I'm on the road to probation paranoid [Quick Transmigration]

"Not counting." Bai Han subconsciously wanted to deny it, but in retrospect, it really wasn't such a wonderful memory. If it was placed on other people, they would have been driven crazy.

Bai Han doesn't want to talk about the mission world, especially Du Ruanlan.

Bai Han felt irritated for no reason, and said perfunctorily, "It's just a special dream, but it's just a dream. After waking up, I've completely forgotten about it."

Bai Han felt that forgetting would be the best result for her, but when she thought that if she really did eliminate emotions, then the two sisters would become completely irrelevant people, she was a little hesitant and resisted from the bottom of her heart .

It was as if... She wanted to bury those two people in her heart.

Neither will it affect my normal real life, nor will I completely forget this experience...forget about the two sisters.

But the reality is impossible, after all, the two sisters are no longer an insignificant matter to him, and his heart still throbs slightly when he thinks about it now, how can he maintain peace of mind while maintaining his memory.

Bai Han frowned involuntarily, and the brows were tightly knit, several deep gullies formed, which could kill flies.

"Hiss..." There was a stabbing pain in her cheek, and Bai Han gasped.

"Sorry, did I hurt you?" Du Ruanlan asked lightly.

Her voice sounded weird, but she couldn't tell what was so strange. If it was before, Bai Han must have asked out of nowhere.

But since Du Ruanlan told her that she has someone she likes, Bai Han has a clear sense of boundaries towards Du Ruanlan, and will deliberately avoid many things that Du Ruanlan does not take the initiative to tell herself, although it is very likely that it is just extremely It's an ordinary matter, but Bai Han doesn't want to inquire about it.

If it is inconvenient for Du Ruanlan to tell herself after asking, it seems that she has overestimated the relationship between the two, and it is inevitable that she will be sad and lost.Even if Du Ruanlan reciprocates, she does regard herself as a good friend who can talk about everything, but... the thought of Du Ruanlan talking about her favorite person makes Bai Han feel very anxious. .

Simply avoid talking about it, and pretend that there is no such thing as self-deception.

I read a lot of social news before, and it was obvious that the traces of the husband’s cheating were very obvious. Everyone around could see it, and they also mentioned it to the wife, either explicitly or secretly, and almost threw the bed photo of the two on the wife’s face. But the wife is stupid and sweet. As long as the husband covers it up a little, he can cover it up with a few flawed rhetoric. He will even accuse the other party of saying bad things about her husband when he is reminded next time. EQ and IQ seem to be pressed to the ground It's like rubbing hard.

Bai Han didn't understand it before, but now, she seems to understand.

No one can wake up a person who pretends to be asleep—maybe the wife doesn’t know that her husband has cheated, and she may even know it earlier and more clearly than anyone else, but she pretends not to know, cheating others and cheating For myself, it seems that if you don't mention it or don't think about it, you can pretend that there is no such thing.

Fairy tales will never describe the married life of princesses and princes, so what everyone thinks of is their happy and loving life after marriage.And I, like the princess in the fairy tale world, can live a happy and beautiful married life with the prince.

I could have completely avoided facing all these ugliness, being a foolish deceived person, and happily continuing to live in a false but beautiful fantasy.

And others' kind reminders are like a sharp sword, ruthlessly piercing this wonderful illusion, tearing off the seemingly beautiful but false fig leaf, revealing the ridiculous and ugly truth.

I can no longer whitewash the peace, maintain the superficial harmony, be forced to face the bloody reality, and face-to-face wrangling with the husband who lost his disguise and was forced to expose his ugly face, accepting that his dedication and dedication all the time is meaningless, even the ridiculous wife is naturally Will become angry, clumsy self-seeking.

She was not deceived by her husband's clumsy lies, but let herself be immersed in the beautiful dream she wove. She deceived everyone, including herself.

The current Bai Han is like facing someone's cheating husband outside, as long as she feels that Du Ruanlan has no one she likes, then she really doesn't have one.

