Who said I was not angry enough?

The sun rises as usual, and Jiang Liu rolls on the bed.

"Ah! What the hell did I say?"

Jiang Liu turned on the phone and found Xun'er's missed call from last night. He fumbled for the contact in a daze, but still swiped away and pressed the power button.

Throw away your phone, lie on your back on the bed, and have nothing to love.

"Jiang Liu, are you up yet! We're almost late!"

A carp stood upright, and Jiang Liu hurriedly got up to wash up.

After the physical examination, everyone resumed their busy life in Xuehai.

"Hey!"

"Harmful!"

Jiang Liu stared blankly at the blackboard with his chin resting on his cheeks, wondering what he was thinking.

"Jiang Liu, translate this reading comprehension for me!" The English teacher suddenly called out to Jiang Liu who had deserted.

"Forehead……"

After a long time without answering, Jiang Liu was arranged to sit down.

"You've been a little absent-minded recently! Hurry up and adjust."

"Yes, teacher!"

After class, Guo Shuang at the same table, Yuan Qi at the front table, and Lin Qing at the inclined table surrounded Jiang Liu with all four corners complete.

"Could it be the sequelae of fainting! I've been out of my mind all day long."

Guo Shuang touched Jiang Liu's forehead and checked.

"I have something on my mind!"

"Quickly, tell everyone to be happy."

Yuan Xiaohei booed from the side and said.

"Did you quarrel with Xia Xun'er!"

Lin Qing asked tentatively.

Jiang Liu moved his wanton hand away, turned to look at Lin Qing, nodded and shook his head.

"I'm dumb! It seems that I was guessed right. Hurry up and apologize to the goddess!"

The three friends took turns to persuade Jiang Liu to take the initiative to admit his mistakes, saying that it was for Jiang Liu's good, but who knew if they were careful.

Finally, it was time for lunch. As usual, I chose two meat and one vegetarian, swiped my card, and found a seat.

"Jiang Liu!"

Hearing the shout from behind, Jiang Liu's body was shocked, and he looked back at Xia Xun'er dawdly, his eyes were a little erratic, and he didn't dare to look at her.

Knowing that Jiang Liu, who has turned on the introverted quail mode, is a bit awkward, Xia Xun'er still has a lot of questions to ask.So in public, he grabbed Jiang Liu's arm and wanted to drag her away.

The little friends around all looked sideways, Xia Xun'er's popularity is super high, when she will see her entangled with others, maybe there is something to eat.

Jiang Liu, who wanted to get rid of the shackles, was tightly framed by Xia Xun'er, but the two got closer.

"If you don't want to attract attention, just follow me. Don't eat this meal!"

Xia Xun'er's tone was blunt and could not be rejected, which made Jiang Liu depressed and had no resistance.

After the two left, Yuan Qi and the three looked at each other, not knowing why.The sharp-eyed Yuan Qi walked towards Shen Yao's seat with the plate in his hand, and Guo Shuang and Lin Qing hurried over.

Under everyone's attention, Jiang Liu and Xia Xun'er walked out of the cafeteria, passed the teaching building, and came to a corner of the playground.

At this time, the playground was empty, and the humming of cicadas filled the ears, adding to the boredom.

"Aren't you afraid to see me recently? Why were you so bold that night!"

Xun'er let go of her hand and questioned the silent Jiang Liu.

Taking a deep breath, Jiang Liu raised his head to look at that lively and beautiful face, thinking about the past.

"I'm an awkward person, although I usually look normal. I can suddenly laugh or feel sad."

Jiang Liu spoke slowly, without any scruples, feeling like a different person.

"Xun'er, do you know how happy I am?"

"Do you feel a little nervous, just get used to it, and it doesn't matter if you don't get used to it."

"Some time ago we seemed to get back together, but it seemed unnatural, and even a little cautious. Maybe I was too sensitive. I always felt that this was not what I wanted, but I couldn't tell what to do. I am very I tried my best to ask myself to take the initiative, but I couldn’t do it well.”

"I don't know if the current me wants to be friends with you again, or I am trying to make up for regrets and redeem the past. The word redemption is too heavy to bear. It should be called forgiveness."

"Do you know what I'm talking about? It's a mess, caring about things that others disdain, and twisting with yourself."

Jiang Liu lost all logic at the end of his talk, as if he was talking to Xun'er, more like talking to himself.

Seeing the person in front of her fall into deep self-doubt and denial, Xia Xun'er decided to save this awkward child.

"Do you want to know why?"

Xun'er interrupted Jiang Liu's bewilderment.

Jiang Liu is like a helpless Shiba Inu with wet innocent eyes longing for a girl's help.

"That's because you are too inferior and not good enough!"

"You are mediocre, but you imitate the melancholy of a genius, your ability can't keep up, and you have entered a dead corner of thinking. Isn't it just to make friends? It's so pretentious. I admit that sometimes my arrogance may make you feel uncomfortable, but this is not true. It should be the reason for you to shrink back, if the youthful friendship is the first reason I am willing to accept you, then the pursuit of the infinite possibility of the future is my final wish to find someone to work hard with."

"I thought about whether it was too lonely for me to go alone, until you reappeared. We met when we were young, we share the same journey at this time, and we will return together in the future. At least now you are my best choice."

