I'm on the road to probation paranoid [Quick Transmigration]

"I went to see him, he's fine." Bai Zhenzhen boiled a medicinal soup, mixed a lot of unknown herbs, and boiled five bowls of water for a whole day, turning into a bowl of black and rich medicinal soup. There is a bitter taste in it.

Not to mention that Bai Zhenzhen brought it in, brought it to her mouth and nose, and used a spoon to make her drink it bit by bit.

Bai Han's face was darker than that bowl of medicinal soup, she pursed her lips and turned her face away: "I don't believe you."

What could be more heart-rending than this?Bai Zhenzhen was so distressed that she was about to die, she opened her eyelids, her dark eyes were dark and deep, but they were more like a pool of stagnant water, without any waves.

"Then what do you want me to do?"

"I want to see him."

The spoon reached her mouth, but Bai Han didn't want to eat it, so she frowned slightly.

Bai Zhenzhen thought that she didn't want to let him feed her, so he was silent for a while and said: "Drink the medicine, I will let you see him after drinking."

"..." It's not time to leave, and you won't die if you don't drink the medicine. This medicine is comparable to the extract of Coptis chinensis, and people with a strong taste will cry.

Bai Han's eyes turned red instantly.

"Bada—" the spoon fell to the ground, and Bai Zhenzhen gasped heavily, she dared not speak, for fear of making some irreparable mistakes.

She calmed down for a long time, then whispered: "Don't you believe this?"

Bai Han didn't think that much at all, before he had time to speak, Bai Zhenzhen lowered his head.

Bai Han actually saw a bit of grievance from her drooping shoulders, and the eyes in his heart rolled directly to the sky.

I am the one who is hurt and suffers, what can you be wronged about?

For a moment, she thought of the two sisters in the previous world, and Du Ruanlan in the real world—to a certain extent, these four were the same kind of people.

They are all paranoid with a strong desire to control.

Not to mention their personalities, even their appearances are somewhat similar, especially those abyssal black hole-like pupils, which seem to be able to attract people if they are not careful.

Bai Han suddenly had a bold guess in her heart, she wanted to ask the system, but now she has no system, after thinking about it, she felt that if she kept this matter in her heart, she would definitely not be able to sleep at night.

"Have you ever heard of Du Ninglan, Du Jieqing's name?" She asked tentatively.

"Du Ninglan?" Bai Zhenzhen's eyebrows twitched, "Isn't it Du Ruanlan?"

Bai Han's eyes widened: "Do you know Du Ruanlan?!"

Bai Zhenzhen drooped her eyelids, and said in a low voice, "When you were asleep... you kept calling me by that name."

Bai Han froze for a moment: "Always?"

Yes, except for that short burst of tears and hysterical begging for the other party to leave, the rest of the time was pulling his sleeves and calling Alan's name—as if he was trying to persuade him to stay.

Bai Zhenzhen didn't answer, Bai Han staggered his eyes and said casually, "Oh."

She thought it was unlikely, but she still asked: "Apart from this place, do you have any other memories?"

Bai Zhenzhen squinted his eyes, the doubt in his eyes had already answered the question.

Bai Han shook her head: "It's okay." She was too nervous.

Every world is independent, and every villain is also a product of this world, how could it be possible to run after her.

Bai Han twitched the corners of his mouth, but found that he couldn't laugh either.

After a pause, she said, "Actually, you are quite similar to her." After that, she subconsciously looked up, and found that Bai Zhenzhen's face was so dark that ink could drip down, she raised her hand embarrassingly He wanted to touch his chin, but it touched the wound on his chest, and grinned in pain.

Bai Zhenzhen hurriedly pressed her wrist: "Don't move around."

After the severe pain passed, Bai Han regained his breath.

"I'm sorry." Bai Zhen really knew she was wrong, she shouldn't be impulsive, she shouldn't lose her mind, and hurt Bai Han.

These days, she regretted it countless times, wishing that she was the one lying there dying, but everything had already happened and was irreversible.

Fortunately, Bai Han woke up, and she still had a chance to apologize and make amends.

Bai Han suddenly laughed: "Why did you say sorry to me, you saved me."

Bai Zhenzhen shook his hand, and a few drops of medicine splashed on the back of his hand.

Bai Han deliberately wanted to obscure Bai Zhenzhen's hurting her and the reason why she hurt her. Bai Zhenzhen could never wake up a person who pretended to be asleep. Even though she was extremely angry, she couldn't express it to her mouth.

Bai Han really didn't understand what she was suffering from. She was in pain and didn't bother to put on a show: "I can only feel relieved when I see Jacques with my own eyes."

