I'm on the road to probation paranoid [Quick Transmigration]

Bai Han didn't expect that she would specifically rape herself just to show Jacques.

She laughed angrily and stared at Bai Zhenzhen: "Are you crazy?"

Bai Zhenzhen wrapped her index finger around a strand of her hair, exhaling like blue: "Yes, I'm crazy, I'm not going well."

Bai Han had nothing to say.

But when Bai Zhenzhen turned his prediction into reality, Bai Han still cried.

She didn't want to cry, but the tears just couldn't stop flowing.

At first Bai Han gritted her teeth and refused to make a sound, but in the end she couldn't hold back anymore, especially when Bai Zhenzhen smiled at her maliciously and said, "It seems that I underestimated you, I didn't expect you to be so deep It's unfathomable," Bai Han finally couldn't bear it and cursed loudly.

She tried her best to replace the unbearable panting with swear words, as if this would make her forget the most essential and true feelings.

But after that, her mind was like a ball of paste, sticky and sticky, she couldn't remember anything, couldn't think of anything.

Bai Han only knew that he yelled loudly and said a lot. When his consciousness was confused, he even yelled something at Jacques who had been turning his back to him under the pressure of Bai Zhenzhen.

You don't need to remember it, it's nothing more than embarrassing words.

Tears flowed into his mouth, and the bitter taste spread to his heart. Bai Han was already heartbroken and powerless. He closed his eyes, and a wry smile curved his mouth.

I don't know how long it has passed, but the punishment and suffering are finally over.

When Bai Zhenzhen got up, Bai Han hadn't passed out yet. The sudden emptiness in her body made her twitch unconsciously, and her eyes subconsciously fell on Bai Zhenzhen.

Bai Zhenzhen thought she would say something hurtful, sneered, and planned to fight back, but unexpectedly, Bai Han just gave her a casual look, turned away expressionlessly and silently, as if she didn't pay attention to her at all .

Bai Zhenzhen couldn't bear such ignorance, she squeezed Bai Han's chin, forcing her to look at herself.

Seeing only herself reflected in those eyes, Bai Zhenzhen felt a deep sense of satisfaction in her heart, it seemed that only in this way, she could hypnotize herself, Bai Han had her own in her eyes and heart, and she was the only one .

She even thought that the time will always be the moment when there is me in the two of you, and you in me, and they will not be separated even if they are forever.

"What are you thinking?" Even looking at her, Bai Han's eyes were too calm, without anger, sadness, or grievance, they were numb and empty, which reminded her of the living dead under her control under the mountain.

Bai Zhenzhen didn't show it on the face, but his heart skipped a beat. He recalled carefully and repeatedly confirmed that his excitement or impulse controlled Bai Han.

She stroked Bai Han's cheek with one hand, trying not to let Bai Han hear the panic in her heart, and said inducingly: "Hate me?"

Bai Han's face was expressionless, and his pupils looked at her calmly, without showing any emotion.

Bai Zhenzhen was a little scared, she looked at Bai Han, raised her hand and snapped her fingers.

As if a switch had been turned on, Jacques' tense body suddenly relaxed. He was about to turn around immediately, but he heard an urgent and even broken scream: "Don't turn around!"

Bai Han was panicked, she obviously didn't want to cry, but the tears still fell down disobediently, even her voice was unconsciously crying, she said pleadingly: "Don't turn around, please..." Leave me with the last bit of dignity, and don't see me in shame and embarrassment now.

This kind of Bai Han is finally alive and vivid, but it is not for her. Bai Zhenzhen was relieved and at the same time she was furious, especially when she saw that Jacques was really obedient and stopped, and she didn't dare to disobey him at all. For Bai Han's words, let alone turning around, he even closed his eyes exaggeratedly, and said in a trembling voice: "Don't be afraid, I didn't see it, I didn't see anything, I won't see it, you didn't..." The voice stopped abruptly, Jacques choked for a moment, and continued, "Don't worry..."

But before he finished a sentence, he couldn't continue. A big man's legs softened and he squatted down. He covered his face with his hands, and repeated crying: "It's all my fault. I'm so useless. It's all my fault that I can't protect you, why am I so useless..."

Tears flowed, and a big man was crying out of breath. He really wanted to look back at Bai Han's situation, and even more wanted to take Bai Han away, completely away from this tormenting devil's lair, but he didn't even talk to Bai Han. The qualifications to fight for real, let alone take away people under the nose of the real loser.

He knew that what Bai Han encountered today was usually because of Bai Zhenzhen's distorted personality, and usually because of himself.

When crying to the point of excitement, Jacques suddenly raised his hand and gave himself a slap, especially crisp and loud.

Next, one sound after another, detailed and dense.

Jacques seemed to have found an outlet, it seemed that this could divert Bai Han's pain and torment, and also make him feel better.

