Xu Qingyao finally escaped from this room, carrying deep fear of Xu Siyue.
Whether she loves it or not, she doesn't understand why Xu Siyue keeps bringing it up again and again, why she keeps pushing herself.
She knew that she was in love with Xu Siyue, but it could never be the "love" of love.
Xu Siyue is my younger sister, who is seven years younger than me, between me and her... how is it possible?
After applying the medicine to Xu Siyue, Xu Qingyao fled in a hurry, not willing to stay in this room where the air was so thin that it was close to suffocation.
This room made it impossible for her to stay any longer, more precisely, the place where Xu Siyue was was made it difficult for her to stay any minute.
When the figure fled from behind her, Xu Siyue didn't reach out to stop it.
It wasn't that her back injury restricted her behavior, but that she didn't deliberately stop it.
What to do to stop her, what if they stop her like this today, and then they pester her again, causing her high fever to repeat again, or it gets worse, causing her to not come home after going out tomorrow.
Unless she is kept by his side all the time, and she is not allowed to leave him for half a step, one day, maybe Qingyao will really disappear in front of him because of his words and deeds.
Xu Siyue always thought that she had broken the jar and that there was no such thing as "fear" anymore, but now, thinking of these possibilities, she began to feel a little scared.
Xu Qingyao went back to the room last night.
She leaned on the gray wall, walked slowly all the way to the sofa and sat down.
Maybe this room of my mother will become my refuge every night in the future.
Like a small shell of a snail, all the grievances and pains she suffered during the day can only be quietly hid in this shell at night, releasing all the tears secretly hidden during the day.
That night, Xu Qingyao lay in bed thinking for a long time.
She still felt a little dizzy and had a headache, but she didn't want to just go to sleep.
She thought of the many scenes when she was with Xu Siyue in the past, thought of Xu Siyue's every move and action that she could see when she stayed at home for more than a month, and thought of the night when Xu Siyue and Xu Siyue took a bath together. The words I said...
She thought so much, but she still couldn't figure out where Xu Siyue's desire came from.
So this night, she was unable to fall asleep again like last night.
After tossing and turning for a long time, Xu Qingyao simply took the mobile phone from the bedside table, hesitated for a long time staring at the desktop of her mobile phone, and finally opened Weibo.
She hasn't posted on Weibo all day today, and she hasn't even logged on to WeChat. She doesn't know what happened in the online world.
And when she logged on to Weibo, she found that no matter whether it was the hot search or the news on the homepage, nothing major had happened, and it could be regarded as a peaceful day.
At this time, she suddenly realized that in fact, what is the world without her, and it will not change in any way.
Probably due to a hand, after quickly browsing through today's hot searched entries, Xu Qingyao actually clicked on the first entry in the history of the search box.
——The entry that has a great relationship with her and Xu Siyue.
After clicking in, the first thing that caught her eyes was the Weibo that Xu Siyue reposted. The reposted comments and likes were surprisingly large.
To be honest, in fact, she hasn't read the comments under this Weibo carefully.
Before clicking on it, she clicked on Xu Siyue's Weibo homepage.
At that time, there were four people at the dinner table, and everyone thought the same thing, that someone was pretending to be Xu Siyue, so as to create public opinion to discredit Xu Qingyao.
But if Xu Siyue hadn't told her, how could she really associate this Weibo account with Xu Siyue himself.
Who would have thought it was really her.
It took more than ten minutes for Xu Qingyao to read all of Xu Siyue's likes on Weibo.
Apart from this forwarded Weibo, her Weibo is blank, and the only thing that can be viewed is her Like Weibo.
What Xu Qingyao didn't expect was that the time span of Xu Siyue's Weibo likes was very long, from three years ago to this year, and all the likes were related to her Weibo.
There are all kinds of microblogs, such as those captured by fans at the airport or other places, magazine official announcements, film and television official announcements, etc.
It seems difficult to find a Weibo that has nothing to do with you.
What does this mean? It just means that she has been silently paying attention to herself during the three years in high school.
But for Xu Qingyao, this matter really made her feel mixed.
In the past three years, the number of times she and Xu Siyue chatted was actually not that many, but they would chat about a dozen or so sentences a week.
In fact, all they could talk about was life and academic matters, but she didn't know that Xu Siyue would pay so much attention to herself, and Xu Siyue had never talked about such things with her.
Withdrew from the list of those Weibos that were liked, Xu Qingyao turned her gaze back to the Weibo that Xu Siyue had reposted.
Because she didn't know who the comment section was, she wasn't ready to open it yet.
