infinite loop

She probably committed suicide.

In another time and space, he was half-coerced to press the trigger on his own forehead.

Facing such a situation for the first time, Su Li had no idea what would happen next. The fear of the unknown made her tremble all over. to numb nerves.

She finally sensed that her soul had shrunk back into her body. It was a wonderful feeling of being well protected and wrapped in warmth—she raised her heavy eyelids, and all she could see was a piece of scarlet that was smeared freely, Her whole body was cold and her gums were trembling, the bone-piercing chill even froze to the hair gaps and fingertips.

This scene has appeared countless times in her nightmares——

When her parents died unexpectedly at the age of 12, she chose the most stupid way to end her sadness and helplessness: She hid in the bathroom and cut her wrist with a fruit knife.

At that time, she thought she would die, but she was wrong.She did not end her own life as she wished, but instead caused her broken soul to fall into an endless vortex, experiencing countless reincarnations and cycles, death and rebirth.

Now, because of a coincidental suicide, she has returned to the age of 12 again.

Her breathing was fragmented, and all her sanity was diluted by the lack of oxygen in her brain caused by the blood loss. She was dizzy, and blurred double images appeared in front of her eyes, and she soon lost consciousness again.

This time she was absolutely dead.

—— These were the last words that popped into Su Li's mind before his sober mind was completely withdrawn.

But she was wrong again.

……

When he woke up again, the skyline was covered with misty wet white, and the deserted streets looked dilapidated and desolate against the background of the hazy sky, and heavy snow fell down one after another. Su Li found that he was barefoot, wearing a A blood-stained bathrobe stood alone in the thin snow piled on the road.

The style of the bathrobe was so familiar, she raised her hand and touched the head of her cute little sister, who was close to her ear, then lowered her eyes to look at her soft, white hand, and her gaze was fixed on a hideous scar on her left wrist——that The scar winding between the bones and blood vessels was like an ugly reptile, causing the pupils to constrict.

... So... She first returned to the age of 12, and then traveled through time with her 12-year-old body.

She just had a splitting headache.

"Hello, little girl, is there anything I can do for you?" A policeman wrapped in a blue-black wool coat found her through the heavy snow curtain, and hurriedly turned around and walked towards her according to the patrolling route. The high police boots creaked as they stepped on the snow.

Su Li inhaled deeply and then exhaled slowly. The icy cold air mixed with snow particles penetrated into her lungs, and her mind froze instantly—she had to keep herself awake.

She raised her head and asked in a childish voice, "What year is it now?"

Although he expressed doubts about her abrupt question, the other party answered her kindly, "[-]. Alright, now you answer my question—are you lost?" He half-guessed asked.

"Perhaps," she said vaguely.

Later, the kind-hearted police officer bought her a cup of hot coffee out of his own pocket, and on the way back to the police station, he kept asking her questions about her parents' names and detailed family addresses, but she remained silent.In the end, the police officer had no choice but to log in to the government's citizen information network to check her nonsense name, but the result showed that there was no such person.

The officer later took her to a shelter for homeless children.

The rescue station helped her a lot, and she lived a comfortable life there that she had never imagined. The rescue station has its own source of income - I heard a person doing black market business in East Asia* Long-term support for charities - so the children here don't have to eat hard bread that is sour due to misfermentation, and don't have to fight with other people for a glass of cold water.

Su Li tried to disguise herself as innocent and ignorant at this age, watering flowers every day, doing volunteer work, smiling at everyone she met, talking to children big and small in the aid station and widows in the nearby nursing home Old people make friends.

It all worked out well, and she often even mistakenly thought she belonged here—she did find a piece of her lost childhood, anyway.

Occasionally someone would come to adopt an orphan in the rescue station. Su Li thought it would never be her turn, but a couple from Australia chose her after careful selection.

The couple, who claimed their last name was "Lopez," were holding a girl who was slightly younger than her when they arrived at the aid station.

"Lopez"...?

She always felt that she had heard of this unique surname somewhere, but it was hard to remember it for a while.

So she put the matter aside for the first time and chatted with her new "sister".

"Alice, my name is Alice." Said the girl who looked as delicate as a doll but was as delicate and fragile as white porcelain.

It took Su Li a while to find out why she was adopted—Alice’s body suffered from a chronic disease that could not be completely cured by existing medical technology since childhood, which caused her immunity to drop to only [-]% of ordinary people One of them had to stay at home in a thoroughly sterilized aseptic room all day long, and the only real person she could see was the psychiatrist who regularly monitored her mental state every week except her father and mother.

One day, the psychiatrist solemnly told the Lopez couple that he thought Alice needed a playmate of the same age to relieve her loneliness, otherwise her depression and autistic symptoms would become more and more serious.