Bai Zhenzhen looked at him coldly, and Bai Han had already exhausted all her strength and blood. At this moment, she couldn't even lift a little finger, and she couldn't spare the energy to think and talk. She just wanted to be alone now. quiet.

Bai Han tilted his head, facing the wall: "You go, you go..."

Bai Zhenzhen smiled: "You think he can leave if he wants?"

Bai Han looked at Bai Zhenzhen suddenly, her face was full of shame and anger, she bit her lip tightly, and said one last word: "Unless you want me to die."

Bai Zhenzhen's complexion changed drastically: "How dare you!"

Bai Han said coldly, "Why don't I dare?"

These words were too much of a threat to Bai Zhenzhen. She still stubbornly maintained her composure on her face, but the panic flashing across her eyes betrayed her nervousness and fear at the moment, and her voice was trembling: "You are not afraid that I will make you Will the living dead be imprisoned by my side forever? Then you will really have no freedom at all..."

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Bai Han laughing.

Bai Han laughed hahaha twice, his laughter was exhausted, his face flushed from coughing due to lack of strength, he struggled and said: "The living dead? I'm already dead anyway, so what should I be afraid of? It's just a body. Just take it."

She looked at Bai Zhenzhen, thought of something, suddenly laughed out loud, and said with a strange expression: "If you have a special hobby, you can freeze me, and then do whatever you want, and for as long as you want, I will I will never resist half a point."

It sounds a little perverted, but after all, he is a villain, and there is nothing he can't do.

"Shut up!" Probably what Bai Han said was too true, making Bai Zhenzhen feel that she would bite her tongue and commit suicide in a second, the complacent expression just now collapsed immediately, and he yelled at her to stop her.

But Bai Han's disdainful eyes and snorting cold snort that didn't take her threats seriously at all, were like an ice pick, stabbing hard at the softest part of her heart.

"If you dare to commit suicide, I will kill you immediately..."

"Okay!" Bai Han disapproved.

Bai Zhenzhen opened his eyes wide in disbelief: "You!"

"He also knows that I use him more than my feelings. I allow him to approach and accept his help for you and me to survive. Even when difficulties arise, the first thing that comes to mind is him to help , you see...he likes me, not I like him, so why should I torture myself for his grievances?"

Yeah, you hear me, that's who I am.

Bai Han belittled herself with a smile on her face, as if she didn't care about it, but her heart was riddled with holes and blood dripping from the words she said.

She not only let Jacques listen, but also let him keep it firmly in his heart, even if he returned to the real world, he should not forget it.

At the beginning, she was so inferior that she didn't dare to say the nature of her profession, so she showed it to Bai Zhenzhen in such a bold way, so that she could personally experience that she would do anything for work and make money, even give away her own body, and even play with other people's best. A liar of sincere affection.

Not only the mission world, but also the real world.

Because of her loneliness, emptiness, and loneliness, she unconsciously searched for and approached the source of warmth, but after the source of warmth approached herself, she uncontrollably developed a feeling of disgust, eager to reject her, push her away, and even felt She's too sticky and annoying, want to block her out completely.

Yes, I am such a selfish person.

I like you, but what I like more is actually myself.

I'm such a refined egoist that I don't deserve anyone's likes at all.

Du Ruanlan's face dangled in front of his eyes, and for a moment, Bai Han thought that he was really talking to her, and what he said was more sincere and sincere.

"I don't even care about me, why should I care about others?" Bai Han smiled coldly, "You say you understand me, but do you really understand me? What you see and like is only me The way I acted, but I pretended, you will never imagine what the real me is, and you will never like me like that."

After all this, Bai Han was already tired.

"If you want to kill me, do it as soon as possible, or you all get out." A harsh word was spoken lightly and without strength, Bai Han turned his face away, closed his eyes, and completely isolated himself from the outside world.

The other two people present thought she was speaking harshly, but in fact Bai Han knew that she used the opportunity to speak to Du Ruanlan what she never dared to say in her heart.

Her false shell was pried open with a knife, peeling off the hard armor, revealing the deepest, softest and most fragile parts.

Hypocritical tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, Bai Han wanted to reach out to wipe them away, but he didn't want to raise his hand, and let it slide across his cheeks and seep into the pillow.

After a long silence, even Bai Zhenzhen didn't speak.

At first, Bai Han listened to the sound of their breathing and paid attention to their movements, but then he was too tired, his consciousness sank, and he soon fell into a deep sleep.

……

"Do you really love her?" Jacques whispered.

"Whether I love her or not, it's not up to you to say!" Facing Jacques, Bai Zhenzhen lost the cynicism on his face, leaving only crazy jealousy and hatred.

She wished that this person would disappear completely, but she was also afraid that after she really killed him, Bai Han would follow him on impulse.