Even though she sensed that Du Ruanlan was in a different mood, Bai Han didn't ask any questions. She lamely changed the topic: "How do you know I'm back from a business trip?" , but Du Ruanlan seemed to be sure that she was at home, and she knocked on the door aggressively without entering the house.

After the medicine was finished, Du Ninglan pinched her chin and looked at her carefully for a long time.

Although her gaze fell on her cheeks impartially, her eyes were a little dark, and Bai Han's scalp felt numb when she saw it. If it wasn't for her chin being pinched, Bai Han's face could be turned to the Pacific Ocean.

Her eyes swayed back and forth involuntarily, for fear of meeting Du Ruanlan's eyes accidentally.

Bai Han felt that she looked at it for a century, like ants crawling randomly on her body, she shivered.

Du Ruanlan let go of her hand, lowered her head to pack the medicine box, and said in a low tone, "I just feel like you are at home, come and have a look."

Are you a radar?

Or is it worthy of a woman's sixth sense, so accurate?

Bai Han complained inwardly, but didn't show it on his face, nodded his head and let out a faint "oh".

The two of them were speechless, and only the slight bumping sound of Du Ruanlan packing the boxes remained in the room.

But this quietness is not like the harmonious tranquility when the two spent tea time together, one of them was reading a book on the balcony while the other was working in the living room. Difficulty fidgeting, shortness of breath.

Bai Han wished he could go downstairs and run around twice, yelling a few times to vent out the inexplicable depression in his heart.

As soon as she opened her mouth, her stomach rumbled a few times inappropriately, "Gululu—" was extremely loud in the silence.

Bai Han: "..." The tips of her ears turned red, and she wished she could go back to the place where she fell down just now.

"Did you sleep right after you came back? Didn't you have something to eat?" Du Ruanlan glanced at Bai Han and stood up, "I happened to buy some vegetables to make your favorite golden corn roast and sweet and sour pork tenderloin. What else do you want to eat?"

She looked at Bai Han with helpless and doting eyes, as if she was saying why you can't take care of yourself so well, how can you live without me.

The tip of Bai Han's heart felt like being pricked by a needle, with fine and dense pains.

She hurriedly stood up and wanted to stop her: "No need, there are still quick-frozen dumplings and glutinous rice balls in the refrigerator, I can cook whatever I want and eat..."

Standing up too violently, Bai Han felt dizzy, his eyes went dark, and he was about to fall to the ground with his head down.

When she came back to her senses, she had been supported to sit on the edge of the bed. After the palpitations and restlessness subsided, Bai Han raised her head and met Du Ruanlan's dark and deep eyes, as if she was facing a strange black hole. Bai Han's heart skipped a beat.

Du Ruanlan frowned: "Tired from this business trip?"

The main reason is that the heart is tired, and it has not been relieved until now. When the mood is low, it is easy to feel weak and dizzy.

Bai Han shook his head and nodded again, saying contradictoryly: "It's okay."

Du Ruanlan said disapprovingly: "No matter what, I can't make things difficult for my body. I know that I have hypoglycemia, but I have to remember to add some sugar from time to time. How can I fall asleep when I come back? If I fall asleep What should I do if I have symptoms of palpitation, shortness of breath, and shortness of breath, how dangerous it is."

Probably seeing that Bai Han's complexion was very bad, Du Ruanlan didn't say much, and came in after going out for a while.

There was a warm and sweet cocoa smell in the room, Bai Han sniffed and saw Du Ruanlan holding her usual mug.The mug is huge and has a three-dimensional Mario image printed on it.There are two in total, hers is Mario in a red T-shirt, and Du Ruanlan's is only wearing a green T-shirt.

The mug was steaming hot, blurring Du Ruanlan's facial features and expression, and Bai Han stared blankly at her walking over.

Du Ruanlan stuffed the cup into her hand: "Drink some first, I'll cook right away."

Holding the cup, Bai Han looked at Du Ruanlan's back and lowered his head to take a sip.

