The next day Lu Yuezhi left, Chu Huan sent him back and took the bus all the way north, following the car around the mountain city round after round without purpose.

Every part of the scenery outside the window is familiar to him, but upon closer inspection, everything has changed.

As the evening approached, when he arrived at the terminal, he got out of the car and walked for a long time to the gate of the cemetery.

In fact, he didn't want to come, he always felt that after he came, he admitted that his grandma had really left.

Even if he wanted to come, he always held back and dared not come.

As soon as Lu Yue left, he seemed to wake up a lot again.

Chu Huan stooped and sat down, carrying the old-fashioned pancakes that grandma loved to eat one by one in front of the tombstone.

Sitting here, one can overlook the entire mountain city. As the night fell, Chu Huan watched the lights gradually light up one by one, and his heart throbbed again.

It seemed that the one light that belonged to him would never come on again.

When Lu Yuezhi arrived in City A, he sent a text message and called after a long delay.

Chu Huan pinched the phone in his hand and glanced at his mouth helplessly, as if he knew this person would be like this.

He switched hands to pick it up, hugged his knees and looked down the mountain unconsciously.

Hearing Lu Yuezhi say that he has arrived at the old house, Xiaoying is now arguing to talk to him, asking if it is convenient for him.

Chu Huan responded, and soon heard Xiaoying's cheerful voice.

The corners of his lips curled up, and the child's laughter was contagious.

Listening to Xiao Ying talking about Xiao Hei fighting with Xiao Huang next door recently and scratching the other's eye.

He smiled, originally Xiao Hei was not a docile temperament, and he gradually softened after being brought back to live for a while.

Recently, I followed my grandfather to have fun in the old house. The activity area has expanded, and the vitality has been restored immediately, and I have also provoked a lot of wild cats nearby.

As long as you go out, you will come back all dirty.

Listening to Xiaoying talking about how fierce Xiaohei fights word by word, Chu Huan looked at the photo of grandma in front of him, and hung up the phone after a long time.

"Did you see? The Lu family is very nice. Lu Yuezhi has a very cute little cousin with a lively personality. She called me pretty brother when we first met..." Chu Huan himself laughed, "So Do you think I am narcissistic, but it is true, grandpa loves me very much, you should have heard it, grandma, don’t worry, I will live a good life, and I will work hard for the college entrance examination. If you are free ... just come back and see me, I will stay at home and study hard."

"Even if... give me a dream..."

When he went back at night, Chu Huan cleaned up the house and asked Wu Wenxu to send him some sets of questions.

Started to try to study at Yamashiro's home.

In the last month, everyone spent almost all of their time in the sea of ​​papers. Chu Huan didn't want to leave the mountain city for the time being, and he couldn't bear the final temperature of his grandma.

So I changed the living room into my own small study, and looked at my grandma while writing questions.

But the insomnia all night made him realize that his efficiency was not high.

Concentration has also been declining, and it persisted for another week.

After Chu Huan finally realized that he was not as calm as he looked, he went to see a psychiatrist on Wu Wenxu's suggestion.

He looks as if he has accepted the death of his grandma, but subconsciously he has been punishing himself with reality.

On the surface, they talk the same as Lu Yuezhi, and send text messages to each other.

The subconscious guilt towards his grandma made him unintentionally indifferent and alienated Lu Yuezhi in his words.

This is not right, and it is not fair to Lu Yuezhi. He often regrets and regrets after hanging up the phone and sending messages.

Two emotions intertwined and entangled in his mind.

I wanted to use the college entrance examination to bring everything to an end, but I couldn't sleep all night, my concentration dropped, and I locked myself in a vicious circle.

After going to the psychological room twice, Chu Huan began to have a correct judgment on the state in front of him.

Lying on the desk and looking at the photo of grandma in front of me, I curled up into a ball.

When Chu Huan went to the psychological room for the third time, seeing the weight he had lost, he finally took the medicine and went back to the sick room and accepted the doctor's advice.

He used to be trapped in the mountain city because of his grandmother and life, and later stayed in city A because of marriage and college entrance examination.

Chu Huan seldom thinks about the future, imagines his future life.

The doctor advised him to go out and have a look, even if he had to take the college entrance examination, he had to make choices, such as his preferred city and his favorite major.

If we continue to move forward like this, even if there is no problem now, we will have the same distress someday in the future.

Chu Huan thought of Lu Yuezhi and the Lu family.

Lu Yuezhi is very capable. He has been excellent since he was a child. He has his own ideas and a planned track. It can be said that he has all the characteristics of a perfect partner.

If he could, he could even sit at home without taking the college entrance examination, and this person would do everything for him.

But as his partner, I can't do anything for him, and maybe I will be suspicious and angry at him when I come back drunk one night.

Life is far more terrifying than he imagined. He knows himself so well that he can see the future of two people at a glance.

Chu Huan once shared his ideas with a psychiatrist, but the doctor just smiled, "Life is very hard, but in the same environment, some people find it hard, while others can enjoy it. Let's go for a walk, do it. As soon as you do what you want to do, come back and think about it again, maybe it will be different."

Chu Huan didn't tell Lu Yuezhi about these things, and every call was normal, and he even greeted his grandfather regularly.

Until one day when Chu Huan was backpacking in Province Z, Lu Yuezhi accidentally heard the local accent.

When Lu Yue was studying abroad a few years ago, there was a Chinese classmate who was from Province Z, and he was very familiar with this accent.