"I just ask you, and this is the last time, are you still willing to be my friend Xia Xun'er? I never like people who complain about themselves. If you mind, you can have fun with your little friends and don't have to please me."

Xia Xun'er knew that her words were serious, but serious illness required ruthless medicine, and she didn't want to fool Jiang Liu, nor did she want to wrong herself.

Xia Xun'er lifted the veil of cowardice and inferiority for the ignorant Jiang Liu, revealing the most essential mediocrity.

"Actually, I know it, but I just don't want to admit it!"

Jiang Liu stared at Xia Xun'er again, the self-confident and flamboyant face vaguely showed the stubbornness of not wanting to cry in front of others when he was a child.It turns out that she has always been so proud and has never changed.It's because I and the companions I played with when I was young have changed, and I can't catch up with the outstanding her, and there is no line of intersection since then.

Such an ending, is he really willing?Jiang Liu interrogated his heart repeatedly, and the answer was impossible.

Proud Jiangliu, yes, that unknown pride is not allowed to admit defeat.

Otherwise, why would Jiang Liu himself sign up for the 3000-meter race?In fact, after watching Xun'er's performance on the day of the physical examination, Jiang Liu secretly changed the 1000-meter event to 3000 meters.

The score of running 3000 meters is higher than that of running 1000 meters, although most people still choose the latter.At that time, Jiang Liu had only one thought, whether he could get closer to Xun'er this way.

Jiang Liu was thinking, Xia Xun'er was waiting, neither of them was talking.

Looking from a distance, they looked like they had returned to their childhood figures under the shade of the tree, playing the game of one, two, three wooden figures, not moving at all, but enjoying each other.

"Let's make a deal!"

……

No one knew what the two of them said, maybe Xia Chan on the tree heard it.

Back in the classroom, Jiang Liu was surrounded by gossiping crowd, not only Yuan Qi, everyone wanted to know what happened to Xia Xun'er and Jiang Liu.

"Want to know?"

Jiang Liu looked around and smiled.

Everyone nodded in unison, ready to listen.

"That's right! I won't tell you!"

Everyone who was teased shook their sleeves angrily, stopped discussing this topic, and dispersed.

Jiang Liu didn't care, he opened his textbook and prepared for the afternoon class.

Yuan Qi and the three had never seen such a river flow before, and no one felt uncomfortable, pretending it didn't happen, they just wrote it down secretly.

When Xia Xun'er went back there, Shen Yao also found that something was wrong with her best friend.Of course, this is a good thing. Compared with her who was preoccupied before, she felt relieved when she came back. The cold and confident Xun'er is the best Xun'er.

"Although I don't know what happened to you suddenly before, but now you make me feel at ease. Is it because of Jiang Liu?"

Shen Yao asked happily.

"It's really because of her that you are worried, but it has been resolved."

Xun'er comforted her friend and replied calmly.

Seeing that Shen Yao still wanted to ask something, she opened her mouth in advance.

"Am I a bit arrogant and unapproachable, including you?"

Shen Yao was suddenly called by her best friend and hesitated.Subconsciously nodded, then immediately shook his head when he thought about it.

"You are so outstanding, with a strong aura, most people will avoid you. You have no friends because of your strength!"

"But I'm not an ordinary person, only people around me will know how good my Xun'er is!"

"How good is it?"

Shen Yao's water-shearing pupils burst out with hidden magic in an instant, and she looked Xun'er up and down.

For some reason, Xun'er felt that the way her best friend looked at her was a little strange, um, a little...

"Ah!"

"Of course my Xun'er is fragrant and soft, suitable for hugging, eh."

Shen Yao bent over and rushed towards Xun'er, buried her hair and shoulders intoxicated, as if she wanted to attack the softness elsewhere.Blocked by the vigilant Xun'er, she turned around and took revenge.The girls' slapstick and even their laughter were pleasant to the ears.

After a while, both of them were panting slightly, sweating profusely.Spread out on the bed, close your eyes as if resting, and breathe gradually.

"Jiang Liu and I have been friends playing together since childhood, but in recent years, our relationship has faded."

"The more I grow up, the people around me are far away from me. Now I seem to be an unwanted child. Is it really wrong to be too good?"

The more Xun'er said, the more crystals in her eyes shone.

"Isn't there still me!" Shen Yao comforted.

"Then besides you?"

"This one……"

"Yes, when I was young, I longed for the praise of adults, to be an excellent child, so that I can get the envious eyes of my friends. But I don't know when, they didn't want to approach me. In the end, even Jiang Liu .”

Now the crystal eyes flashed across the delicate cheeks, and the tears were slender.The crying eyes are moist and blurred, now Xun'er is like an abandoned little beast looking for warmth.

Shen Yao quickly hugged the helpless Xun'er in her arms, comforting her in a warm voice.

"No one can grow up with you. We will eventually meet many people who meet halfway and people who leave halfway. Don't be stuck in the past, let the memory imprison the bravery of stepping into the unknown. Excellence never needs mediocrity to blame , as long as you continue to be excellent, there will be better people and things waiting for you."

"So I'm going to lose you too?"

Shen Yao was silent and was also answering.

"So I gave Jiang Liu a promise, and I also gave myself a chance."

Xun'er who wiped away her tears raised her head, smiling like a rainbow, like the first rain after the rain.