I only prefer you in the whole world [entertainment circle]

As Xu Qingyao said, after Xu Siyue let go, she did not leave.

Instead, she still stood there, staring at Xu Siyue, but her eyes were filled with endless helplessness and fatigue.

After a few seconds of silence with Xu Siyue, she finally sighed silently, and said first, "Let's go, go to the sofa."

She really listened to Xu Siyue's words.

The two sat down in front of the sofa one after another. Xu Siyue sat on the couch, while Xu Qingyao sat on the single sofa.

There was a distance of about one meter between them. Even though Xu Siyue wanted to get closer to Xu Qingyao, she still respected Xu Qingyao's choice.

After all, she also knew that if she forced Qingyao to sit next to her now, Qingyao would definitely go upstairs and leave immediately.

"Tell me, what do you want to talk to me about?" Seeing that Xu Siyue had been staring at herself after sitting down, it was fine if she didn't say a word, not even blinking her eyes, Xu Qingyao couldn't help frowning, and said immediately.

Only then did Xu Siyue come back to her senses, and began to talk about serious matters with Xu Qingyao, "Xu Jinguo sent me a message, telling me that he and my mother are coming back."

When mentioning the name "Xu Jinguo", Xu Siyue made no secret of her disgust for this person.

This was not the first time that Xu Qingyao heard her call her father's full name directly, but in the past, her tone was only flat, but this time there was obvious hatred.

Xu Qingyao didn't respond, and quietly listened to Xu Siyue's continuation.

Xu Siyue's eyes swept over Xu Qingyao's expressionless face, but she never saw any change in her expression.

"Qingyao, they are going to take me home."

Why did Qing Yao not react at all after hearing her words?

Not reconciled, she emphasized it again, for fear that Xu Qingyao just didn't hear clearly.

"Well, I already know about this." Xu Qingyao looked at her with an indifferent tone and attitude.

Xu Siyue, who was disappointed again, was not discouraged by this, and pouted her lips, trying to make Xu Qingyao keep her by acting coquettishly, "Qingyao, I don't want to leave."

"You have to leave." But Xu Qingyao would no longer accept her tricks, no matter whether she acted like a baby or whatever, she would never soften her heart.

It seemed that their chat could not go on any longer. Xu Siyue just looked at Xu Qingyao without saying a word.

What can she say?Say you don't want to leave, do you have to stay here?

What's the use, anyway, Qingyao already had the idea of ​​wanting her to leave, so what chance does she have to continue to stay here with such a shameless face?

"Qingyao, let me ask you one last question. When they come back and take me away, will you be happy if I'm not here?"

This was indeed Xu Siyue's last question. Apart from this question, she had nothing else to ask.

And she doesn't care about other issues.

"……"What is the problem?Asked if she would be happy as long as she left him, how would Xu Qingyao answer?

Wait!

Xu Qingyao suddenly realized something was wrong.

Why do I hesitate, shouldn't I answer "yes" without hesitation?

Would Xu Siyue be happier if he left?The answer to this question must be yes.

But now I have not been able to achieve "without hesitation", and my heart is still wavering.

why is that……

Xu Qingyao asked herself such a question, why.

And now only she can give herself an answer.

No one can understand her feelings except herself.

It must be because I have been with Xu Siyue for so many years that I hesitated, right?

But facing Xu Siyue now, it was impossible for her to say "no".

——She couldn't give Xu Siyue any hope.

"Yes, I'm glad you left."

Thinking of this, Xu Qingyao didn't think about it any more, and directly answered Xu Siyue like this, and added, "Since that day, I've been looking forward to your leaving, do you understand me?"

Xu Siyue always believes that words can deceive people, but eyes cannot.

Xu Qingyao said such heartless words now, but the emotion in her eyes unconsciously contained a bit of sadness.

What is she sad about, is she sad about her imminent departure?

Regarding this point, Xu Siyue chose to trust her intuition—Qingyao must still care about herself, but in fact, she couldn't bear to leave by herself at all.

She knew that Xu Qingyao's biggest weakness was soft-heartedness. The love and dependence in the past were not illusions, and the relationship for many years would not dissipate just because of the forced things she had done to her.

It was precisely because of this understanding that Xu Siyue's sinking heart was finally relieved, as if a hand had reached down and pulled her heart up from the depths of the sea a little distance away.

Then she answered Xu Qingyao's question, "I don't understand."

Xu Qingyao's brows furrowed immediately after hearing these three words, and Xu Siyue finally raised her tone in her flat tone, "Xu Siyue, what exactly do you want to say?"

"I want to say, Xu Qingyao, you should face up to your own heart."

Xu Qingyao's eyes trembled uncontrollably twice, she immediately looked away, not daring to meet Xu Siyue's burning gaze, "I don't understand what you mean."

