I only prefer you in the whole world [entertainment circle]

"I don't have any ideas!"

Xu Siyue couldn't bear it anymore, and finally opened her mouth first, as if she was gambling with Xu Qingyao, she turned her head angrily.There was no guilty expression, but still smiling, "Okay, my sister is the wrong person, may I allow you to eat a marshmallow?"

"I want two." Xu Siyue pouted and said forcefully.

"Okay, but it's agreed, up to two, no more. Eating too much sugar is bad for your teeth. I don't want you to lose all your teeth when you are only 12 years old." Xu Qingyao held Xu Siyue's cheeks in both hands and let her Turning his head, he said solemnly, "You know, you can't eat too much sugar in a day."

"Understood, I want that kind of small marshmallow, I'll eat two." Xu Siyue said and compared with his hands, compared to a very small marshmallow, no more than the size of two clenched fists at most.

Xu Qingyao let go of Xu Siyue, tapped her cute nose again, and said, "Okay, it's up to you, but we have to see if there are such small cotton candy."

"Qingyao, you're so kind." Xu Siyue stood upright, slightly lowered her head to look at Xu Qingyao, from the anger just now to the soft eyes now, the change only took a moment.

"Isn't that the truth all along?" Xu Qingyao was so humble, she nodded with a smile, and then seemed to remember something, and immediately said, "Little Yueya, don't call me by my name, call me sister."

Xu Siyue blinked her eyes lightly, she didn't know what was on her mind, she called Xu Qingyao "sister" with a playful smile, and made a mischievous face at her.

Before leaving the amusement park, Mother Xu bought a bunch of delicious food for Xu Qingyao and Xu Siyue, all of which they loved.

To be precise, they are all Xu Siyue's favorite food.

After returning home, as soon as Xu Siyue went to wash her hands, she couldn't wait to unpack the package, rolling up her sleeves, as if to wipe out all the things in the bag today.

However, posture is just posture, after Xu Siyue took it apart, she just glanced at the things inside and didn't touch it.Xu Qingyao asked her what was wrong, and her answer was this: My sister taught me that I must eat less food at night, especially sweet things, otherwise I would become fat like a piglet.

After hearing this, Xu Qingyao nodded in agreement, and gave Xu Siyue a thumbs up gesture, "Well, you are right."

Xu Siyue chuckled, "I've never heard Qingyao's words, I'm an obedient person."

Upon hearing this, Xu Qingyao suppressed her smile, and couldn't help questioning: "Then who said they want to eat cotton candy in the playground? Is this also called obedience?"

"Qingyao, didn't I obey me later?" Xu Siyue felt aggrieved, immediately put down the packing bag, turned around and looked directly at Xu Qingyao, pursing her lips deliberately to show cuteness to Xu Qingyao.

Xu Qingyao couldn't stand her coquettish appearance the most, so she had to say on her face, "Yes, yes, you are obedient. It's my sister who is unreasonable. You are the most obedient child."

"Qing Yao."

Xu Siyue's voice was very soft, as if it was floating in the wind, a little vague, but from her mouth shape, Xu Qingyao could still see the clue.In the past, Xu Siyue didn't talk much, and would obediently call her sister, but recently, for some reason, she kept calling her name frequently, and she didn't know what was going on.

This time, Xu Qingyao decided to ask Xu Siyue carefully.

Xu Qingyao: "Call me sister."

Xu Siyue: "Sister."

Xu Qingyao took Xu Siyue's hand and led her to sit on the sofa behind her, let her face herself, and said seriously: "Then sister asks you, why do you always like to call my sister by her original name recently, even the two words 'sister' Don’t add a word, tell your sister what is the reason for this.”

Xu Siyue stared at Xu Qingyao's delicate facial features for a moment, blinked her slightly elongated eyes twice, pulled a faint smile on her lips, and said seriously, "Because I like you. "

Xu Siyue was only in her early ten years old at that time, and Xu Qingyao was only nineteen at that time, so she didn't take this matter to heart.Because she knows that this kind of liking is not the liking of men and women in love, but just a kind of dependence of children on their sisters and their families.

In the next few years, Xu Siyue always refused to obediently call Xu Qingyao "sister", and Xu Qingyao had to remind her every time.However, she was not impatient because of this, and she still patiently reminded Xu Siyue every time.