No!

How could Bai Zhenzhen allow the two of them to die in love?

Even if Bai Han is going to die, he has to be with him.

The same hole after death.Together in Huangquan Road, they will continue to be entangled in the afterlife.

Impatientness flashed across her eyes, she flicked her tail and was about to throw him out.

Even though Bai Han was asleep, Jacques didn't dare to turn around, and didn't dare to turn his eyes away.

Bai Zhenzhen couldn't understand his obedience to Bai Han, so he snorted.

She doesn't believe that if you really love someone, you can hold back and use all means to get him?

Still love is not deep.

Jacques wiped the tears from his face, and then looked at her as if he was looking at a monster: "Do you really love her like this? No, you just want to possess her. Loving someone is watching her make you happy I'm happy, but I'm sad when I see her sad."

"It makes you happy to make her yours, so you do it without any regard for her feelings, so you don't love her at all, you love yourself."

"You're talking nonsense!" Bai Zhenzhen sneered, "The more you talk, the more outrageous it becomes. To love someone is to want to be with her all the time. I hope to see her looking at me all the time..."

None of them are as powerful as Bai Zhenzhen. Jacques wanted to wake her up and make her realize that there is something wrong with her love, but you can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep. Bai Zhenzhen has completely I fell into my own vicious circle, completely hopeless, and had nothing to say.

Jacques bowed his head deeply.

Bai Zhenzhen snorted coldly with disdain: "Only useless things will pack these false words for their own incompetence, talk about whether it is true love, it is better to admit that you are rubbish, and you don't deserve Bai Han at all."

Jacques looked up sharply.

At that moment, with sharp eyes, Bai Zhenzhen seemed to feel a gust of wind passing by his ears, and the tips of his ears were burning.

This smell was very familiar, as if she had felt it somewhere before, but she racked her brains and couldn't remember it. She narrowed her eyes slightly, and when she wanted to look carefully, she could only see Jacques' short hair that was blown up like a hedgehog.

Bai Zhenzhen looked anxious and depressed, and threw the person out, and sat down next to the edge of the bed, guarding the sleeping Bai Han, and muttered to himself: "If you say I don't understand love, who can love you more than me?" You? No more, I will always be the one who loves you the most, you will love me, you will."

……

Not the living dead, better than the living dead.

Before recovering from her injuries, Bai Han was forced to lie down, unable to even open her eyes to make expressions, but now—she is still lying on the bed, her eyes are still closed, her face is expressionless, but compared to before, her whole body is full of depression and the gloom of death breath.

Bai Zhenzhen was stubborn and unwilling to say it out loud, but deep down in his heart he was especially afraid that Bai Han would commit suicide on impulse.

She didn't dare to leave Bai Han's eyes for a second, and when she saw her lips squirming, her heart beat suddenly. She was restless and broke out in a cold sweat. She hurried over and pinched Bai Han's cheeks, forcing her lips to protrude. "O" type.

Bai Han was suddenly pinched, and opened his eyes with question marks in his head.

The moment she saw the tense and frightened expression on Bai Zhenzhen's face, a thought flashed in her mind. She shook her head and did not free her chin from Bai Zhenzhen's forceful hands. She snorted coldly and said with a smile: "Why, Are you afraid that I will commit suicide?"

Feeling that Bai Zhenzhen's hands trembled obviously, the smile on Bai Han's face deepened, and he said meaningfully, "You don't want me to die?"

There is no need to speak truthfully, the answer is obvious.

It seemed as if she heard the funniest joke in history, Bai Han laughed out loud, suddenly her face changed, and she said angrily in a low voice, "Then you should get out!"

Bai Zhenzhen's complexion changed slightly.

Not giving her a chance to speak at all, Bai Han smiled maliciously and said, "I'm annoyed when I see you, and I just want to die if I'm so annoyed, it's over, so if you want me to die sooner, then you Just stay here, it's worth taking one more look, maybe the next thing I see is not me, but my corpse."

Bai Zhenzhen's face completely darkened, and she stared at Bai Han for a while.

Bai Han was not at all afraid, and looked at her calmly, with a strong death in his eyes.

In fact, she won't die, because she hasn't figured out how to face Du Ruanlan when she returns to the real world, so if she can stay here for a day, she will earn a day.

She said these words specially to Bai Zhenzhen.

Because of Bai Zhenzhen, the most embarrassing and nasty side of him that he least wanted to be seen by others was seen by the person he cared about the most.

She is angry and hates, so she is subconsciously torturing Bai Zhenzhen with words.

Sure enough, after Bai Zhenzhen and Bai Han looked at each other for a long while, they finally lowered their eyes and went out lonely.

The back is bleak, like a traveler who has nowhere to go.