After hanging up the phone, Lu Yuezhi asked Chen Yue to check Chu Huan's movements, only to find that the certificate and account had been used in three provinces and cities within half a month.

Lu Yuezhi held his forehead, put down the document in his hand, and opened the dialogue between the two.

Because he never thought that Chu Huan would go out at this time, he used to send him messages for three meals a day, just asking about simple daily routines.

Chu Huan would always reply in time, what he had for breakfast and dinner, but he never revealed his mood and movements.

After receiving Chu Huan's good night message again, Lu Yue stayed up all night.

The college entrance examination is coming up soon. Did Chu Huan... give up?

For more than 20 days, Chu Huan has traveled to many places, met unscrupulous businessmen, and also stayed in conscientious B&Bs.

After leaving the ivory tower that Lu Yuezhi had brought him for so long, Chu Huan's mood gradually calmed down.

In the middle, there was an earthquake of not small magnitude, and I narrowly escaped from the fifth floor.

After working as a volunteer in the local area for three days, I saw many life and death partings before getting on the bus to leave.

On the day he returned to the mountain city, there were only five days left before the college entrance examination. He took flowers and food to visit his grandmother at the cemetery, then packed his things and bought a ticket to City A.

Lu Yuezhi would confirm Chu Huan's trajectory with Chen Yue every night. It was found that Chu Huan was at the epicenter when the earthquake happened, and he couldn't help but fly directly to the place for the first time.

But seeing Chu Huan wearing volunteer clothes to help the locals restore order, he restrained his desire to take him back immediately despite being worried. After staying there for a day, he was sure that there would be no possibility of aftershocks, so he stayed People came down to protect his safety and flew back to City A by himself.

As soon as Chu Huan arrived in City A, he first went to see Wu Wenxu and took his belongings and examination admission ticket, then he carried his belongings back to the apartment with a grunt.

Because Chu Huan was not around, Mama Hong only came here regularly to clean up Lu Yuezhi, and seldom came here at other times.

The apartment was very quiet, Lu Yuezhi was not there.

He opened his room and put his things in, turned around and looked at his bed, suddenly felt something strange, pulled off the quilt and saw the tie falling inside, and then he had a rough guess in his heart.

He tidied up the room, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and lay down on the bed with a sigh.

There was still a smell that belonged to Lu Yuezhi on the pillow.

He turned over, turned on the phone and went to the dialog box with Lu Yuezhi.

[It's bed time. 】Chu Huan moved his fingers and sent.

Lu Yuezhi knew that he had returned to the mountain city yesterday, and had been waiting for his news. Seeing that the window finally jumped out, he felt relieved for a moment.

Lu Yuezhi, [OK, good night]

Chu Huanning frowned, good night, good night, this person is obviously not at home, did he go to the old house?

So for the first time in more than a month, he repeated the message after good night.

【Have you slept well recently? ] Chu Huan asked him.

After Lu Yuezhi put down the phone, the moment he opened the file, the phone beeped again. This was Chu Huan's exclusive ringtone.

His fingers trembled, and he picked up the phone repeatedly.

Lu Yuezhi was in a good mood, and couldn't help but wonder if he decided to come back?

[Fortunately, I will sleep later. 】Lu Yue said.

Chu Huan curled his lips, 【Where do you sleep, is it a company? 】

Lu Yuezhi didn't think much about it, even though he once thought that one day Chu Huan might be the same as the previous two times, and suddenly appeared in front of him in order to surprise him.

But he only arrived in the mountain city yesterday afternoon, and it is logically impossible to return to City A so soon, so he didn't think much about it.

【why do you say so? 】

Chu Huan got into the quilt and rolled over, 【Let me make a quick check to see if you came home on time. 】

Lu Yuezhi was amused, 【Is it so sudden? 】He guessed that Chu Huan might really feel better in the past month, and he even talked more today.

【if not? ] Chu Huan raised his hand and turned off all the lights in the room, got under the quilt and clicked on the video.

Lu Yue was stunned, looked back at the huge bookshelf behind him, and pressed his forehead to connect.

Even if only a floor lamp next to Lu Yuezhi was turned on in the office, Chu Huan could tell at a glance that this was his office, so when he saw the other party's picture clearly, he couldn't help muttering.

"Cheat and you do," he said.

Compared to being arrested, what Lu Yuezhi cared about was Chu Huan's unusual behavior today.

But looking at the dark and vaguely visible figure on the opposite side, he couldn't help asking him, "Why is it so dark?"

"We all said goodnight just now, of course Hei." He said, "I'm in the quilt now."

Lu Yuezhi was very helpless, "Turn on the light and I'll see you."

"I don't." Chu Huan said, "If you tell me to lie, I won't let you watch it today."

"Chu Huan...you are obedient, I haven't seen you for a long time." Lu Yuezhi said.

"If you go home now, I'll let you watch it." He said, "You always work overtime like this, I'm going to be angry."

A warm current passed through Lu Yuezhi's heart, and he smiled and raised his hand to turn off the monitors in front of him, "You said, don't pretend to be asleep later."

Chu Huan usually licked the corners of his lips where Lu Yuezhi couldn't see clearly, "Okay, you go home quickly, and I'll turn on the lights when the background is an apartment."

Following Chu Huan's response, Lu Yuezhi heard a sound of ping-pong-pong from the opposite side, "Okay, pack up and go home, and call me back when you get home."

After speaking, he cut off the call without hesitation.

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