I'm on the road to probation paranoid [Quick Transmigration]

Frightened and seriously injured, Bai Han developed a high fever the very night he was brought back.

Lying on the bed is like lying in a steamer, sweating profusely, and the whole body is steaming.

His eyes were closed tightly, the center of his brows was tightly wrinkled, his face was pale, even his lips had no trace of blood, his lips were slightly opened, and he was panting thinly.

Bai Zhenzhen stared at her blood-stained clothes for a long while, then tore, and all the pieces of cloth were torn apart.

A ferocious bloodstain meandered from the chest to the lower abdomen, the flesh was turned outward, and the dark red blood continued to flow out.

Bai Zhenzhen was stunned for half a second, she bit her lip, and didn't dare to delay any more to get the herbal medicine, and pounded it next to Bai Han.

Her hands were shaking so badly that she failed to sprinkle the herbs several times, and fell to the ground, stained with ashes.

Bai Zhenzhen stared at it for two seconds, her gaze fell on the hand that she couldn't even hold, she took a deep breath, she clenched her fist, it was so weak, but at least she was able to exert strength.

The medicine juice was splashed everywhere, Bai Zhenzhen's hands were dyed green, her face was tense, without even looking at it, she quickly grabbed a handful, turned around and covered Bai Han's exposed chest superior.

The blood water diluted the medicinal juice and even washed away the medicinal herbs.

Bai Zhenzhen had no choice but to reach out to hold her, but she had also seen an orc who was gnawed to pieces by wild beasts. Back then, she was chased and scolded as a disaster star because she kept staring at the broken body.

But she only glanced at the scar on Bai Han's chest, but didn't see it clearly. It was as if her heart was being scratched and rubbed by a big hand, and she felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

She quickly turned her gaze away, and something slid down the corner of her eye, blurring her vision.

You can't do this, you have to apply the medicine well, or you will die.

Bai Zhenzhen saw a lot of orcs who were scratched and bitten by wild animals and were not rescued in time. In the end, they couldn't eat or even drink water, and they died in the end.

Before he died, the wound was bleeding pus, exuding a rotten stench, and even attracted many small bugs.

She can't, can't let Bai Han become like this.

Bai Zhenzhen gritted her teeth, and forced herself to look over, to see the bloody wound on Bai Han's chest, the wound drawn out by her, where the bones were deep.

This is her punishment!

Tears were streaming down, and Bai Zhenzhen wiped her face indiscriminately. There were bloodstains on her pale face, and her distorted facial features were extremely terrifying.

She cried, but this time there were no tears, only a sobbing sound came out of her throat, as if she wanted to say something, but was blocked by everything, and she couldn't say anything except the tone that could not be written.

……

"Why, why are you forcing me?"

"What did you say?"

Bai Han on the bed finally woke up, her dry lips squirmed, her throat rolled up and down, she was probably saying something.

Bai Zhenzhen, who was lying on her body, woke up almost at the same time, his eyes dimmed after a flash of surprise.

His eyes were closed tightly, so he wasn't awake, but he had been running a fever for too long, and he had already started talking nonsense.

She took off the veil on Bai Han's forehead, and gave her a hand.

There is no need to check the temperature of the forehead, the body temperature of this veil is higher than that of normal people.

In just a split second, Bai Zhenzhen quickly resumed her movements. She put on a new cold handkerchief and put it on Bai Han's forehead.

At this moment, Bai Han muttered something again, listening a little more carefully this time.

She leaned forward and tried her best to lower her voice, as if she was afraid of disturbing Bai Han: "What did you say? What do you want? Do you want to drink water?"

There was warm water on the table next to it, and Bai Zhenzhen immediately brought it over.

Bai Han's injury made it difficult to sit up, so she took a spoon and planned to feed it to her.

only--

The lips that were still muttering were tightly closed, and no matter how much the spoon was stuck between the lips, no drop of water could be fed.

The water stains all slid down the corners of her mouth, Bai Zhenzhen was sweating anxiously, the bowl she held in her other hand kept shaking, the water surface oscillated, and several drops splashed out.

