Cursing the daily life of the first grader

Why do you want to commit suicide?Caramel?

Ishida Mieko's eyes went dark and she fell down.Seeing Kami Eshita rushing to her anxiously, trying to induce vomiting, Mieko Ishida felt like a knife was twisting her heart.

why?

If it is said that for Kami Eshida, Mieko Ishida is a star in the sky, the object of her love and hate; then for Mieko Ishida, Kami Eshida is her best friend, a free existence that is completely different from her .

The Ishida family is an old and wealthy family in the county, but in the eyes of other nobles, they are just low-level squires.For this family, there is nothing good about other families, but the Ishida family has learned [-]% of the dross of the family.

From an early age, Mieko Ishida knew that her parents had a bad relationship. Her father often left early and returned late, while her mother shed tears every day.Occasionally, when the father came home, he beat and scolded the mother with a very bad attitude.

"Why aren't you a boy?"

This is the impression that my mother often asked herself while crying.

However, what gender I am, this cannot be decided by myself.

If I could choose my origin, I would never come to this family at all.

Later, when she grew up a bit, Mieko Ishida knew that her father had someone outside.

When she was five years old, once, when her father came home, instead of beating and scolding her mother, he looked very high-spirited.Seeing the gloomy and desperate look on her mother's face, Mieko Ishida understood something instantly.

This is an illegitimate child?

"Mieko, you have to work hard, marry into a wealthy family in the future, and help the Ishida family to revive!"

This is what fathers love to say after having an illegitimate child.

But why?Why did the Ishida family's revival have to be achieved by sacrificing my marriage?Is this going to push me into the abyss and make me the next mother?

The little Mieko Ishida looked at the adult like a clown indifferently, full of disgust for this family.

If only I could have a different parent.

Perhaps the gods heard Mieko's wish, and a burst of crisp laughter passed into this decaying home and into Mieko's ears.Mieko stood up, walked out of the gate of Ishida's house, and saw the joy of another family under the setting sun.

The little girl was riding on her father's shoulders. The whole family wore plain clothes, but the smiles on their faces were so sincere.The scene called happiness has since lived in Mieko Ishida's heart. At this moment, Mieko Ishida walked in that direction involuntarily.

I want to feel that joy.

I want to laugh so hard.

I want to...be a part of this family.

"Can I join?"

Mieko Ishida never regretted asking this question.After she finished speaking, the girl riding on her father's broad shoulders patted her chest.

"of course can."

This is the first meeting between Ishida Mieko and Eshita Kami. This first meeting is like a door for Ishida Mieko. From then on, she started a completely different life from her own at Ishida's house.

Playing games with Kami, celebrating Kami's birthday, watching Jiang Xia's family live so well, Ishida Mieko also seems to have entered the door of happiness and saw a rainbow that has never appeared in her life.In the days that followed, Mieko Ishida kept getting closer to the life of Jiangxia's family, relying on the closeness of her home to Jiangxia's family.Of course, Ishida's father also discovered Mieko's abnormal behavior.

"Mieko, don't get so close to the common people." Ishida Patriarch coldly wanted to cut off Ishida Mieko's happiness, but the precocious Ishida Mieko prepared her own weight.

"Father, I will study hard, work hard on self-cultivation, and strive to make myself an excellent and perfect woman, and do my best for the glory of the Ishida family. But before that, can you allow me to be friends with Kami Eshita?"

I would like Jiangxia's family to be my shackles.

I will do my best in the direction you expect, and in exchange, I hope you will allow me to be a little wayward.

"Okay." Patriarch Ishida heard the hidden meaning of this sentence, sneered and chose to agree.In his opinion, Jiangxia's family is too small. If Mieko can use this family of ants as a restraint to make Mieko willing to move in the direction she planned, it will undoubtedly be a profitable business.

In this way, Eshita Kami became a close friend of Ishida Mieko, and they stayed together from elementary school to junior high school to high school.

I want to be with Jiangxia's family and feel the happiness of being at home.