It doesn't matter if you scold her, after all, there are too many people on the Internet who listen to the wind and the rain, and it's too easy to be led by others. Xu Qingyao has gotten used to this over the years.
But there must be some who scolded Xu Siyue for spreading rumors, and many of them were their own fans, and their own fans scolded their sister. This kind of scene was something Xu Qingyao would never want to see.
However, after much hesitation, she finally had to admit that she was very itchy, and she was eager to know everything about Xu Siyue.
So she finally clicked on the comment section.
She just wanted to see how she would reply if Xu Siyue replied to other people's comments.
But if she didn't reply to anyone, Xu Qingyao swore that she would quit immediately.
In the past, when she didn't have so many fans, she would check fans' comments and private messages from time to time, and it didn't take too long to reply to a dozen or twenty.
And since the number of fans has increased to 10,000+, and the private messages of comments have also increased many times in a row, she will never reply to them again.
One is that she is busy, and the other is that she feels that it is unfair to only pick a few replies. If she replies, she wants to leave no one behind.
At this moment, Xu Qingyao took a deep breath, as if to cheer herself up.
Just like a few years ago, she carefully read the replies in the hot comments one by one from the beginning.
It was precisely because this matter involved herself and Xu Siyue that she was so nervous.
And just as she thought, she really saw Xu Siyue's reply in the first few hot comments——
Focus on hypocritical disease: Do bloggers have the heart to spread rumors?
Exclusively monopolizing Xu Qingyao: Cursing other people's families casually, do you have a heart again?
Kiss my Qingqing: Are you sick?It's true that Xu Qingyao has no fans, right?She has already clarified, you clown, don't jump out and make a fool of yourself, okay?
Monopolize Xu Qingyao: Clarify what?Unilateral clarification?
Preference for eight-treasure porridge: No, I don’t understand it a bit?Is the group of people below sick? This blogger doesn't even have any evidence. Just based on a paragraph of text, do you believe her?Are you sick in your head?It is reasonable to suspect that it is a troll hired by bloggers, so I vomited.
Exclusively monopolizing Xu Qingyao: It's boring to scold passers-by who support me. Do you know if there is anything real between me and Xu Qingyao?
Qingyao's little ears: Cerebral/paralyzed bloggers, I advise you to delete your blog, otherwise you'll be waiting for a lawsuit. How about making Nima rumors?Stupid/forced.
Monopolize Xu Qingyao: Maybe you can wait and see if Xu Qingyao's lawyer's letter will come to me.
……
Xu Siyue replied to many comments below, but Xu Qingyao still couldn't bear to read any more.
There are not a few people who swear swear words among them, but Xu Siyue never swears a word of swear words from the beginning to the end, which makes Xu Qingyao feel very complicated.
Maybe it's because her heart is too soft, or maybe it's because she is too cheap that Xu Siyue has already done this kind of thing, but she still feels sorry for her when she reads these comments.
Xu Qingyao's heart began to tremble slightly, and even the breath she let out at this moment was a little trembling.
And her hands were also trembling uncontrollably, the tip of her nose was sore, and the sadness in her eyes became more and more intense.
She really didn't know what to do now, she wished she could disappear from this world instantly at this moment, so that she would no longer have so many worries and entanglements.
The night was deeper.
Blocked by the window, the sound of cicadas coming in from outside the window is actually much weaker.
But because the room was abnormally quiet, and Xu Qingyao hadn't fallen asleep yet, she was just staring at the dark ceiling in a daze, the cicadas were clearly heard in her ears, and even seemed a little harsh, which made her unable to restrain herself faintly. Started to have a headache.
The next morning, Xu Siyue got up very early and got out of bed quickly at seven o'clock.
She didn't wash and tidy up, her hair was still a mess, and she didn't bother to smooth out the wrinkles of her pajamas, so she just walked straight out, speeding up her pace a little to the room where Xu Qingyao was next door.
But before she reached the door of Xu Qingyao's room, she had already noticed something strange.
The closed door in her imagination fell into her eyes, but it was the opposite. At this moment, Xu Qingyao's door was completely open, which was obviously done by Xu Qingyao herself.
At that moment, Xu Siyue's heart tightened, and he probably already guessed something.
She walked forward quickly, frowning more and more tightly.
Everything is as she thought.
When she hurriedly stopped at Xu Qingyao's door and looked in, she saw an empty space.
The thin quilt was neatly folded against the head of the bed, and the pillows were placed on top of it, and the bed was also tidy, as if no one had ever lived in it.