She stayed by Alice's side for nearly half a year, taught Alice and Lopez how to fight landlords and how to play mahjong, and from time to time took Alice, who was in good physical condition, to play Tai Chi to keep fit. And leisurely life.

Alice likes her very much, and also likes the fighting skills and atypical fighting skills that she has nothing to ponder and review. Su Li taught her casually for two or three months, and she has already been able to rely on her amazing talent. Play a few tricks with Su Li in a decent manner.

Although her life in the sterile room was in some respects no different from ordinary people, everyone at that time thought that Alice's illness would haunt her like a nightmare for the rest of her life, but things turned around in the summer of the following year.

——In August 2013, the first monster landed from a gap in the bottom of the Pacific Ocean and attacked various coastal cities. In six days, it flattened the three cities of San Francisco, Sacramento and Oakland, and tens of millions of lives died tragically. Under the giant teeth and sharp claws, it was not until the government urgently launched three nuclear bombs in the last city of Oakland that the large-scale damage to the city and the continuous increase in the number of casualties were avoided.

monster...

That's right, monsters.

She knew which world she came to this time.

But with her 12-year-old body...it was the first time she encountered such a situation.

In any case, the monster brought hope to Alice, a little girl who was shrouded in the shadow of pain all the year round. The medical scientists extracted an unheard-of new substance from the blood of the monster, which combined with the bone marrow of the gene The gel can completely cure Alice's stubborn illness.

It means a lot to the Lopez family, even more than Alice herself.

After receiving the treatment, she stayed in the hospital for observation for two or three days. After the doctor's diagnosis, Alice was determined to be able to lead a normal life.

This also means...

"We can't send you to school with a name like 'Lily Sue Lopez,' honey."

Before enrolling her two daughters in school, Mrs. Lopez said to her earnestly.

Su Li handed over the task of naming to Alice, who was very excited because she was about to step out of the house to go to a distant place for school. After careful deliberation, she finally gave Mrs. Lopez a very pleasing name—— "Katherine".

Catherine?

At first, Su Li thought the name sounded good. She patted Alice's head and praised her a few words, but then she gradually felt something was wrong.

...Katherine Lopez?

She almost slipped and fell down the stairs.

Still in shock, she grabbed the armrest to stabilize her body, but the beating heartbeat still betrayed that she was still in a panic.

What are you kidding? !

……

Just like this, she spent a few years with the new name that made her uneasy every day and night. The monsters invaded more and more frequently, and the steady change trend of the growth rate was obvious and could not be ignored, which made her terrified every time she heard the news.

Alice is a girl with a strong sense of responsibility and justice, so when the "Jaeger" mecha was developed and put into use as she wished, her physical fitness was obviously in an excellent position under Su Li's years of training and guidance. Immediately, he submitted an application for admission to the U.S. Marine War College, planning to enter the Hunter College as a real mech pilot after several years of formal military training.

Su Li, who heard the news, was so calm and calm on the surface, but her heart was already turbulently disturbed by mixed emotions.

Connecting with the vague memories of this world in the past, she tried to dissuade this unrelated younger sister with the Lopez couple who were in tears all day long, but with little success—Alice is still determined to go her own way, obviously already determined I want to be a mech pilot.

Seeing Alice's stubbornness, the helpless Lopez couple finally agreed to her plan for their future, and secretly begged Su Li, who had been with her for several years, to go with her, taking care of this situation for them. After recovering from illness, she has been teaching her worry-free daughter.

Su Li, who was hiding some unspeakable secrets in her heart, did not give them an answer immediately.

She sat at the desk with one hand propped on her chin, stared blankly at the completed application form for a while, and didn't know what she finally expressed her compromise to. She picked up the pen and signed her name on the A4 paper. .

—Katherine Lopez.

The author has something to say: *People who do black market business in East Asia: Who do you think of 2333 Tip: He has a pair of golden shoes with a sense of presence and kirakira's shiny gold teeth√

Finally wrote about Huantai again! (Hands trembling with tears in his eyes) The male protagonist of this volume, Wallaby, is a little sweeter than the previous volume.

There are youthful campus life, there is a tsundere and loyal dog hero, there is Su Shuang who is too sweet to toothache, there are PG-17 rated plots, and you need to be cautious when entering the country_(:з)∠)_

Hmm... The next chapter, the wallaby officially debuts_(:з)∠)_ and don't complain about my unscientific traversal method. If you can travel through it, what is scientific...

Ps This is the second update~ Praise me for being a handsome (chun) gas (meng) good author who keeps his word!

I hope I can see the dear ones who actively left comments before Huantaijuan_(:з」∠)_The comments in the first few chapters are as lonely as dead [Squat into the corner to wipe tears