Bai Zhenzhen has been stirring the concoction, and the steam that was smoldering just now has faded a lot: "You couldn't feed the medicine when you were unconscious, you could only apply it externally, the effect is not good, if you want to get better, you still need to drink medicine .”

Her evasion made Bai Han's heart skip a beat, and she immediately thought of the undead in the tribe, her eyes widened: "Why didn't you let me see him, what happened to him?"

In desperation, Bai Han grabbed Bai Zhenzhen's wrist with surprisingly strong strength.

Bai Zhenzhen couldn't hold it steady, the medicine bowl fell over, and all the black medicine juice was poured on the mattress, and even a few drops splashed on Bai Han's body.

Bai Zhenzhen didn't have time to get angry, and hurriedly checked the cloth strips wrapped around Bai Han's chest, for fear that the wound would be contaminated.

But Bai Han didn't care about the medicine he had endured for a whole day, and he didn't care about his wounds. He could only see the man named Jacques, and even wanted to get out of bed regardless of the wounds: "What happened to him? Is he dead? I'm going to see him."

Seeing Bai Han's eagerness to meet other people, Bai Zhenzhen finally couldn't hold back her suppressed anger. She threw the medicine bowl on the opposite wall, and it shattered with a bang. Splash, even several pieces almost flew to her eyes.

Bai Han was startled, and stopped abruptly.

Bai Zhenzhen lowered her head, and it took a while before she spoke: "Bai Han, you are so heartless."

It's not that I'm unfeeling, it's that I don't have that kind of feeling for you at all.

Bai Han was about to open his mouth, when Bai Zhenzhen raised his head suddenly: "Do you like Jacques? Do you want to live with him? Tell me!"

Her red eye sockets and bloodshot eyes made Bai Han retreat unconsciously in fright.

Bai Zhenzhen looked at her, showing a smile that was uglier than crying, tasted the sour tears, and suppressed his voice: "Are you afraid of me, haha, did I scare you so much? It was an accident, I didn't think about it, I didn't want to hurt you, even if I died, I wouldn't want to touch a single hair of your hair, why, why can't you trust me!"

She sniffed: "you said, you don't like Jacques, why?"

Facing those familiar eyes, Bai Han seemed to have really seen the eyes of the two sisters when they couldn't ask for anything. For a moment, she couldn't bear it, and explained: "I really don't like him, but I'm sorry for him. "

"Haha, he succeeded, he succeeded now, you remember him, and you will never forget him." Bai Zhenzhen laughed and cried, and went crazy, Bai Han silently watched for a while, moved away out of sight.

……

The orc's healing ability is very strong. Bai Han's wound did not recover at all after lying down for half a month, but Jacques, who had one more wound than Bai Han, was able to walk on the ground at least, except that his face was pale and his steps were a little sloppy. Can block other people's doors.

He knew that Bai Zhenzhen would definitely not let him in, so he found a tree hole not far away, and when he was really tired, he took a rest in the tree hole, and stayed at the door most of the time.

But Bai Zhenzhen never came out a few times, let alone Bai Han.

He didn't have to see Bai Han, but he just wanted to know the exact and accurate news about Bai Han.

Seeing Bai Zhenzhen coming out at first glance, Jacques froze in place.

Especially when he watched Bai Zhenzhen walking towards him, his hands were trembling, his legs became weak for a while, and he asked in a trembling voice: "You, why did you come out?"

Bai Zhenzhen stared at his face for a long time, his eyes were undisguised viciousness and viciousness, Jacques felt even worse, tears were about to burst out on the spot.

"Follow me." Bai Zhenzhen's voice was hoarse, with a strong nasal voice, obviously he had just cried, and Jacques' eyes went black for a while.

"Let's go!" Bai Zhenzhen turned around and walked two steps, turned around and found that Jacques was still nailed in place, and said impatiently.

Jacques wanted to go too, but his legs and feet couldn't be controlled at all, and he couldn't even lift them up. He leaned on the wall on one side and pressed his temple hard: "Go, go, go."

Taking one step at a time, Bai Zhenzhen looked back from time to time, showing a sarcastic looking expression, and suddenly said: "You have achieved your goal, are you very happy?"

"Purpose?" Jacques repeated subconsciously. He looked up and saw a pair of eyes full of hatred, and a gloom rushed up from the soles of his feet on a hot day.

He swallowed his saliva, and looked back into Bai Zhenzhen's eyes: "I never have any purpose. If I have to say I have, then I hope that no matter what, as long as she is happy."