This initial wish has finally become the direction that Mieko Ishida is working hard for.

Tea ceremony, scriptures, deviation value, flower arrangement, violin...

It doesn't matter how much homework you have, as long as you can achieve excellence, you can continue to stay with Jiangxia's family.

It's okay, I can do it myself.

In this way, Mieko Ishida became the goddess in the hearts of many boys after she entered middle school, although she was only the daughter of a little squire.She is beautiful, but has a dazzling charm; she is positive, but has the same meekness as Nadeko; she is versatile, but very humble;

It became two extremes with the unusually ordinary Kami Jiangxia beside her.

"Mieko, I don't like this school, I want to transfer." Kami Eshita confided to Mieko Ishida in a distressed manner, and Mieko Ishida immediately panicked when she heard the bad news.

do not go!

"Jiamei, don't leave, okay?"

"……All right."

Mieko Ishida knows very well that Kami Eshita is the strongest link between herself and the Eshita family.As long as he and Jiangxia Jiamei are close friends, then the Jiangxia family will only welcome him very much.

"Uncle and aunt, let Jiamei and I go to the same school. My school has the best teachers, so that Jiamei can get the best education."

"Dad, let Jiamei go to the same school as me, I will work harder, won't I?"

Use different words for different people.

Ishida Mieko worked desperately, and also desperately treated Jiang Xiajia beautifully.Originally, it was just a flattery full of calculations, but under the magic of time, it became a habit.Gradually, Eshita Kami also became a family member in Ishida Mieko's heart.

"This is my sister."

Ishida Mieko smiled at her classmates and introduced them, "My half-sister."

"How can there be such a younger sister, Ishida, you really know how to joke." The students laughed, but Ishida Mieko didn't take it seriously.

Yes, she is my sister.

In this way, the two girls entered high school together again.One day, Eshita Kami found Mieko Ishida with a blushing face.

"Mieko, I seem to have someone I like. Kishimoto-san is so handsome, I think he treats me very well, and he doesn't look down on me like other people..."

"Kishimoto? Ah, that boy." Ishida Mieko habitually began to analyze the gains and losses, "He seems to be the fifth son of the Kishimoto family. Normally, it is impossible to inherit the family, but it is possible to become a member of the branch family."

There is no need to know useless people.

"It doesn't matter, I don't belong to any family."

Kami Eshita's words suddenly awakened Mieko Ishida.

Yes, Jiamei has no family, she is different from me.

She can choose to go to college to study and come out to society to become the pillar of the family; she can also fall in love freely and conceive and have children with her true lover.Unlike herself, she has a bright and free future. In her future, she will form a happy and beautiful family with another person, and become a beautiful little family like Uncle Jiangxia and Aunt Jiang.

This... is perfect.

Ishida Mieko laughed.

Such a future is beautiful just thinking about it.Seeing Jiang Xiajiamei so happy, it was as if he had received some kind of compensation.

Want to make her happy.

Seeing her happy makes me feel happy too, just like the past ten years.

"Jiamei must be fine, you are a very good girl."

Ishida Mieko gently comforted Kami Eshita, who was bumping around like a deer, "It's okay, you can do whatever you want, and I will help you."

In the end, Kishimoto confessed to himself.

Ishida Mieko coldly rejected this overreaching guy.

What qualifications do you have to confess to me?For the Ishida family, what they need is an in-law who can help them rise in class, not a guy like you who can't even guarantee the future.

What's more, you threw Jiamei's heart on the ground, which is unforgivable.

"Jiamei, that guy is not good enough for you. I'll introduce you to a better one later."

Mieko Ishida calculated the candidate in her heart, but she was smiling, making it impossible for people to see that this goddess-like woman was so good at calculating.

"No, that's fine." Kami Eshita rejected Mieko Ishida's kindness, showing a somewhat sad smile, "Maybe the person who belongs to me hasn't come yet, I will wait for him."

How could they not see such a beautiful Jiamei?