"It doesn't matter if you don't understand, I know that you understand everything in your heart." Xu Siyue smiled, and the tails of his eyes slowly raised up in a long smile.

Xu Qingyao forced herself to raise her head again, lest Xu Siyue mistakenly think that she was afraid of her.

But when she raised her head, she happened to meet Xu Siyue's smiling eyes.

Xu Siyue is really beautiful. Compared with the time when she was young, her facial features are more refined and her eyes are deeper.

When she smiles, the tails of her long and narrow eyes are always raised slightly, which makes her more beautiful but not gorgeous.

Xu Qingyao remembered that she once described her like this, if she was in ancient times, she must be that charming little goblin, but she must also be the kindest kind.

This sentence was said by Xu Qingyao at the beginning of last month, only a month ago.

But now, she wants to take it back.

In just one month, she has changed a lot about Xu Siyue.

Xu Siyue is not kind, not kind at all. She is clearly the kind of goblin who eats human flesh and blood, which makes people afraid and dare not get close to her.

And once you get close, you will die without a doubt.

If one is lucky enough to survive a catastrophe, one will surely suffer sequelae that will accompany one's life.

At this moment, Xu Siyue's gaze towards Xu Qingyao seemed to penetrate her whole body.

For a moment, she really thought that Xu Siyue had seen through all the thoughts in her mind, and she seemed naked in front of her eyes.

Naked/naked/naked...

As soon as she thought of these four words, her thoughts drifted away uncontrollably, all the way to the moment when they faced each other and took a bath body to body.

That creepy feeling was somewhat similar to this moment, but it made her feel even more painful.

Xu Qingyao felt that she was going crazy, and if she stayed with Xu Siyue for one second longer, she would have an emotional breakdown in the next second.

So, without saying another word to Xu Siyue, she stood up abruptly, turned around and hurried towards the stairs.

Xu Siyue's reaction was quick. Seeing that Xu Qingyao left before finishing her sentence, she quickly followed.

Xu Qingyao had already stepped up the stairs.

Xu Siyue followed closely behind, and could touch Xu Qingyao's body just by reaching out a little.

She did exactly that, reaching out to try to grab Xu Qingyao's wrist.

But at the moment when he was about to touch her, Xu Siyue's hand suddenly stopped in mid-air.

She asked herself where she and Qingyao were now?

It's the stairs.

In such a dangerous place like the stairs, what if she really caught Qing Yao's hand, but caused her to accidentally fall down the stairs?

What if she failed to protect Qingyao from the disaster this time like last time, causing Qingyao to be injured?

Even if it was just a minor injury, she didn't want it to appear on Xu Qingyao's body.

So in the end, she gave up the idea of ​​grabbing Xu Qingyao, and stopped on the steps of the stairs, looking up at the figure of Xu Qingyao who was gradually leaving from the beginning to the end.

It wasn't until Xu Qingyao's figure disappeared around the corner that she finally followed slowly.

And when she stepped onto the last step, Xu Qingyao had already entered her own room.

All Xu Siyue could see was her last movement of closing the door.

After the door was completely closed, she couldn't see anything.

Standing at the stairs for a while, Xu Siyue never took her eyes off the closed door.

She didn't feel tired from standing, but she suddenly felt a little confused.

She didn't want to be her former self, but Xu Qingyao didn't like her current self.

So who can tell her what kind of self she should be.

Originally, when Xu Qingyao got home, she would put on her pajamas and go to the bathroom to take a shower, but she didn't do that today.

She just sat on the sofa, didn't touch the phone, or anything in the room, just sat there thinking about things by herself.

The main reason why she didn't rush to take a shower was because she couldn't be sure whether Xu Siyue was outside her room at the moment.

What if she meets Xu Siyue who always likes to block the way as soon as she opens the door?

Ever since she sat down on the sofa, the more she thought about it, the more confused she became.

It was as if she was caught in a vicious circle, and she couldn't get out no matter how she went around, she was trapped in it forever, no one could save her, and she didn't have the ability to save herself.

Time slowly passed by without knowing it.

When Xu Qingyao came out of thinking and struggling, she realized that nearly an hour had passed quietly, but she didn't notice all of this.

Just now she was like a piece of wood placed on the ground, lifeless, let alone the concept of time, staying silently is a lifetime.

Forget it, after thinking so much, it was not me who hurt me in the end.

After comforting herself in this way, Xu Qingyao simply got up from the sofa, went directly to the table and got a laptop.

She didn't use the computer for anything, but just wanted to log on to the mailbox to see if Jiang Yan had replied to her email, that's all.

Who would have thought that the chat mode between the popular actor Xu Qingyao and Jiang Yan, the president of the Jiang Group, would be to send emails.

