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Until this night, Jin Yunru had no feeling of separation.

But when she came to the school on Monday morning, she got the news that Xie Zheguang was going to a foreign college for an interview. The biscuits she specially prepared for him were useless, so she had to distribute them to other students in the student union. Afterwards, the breath of summer became stronger, and the students all changed into summer uniforms. In June, the two final candidates for the student council president had scandals. The article was reported and criticized, and the position of student council president just fell on Bai Shuli, who did nothing.

On the night when the results came out, Zhu Jianmo asked several people in the office to go out with Bai Shuli and Jin Yunru to celebrate. Zhu Jianmo interviewed Jin Yunru, the secretary of the student council president, about his feelings.

Asked about Zhou Yishu again, Bai Shuli said that she was fine, but she was obviously depressed. After the party, Jin Yunru asked her alone, and she said that the latest medical advice is to do a glandectomy, but after the glandectomy, not only will the loss of Fertility, and likely an impact on emotional expression, means that it will be difficult for her to pursue an art-related career in the future.

And even if you pay such a price, you may not be 100% able to survive.

Bai Shuli started to cry at the end, whimpering in the midst of the cicadas in summer like the faint sound of wind, Jin Yunru once again deeply realized that everything she experienced was not a novel at all, it was real, at least for her Say, be true.

That night she dreamed of the scene in the novel again, the adult Bai Shuli walked in front of her, the ginkgo leaf fell on her shoulder, Jin Yunru stepped forward to pat her on the shoulder, Bai Shuli suddenly turned his head, his eyes wary.

The next sentence is not the scene in the original book, but what Jin Yunru wanted to ask herself. She said, "What are you afraid of, Bai Shuli."

Just woke up.

The dormitory without the air conditioner was too hot. She was sweating all over, and her loose hair stuck to her back. Her hair was long, at least as long as the first time I saw Xie Zheguang. She pulled her hair up and stood up. Opening the window, she saw that the phone screen was on, indicating that two messages had been received, she opened it, and saw Xie Zheguang's message——

[I was admitted by XX University, and I will find a house here to familiarize myself with the environment, and I will not return to China today. 】

[Sorry, I didn't have time to say goodbye. 】

Jin Yunru thought, she is an adult, so she shouldn't be so hypocritical.

But the separation was too sudden for her to resist.

At this moment, she sat on the chair in a daze. After a long time, she found that she was crying silently, and her cheeks were wet.

She sat on the chair all night, and finally the tears on her face dried up, and she became calm again. When Su Baoni woke up the next morning, she didn't find anything wrong with her. She went to class as usual, and dealt with the affairs of the student union as usual, but the weather was too hot , The whole person was groggy.

On the third day of the coma, Jin Yunru met an unexpected person at home. Xie Yanzi was wearing sunglasses and black clothes like a secret agent, and told her that Xie Zheguang had encountered difficulties and had to seek refuge abroad.

Xie Yanzi did use the word "refuge".

The matter of Zhao Tong finally attracted the attention of some people. The fact that Xie Zheguang was Alpha turned into a thin layer of window paper that had not been pierced after a certain night, and she was immediately packed and sent away Overseas, Grandpa Xie half-openly stated that this was a concession, Xie Zheguang went away, and some people could not hurt Xie Zheguang.

When Jin Yunru heard these things, cold sweat broke out on his back.

Later, it was reported in the news that this summer had a rare sweltering summer in 50 years, but Jin Yunru’s impression of this summer was that it was hot and dull. During the senior three and college entrance examinations, they rested for three days. Three days later, she went to the student union party. Everyone Cheering and jumping, she was in a daze, Mo Chenxiao sat next to her and asked, "Are you still sad?"

Jin Yunru didn't know how to say: "It seems that there is no..."

It's just an empty space in my heart, and I don't know how to fill it up. It's not accurate to say that I'm sad. Sadness is a negative emotion, but she's just very empty now.

Mo Chenxiao said: "Don't force yourself."

Jin Yunru said: "It's not forced, really."

Mo Chenxiao looked at her, although the change in expression was not obvious, but Jin Yunru could see the concern in it, the original novel said that Mo Chenxiao was cold as if he had no feelings, but this is obviously not the case now, Mo Chenxiao not only has Feelings, in fact, the heart is gentle and kind. I heard that her mother is now living with her father in other places, and it seems that she is trying to have a second child.

Mo Chenxiao was very happy about this. She said that she used to think that her only way was to inherit the company, but now she finds that she can do something else.

Jin Yunru asked about Mo Chenxiao's aspirations, and the other party applied for University A not far away, which is one of the best universities in the country. Mo Chenxiao had no doubts about whether he could enroll, but was only worried about the dormitory arrangement in the school It seems that a lottery is going to be drawn, and I am worried that I will be drawn to the old campus.

After returning to school that night, Jin Yunru dreamed of Mo Chenxiao who had grown up again. The other party was in a daze at the window. Outside the window was a cherry blossom tree whose petals were scattered by the rain. Mo Chenxiao suddenly looked back. She asked, "Do you really hate me?"

Jin Yunru wanted to speak, but Jin Yunru in the dream didn't open his mouth. Mo Chenxiao approached in silence, and leaned down, his breath fainted in the ears, Jin Yunru began to blush, even Jin Yunru in the dream began to blush. Blushing, Jin Yunru was very worried that there would be some Eighteen Forbidden scenes, but fortunately there was no such scene, Mo Chenxiao just whispered in her ear: "There is no way."