And in the end, Xu Siyue would still obediently call out "sister", but the next time she committed another crime, it gave Xu Qingyao a feeling of "Little Yueya made a mistake, and she will dare to do it next time".

2.

In the blink of an eye, no one would have thought that disaster would happen to their mother Xu one day.

That day, Xu Qingyao looked at her mother's stiff body lying in the cold coffin, her mind was heavy, and her face was covered with haze.

Xu Siyue stood beside her with dull eyes, not as restrained as Xu Qingyao, and let the tears pour out wantonly from her eyes, drip down her cheeks, and fall to the ground along her chin.

She didn't understand, why did God take away such a good person, it was too unfair, bad people lived in the world for so long, but good people always lived short, why?

Mother Xu's body was cremated, leaving a jar of ashes for Xu Qingyao and Xu Siyue.

Xu Qingyao hugged the jar in her arms nonchalantly, unable to utter a single word.In fact, the urn is not that heavy, but she always feels that she is hugging an extremely heavy thing, and even her heart sinks into the abyss at the same time. If she hadn't held it with all her strength, the urn would have fallen by now. down.

Xu Siyue looked at her with red eyes, her lips moved, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she couldn't say anything.She wanted to comfort Xu Qingyao, but she was afraid that she would put more pressure on Xu Qingyao.

In the end, Xu Qingyao didn't know how she took Xu Siyue away, she only knew that she was like a wandering ghost in the process of returning home, wandering all the way, not knowing where she was and where her destination would be.

It wasn't until she stood at the door of her house and looked at the familiar three-story villa in front of her for a while that she finally woke up like a dream.

"Little Yueya..." She didn't open the door immediately, but turned her head mechanically to look at Xu Siyue beside her, parted her thin lips lightly, and called to him almost inaudibly.

Xu Siyue held back tears for a long time, and finally couldn't help but shed tears at the moment Xu Qingyao called her softly.

Xu Qingyao's voice was hoarse, and the words "Little Crescent Moon" no longer sounded as clear and sweet as before, and it unreservedly conveyed to Xu Siyue her sadness and emaciation at the moment.

"Qingyao..." Xu Siyue turned her head and quietly wiped away her tears. When she quickly turned around, she forced herself to show a comforting smile, "Qingyao, let's go in."

"Hmm..." Xu Qingyao could see the unwiped tears on Xu Siyue's face, she slowly stretched out her hand, rubbed the back of her finger on her cheek, and said lightly, "Let's go."

Of course she understood the meaning of Xu Siyue's smile, but to be honest, Xu Siyue's smile was uglier than crying now.

That night, the two slept on the same bed, but neither could sleep peacefully, with different thoughts.

With such a sudden change in the family, who can fall asleep... It's just that both of them lay quietly and motionless, as if they gave the other party the illusion that she was asleep.

"Little crescent..."

"Ok?"

A sudden sound in the silent darkness made Xu Siyue tremble.Xu Qingyao's voice trembled violently, as if she was suppressing the painful emotion, which made her nose sore in that instant.

"I'm so uncomfortable..." Xu Qingyao's body trembled more and more violently.

In fact, she didn't know that Xu Siyue hadn't fallen asleep yet. She just couldn't control her emotions and subconsciously called out the most important person in her life. Unexpectedly, Xu Siyue was still not asleep and responded directly to her.

Now that her mother has left her, only one younger sister is left to depend on her, what should she do?None of them had imagined before that they would lose their mother suddenly, but it happened.

But in a blink of an eye, the family fell apart.

"Qingyao..." Xu Siyue didn't know what to say to comfort Xu Qingyao, her lips moved slightly, but in the end, she could only pronounce Xu Qingyao's name, and couldn't say anything else.

She hated herself for not being able to comfort Qingyao like this now, and wished she could slap herself hard, forcing herself to speak out, so that Qingyao could be comforted, so that she wouldn't be as uncomfortable as she is now.

But she couldn't say anything after all, she gritted her teeth hard, moved her body towards Xu Qingyao's direction, put her hands together and hugged him into her arms, holding her tightly.