"Get out!" Bai Han shouted suddenly, she raised her hand suddenly, and opened Bai Zhenzhen's hand.

This touched the wound on her chest, and she immediately grinned in pain, her eyes were reddish, and she shed tears soon.

The moment Bai Han shot, Bai Zhenzhen quickly adjusted the angle, and a whole bowl of water was poured on him, not a single drop of it wet Bai Han's clothes.

"Bai Han!" Bai Zhen was really afraid that she would touch his wound by moving around, so he hurriedly grabbed his wrist.

The temperature of Bai Han's wrist was so high that it almost burned Bai Zhenzhen's palm.

"Why, why do you all force me to let me stay by myself?" Bai Han was still not sober, talking nonsense in his mouth, dancing with hands and feet, Bai Zhenzhen couldn't hold it down.

She could only comfort her softly: "It's okay, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Bai Han's eyes suddenly opened, staring as big as a cow, staring straight at Bai Zhenzhen.

Bai Zhenxin's head jumped, he stroked her cheek, hesitantly asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's you!" Bai Han shouted hoarsely, like a broken bellows, "I don't want to see you, you go!"

Bai Zhenzhen's eyes were hot, pressing Bai Han who was trying to get up, suppressed his emotions, and said in a deep voice: "Bai Han, you can see who I am, I am Bai Zhenzhen, this name is still yours Since then, you just don't want me?"

"No, you're not Bai Zhenzhen!" Bai Han gritted his teeth, and every word he forced out was bloody, and Bai Zhenzhen was sour and trembling when he heard it.

The corners of her eyes twitched, and she swallowed a mouthful of bitter water: "I'm not Bai Zhenzhen, then who am I?"

"Du Ruanlan!"

Bai Han bounced her body violently, the veins in her stretched neck bulged, she grabbed Bai Zhenzhen's wrist: "You are Du Ruanlan, why are you forcing me, why!"

An unfamiliar name, like a bolt from the blue, hit Bai Zhenzhen's head hard, and she slowly narrowed her eyes: "Who do you think I am?"

"Why, why do you have to force me?" Bai Han was already in a daze, completely immersed in her own world, obviously unable to hear her, and kept muttering to herself, "It's not that I don't like you, I just like you a little Yes, I am also very sad to leave you, but what do you want me to do?"

Bai Han is not an aboriginal resident of this tribe.

I have never heard Bai Han talk about the tribe she was in.

Previously, people in the tribe speculated that her previous tribe was occupied, and she was the only one who escaped, but now——Bai Zhen really had a bold guess.

Sure enough, after Bai Han asked a few questions excitedly, exhausted physically and mentally, her voice slowly fell, and she said with tears in her eyes: "You are so good, how can I be worthy of you?"

Bai Zhenzhen's eyes were dark, she didn't speak, but pressed Bai Han's shoulder to prevent her from pulling the wound too much.

Bai Han struggled hard but couldn't move, she lay powerlessly on the bed, her eyes staring up blankly, tears slid down the corners of her eyes.

The lips moved, and the voice was very soft.

Bai Zhenzhen leaned over and brushed her lips with her ears.

"You like me now, but what if you don't like me in the future? I'm not as good as you said." Bai Han angrily said, "The me you see is just the me I showed you, but the real me It's not like that, I'm...very bad."

She muttered for a while, but didn't specifically say what was wrong.

The voice became softer and softer, until at last only unwritten sobs could be heard, Bai Zhenzhen stared at her lifeless pale face for a while, and asked, "Du Ruanlan, who is it?"

"Who is it?" Bai Han's pupils slowly focused, and her eyes fell on Bai Zhenzhen's face. She squinted her eyes for a while, and the face in her impression gradually overlapped with the one in front of her, and finally merged into one.

It was as if a switch had been pressed suddenly, and Bai Han seemed to have been electrified for a moment, and struggled violently, Bai Zhenzhen could hardly hold her down.