Jin Yun woke up as if in a trance, and the next day in the student union, he met Mo Chenxiao who was packing up his things, and blurted out: "I don't hate you."

Mo Chenxiao was stunned.

Jin Yun was eager to gain wisdom, and hurriedly said: "I just remembered the sentence I said at the door of the classroom when we met for the first time, that is... Hahaha, do you still remember?"

That's right, at that time she said that even if everyone in the world died, she would not like Mo Chenxiao.

Mo Chenxiao looked thoughtful, opened his mouth to speak, but hesitated, and finally said: "Well, I can feel it."

Another month is the final exam of the first year of high school. A few days after the exam, it is Jin Yunru's birthday. On her birthday, she called Xie Zheguang, and Xie Zheguang said "Happy Birthday" to her on the overseas phone.

In my last life, I saw a question on the Internet, asking if you would confess your love before graduation and parting ways. At that time, Jin Yunru didn't even think about it and said, there is nothing to confess, but at this moment she knew another kind of love. Mood, even if they have already gone to different worlds, they still want to express a mood that the other party knows.

The simple greetings were like foreshadowing, and after a long silence, Jin Yunru said: "For the president, being liked by younger generations is not a rare thing, is it?"

As soon as the voice fell, Jin Yunru regretted it. Why a good confession could make her say so awkwardly? She didn't know if Xie Zheguang understood it. In short, Xie Zheguang's voice didn't seem to change: "The younger generation also has differences. , even if you are liked by a hundred people, you will be happy because you are liked by someone."

Jin Yunru was silent, her confession was so awkward, but she found that she really didn't have the courage to say more explicit words, so she hung up the phone like this, and Jin Yunru regretted it even more.

At that time, I spent all day watching TV and playing computer at home, but I received a lot of gifts one after another, most of them were current classmates, and some were former friends. She checked the sender and destination of every courier she received. Finally, she saw Xie Zheguang's name, she opened it in the room, and saw a beautifully framed oil painting, in which she fell asleep lying on the table, the setting sun fell on her hair, and she tied it into a ball on the top of her head There is a fuzzy golden border around the hair.

In the lower right corner is Xie Zheguang's name and a line of blessings, which read - [Everything goes well, the future is bright]

It is a very standard and appropriate blessing for younger generations.

Jin Yunru lay on the table, feeling sore, but it seemed that there was nothing to cry about. She blinked her eyes, thinking, maybe this is just the throbbing of youth, and for her psychological age, this throbbing of youth The move came a little late.

After that, I didn't have any more dreams about the plot of the novel. Whether it was the hot summer in the next year or the long summer in the next year, in the past two summers, Jinyun bloomed like a flower. For the first time, she knew In the eyes of others, she seemed to be very beautiful when she ran for the student council president—yes, she ran for the student council president, and her supporters touted her merits, one of which was—"beautiful and melancholy Omega".

Jin Yunru pointed to this and asked Su Baoni: "Is everyone's filter so heavy?"

Su Baoni was breaking up with her girlfriend at that time, and said sadly, "It's not a filter, I think if I was as good-looking as you, she wouldn't cheat, right?"

Jin Yunru was taken aback: "You've never told me I'm pretty before."

Su Baoni said: "But you are really good-looking. Maybe it's because you've lost weight, you've grown taller, and your breasts have grown. I can't say what has changed. I find it strange that a drawer of love letters on Valentine's Day this year didn't let you Do you realize what?"

Jin Yunru: "...I thought everyone likes to study well."

The beautiful and melancholy Omega has become the next Omega student council president after Xie Zheguang, but now few people actually mention Xie Zheguang, and the most talked about people in the forum are her and Yi Zhiyuan.

Yi Zhiyuan failed to run for the student council president and became the head of the office. For a while, Jin Yunru could feel that Yi Zhiyuan regarded herself as a thorn in his side, until the two met at the martial arts gymnasium on weekends. As the only Omega in the entire gymnasium, the two People are sympathetic to each other, and Jin Yunru knows a person who is completely different from Yi Zhiyuan, who is coquettish and self-willed in school. She said that I hate ballet, but my parents think that Omega should learn such things. After entering high school, she was approved to give up ballet and learn martial arts on the condition that she would not fall out of the top fifteen in her age.

Yi Zhiyuan patted Jin Yunru on the shoulder and said: "It seems that you are also of the same kind. I used to think that you were just green tea hiding beside Miss Xie Zheguang."

Jin Yunru: "...What a coincidence, I see you the same way."

The two looked like rivals and friends at school, which added good conversation material to the school forum.

At the beginning of the second semester of the third year of high school, Jin Yunru had already been admitted to three universities because of the awards she had won in the past three years, but she still couldn't help but search for Xie Zheguang's universities on the computer, as if Before enrolling in high school, she searched the Internet for information about Luojia Women's College, but this time she failed to find information about Xie Zheguang at the same time. I don't know if Xie Zheguang used another name abroad, or he was very low-key.

In the third week of school, when the weather was getting warmer, Jin Yunru came home on a weekend. When he opened the door, he saw a strange yet familiar figure sitting on the sofa, holding a teacup and chatting with his mother.

The other party has matured, the outline is more refined, and the skin is so white that it glows. Jin Yunru recalled the shock he received when the other party stood on the podium for the first time when he met.

Thank you Refraction.

The name turned around in his mouth, but he couldn't say it.

The author has something to say: start doing something adult.

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