I'm on the road to probation paranoid [Quick Transmigration]

Bai Han's face was a little dark, but Bai Zhenzhen subconsciously looked at the opening in panic, and then looked at Bai Han, and the strength in his hands loosened a lot.

Bai Han glanced at her, and Bai Zhenzhen let go of her hand slowly.

Bai Han rolled her eyes, and took off the skirt that almost covered Bai Zhenzhen's legs.

After seeing Bai Zhenzhen's bloody tail, Bai Han blurted out: "Fuck you bastards!"

After scolding her, her eye circles turned red, and hot tears swirled in her eye sockets, Bai Han stretched out his hand, but he didn't dare to touch the wound, and he didn't dare to look up at Bai Zhenzhen's eyes now, and asked in a low voice: "Does it hurt? "

A dull and dry voice came from the top of his head: "It doesn't hurt."

How can it not hurt, the normal skin is scratched, and a child of his normal age would have to cry in pain for a long time.

The base of Bai Zhenzhen's tail was completely violently attacked. The large pieces of snake skin seemed to be scraped away by something, and a lot of the surrounding snake scales were also pulled off, revealing pale flesh and red blood, and some The place seemed to have been cut by a knife. The wound was thick and deep, and the bones inside could be seen.

Bai Zhenzhen moved his tail in embarrassment, and after a long silence, he choked out a low plea: "Don't look."

"I don't want to see how TM gave you medicine?" Bai Han was so angry that she blurted out swear words, she didn't realize it until she finished cursing, and quickly shut up.

I am most afraid of the sudden embarrassment of the air.

Bai Han unconsciously touched his lips, pressed them tightly and then released them, and said in a low voice: "Holding, I'm sorry, Mom didn't scold you, I lost control of my emotions."

Her eyes fell on Bai Zhenzhen's bloody tail unconsciously, and she bit her lip to suppress the trembling of her jaw: "How could they bear it, how could they bear it..."

A group of children, but they are so cruel.

Bai Zhenzhen saw that her complexion was not good, so he grabbed the hem of the clothes awkwardly: "Mom, isn't it, isn't it ugly."

Bai Zhenzhen has always known that his tail is ugly and scary. Everyone doesn't like him because of this shameful tail. Even... even his mother is very scared.

Although her mother held back, Bai Zhenzhen still caught glimpses of Bai Han's fear and astonishment when she first saw her tail from time to time.

That look, like a knife, pierces Bai Zhenzhen's soft heart, and even stirs it wantonly, grinding her internal organs to pieces.

She can not care about what anyone thinks of her, but she can't ignore her mother's feelings.

Only mom.

Bai Zhenzhen unconsciously pursed her lips. Her lips were very light in color, slightly pale like her face, not a healthy and shiny white, but a frighteningly pale and weak pale.

The tense muscles trembled slightly, Bai Zhenzhen lowered his head deeply, and he didn't even want to look at the originally ugly tail, which was even more unsightly now.

She gritted her teeth, and suddenly her heart froze, she pushed Bai Han's hand away, and said forcefully: "I don't want you to touch it, I will do it myself!"

Hearing this, Bai Han, who was already inflated and about to explode, became even more angry. She took a deep breath: "She is still a child, don't argue with her, take the medicine first, take the medicine first."

After muttering like a spell for a while, Bai Han managed to calm down. She stared at Bai Zhenzhen's face with a serious and dignified expression: "Bai Zhenzhen, do you think this is the time for me to be so ugly?"

Bai Zhenzhen lowered her head, pursed her lips and said nothing.

Bai Han noticed that her two index fingers were tightly twisted, which was a small movement of the child when she was nervous or even a little scared.

Realizing that he had a bad attitude, Bai Han sighed and softened his tone: "It's true, mom knows that when you were young, you were really afraid of your snake tail."

After a pause, Bai Han was discouraged, and said frankly: "Well, it's not a little bit, but I'm very scared. I don't know if you are like other orcs, and you have a little memory from infancy..."

Speaking of this, Bai Han deliberately observed Bai Zhenzhen, and found that the child's body was trembling slightly, and his head was buried even lower, as if wishing to disappear immediately, so he knew that she must remember it.

Bai Han felt a little guilty. After all, what other orcs were afraid of was the curse that Bai Zhenzhen might bring, but what Bai Han was really afraid of was... that tail! !

Especially when he had just traveled through time, he was more or less uncomfortable... Looking back, Bai Han couldn't help feeling a little ashamed.