"It's you, it's you!" Bai Han screamed, and she backed away in a panic, grabbing everything she could get to try to block herself, and said in fear, "I didn't hide from you on purpose, I just wanted to give you time to think about it." Clearly, you won't like me, how could you like me? After a long time, you will know."

She counted with her fingers: "I'm not good-looking, I'm incompetent, lazy, and I don't know how to do housework. You like me only because you don't know me. If you get along with me for a long time, you won't like me anymore."

There was a burst of soreness in the eyes, and the tears couldn't stop streaming down. Bai Han cried and said, "You don't like me anymore, but I can't leave you. What do you want me to do?" When you are not deeply involved, leave immediately and stop the loss in time.

These words seemed to have been engraved in his mind long ago, even though his tongue was dry, he articulated clearly without a single stumbling block.

Bai Zhenzhen now knows Bai Han's background, and also the reason why Bai Han hasn't found a partner for so many years.

Not because of her, but because there is another person in her heart, and that person also likes her.

Seeing Bai Han repeating his unworthy words like brainwashing, for a moment, Bai Zhenzhen didn't know whether to be angry or distressed.

She squeezed Bai Han's chin and forced her to look at herself: "You are beautiful, you are capable, you are amazing, you deserve the best."

"You're lying!" Bai Han shook off her hand, "That's because you haven't really understood me, sooner or later, you won't like me anymore."

As if Du Ruanlan really took her seriously, Bai Han's eyes were full of pleading, and he very much rejected her approach, but also showed grievance and retention.

As she said, it's not that she doesn't like Du Ruanlan, but she's just afraid that after getting to know her deeply, she will fall in love with him, but the other party will push her away.

The jealousy in Bai Zhenzhen's heart almost condensed into substance and spewed out of his mouth.

"I know you well. I have lived with you for seven or eight years, and I still like you, so...you and I will be fine."

Her mind was muddled, and Bai Han was unable to think at all. She frowned and thought for a long while, as if she was really thinking about the possibility of this sentence.

She thought about it for a long time, and Bai really had patience, and she was willing to use it on Bai Han.

But at this moment, she is the prey with its head stuck in the trap, and Bai Han is the beast at the edge of the trap, sizing her up, and has not yet sentenced her to life or death.

Bai Zhen was really anxious, just when she couldn't help asking, Bai Han suddenly shook her head: "No, you don't understand me, I'm not good, I'm really not good."

The more she spoke, the more aggrieved she became, tears fell down like beads with a broken thread, and she kept shaking her head like a rattle: "Please, don't force me, don't look for me, I beg you."

Even if Bai Zhen was really angry, she was blocked by her helpless crying at the moment.

In Bai Zhenzhen's eyes, Bai Han has always been omnipotent.

She dared to take over the self that almost everyone thought was a catastrophe, and she could grow herself up by herself, chop firewood, gather herbs, even set up traps to catch small animals, and she could do everything. , Build a safe harbor for yourself behind.

She is so good, what's wrong with it?How can people not like it?

I have been with you day and night for so many years, seeing you happy, sad, and even taking advantage of other people for me, feeling guilty for Jacques but still unable to say no, how can I not understand you?

You ask why Du Ruanlan forced you, I am not her, but I think she should be like me, and she doesn't understand why you want to avoid our love at all, and you are eager to admit it yourself.

Seeing Bai Han's mental breakdown, and seeing the fresh blood overflowing from her chest, Bai Zhenzhen frowned, and in the blink of an eye, he forced Bai Han to fall asleep first.

The author has something to say: Blind inferiority complex is terrible.

You said that after getting along for a long time, I know the real you, and I don't like you anymore.

I want to get along with you, and I want to tell you that no matter how long we get along, I will love you as much as I want.

But you don't give me a chance to get close to you, to get close to you, you just push me away.

Therefore, I can only use this method to let you approach me actively.

Now, I want to tell you that I have been with you for a long time, several lifetimes, and I still like you, no matter what kind of you you are, I like you.

So, please, rest assured, give yourself to me.

Okay.

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of scattered roses;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!