Cursing the daily life of the first grader

"Why... Yuren..."

This is what happened on the stairs of the school.

A piece of blood spread in front of Yoshino Junpei, he saw himself turned into a monster, saw the angry and sad look of the friend he just made, and heard Mr. Masato's crazy laughter from behind him , seeing...the appearance of himself dying tragically in front of the two of them.

What a nightmare.

However, this does not seem to be a dream.

Yoshino Junpei sat up abruptly, panting heavily and embracing himself, his mind went blank.

I am dead?

I'm dead, by the hands of... Mr. True Man.

It is his 【Inaction Transformation】.

I believed in his slander, believed in the saying that people have no heart, and even regarded him as my life mentor, a good person.

But I was wrong.

I trusted others, and the price was death.

No, not right.

Why am I still thinking like this when I'm dead?Wait, I'm at my house now?

Yoshino Junpei opened his eyes wide, looking around at everything around him.He was sitting on his small single bed, looking at everything that was so familiar before him that he couldn't be more familiar, and fell into a daze.

The room is small but very warmly furnished, and the curtains have been drawn thoughtfully. It is still dark, and it should be late at night. Yoshino Junpei touched the quilt on his body with trembling hands. The suppleness of linen, which my mother bought for herself.

Suddenly, as if he remembered something, he began to search in the room for a while, and finally found his mobile phone in the bedside table, clicked on the date...

【August 2018, 8, Monday】

Yoshino Junpei felt that all the strength in his body was sucked out in an instant.

This is, half a month ago.

I went back to the past.

Of course, the most important thing is that mom is still alive.

This is enough!

Yoshino Junpei's heart was beating extremely fast, and there was some crazy joy on his face, followed by tears streaming down his cheeks.He buried his head in the quilt to prevent his uncontrollable laughter from waking his mother who was sleeping next door.

【I live】

This fact is really, really pleasing!

………………

【August 2018, 8, Tuesday】

Yoshino Junpei put on the school uniform as usual, as if last night he was just having a nightmare, today he is still the boy who tends to think too much and loves to get into the wrong end.

"Junpei, why do you look a little sluggish today?" Yoshino Nagi - Junpei's mother looked at Yoshino Junpei who was listless early in the morning, expressing that she was frightened.

"What's with your dark circles? Did you stay up late last night playing games?"

"No, I just have some insomnia." Yoshino Junpei straightened his hair on the right side in front of the bathroom mirror, turning a blind eye to his slightly thick dark circles.Seeing this, Nagi Yoshino sighed quietly, feeling that education is really a very difficult thing.

Boys these days have stronger self-esteem one by one... If they were bullied in school, they wouldn't say anything about it.

The mother thought of the bruises she saw on her son unintentionally, and finally made up her mind and said, "Shunpei, why don't you ask for leave today, rest at home for a day, and catch up on sleep? I will help you with the class teacher." Please leave."

"No, no need." Yoshino Junpei sat on the dining table slowly, showing a comforting smile to his mother, "I need to go to school today."

"I need to make sure of one thing."

After perfunctory his mother, Yoshino Junpei enjoyed a loving breakfast from his mother.Although the breakfast is just ordinary omelette bread with milk, the moment the food enters the mouth, the feeling of being alive is so real.

Until now, for Yoshino Junpei, the shadow of death dissipated slightly.

After breakfast, Yoshino Junpei bid farewell to his mother, left the house and walked towards the school, and began to sort out the information he knew so far.

First of all, there is no doubt that I have already died once, and I have returned to half a month ago inexplicably.

However, that terrible future... Let's call it [the future], there is a certain possibility that I imagined it... Although I don't want to admit it, but no matter how I think about it, the matter of being reborn is even more absurd.

Therefore, the first thing I have to do is to confirm the [past].

Yoshino Junpei was walking in the direction of the school when he suddenly stopped.

If I remember correctly, a disgusting thing will happen here.

"Hey, boy, hand over your 'filial piety' today!"

In the corner next to it, a few senior students were surrounding a poor kid, smirking at him.

"But, here's my lunch money for today..."

"Take it out quickly, do you hear me?!"

What a normal sight.

