xu Siyue push her forward.

She was obviously not willing to let Xu Qingyao go, and continued her strong offensive wave after wave, as if she had to force Xu Qingyao to speak back.

In the end, Xu Siyue couldn't listen anymore and almost had a seizure.

Fortunately, she had come to her resting area, sat back on the chair and picked up the script.

And Xu Siyue stood beside her, her body straight.

Others didn't know what was going on between them, but seeing Xu Siyue standing beside her and staring at Xu Qingyao, and Xu Qingyao didn't respond to her attitude, it was likely that there was something awkward between the two of them.

Xiaoxian next to her happened to see this scene when she looked up, and she was a little surprised at the sudden appearance of sister Xiao Xu on the set.

But she quickly put away her surprise. After all, it was not the first time for Xiao Xu to visit her sister's class. It coincided with the National Day, and it was completely reasonable for her to visit her sister during the holiday. That look is completely rare.

"Sister Xiaoxian, please help me with this question."

Suddenly a young boy's voice sounded in front of her, Xiaoxian turned her head, chuckled lightly, and continued to explain the topic to the boy.

She still knew most of the primary school students' questions, so none of the questions the boy asked from just now could confuse her. Of course, she would not tell him the answer directly, but guided him to find the answer step by step.

As for the problems of Xu Qingyao and little sister Xu, she can't take care of that much for the time being, and the housework can be solved at home.

And the issue of rain is not something she needs to worry about, after all, she and the little boy don't stay in the same place as Xu Qingyao; in the open air, there is a shed above them that can shelter from the wind and rain.

There are less than 10 minutes left until 30:5.

The rain still looked like it was about to stop. It was obvious that it had started to rain sporadicly at first, but as soon as Xu Qingyao sat back on the chair and Xu Siyue sat on the small bench next to her, the rain stopped completely. I can't get down.

Even the light rain just now was gone, and there was no trace of rain on the ground at all.

"Director, if the rain doesn't fall, we can only shoot a short section. The rest of the filming can't go on..." The assistant director looked up at the sky for a long time, and when he lowered his head to talk to the director, he always felt a very sore neck.

"Wait a minute, the weather is so bad now, it will rain soon, and we are not in a hurry to film." The director who is usually the most tempered at this moment seems to be much calmer than the assistant director. It's going to rain with confidence.

But yes, above the heads of their crew, there are now a few huge dark clouds floating over the city, with a posture of black clouds overwhelming the city. The probability of rain and heavy rain is very high. Now it is a matter of time.

Xu Qingyao read and re-read the script, almost to the point of ruining it.

It's a pity that Xu Siyue is still sitting on the small bench in front of her, neither playing with her mobile phone nor doing anything else, just staring at herself, staring at her with horror in her heart.

Feeling that the sky was obviously darker than before, Xu Qingyao finally sighed and was about to get up.

She began to shake the chairs, and was going to move the tables and chairs to the shed, in case the heavy rain came later and drenched the tables, chairs and scripts completely.

In fact, she didn't expect Xu Siyue to help her, but after seeing her chair, Xu Siyue also began to help move the heavier small round wooden table.

Xu Qingyao moved the chair to the shed not far from Xiaoxian and the boy, and just as she turned around, a large figure also stopped in front of her.

She frowned slightly, and what she saw was Xu Siyue who was holding a small bench in one hand and putting down the table with the other.

Looking at the place where they were just now, it was empty, and several things had already been moved in.

"You...thank you." Xu Qingyao looked at Xu Siyue who had put down the small bench again, and thanked him anyway.

Xu Siyue didn't respond, but raised one corner of her lips slightly towards her. The smile made Xu Qingyao twitch her lips a little stiffly, and the uncomfortable feeling in her heart rose again.

"Xiao Xu, get ready to start shooting." The atmosphere was very tense, but fortunately the director called Xu Qingyao outside, the voice was so loud that they still felt a little harsh even though they were separated from each other.

"Here comes the director." Xu Qingyao directly took the script and walked out of the studio, heading straight to where the director was, without even looking at Xu Siyue again.