Some slightly scalded the mouth, but the temperature was just right, a mouthful of rich chocolate sweetness spread on the tip of the tongue, which not only replenished energy, but also ironed the limbs that were soft and uncomfortable from sleep.

Bai Han smacked her lips, and tasted that it was not made of ordinary cocoa powder, but made by melting her favorite piece of chocolate in hot milk.

It was mellow but not too sweet. Bai Han drank a few more sips, the blood flowed into the brain again, and the dizziness disappeared immediately. Just now...it was indeed a hallucination.

Du Ruanlan is Du Ruanlan... They are them, how can they be mistaken for the same person?

Bai Han shook his head so hard that his head almost flew out.

She thought, Du Ruanlan really still has this kind of chocolate, but... her feeling has changed, she always associates chocolate with love, she can't be like before, just say what she wants, no matter how much she dares Wide open.

……

I don't know if I was distracted or if Du Ruanlan really didn't go out for a long time, it felt like it was only a few minutes before Bai Han was called out for dinner.

As soon as she walked out the door, she froze.

Is this still her home?

Before going to bed, the living room was still full of dust, but with such skill, the windows were clear and clean, just like a new home.

Bai Han took a slight step back, stepped out of the room again, blinked hard, and reconfirmed that he read correctly.

Du Ruanlan came out of the kitchen with the dishes, just in time to see her shocked and stupid face, and beckoned her to come over for dinner, explaining: "You were sleeping when I came here, so I just cleaned the room briefly. If you can't wake up, that's when you knock on the door."

Bai Han suddenly remembered that she hadn't checked the time since she left the mission, and she didn't know how long she had slept.

Looking around, seeing such a huge workload, she should have slept for a long time.

She glanced back at the wall clock in the living room: "Five o'clock?"

Looking at the sunset outside, the sunset is like a fire, and it doesn't look like it was five o'clock in the morning.

Du Ruanlan sighed and said, "I came here at noon yesterday."

"..." No wonder my hands and feet were numb from sleep, and my headache was splitting. It turned out that I had slept for almost a day and a night.

Bai Han put down his cup and sat opposite Du Ruanlan.

The aroma of the food came to her nostrils, and she saw that the table was full of her favorite food, and unconsciously moved her index finger, her mouth was almost unable to contain the saliva.

"Eat quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold." Du Ruanlan signaled her to move her chopsticks, while she poured a glass of warm water and took two sips.

Bai Han asked, "Aren't you going to eat?"

Du Ruanlan: "I'm not hungry for now, you can eat first."

After staying in the nutrient solution for such a long time and not eating anything after coming out, Bai Han's stomach is almost flattened by hunger, especially with such a table of delicious food in front of him, Bai Han can't wait to become a glutton immediately, eating all the food in one mouth Count them all in your stomach.

She picked up the chopsticks and first picked up a piece of meat from the belly of the steamed sea bass, she couldn't help but squinted her eyes.

The fish is fresh and tender, the sauce is fragrant and flavorful, it is simply delicious in the world.

Before the fish was completely swallowed, the chopsticks reached into the plate of sweet and sour pork.

The noodle shell is soft, with a hint of crispness. When you bite it down, the juice splashed from the lean meat dances on the tip of your tongue.The sweet and sour sauce is even more amazing, sweet and sour, the taste buds are immediately stimulated and awake, she almost kept stuffing the second piece of sweet and sour pork, to experience again what is delicious.

Seeing that she likes to eat, Du Ruanlan smiled a little: "Eat slowly, no one will grab you."

Bai Han didn't have time to respond to her teasing, his mouth was full, and he felt that Du Ruanlan's craftsmanship had made another big step forward.

In fact, her cooking may not be as delicious as that of a restaurant chef, but every dish she cooks is very suitable for Bai Han's taste, and it is completely tailor-made for Bai Han.

While eating, Bai Han thought sourly, wondering if she would have the chance to eat Du Ruanlan's dishes again in the future, even if she did, she would definitely have to adjust the taste of the dishes for someone.