The air conditioner should have been on all night, but the room was no longer very cool. Xu Qingyao must have been away for a long time.
Xu Siyue felt that Xu Qingyao did it on purpose, deliberately arranged the room to look unpopular, and made it clear that she was just to anger herself.
Thinking of this, she unconsciously raised her head, her slender neck and lower jaw outlined a graceful curve, her throat moved, as if swallowing a mouthful of rising anger.
While closing her eyes, she took a deep breath and exhaled it again heavily, and the moment she opened her eyes, it was as if a thin layer of ice had formed in her eyes, and even the air around her was a little bit colder because of her.
She didn't stop at the door of this empty room, and went directly downstairs.
What if Xu Qingyao was downstairs right now, what if she was preparing breakfast for herself, what if she was watching TV downstairs, what if she...
Xu Siyue had too many ifs in her heart, but these were all her own luck. In fact, she knew very well that it was impossible to have so many ifs.
However, no matter whether she had expectations or whether she repeatedly denied these expectations in her heart, it was impossible for her to remain indifferent. She had to go downstairs to see if Xu Qingyao was still there.
She was bound to find her.
However, she searched not only the first floor, but even the whole of their home, including the small garden outside the building, but she was still unable to find the slightest trace of Xu Qingyao.
Now Xu Siyue was completely sure that Xu Qingyao had really left, but she didn't know where she had gone. The only thing she knew was that Xu Qingyao would never go to the set.
It's just that Star City is so big, it is indeed too difficult to find her.
Xu Siyue returned to the living room again.
Looking at the dining table which was almost empty except for a vase with a bouquet of flowers placed in the center, her body gradually became stiff and cold, which was the coldness spreading from the bottom of her heart.
She began to doubt herself if she had really gone too far.
But when it comes to the issue of right and wrong, many people always want to excuse themselves, and Xu Siyue is probably this type of person.
After thinking about it for a long time, she finally decided that she had done nothing wrong, at most it was just that selfishness accounted for a greater proportion of herself.
But what about Xu Qingyao, is she really going to be so unfeeling to herself?
Thinking of this, Xu Siyue walked upstairs without hesitation.
She wanted to go back to the bedroom as soon as possible, and immediately called Xu Qingyao to ask her where she was.
The author has something to say: Babies, please calm down when reading the article, I have already dragged Xu Siyue out to teach him a lesson.
Whether she loves it or not, she doesn't understand why Xu Siyue keeps bringing it up again and again, why she keeps pushing herself.
She knew that she was in love with Xu Siyue, but it could never be the "love" of love.
Xu Siyue is my younger sister, who is seven years younger than me, between me and her... how is it possible?
After applying the medicine to Xu Siyue, Xu Qingyao fled in a hurry, not willing to stay in this room where the air was so thin that it was close to suffocation.
This room made it impossible for her to stay any longer, more precisely, the place where Xu Siyue was was made it difficult for her to stay any minute.
When the figure fled from behind her, Xu Siyue didn't reach out to stop it.
It wasn't that her back injury restricted her behavior, but that she didn't deliberately stop it.
What to do to stop her, what if they stop her like this today, and then they pester her again, causing her high fever to repeat again, or it gets worse, causing her to not come home after going out tomorrow.
Unless she is kept by his side all the time, and she is not allowed to leave him for half a step, one day, maybe Qingyao will really disappear in front of him because of his words and deeds.
Xu Siyue always thought that she had broken the jar and that there was no such thing as "fear" anymore, but now, thinking of these possibilities, she began to feel a little scared.
Xu Qingyao went back to the room last night.
She leaned on the gray wall, walked slowly all the way to the sofa and sat down.
Maybe this room of my mother will become my refuge every night in the future.
Like a small shell of a snail, all the grievances and pains she suffered during the day can only be quietly hid in this shell at night, releasing all the tears secretly hidden during the day.
That night, Xu Qingyao lay in bed thinking for a long time.
She still felt a little dizzy and had a headache, but she didn't want to just go to sleep.
She thought of the many scenes when she was with Xu Siyue in the past, thought of Xu Siyue's every move and action that she could see when she stayed at home for more than a month, and thought of the night when Xu Siyue and Xu Siyue took a bath together. The words I said...
She thought so much, but she still couldn't figure out where Xu Siyue's desire came from.
So this night, she was unable to fall asleep again like last night.
After tossing and turning for a long time, Xu Qingyao simply took the mobile phone from the bedside table, hesitated for a long time staring at the desktop of her mobile phone, and finally opened Weibo.