Years of school violence made Yoshino Junpei indifferent to the scene in front of him. He looked at the three "senior students" with a little sarcasm, watching them get angry at the children.

"Why are there so few? It's not enough for me to play Fighting Machine a few more times!"

"I only brought lunch money, and I gave you all the money!"

The senior student kicked the child to the ground in annoyance, and turned around to see Junpei Yoshino who was watching.

"Yo, isn't this Shunping?" One of them smiled, and looked at the thin boy with contempt, "Don't worry, don't worry, we'll go 'chat' with you at noon today."

"Is that coward here?"

"Hahahaha, I have fun at noon today!"

Ah, what a disgusting sight.

Listening to these few words, Yoshino Junpei recalled in his mind the indignation of his day in his memory.

At that time, I hated these three people, thinking that they were all heartless guys, and they actually went to rob the juniors!As a result, I didn't expect that before I left, I was seen by them, so I waited until noon, and I was beaten severely.

[It's just a coward, garbage among garbage, how dare you look at our jokes?Why, why didn't you rush up in the morning like before, and then softly say a few words of resistance that didn't hurt?I see, are your legs weak?Hahahaha, coward! 】

The exact same time, the exact same place, the exact same characters, and...

Exactly the same lines.

Ah.

Yoshino Junpei suddenly wanted to laugh. Now, he confirmed that this is the [past], half a month ago.Otherwise, I have no way to explain why I can hear the exact same words as I remember.

Since this is the [past], does that mean that as long as things develop in the same way as in the past, I can usher in the same [future]?

For example, the future where these three people will die in a movie theater half a month later?

In my memory, Yoshino Junpei immediately left this place in anger and fear at this time, and now Yoshino Junpei reacted exactly the same as his previous self—he left without caring about the child at all.

Anyway, it's useless to control it, as long as the money is taken away by these wolves once, they will be like vultures smelling carrion, chasing you all the time, asking you for money every day, and treating you as their mobile ATM.

But everything is fine, anyway, the child will be blackmailed for another half a month at most.

Although it was exactly the same move, the current Yoshino Junpei has a completely different mood.

Really looking forward to that day.

[Information [-]: This is the past. 】

During the lunch break at noon, Yoshino Junpei was blocked by those three people in the boys toilet on the second floor of the school.Yoshino Junpei pursed his lips.

The place where I hid was changed from the grass in the school garden to the toilet, but it was still blocked.Although it is estimated that the beating incident will not change, this can also confirm one thing.

[Intelligence [-]: The future can be changed. 】

In other words, it is possible to let one's mother survive with oneself.

"Hey, Junpei coward, why are you absent-minded today? Are you shaking without fear?"

The three men surrounded Yoshino Junpei and laughed at him, "Ah, poor Junpei, you think you can hide from us by hiding in the toilet, don't even think about it, you are so big, I just ask Anyone who asks will know where you are hiding."

"Hahaha, yes, he is not only timid, but also a fool!"

That's right, I'm an idiot.

Yoshino Junpei accepted the result calmly, and skillfully squatted on the ground, covering his head with his hands, feeling the pain caused by the school violence.

I am a fool, discussing heart and soul with others there, but ignoring crucial facts.

From the very beginning, what I came into contact with was a murderer, how could I ignore this matter because of my revenge?Just like Mr. Makoto said, I am just a slightly higher idiot than the idiot I despise.

Let go of those messy theories, let go of those messy memories, what do you really want before you die?

But, live a good life with my mother, that's all.

In the face of death, no heart or soul matters.So what if people have hearts?So what if the soul is important?These are not important at all.

I didn't understand this until I died once, wasn't I a fool?

"Why don't you resist today? It's boring."

"Hahaha, I'm afraid he completely surrendered like his two friends?"

"Hey, Junpei, do you have any money? Quickly take out the money, we are going to play video games!"

Yoshino Junpei smiled, his dark eyeballs seemed to be a vortex, swallowing countless negative emotions.

"Do you think I'm a fool? Will I still give you the money?"

"It's just a coward, the garbage among the garbage, who dares to resist us? Why, why didn't you say a few words of resistance in a soft way in the morning like now? I know, are your legs weak? Haha Haha, coward!"

"Go on!"