"Qingyao, it's okay, cry as much as you want, I will always be by your side." After countless times of entanglement and self-rejection, Xu Siyue finally said what she wanted to say in her heart.

She hugged Xu Qingyao tightly in her arms, as if she was going to hug her into her own flesh and blood, so hard that her hands were trembling.

I don't know if hearing Xu Siyue's words made Xu Qingyao's emotions even more uncontrollable. This was the first time Xu Qingyao lost her composure in front of Xu Siyue, and she cried heartbreakingly without covering it up.

The two snuggled together, and the scorching heat was transmitted to each other, as if they were warming each other.From then on, Xu Qingyao and Xu Siyue only had each other.

3.

As time passed, Xu Siyue also grew up.

And as she went to high school and lived in a dormitory, Xu Qingyao's work became more and more busy. Except for small holidays such as winter and summer vacations and National Day and New Year's Day, the two of them hardly saw each other.

This was another summer vacation after Xu Siyue went to high school. As soon as Xu Siyue finished the exam, Xu Siyue went straight home, hoping to see her own Qingyao sooner.

There was also an airport test last night. Before falling asleep, she chatted with Qingyao and asked her if she wanted to film a movie today.Xu Qingyao said that she will take a day off today, she doesn't need to film, she should have a day off at home to recharge her batteries.

Xu Siyue didn't tell her that she would go home today, she only talked about the exam today.Of course Xu Qingyao knew about her exam today. Although she didn't say anything, as long as she was free, she would pay special attention to Xu Siyue's movements, so there were many things that she would know even if Xu Siyue didn't tell her, such as Exam this thing.

After listening to Xu Qingyao's blessings and saying goodnight to each other, the two of them ended their chat last night. Until today, the two of them just sent each other good morning to cheer each other up, without further chatting.

Xu Siyue had her own house key, and when she got home, she didn't knock or ring the doorbell, but opened the door and went in, planning to surprise Qingyao.

She was still in an extremely happy mood, but when she changed her shoes, she was shocked to find that Qing Yao's slippers were neatly placed on the shoe rack, obviously she was not at home.Her face full of joy drooped at that moment, and the light in her eyes was like an extinguished flame, and it also became colder.

Qingyao is not here... How could Qingyao not be here? !

Quickly changing into slippers, Xu Siyue no longer cared about the placement of the suitcase, and directly threw the small bag on the sofa, and hurried upstairs.

She ran all the way upstairs, stepping heavily on the wooden stairs with her feet, making a "bang bang" sound, and anxiously checked every room, even the bathroom and bathroom.Then she went to the balcony on the third floor, but there was still no one in sight.

There is no one else in this spacious house except her, the only living thing left is herself except for the plants raised by Qing Yao.

So what about Qingyao, where did Qingyao go?Didn't Qingyao promise last night that she would rest at home today? So where is she now?

"Qing Yao! Qing Yao! Where are you!"

In the process of returning from the third floor to the first floor, Xu Siyue also yelled from the third floor to the first floor. She yelled many times, but no one responded to her from the beginning to the end.

She slumped on the sofa, short of breath due to the urgency just now, her chest heaved violently, and she felt aggrieved.

Where did Qingyao go... The more Xu Siyue thought about it, the more irritable she felt, she leaned on the sofa for just over ten seconds, then suddenly got up again, and ran upstairs again, looking for traces of Xu Qingyao .

She clearly knew that Xu Qingyao was not at home, and clearly knew that it would be impossible to find Qingyao in the end, but she still stubbornly wanted to find her in this house.

After round after round of searching, Xu Siyue finally slipped and slipped on the stairs because of being too anxious, and sat down on the steps.

But how could the pain in her body compare to the pain in her heart? Even though she knew that the biggest problem was her own body, she still wanted to blame Qing Yao for not keeping her promise.

In fact, Xu Siyue's current temperament had already been revealed in junior high school. It was only in high school, after being separated from Xu Qingyao for a long time, that her paranoia and possessiveness suddenly began to erupt.

Only she knew that when she was in school, she would miss Xu Qingyao a thousand times a day, even though she had ended her busy sophomore life and stayed in high school for two years, she still couldn't change this situation.

As long as Xu Qingyao was by her side, she would miss Xu Qingyao like crazy.