Generally speaking, what she received in this mailbox were scripts or program invitations, and it was the first time that she had emailed and chatted with people like this, and it was quite interesting to think about it.

And who would have thought that the reason why Xu Qingyao would chat with President Jiang by email was actually just to repay the dozen or so dollars.

Fortunately, Jiang Yan replied to her email, and the phone number was also written on the email.

Xu Qingyao accidentally caught a glimpse of the time when this email was sent, and unexpectedly found that it was sent after eight o'clock in the morning, and it has been more than ten hours since now.

Through the mobile phone number, Xu Qingyao found Jiang Yan's WeChat account.

Jiang Yan's WeChat nickname is Miss Jiang, and her avatar is a photo of herself, but a photo of her back.

Xu Qingyao clicked on the big picture of the avatar and took a look, then pressed back without paying much attention.

When adding friends, she didn't forget to note her name, and then just waited for Jiang Yan to agree to add.

Then she glanced towards the door, even though it was so late now, she was still not sure if Xu Siyue was still outside the door.

But even if Xu Siyue was still outside the door, there was nothing she could do. It was a hot summer, and she was sweating all over during filming today, so it was impossible not to take a bath.

What are you afraid of?What are you afraid of?What is there to be afraid of?

Recited these rhetorical questions twice in her heart, Xu Qingyao took her pajamas and opened the door.

There was no movement outside the door.

Xu Qingyao stood at the door, looking forward along the corridor she was stepping on.

Except for the wall lamp that was still on in the corridor, everything else was eerily quiet.

At that moment, Xu Qingyao was in a trance.

The tip of the nose began to feel sour unconsciously, and the eye sockets were also a little wet at that moment.

This was the house she had stayed with Xu Siyue for so many years, she couldn't believe that such a big house, starting from next month, she would be left alone.

Really...unbelievable.

Xu Qingyao suddenly felt her legs go weak, and her heart became more and more uncomfortable.

But she knew that she really couldn't express those sad emotions, she had to keep calm and keep her indifferent attitude.

No matter how difficult it is, she should swallow the pain back to her stomach, and even if it wants to grow outrageously, she should let it grow only in her heart.

Taking a deep breath and letting it out heavily, Xu Qingyao calmed down and finally took that step.

And this first step has been taken, and there will be a second step, a third step, and countless steps...

Until she went into the bathroom, until she went back to her room.

Her steps were not firm, but they were the same as usual.

It's good to be calm and peaceful.

After taking a shower and drying her hair, Xu Qingyao went back to her room and went straight to bed.

She still leaned against the bedside as before, and picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table.

There was an unread message on WeChat, showing that Jiang Yan had approved her friend request.

Looking at her passing time, Xu Qingyao knew that from the moment she put down her phone to take a shower, Jiang Yan on the other side had already passed her application.

It was only after more than half an hour that she picked up the phone again.

Taking a look at the time which was approaching early morning, Xu Qingyao couldn't be sure whether Jiang Yan hadn't slept yet.

But she still sent a message and asked her how much it was last time.

Even if the other party has fallen asleep today, she will definitely send a message back when she sees it tomorrow.

- Jiang is always me, Xu Qingyao.

-I want to ask, how much is the noodle we ate together last time, and I will transfer the money to you.

Seems like a weird way to "start".

Xu Qingyao herself couldn't help raising the corners of her lips slightly.

To Xu Qingyao's surprise, Jiang Yan, who was supposed to rest and recuperate earlier, replied to her message almost instantly.

-Miss Xu, in fact, you don't really need to keep that little money in mind, just treat it as my invitation to you.

What she meant was obviously that Xu Qingyao didn't need to pay back the money.

In fact, for a dignified president, she really doesn't care about the mere 20 yuan in face money, and she doesn't need others to pay her back at all.

Maybe Xu Qingyao, a little fool, still remembers it in his heart.

But Jiang Yan is undoubtedly grateful for Xu Qingyao's silly and sweet little head. If she hadn't sent herself such an email because she was thinking about this matter, she would not know that the next time she will meet her will be at when.

This is just right now, but within a few days they added WeChat, which also paved the way for her to chat with Xu Qingyao later.

It is worth her to secretly rejoice.

She was looking forward to Xu Qingyao's next reply.

And the other party obviously did not disappoint her.

- Then how about it, Mr. Jiang, next time I have a chance, I will treat you to a meal.

-Find a time when we both have free time, you can eat whatever you want, what do you think?

Of course Xu Qingyao understood that Jiang Yan didn't care about the 20 yuan, but she still felt sorry.

Because she never liked to owe favors to others, no matter who that person was.

And now that she was facing someone she had just known not long ago and was not familiar with at all, it was even more impossible for her to owe this favor.