She regarded this meal as her last supper, devoured it voraciously, and ate almost every plate clean, even the sauce she liked was eaten with rice.

After eating, she slumped on the stool and leaned back, her round belly protruding abnormally, as if she was in the early stages of pregnancy.

She originally wanted to simply pack the dishes and go to the kitchen, but she was so full that she couldn't straighten her waist, so she had to give up.

Du Ruanlan also asked her to eat less, but Bai Han didn't listen at all, and she couldn't help it. Seeing Bai Han's discomfort, she frowned: "Eating so much all at once, how can my stomach take it?"

She regretted it very much. In order to let Bai Han eat different kinds of dishes at once, she cooked a lot. She wanted her to eat a little of each, but she actually ate them all in one go.

Du Ruanlan was afraid that she might have a problem, so she took a plate of big hawthorn pills: "Take some to help digestion."

Bai Han didn't even reach out, and exhaled: "Put it aside, I really can't eat it now, wait for it to digest a little and make room for it, and then I'll eat it."

Du Ruanlan: "..."

……

While Du Ruanlan was washing pots in the kitchen, Bai Han answered the phone.

It was a colleague from the company's emotional cleaning department who called, asking why Bai Han didn't do emotional cleaning yesterday.

Isn't it voluntary?

Bai Han was puzzled, and said casually, "I was too tired yesterday, so I didn't take care of it. I'll be there in two days."

"Miss Bai, in view of the high level of your task and the serious emotional backlog, we suggest that you come here as soon as possible." The colleague over there is very dedicated, "Are you free today? About when you can come, we will make an appointment for you .”

The young lady's voice was very gentle: "You can do it as soon as you come, and it will be very fast, and it will not delay your time."

"Today..." Bai Han said hesitantly, "I may not have time today, maybe in two days, I will definitely go in two days."

Bai Han's ambiguous attitude aroused the vigilance of the other side, and the young lady's tone became a little bit more serious: "Miss Bai, emotional clearing is also part of the task completion, and the financial side will only send you money after all the procedures are completed. , for your benefit, I still hope that you will come over as soon as possible."

Payment?Haven't they all been played?Have you got all the documents?

Bai Han licked his lips, feeling that this colleague was trying to fool him and scare him, in order to lure him into the company.

Are you working so hard these days?

As long as the notification is in place, isn't it all right?Could it be that there is a commission for persuasion success?

Bai Han said: "I really have something to do, I'll go when I'm free."

Coincidentally, Du Ruanlan packed up and came out shaking the water in her hands. Seeing her wanting a butt from the tiger behind her, she hung up the phone in a hurry and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Company." Bai Han's heart was in a mess, and his tone was inevitably a little irritated.

Du Ruanlan wiped off the water from her hands, sat next to her on the sofa, and asked, "Company? What's the matter?"

Bai Han said: "Didn't I just come back from a business trip, there is a report I haven't handed in, and the company is urging me."

"Are you in a hurry?" Du Ruanlan hesitated and said, "I have nothing to do today. I will send you to the company and come back after handing in the report?"

"No need." Bai Han refused without thinking.

Let’s not say that she hasn’t decided whether to do emotional cleaning, but she has not told Du Ruanlan about the nature of her job. Although it is not a dishonorable job, when she thinks of Du Ruanlan, she may know that she is in the game. In the world and other people... She didn't want Du Ruanlan to know.

After talking, Bai Han realized that he had overreacted, and explained embarrassingly: "The report hasn't been written yet, and I don't know how long it will take to write. It's not good to make you wait for me."

Du Ruanlan said: "It's okay, I just happen to have some small things to deal with."

Bai Han pursed her lips and said, "Then you go."

"..." Du Ruanlan stared at her.

Bai Han said shyly, "It's not an urgent report, I don't want to work overtime today."

After she finished speaking, she looked up at Du Ruanlan inadvertently, and suddenly found that the other party's face was a little strange. Before she thought about it, she heard Du Ruanlan ask her first: "Why, what's the matter? What's the matter? Do you need help?"