At that time, she was so scared that she didn't even dare to look at the tail. As soon as Jacques packed up and left, she put the child on the bed carefully but didn't dare to delay, and pushed it inside. Pushing, while I sat on a chair very far away, thinking about life, and glanced at the past from time to time, showing fear and doubting life in my eyes.

The baby is in swaddling, if the lower body is ignored, the exposed upper body is not cute, but it is a normal little girl. If it is not necessarily true, it is shorter than other babies born one or two months old that Bai Han has seen , the flesh on the face is less, and the skin is yellower.

Her pupils were big, dark, and sparkling. There seemed to be a line in the middle, but Bai Han didn't dare to look at it.

"Gululu—" After an unknown amount of time, Bai Han's stomach suddenly let out a protest, and only then did she notice that it was dark outside the cave.

The entrance of the cave is a fence gate made by Jacques temporarily. After all, they live on the mountainside, where wild animals cannot come up, and there is no possibility of other tribes attacking for the time being. Simple defense is enough.

A few strips of bacon were left by the door, left by Jacques—for her, without thinking of the children.

Bai Han glanced at the baby on the bed again - for a baby, the villain is really too obedient, he never cried from the beginning to the end.

Even Bai Han was hungry, a baby, it is impossible not to feel it, but even so, she still didn't cry - and of course she didn't make any other sounds.

If it wasn't for her slight shaking from time to time, Bai Han would even feel that she came back with an empty cloth bag.

Even if she didn't cry, Bai Han couldn't deceive herself that the child wasn't hungry. She confirmed once again that the child was safe lying on the bed, and quickly cleaned up the simple stove that Jacques had piled up, boiled some hot water, and made some for Jacques to leave for her. Honey for barbecue.

Bai Han worked very neatly, but everything was done well. When it was time to feed her, she hesitated and didn't dare to go forward. From time to time, her peripheral vision would pass under the swaddling clothes, and she would flicker when she saw a brown pupil .

She swallowed hard, endured the numbness of her scalp and walked forward, biting her cheeks tightly. She didn't know if it was self-comfort, or she was really communicating with the child: "I know you must be hungry, be good, be good." I'll feed you some sugar water at one o'clock, don't starve, I'll go find something to eat after drinking."

After the whole sentence was finished, Bai Han still didn't dare to approach, and when the honey water was almost cold, she closed her eyes and rushed forward: "Ah, I'll give you something to eat, please be good and don't go!" Get your tail out, don't scare me!"

I don't know if I really understood it or the child's unintentional actions. Bai Han always felt that after she finished speaking, the villain was still poking around the edge of the mattress and slowly retracted the tip of his tail, which seemed to be still stiff. The mattress was removed, and the cover was completely covered, with nothing exposed.

It shouldn't be, it's just a baby, it can't be so smart.

In doubt, Bai Han forgot to be afraid.

He couldn't see the tail, so he was a completely normal child. Bai Han forcibly blocked the image of the snake's tail that kept flashing in his mind, and carefully fed the water in the cup.

That swaddle had been filled with a child for three full days, because Bai Han didn't dare to open it, and even if she changed the mattress, she lacked the courage to face the snake's tail, until she faintly smelled a faint sour smell, and realized that if she didn't change it, Little because the Russians were about to suffer from bed sores, so I suppressed my fear and changed them.

Before the change, the picture in her mind was the villain's snake tail slapping, not only would it cause visual panic, but if she was not careful, she would be whipped, feeling the cold and slippery touch, and it was very painful.

But the reality is that the villain is very quiet from the beginning to the end, staring at her with black obsidian-like eyes, and there is no unnecessary movement other than that.

For a moment, Bai Han didn't even feel that he was taking care of a child.

Especially when meeting those calm but inexplicably deep eyes, Bai Han always had the illusion of being stared at by a large beast.

There is no malice, but it is examining, and observing very carefully.

Not only did she inspect her skin inch by inch, but she also tried to penetrate her inner depths. It felt so strange that it was absolutely impossible to be watched by a baby.

Bai Han attributed all this to the fact that the eyes of the villain are different from those of normal people. Even if he just glances at it casually, it will give people a sense of being judged by the hunter. Probably this is the nature of orcs.

After infancy, Bai Han gradually overcame his excessive fear of snake tails,

But at night, after the night fell, the bright white and cold moonlight shone on the head of the bed. At this time, Bai Han woke up slowly, grabbed a cold and slippery snake tail... his scalp burst suddenly, and his brain immediately turned on after a shutdown. After calling for help, she yelled out loudly, fell off the bed and fled to the side.