Forget it, I will help Jiamei, those people are not good enough for her.

Another year has passed, and Jiamei's birthday is coming soon.On this day, Mieko Ishida found Jiang Xia's parents.

"Uncle and aunt, Kami is coming soon, we have to celebrate it!" Ishida Mieko told her plan, "Let's go to climb Mount Fuji, and there is a very interesting hot spring street near Mount Fuji, where I will definitely help Kami spend a perfect time. land!"

"It's also Mieko's." Eshita's mother smiled and rubbed Ishida Mieko's head, "Mieko always accidentally forgets herself, do you want to come together on Kami's birthday?"

Eh?

Yes, I am also eighteen.

Mieko Ishida nodded excitedly.

"it is good!"

Then there was a car accident that day.

Ishida Mieko can't forget that when the car accident happened, Jiang Xia's mother rushed over and held herself and Jiamei tightly in her arms.At this moment, Mieko Ishida cried into tears.

do not do that……

do not……

When Ishida Mieko woke up again, she had already returned to her home from the hospital.

"It's because I indulged you too much that this happened!" Patriarch Ishida decided angrily, "You are not allowed to go out during this time!"

Mieko Ishida was grounded.

No, I have to go back!How is Uncle and Aunt Jiangxia?How is Kami? !

What?Uncle and aunt Jiangxia passed away?

Do not……

If it wasn't for my proposal to go to the hot spring street...if it wasn't for me...

Mieko Ishida became a trapped beast, ramming frantically in the cage, wanting to get out.

One day, two days, five days, ten days, fifteen days...

In the end, her mother couldn't stand it anymore and found Ishida's father.

"Mei Keiko has also reached the age of marriage, help her find a husband, this way even if she goes out, she will be safe."

"can."

So Mieko Ishida got permission to go out.

As long as you have a fiancé, you can go out.

Mieko Ishida was dressed up beautifully by the servants and sat in the cafe.In front of her was a member of the Fujiwara family who was like a donkey.

But even if he is the second son of the Fujiwara family, he is considered a high-marriage.

Mieko Ishida stirred her own coffee with a small spoon, watching the man on the opposite side continuously show her abilities towards her, she just felt ridiculous in her heart.

However, people like donkeys are the best to control.

Just him.

A month later, Mieko Ishida came to the school again, but to her surprise, Kami Eshita did not cry and tell herself about her difficulty, nor did she allow her to go to the cemetery of her uncle and aunt to commemorate her, but alienated her. looking at this dull world.

Worst scenario.

Mieko Ishida panicked, and began to give everything she could to Kami Eshita, but in return Kami Eshita became more and more autistic.

Jiamei, don't do this, I only have you left.

Mieko Ishida is crazy and generally wants to attract Kami Eshita's attention, and wants Kami Eshita to see the world again.

What should a teenage girl do when she encounters hopeless things?

By the way, fall in love!

Mieko Ishida made a foolish move. She invited the only boy Kami Eshita had expressed her liking to hang out with. As a result, Mieko Ishida's fiancé squeezed in after knowing the news.So, this time going out became four people.

This is also good, two men and two women can create more opportunities for Jiamei.

Mieko Ishida sat in the coffee shop, smiled and took out four concert tickets.

"Jiamei, I bought TRIGGER's concert tickets, VIP seats, four people in a row! Jiamei, don't you like TRIGGER's Jiutiaotian the most? VIP concert tickets! Are you excited?"

Jiamei didn't speak, but continued to stir the coffee cup.

Not right.

Mieko Ishida's smile gradually disappeared.

Jiamei likes TRIGGER very much, and usually hears the name of an idol, and there will be more or less reactions.

Something is wrong!

Mieko Ishida watched Eshita Kami pick up the coffee, and the alarm bell rang in her heart. She snatched the coffee and took a sip under Eshita Kami's unbelievable eyes.

With flames burning in her throat, Mieko Ishida put down her coffee cup and covered her throat.

Why……