But Xu Siyue was different, she wished she could keep her gaze on Xu Qingyao all the time.

It seemed that when Xu Qingyao left her sight, half of her life had been lost.

So she kept looking at the direction where Xu Qingyao was leaving, until the other party stopped in her field of vision, standing there chatting with the director, she didn't show any displeasure, and still looked ahead calmly.

"Sister Xu."

"Ok?"

Xiaoxian suddenly spoke behind Xu Siyue, but she didn't startle her, but Xu Siyue subconsciously frowned when she was interrupted suddenly.

Although she didn't want to respond, she turned around out of politeness.

"Little sister Xu, do you really like sister Xu?" Xiao Xian asked softly, her tone as gentle as possible.

It can be seen that Xu Siyue must like Xu Qingyao very much, but for some reason, the relationship between the two sisters does not seem to be that good, and there seems to be some estrangement.

Apparently, she didn't expect Xiaoxian to ask such a question suddenly, and Xu Siyue said "hmm" again.

Of course she heard Xiaoxian's question clearly, but she was not sure what kind of liking this girl was talking about.

"Sister Xu must have treated you very well, that's why you like her so much, but who wouldn't like someone as nice as Sister Xu, including me, especially Miss Xu." At the end of the sentence, Xiaoxian Can't help sighing, it's a pity that sister Xu is very kind to everyone, but it seems that no one can walk into her heart.

In fact, the "liking" that Xiaoxian said was a very pure kind of liking, but it changed in Xu Siyue's ears.

At that moment, a trace of vigilance quickly flashed in her eyes, but because it was so fleeting, Xiaoxian didn't notice it.

Xiaoxian was still talking to herself, but Xu Siyue's inner displeasure became more and more intense, but she didn't show it. After barely listening to Xiaoxian's chatter, Xu Siyue just smiled lightly, but she only understood that she Wipe the mind behind the smile.

In this world, she will not let anyone take away her Qingyao.

Xu Qingyao can only belong to herself.

Only belong to her alone.

With such thoughts in mind, Xu Siyue continued to look outside the shed.

At this time, the group of them had already started filming, Xu Qingyao was standing in the crowd, and the camera was focused on her and another actor.

It happened that the angle on Xu Siyue's side was very good, and the staff left a gap so that she could see every move of the people inside without adjusting the angle.

This shows that she is undoubtedly lucky, and for this reason she firmly believes that Xu Qingyao is destined to live in her sight forever.

The sky is darker than before, and there is a tendency of "mountain rain is about to come".

Under such an environment, the group of them still insisted on filming outdoors, which made Xu Siyue have to suspect that the next scene Xu Qingyao was going to shoot was a rain scene.

"Xiaoxian, do you know what kind of scene this is?" Although he would be able to verify whether his guess was right or wrong in a while, if he could learn the situation from Xiaoxian now, Xu Siyue would not mind asking more questions.

"The break-up scene, the hero breaks up with the heroine, and the heroine is alone in the rain." Xiao Xian raised her head and told Xu Siyue everything she knew, and then she suddenly exclaimed, "Oh yes, later I had to prepare a towel for Sister Xu in case she caught a cold, and I almost forgot."

"Okay, thank you." After verifying her conjecture, Xu Siyue still couldn't be happy.

She heard that the film would be finished in a week, but she just realized that the actor who was standing there with Xu Qingyao was actually the leading actor.

Xu Siyue's brows became tighter and tighter, and she was asked to watch Xu Qingyao as the female lead and another person as the male lead. Even though it was a breakup scene, she still felt extremely annoyed.

Xu Qingyao, Xu Qingyao, even if it's just a small move of yours, it can firmly touch my heart.

In this life, I am afraid that I will be eaten to death by you.

So no matter what means I use, I must get you, so that you can only belong to me in this life.

Xu Siyue clenched her fists secretly, her nails were clearly scratching her palms so painfully, but she didn't seem to notice anything, she threw her whole body and mind on Xu Qingyao, her eyes locked on the woman she wanted to monopolize for the rest of her life.