Probably out of emotion, Jacques couldn't help but speak more, the corners of his lips curled up slightly without any trace: "She always said that her character is flawed, no matter who she is with, she will hurt the other party, which means you can find someone A normal person, why would you want to find someone with such an awkward personality like her."

"But—in my opinion, there is nothing wrong with her personality. I don't think everything she said is a flaw. She doesn't like others to cling to her, so I won't cling to her. I only show up when she needs it. , she doesn't like to go out and do what other couples do, so she won't go out, don't do it, and there are no rules about what a couple must do. She said that she can't afford anyone's life except herself, and she doesn't need her Burden me, I will not make any sacrifices for her, she is herself, and I am myself, I don't need her to give me a name, give me a response, acknowledge my existence, if she feels so comfortable, then we will Get along with this identity for the rest of my life, as long as she doesn't push me away."

Bai Zhenzhen lowered her eyebrows and hid all the expressions on her face.

Jacques' words hit her heart word by word, and she knew what she did wrong.

She loves Bai Han, her love is strong and turbulent, she pours out everything to him without any concealment or stinginess, and she naturally hopes that the other party will respond.

And Bai Han, like a tortoise, not only didn't respond, but even retracted after poking his head.

It's so ruthless, there is a posture that I will never come out in this life.

Bai Zhenzhen, who couldn't get a response, was especially insecure, and even frantically tried to get her head out, and heard her admit that she loved herself.

Taking another two steps forward, Bai Zhenzhen suddenly stopped, turned around and sneered, "Are you showing off to me now?"

Jacques froze for a moment before realizing what she meant, and shook his head in disapproval: "I understand you."

"You are still young and don't know what true love is. You do love her, but your love for her is far less than your exclusive desire for her. She is an independent individual, not an appendage of anyone. "

"Oh, to put it nicely, it's to give her freedom, not cowardice and incompetence, so you're not afraid that she will fall in love with someone else?"

"Why?" Jacques asked back, and Bai Zhenzhen was stunned when he asked, "I am so kind to her, it is completely according to her temperament, why should I give up my liking and go against her personality everywhere, let her What about people who are so stressed that they can’t even be happy at all?”

"I think, even if she has someone else she likes, maybe—that person may not necessarily get her, but I can." Jacques whispered, "Because I know how to really take care of her emotions, how Let her have no pressure, be the same as me without me, and will never be burdened by me. She is worried that she will receive too much love and cannot give back, so I will cut the large pieces of love into small pieces, bit by bit Even if she notices it, she will feel that she can repay and accept it with peace of mind..."

"What do you know!" Jacques hadn't finished speaking, but Bai Zhenzhen was like a cat whose tail had been stepped on. Its hair exploded instantly, and the triangular pupils stared at Jacques eerily.

Probably because she was afraid of being heard by Bai Han, she moved closer and lowered her voice, warning Jacques: "How many years have we known each other, and how many years have you known her? We are family members who get along day and night, and you are just an outsider. Why should you judge her?" , judge me!"

Jacques suddenly stopped, the words just now seemed to be ready to say to Bai Zhenzhen, but there was no chance.

As for why he said it to her, why he said it, Jacques was a little confused.

If you think about it hard, your brain is in chaos, and you don't have any memory related to this passage at all, as if you just opened your mouth.

Jacques's head was dizzy from thinking, and the sky was spinning. After a moment of dizziness, he came back to his senses, subconsciously refuted one of the sentences, and said, "I met her in front of you."

"No, I met her first!" After Bai Zhenzhen blurted out, she was stunned. Of course she knew that it was Jacques who brought Bai Han to the tribe and saved her, but at that moment, she really I feel that I have known Bai Han for a long time.

In fact, apart from this time, there are many other times that I have had this illusion.

Especially when Bai Han asked if there were other memories besides this, the brain was like being struck by lightning, something was about to rush in, but in the end there was nothing.

Bai Zhen really thought, maybe there really is a past life and a present life.

Perhaps she and Bai Han had been together in the previous life, that's why they had such deep entanglements and fetters in this life, and her feelings for Bai Han were so deep that they couldn't extricate themselves.

Jacques thought she was a child who refused to admit defeat, and said it casually without thinking much about it.

Bai Zhenzhen withdrew his thoughts, glanced at him coldly, his excitement gradually calmed down, turned around and continued to lead the way.

The author has something to say: don't feel annoying about Jacques, mention him more because he still has a hidden identity, which will be exposed soon.

I didn’t change it yesterday, I don’t think so, it’s better than my heart.

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