She hasn't posted on Weibo all day today, and she hasn't even logged on to WeChat. She doesn't know what happened in the online world.
And when she logged on to Weibo, she found that no matter whether it was the hot search or the news on the homepage, nothing major had happened, and it could be regarded as a peaceful day.
At this time, she suddenly realized that in fact, what is the world without her, and it will not change in any way.
Probably due to a hand, after quickly browsing through today's hot searched entries, Xu Qingyao actually clicked on the first entry in the history of the search box.
——The entry that has a great relationship with her and Xu Siyue.
After clicking in, the first thing that caught her eyes was the Weibo that Xu Siyue reposted. The reposted comments and likes were surprisingly large.
To be honest, in fact, she hasn't read the comments under this Weibo carefully.
Before clicking on it, she clicked on Xu Siyue's Weibo homepage.
At that time, there were four people at the dinner table, and everyone thought the same thing, that someone was pretending to be Xu Siyue, so as to create public opinion to discredit Xu Qingyao.
But if Xu Siyue hadn't told her, how could she really associate this Weibo account with Xu Siyue himself.
Who would have thought it was really her.
It took more than ten minutes for Xu Qingyao to read all of Xu Siyue's likes on Weibo.
Apart from this forwarded Weibo, her Weibo is blank, and the only thing that can be viewed is her Like Weibo.
What Xu Qingyao didn't expect was that the time span of Xu Siyue's Weibo likes was very long, from three years ago to this year, and all the likes were related to her Weibo.
There are all kinds of microblogs, such as those captured by fans at the airport or other places, magazine official announcements, film and television official announcements, etc.
It seems difficult to find a Weibo that has nothing to do with you.
What does this mean? It just means that she has been silently paying attention to herself during the three years in high school.
But for Xu Qingyao, this matter really made her feel mixed.
In the past three years, the number of times she and Xu Siyue chatted was actually not that many, but they would chat about a dozen or so sentences a week.
In fact, all they could talk about was life and academic matters, but she didn't know that Xu Siyue would pay so much attention to herself, and Xu Siyue had never talked about such things with her.
Withdrew from the list of those Weibos that were liked, Xu Qingyao turned her gaze back to the Weibo that Xu Siyue had reposted.
Because she didn't know who the comment section was, she wasn't ready to open it yet.
It doesn't matter if you scold her, after all, there are too many people on the Internet who listen to the wind and the rain, and it's too easy to be led by others. Xu Qingyao has gotten used to this over the years.
But there must be some who scolded Xu Siyue for spreading rumors, and many of them were their own fans, and their own fans scolded their sister. This kind of scene was something Xu Qingyao would never want to see.
However, after much hesitation, she finally had to admit that she was very itchy, and she was eager to know everything about Xu Siyue.
So she finally clicked on the comment section.
She just wanted to see how she would reply if Xu Siyue replied to other people's comments.
But if she didn't reply to anyone, Xu Qingyao swore that she would quit immediately.
In the past, when she didn't have so many fans, she would check fans' comments and private messages from time to time, and it didn't take too long to reply to a dozen or twenty.
And since the number of fans has increased to 10,000+, and the private messages of comments have also increased many times in a row, she will never reply to them again.
One is that she is busy, and the other is that she feels that it is unfair to only pick a few replies. If she replies, she wants to leave no one behind.
At this moment, Xu Qingyao took a deep breath, as if to cheer herself up.
Just like a few years ago, she carefully read the replies in the hot comments one by one from the beginning.
It was precisely because this matter involved herself and Xu Siyue that she was so nervous.
And just as she thought, she really saw Xu Siyue's reply in the first few hot comments——
Focus on hypocritical disease: Do bloggers have the heart to spread rumors?
Exclusively monopolizing Xu Qingyao: Cursing other people's families casually, do you have a heart again?
Kiss my Qingqing: Are you sick?It's true that Xu Qingyao has no fans, right?She has already clarified, you clown, don't jump out and make a fool of yourself, okay?
Monopolize Xu Qingyao: Clarify what?Unilateral clarification?
Preference for eight-treasure porridge: No, I don’t understand it a bit?Is the group of people below sick? This blogger doesn't even have any evidence. Just based on a paragraph of text, do you believe her?Are you sick in your head?It is reasonable to suspect that it is a troll hired by bloggers, so I vomited.
Exclusively monopolizing Xu Qingyao: It's boring to scold passers-by who support me. Do you know if there is anything real between me and Xu Qingyao?
Qingyao's little ears: Cerebral/paralyzed bloggers, I advise you to delete your blog, otherwise you'll be waiting for a lawsuit. How about making Nima rumors?Stupid/forced.