But the moment Bai Han saw her turn around, he closed his eyes mercilessly, and only saw a trace of stubbornness and unwillingness flashing across her eyes, so naturally he didn't feel distressed.

After Bai Zhenzhen went out, Bai Han gave full play to her characteristic of avoiding when things happen, closed her eyes, cut off the world, and soon fell asleep.

Ever since she was warned, Bai Zhenzhen rarely appeared in front of Bai Han's eyes. Every time she took advantage of Bai Han's deep sleep, she put food, drink and supplies within reach of her, and waited for Bai Han to wake up. Come on, people are definitely not in the house.

After all, once, after delivering the meal, she thought that Bai Han would not wake up for a while, so she didn't leave immediately, but just took a second look, wondering if Bai Han felt something in her heart, and suddenly opened her eyes. Bai Zhenzhen's eyes met.

Bai Han quickly closed his eyes, fully explaining what it meant to not even look at a single glance.

Moreover, as she said, she felt sick when she saw Bai Zhenzhen. She didn't eat all day and even the next day, and she didn't eat a few mouthfuls of porridge until she was hungry and had low blood sugar at night.

From then on, Bai Han never saw Bai Zhenzhen's clothes or shadow again.

But the food on the bedside table is always steaming when she wakes up, and she doesn't know how Bai Zhenzhen manages the time well.

But no matter how well-intentioned she is, Bai Han doesn't care.

She even thought despicably, if Bai Zhenzhen really liked herself as she said, she would be filled with grief, indignation, and heartbroken, and her whole heart would be on herself, so she would have no intention of going out to destroy the world.

Maybe you can complete the task by the way and get a large bonus.

Thinking of this, a bitter smile formed on the corner of her lips—she is such a selfish person, at this moment, she can still think of her own interests.

How could someone fall in love with someone like me?

She also thought that Du Ruanlan and Bai Zhenzhen's personalities are so similar, if Bai Zhenzhen knows everything and hasn't given up on himself, does it mean that Du Ruanlan in the real world can also accept...

Hehe, if there are better options, why do you make do with yourself?

Bai Han gave a wry smile silently, and stopped thinking about it.

……

The room is dark every day, no sunlight can shine in, and Bai Han doesn't need it. Her consciousness is chaotic, and she is in a state of dreaming but not awake all day long.

Until one day, she felt a strong shaking in her sleep, and she opened her sleepy eyes.

What caught her eyes was not the room where the scratches on the wall could be perfectly outlined by closing her eyes, but a lush greenery. She froze for a moment, thinking she was dreaming, closed her eyes and opened them again. He heard a familiar voice from below: "Are you awake?"

It's Jacques!

"Don't be afraid, I stole you out while Bai Zhenzhen was away. As I said, I will definitely save you. Believe me, I will definitely take you out of her clutches!" Jacques climbed the mountain and climbed He was out of breath, and he spoke intermittently when he was tired, but he didn't dare to stop. He turned Bai Han on his back and continued to move forward with difficulty.

"Have you forgotten what I said before?" Feeling the heat steaming from Jacques' body and the dripping sweat dripping on her hands, Bai Han was in a complicated mood.

"You have said so many words, even if I remember every sentence clearly, but if you want me to repeat it, you have to remind me which sentence it is." Probably hearing the seriousness in Bai Han's tone, Jacques was still in the mood for a joke.

Bai Han was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "Don't pretend to be confused, you are not stupid, you understand what I mean." She didn't want to say that kind of thing a second time.

"I know." Jacques said nonchalantly, "but I still like you."

There was an unconcealable smile in his voice, and he was even a little proud: "I am very happy, I am still useful to you, you always say that you have a personality problem, and I don't understand what you are talking about, but as long as you remember Live, I like you, no matter what you look like, what you have done, or what you will do in the future, I will always be by your side."

With mixed feelings and mixed feelings for a moment, Bai Han held onto Jacques' shoulders tightly, his nails almost tore through the fabric and dug into his flesh.

Jacques said again: "I can see that Zhenzhen really likes you, and I know you can't stand that kind of liking, don't worry, I won't do that, I won't do things that make you hate. If you don't need me, I will accompany you silently, if you need me, just turn your head and call... I'm always here."

"You..." Is it really Du Ruanlan?Will Du Ruanlan do this?She won't, she will only be aggressive and press every step of the way.

If Du Ruanlan could really do this, why was she forced to flee to the mission world to hide from her.

So, Jacques, is it really Bai Zhenzhen?

Bai Han loosened Jacques' clothes subconsciously, and had serious doubts about his previous judgment.

Just when she was hesitating and wanted to make a sideways confirmation, there was a urging question from behind that seemed to come from hell: "Bai Han, you don't want to see me, you just want to see him, don't you?"

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 2, [-], [-] in deep;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Arthur Pendragon;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!