At this time, after calming down for a while, Bai Han stroked his chest and held his heart that might pop out of his throat at any moment. When he looked up, he saw a small child sitting up on the bed, with his eyes wide open in the dark. Eyes that seemed to be shining green looked at her quietly.

Bai Han: "!" A moment of fear followed by shame and guilt.

That's not a snake, it's a villain!

This kind of thing happened two or three times, every time at this time, Bai Han wished to find a hole in the ground and get in.

Thinking about it now, in fact, the villain has always known that he is afraid of her tail, and he also knows that she knows it, but the two of them never talked about it, and they both covered it up as an unspeakable scar.

But after a long time, pus and smell will develop, and if it is not treated, it will die.

Besides, the villain has also grown up and reached the age where he has the ability to distinguish himself.

Bai Han's fear of snakes is engraved in his bones, and he has indeed shown it. The villain has seen it in his eyes and kept it in his heart, so there is nothing to quibble about.

At the beginning, for some reason, the child teased Bai Han. For example, when Bai Han wanted to make clothes for her, she naturally had to measure her size. However, she suddenly became active. Bai Han had observed her motionless snake tail and suddenly tapped on the bed, as if she was welcoming, but also seemed to be intimidating. She was so frightened that Bai Han's face was grim from a long distance, and she couldn't control her facial features and emotions. She didn't dare to approach her, so she stretched out her arms to measure her waist, and leaned back her upper body, as if she was ready to run away at any time.

Probably because he thought Bai Han's patient expression was amusing, the villain also deliberately swept her wrist with the tip of his tail, seeing that Bai Han was so frightened that he jumped three feet high, screamed and sat on the ground with his legs limp, and the corners of his drooping mouth unexpectedly Faintly upturned, as if smiling.

But later, when the child grew up, he also knew that he was different from others, and he knew that Bai Han's behavior was not to tease himself, but a sincere fear and disgust. is sad and sad.

When Bai Han didn't pay attention, he even used a small knife to try to cut himself in half.

Bai Han will never forget that day, when she found the villain hiding behind the cave, the tip of her nose was filled with a strong smell of blood, and her eyes were full of dazzling red, her mind suddenly went blank.

Not to mention being afraid, even the world seemed to be still, unable to hear or see anything.

She approached little by little, and only after squatting down did she slowly regain her senses.

Bai Han looked at the long scar on her waist, at the blood flowing all over the floor, at Bai Zhenzhen's always rigid face covered with tears, and at the fact that her first reaction when she saw her was not to go up. Before asking for help, he thumped and wanted to hide his tail, for fear of scaring himself.

It's just that she was already extremely weak at that time, unable to control her tail at all, and when the wound was exposed in front of her with such a large wound, Bai Han's heart was broken.

She is extremely regretful, she is obviously an adult, why can't she control her emotions?

From then on, she never dared to, and naturally did not express her fear of Bai Zhenzhen's tail—maybe she was more afraid of Bai Zhenzhen's lack of lower body than the snake's tail.

But this matter is like a thorn, deeply pierced in the hearts of the two of them. Bai Zhenzhen never mentioned it, and Bai Han naturally would not take the initiative to mention it.

Bai Han felt that it was time to speak clearly.

A should make it clear—she is indeed afraid of Bai Zhenzhen's tail, but when she talks to Bai Zhenzhen, the strongest emotion is love. Love can dissolve everything, and naturally it can also stop fear.

Regardless of whether Bai Zhen really has a snake tail, a snake body, or even a snake head, Bai Han's original choice will not change.

She lowered her head slightly, and originally wanted to hug Bai Zhenzhen's tail, but when she saw the snake scales that were about to peel off, she could only hug Bai Zhenzhen's waist vaguely—it was really snake-like and thin And soft waist.

Bai Han: "Really, I never thought of lying to you about your life experience. You knew from the very beginning that I was not your biological mother." Because you can't be deceived.

After a pause, she said again: "I don't need to adopt you, but why are we living on the edge of the tribe now?"

Bai Zhenzhen didn't speak.

Bai Han: "..." Are you most afraid that the air will be suddenly quiet, and you won't answer a word?

Bai Han was slightly embarrassed, she pursed her lips, and continued: "It's because I want to be with you."

Although there is no other possibility, Bai Zhenzhen can't believe it.

Her mother was afraid of herself, her mother was just a human being with no power to restrain a chicken, her mother... Then why did she allow herself to be implicated and expelled from the tribe, living a life that was worse than even old, weak, sick orcs?