Monopolize Xu Qingyao: Maybe you can wait and see if Xu Qingyao's lawyer's letter will come to me.
……
Xu Siyue replied to many comments below, but Xu Qingyao still couldn't bear to read any more.
There are not a few people who swear swear words among them, but Xu Siyue never swears a word of swear words from the beginning to the end, which makes Xu Qingyao feel very complicated.
Maybe it's because her heart is too soft, or maybe it's because she is too cheap that Xu Siyue has already done this kind of thing, but she still feels sorry for her when she reads these comments.
Xu Qingyao's heart began to tremble slightly, and even the breath she let out at this moment was a little trembling.
And her hands were also trembling uncontrollably, the tip of her nose was sore, and the sadness in her eyes became more and more intense.
She really didn't know what to do now, she wished she could disappear from this world instantly at this moment, so that she would no longer have so many worries and entanglements.
The night was deeper.
Blocked by the window, the sound of cicadas coming in from outside the window is actually much weaker.
But because the room was abnormally quiet, and Xu Qingyao hadn't fallen asleep yet, she was just staring at the dark ceiling in a daze, the cicadas were clearly heard in her ears, and even seemed a little harsh, which made her unable to restrain herself faintly. Started to have a headache.
The next morning, Xu Siyue got up very early and got out of bed quickly at seven o'clock.
She didn't wash and tidy up, her hair was still a mess, and she didn't bother to smooth out the wrinkles of her pajamas, so she just walked straight out, speeding up her pace a little to the room where Xu Qingyao was next door.
But before she reached the door of Xu Qingyao's room, she had already noticed something strange.
The closed door in her imagination fell into her eyes, but it was the opposite. At this moment, Xu Qingyao's door was completely open, which was obviously done by Xu Qingyao herself.
At that moment, Xu Siyue's heart tightened, and he probably already guessed something.
She walked forward quickly, frowning more and more tightly.
Everything is as she thought.
When she hurriedly stopped at Xu Qingyao's door and looked in, she saw an empty space.
The thin quilt was neatly folded against the head of the bed, and the pillows were placed on top of it, and the bed was also tidy, as if no one had ever lived in it.
The air conditioner should have been on all night, but the room was no longer very cool. Xu Qingyao must have been away for a long time.
Xu Siyue felt that Xu Qingyao did it on purpose, deliberately arranged the room to look unpopular, and made it clear that she was just to anger herself.
Thinking of this, she unconsciously raised her head, her slender neck and lower jaw outlined a graceful curve, her throat moved, as if swallowing a mouthful of rising anger.
While closing her eyes, she took a deep breath and exhaled it again heavily, and the moment she opened her eyes, it was as if a thin layer of ice had formed in her eyes, and even the air around her was a little bit colder because of her.
She didn't stop at the door of this empty room, and went directly downstairs.
What if Xu Qingyao was downstairs right now, what if she was preparing breakfast for herself, what if she was watching TV downstairs, what if she...
Xu Siyue had too many ifs in her heart, but these were all her own luck. In fact, she knew very well that it was impossible to have so many ifs.
However, no matter whether she had expectations or whether she repeatedly denied these expectations in her heart, it was impossible for her to remain indifferent. She had to go downstairs to see if Xu Qingyao was still there.
She was bound to find her.
However, she searched not only the first floor, but even the whole of their home, including the small garden outside the building, but she was still unable to find the slightest trace of Xu Qingyao.
Now Xu Siyue was completely sure that Xu Qingyao had really left, but she didn't know where she had gone. The only thing she knew was that Xu Qingyao would never go to the set.
It's just that Star City is so big, it is indeed too difficult to find her.
Xu Siyue returned to the living room again.
Looking at the dining table which was almost empty except for a vase with a bouquet of flowers placed in the center, her body gradually became stiff and cold, which was the coldness spreading from the bottom of her heart.
She began to doubt herself if she had really gone too far.
But when it comes to the issue of right and wrong, many people always want to excuse themselves, and Xu Siyue is probably this type of person.
After thinking about it for a long time, she finally decided that she had done nothing wrong, at most it was just that selfishness accounted for a greater proportion of herself.
But what about Xu Qingyao, is she really going to be so unfeeling to herself?
Thinking of this, Xu Siyue walked upstairs without hesitation.
She wanted to go back to the bedroom as soon as possible, and immediately called Xu Qingyao to ask her where she was.
The author has something to say: Babies, please calm down when reading the article, I have already dragged Xu Siyue out to teach him a lesson.
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