I don't know if it's Bai Han's delusion, but Du Ruanlan seems to want Bai Han to work overtime, and asks Bai Han why he doesn't go, and keeps saying that today's work is over today, and I should finish it early and rest early.

Bai Han was agitated for a while, her tone was strong, and she stopped back: "No, no, nothing, just a little tired, I want to rest for a few more days."

Du Ruanlan opened her mouth, probably because she was afraid that she would be really angry, but she didn't say anything in the end.

She took a step forward, the thorns on Bai Han's body hardened, and she took a step back, Bai Han felt a little guilty, his eyes were evasive and he dared not meet Du Ruanlan's eyes, otherwise he would definitely find that Du Ruanlan's eyes were following her closely all the time, The longing and greed in the eyes are naked and frightening.

She didn't have anything to do, she leaned back indiscriminately, and pressed her hand on the remote control that was randomly placed on the sofa.

She quickly turned on the TV, and a third-party voice sounded, which more or less relieved the unnaturalness between the two of them.

Social news was being broadcast on the TV, a channel that Bai Han would never watch before, but in order to avoid talking to Du Ruanlan, she stared at the TV screen without blinking.

The male anchor introduced a criminal case with a solemn face. It was about a girl from an art school who couldn't stand her boyfriend's strong desire to control. If she wears a little less, it means that she is immoral, she is a scumbag at heart, and she can't even tolerate her staying away from her sight for more than two hours. Within these two hours, she has to reply to messages in seconds, otherwise it will be phone bombing. Once she went to the bathroom Without a mobile phone, her boyfriend came all the way by car to check on the post. He insisted that she had rented a room with someone else, so he proposed to break up.

The boyfriend was unwilling, so he tied up the girl on the spot, locked her in the small room he rented, confiscated her mobile phone, and completely cut off the girl's contact with the outside world.

The girl's limbs were bound and her mouth was gagged. In addition to being insulted and threatened by her boyfriend every day, she had to listen to his "affectionate" confession to her, saying that he loved her too much and couldn't live without her up.

The girl was frightened and frightened, and was tortured and abused severely. After a few days, she went there.

What's even more frightening is that this isn't over yet, this man's possessiveness is really strong to the point of insanity, even the girls were killed by him and he wouldn't let the corpses rest in peace - he actually married the corpses!

When the police received a call from the neighbors and came to the door, they found that the corpses were severely decomposed, and the house smelled so bad that they could not be treated anymore, but the man was like thousands of husbands in normal families. He not only talked and laughed freely at the corpse, but even insulted him several times. corpse.

When the girl's parents were notified to take the girl away, the man frantically stopped him, yelling where are you going to take my girlfriend, and tearfully asked others to return his wife to him, as if the girl really It's scary to be alive.

Soon, the male anchor began to broadcast the next news.

Du Ruanlan's expression was not quite right just now, she glanced sideways at the thoughtful Bai Han, and suddenly asked, "What do you think of that man just now?"

"Ah?" Bai Han was stunned for a moment, then came back to her senses, "What do you think? Don't watch it!" She really didn't like watching the news, so she changed to a new channel. After several water activities, if you successfully reach the finish line, you will be victorious and you will be able to get prizes.

Water activities are not easy, and there is a time limit. Most people failed, and they also contributed a variety of strange falling postures, which are quite interesting. Bai Han watched it with relish and was quite happy.

After listening to Du Ruanlan's question, she obviously didn't take it to heart or think about it, so she opened her mouth and said, "People with psychological problems like this should stay away as soon as possible."

Du Ruanlan paused for a moment, his fingernails slashed across the sofa, almost digging a hole.

Bai Han's eyes were fixed on the TV screen all the time, his mind fluctuated with the jump of the person who was breaking through the level, and he didn't notice at all that Du Ruanlan's dark pupils became weird after hearing her answer, like a girl before a storm. Tranquility, her right hand clenched slightly, as if she was holding something and was unwilling to let go.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: ,, deep in Qiwu, bard Momoda 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution:, 10 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!