This is also the first time Bai Han said this, she felt embarrassed, a blush rose on her cheeks, and she said in a low voice: "At first, I couldn't bear it, and then it was my responsibility, but now...we are relatives."

"I want to say that the first time I saw you, I felt that I was destined for you. I must recognize you as my daughter. I'm afraid you also think I'm crazy." Bai Han laughed out loud, "Emotions are cultivated slowly. I have dragged you to grow up these years, we have been together day and night, I have already regarded you as an indispensable part of my life, don't worry, no matter what you look like, you are my daughter."

She touched Bai Zhenzhen's face, and said with a smile: "It is said that you don't dislike your mother's ugliness, so you don't dislike your daughter's mother. It is undeniable that you are indeed somewhat crippled, but this is the same as missing arms and legs. There is no difference, at most it is that our life is a little bit harder, but you believe in your mother, where your mother is, your home is!"

Bai Zhenzhen's eyes were reddish, and her dark and deep eyes stared at Bai Han without blinking.

Bai Han's heart skipped a beat.

If other children heard such provocative words, they would have cried a long time ago, but she could obviously feel that Bai Zhenzhen had listened to it, and she was greatly touched in her heart, but she just endured it—the ability to control emotions is better than that of Bai Zhenzhen. Bai Han is strong.

Bai Han felt that this child had a weird personality, probably because he was surrounded by various negative emotions since he was a child.

She thought to herself that she should pay more attention to children's mental health education in the future, but don't raise them properly and give them crookedly.

"It's true, the mouth grows on others, we can't control what they say, but our ears and brains grow on ourselves, we have to learn what to listen to, what not to listen to, what to take to heart and what not to Take it to heart." Seeing her bowing her head in thought, Bai Han probably listened, and grabbed her hand, "It's no use mom."

If she is strong, if she can live without relying on the tribe, if...she can refute those children unscrupulously, even beat them up.

But she can't, she can't raise Bai Zhenzhen by herself, and she can be angry, and she doesn't even dare to do anything, otherwise she wouldn't be so useless today.

The more Bai Han thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and he buried his head lower and lower.

There was a burst of warmth on the top of his head, Bai Han raised his head slightly, and saw a small slender arm.

Bai Zhenzhen's hands were a little stiff, he touched her head, and said hoarsely, "I don't blame mom."

Bai Han thought she wanted to comfort herself, so she raised her hand and grabbed her wrist, and was about to push today's sensationalism to a higher level, but Bai Zhenzhen interrupted her.

The little girl stared at Bai Han with serious and firm eyes: "One day, they will all shut up."

"!" The voice was hoarse and a little deep, and Bai Han felt a chill running down her back. She looked at Bai Zhenzhen, trying to find some different emotions in the other person's face and eyes, but the child was like It's a very common statement.

It seems to believe what Bai Han said, if there is no disaster after a long time, everyone will know that she is not a curse, but an ordinary disabled person.

But for some reason, Bai Han always felt a little uneasy. She grasped Bai Zhenzhen's hand a little harder and said, "True, mom loves you." So don't be perverted, don't destroy the orc tribe, let alone destroy the whole world!

Bai Han followed the advice given by the company and influenced the villain with sincere love. This is the least impact the staff can do to prevent the villain from implicating innocent people and even destroying the world.

As for the person who has really hurt the villain—the causal cycle is just to influence the villain, not to shape the Virgin Mary and let the holy light shine on the earth.

Bai Zhenzhen's stiff lips moved, pulling out an invisible arc, and she asked, "Will mom love me forever?"

There is no need for Bai Han to answer, she also knows the answer, so Bai Zhenzhen did not wait for Bai Han to speak, and said to himself: "I love my mother, I will always love my mother, and I will always love my mother forever."

Her face moved, and Bai Han stared at it for a long time before realizing it was a smile.

Probably because Bai Zhenzhen didn't smile too much, and the muscles on his face were too stiff, a faint smile made Bai Han's scalp tingle, his heart trembled, and he let go subconsciously.

Bai Zhenzhen held her wrist backhand: "I only need my mother to love me, that's enough."

The author has something to say: Bai Han: Well, as long as your mother loves you, it doesn't matter what other people do to you~ that's fine, that's fine.

Bai Zhenzhen: As long as my mother loves me, it doesn't matter if other people die.

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: deep into Qiwu, Wanwan duck 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of fat boy dregs; how to relieve worries, only 1 bottle of getting rich;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!