Madam wants to divorce me [Rebirth]

Shen Ming understood everything, he didn't reply, but simply wrapped his arms around Yin Lin's neck, pulled him into the room, and locked the door with a bang.

"Let's do it." Shen Ming held Yin Lin down, and after biting Yin Lin's lips fiercely, he said in a deep voice, "I'm sober now."

"I didn't take advantage of anyone."

"Yes."

"I didn't force you."

"Yes."

"I…………"

Shen Ming slapped it over, "Are you fucking still doing it or not!"

The hesitation flickering in Yin Lin's eyes was completely covered, he leaned forward, pressed Shen Ming's shoulder and kissed back, the powerful momentum seemed to swallow Shen Ming, Shen Ming was willing to cooperate, and tortured Yin Lin provocatively The tip of the tongue that goes deep into the tiger's den.

From the door to the bed, their actions were reckless and impulsive, and the long-suppressed lust was completely released. There was no need to have any fears anymore, they just wanted to devour the person in front of them, occupy each other, pollute each other, and let the other party get their own taste , the strong desire stirred up the blood as if it was about to boil, every nerve was going crazy, I always felt that it was not enough, not enough, not enough——

Shen Ming was enduring the pain, he asked Yin Lin, "If I don't let go, will you really not touch it?"

"Yes."

After a while, Yin Lin seemed to think of something, he was silent for a moment, and lightly bit Shen Ming's toes, "This is respect, you have done the same before."

Shen Ming paused, remembering that he had to wait for consensual things in the past, and sighed, "It's true, I was a little tougher at that time, so I wouldn't end up now..." He then said indifferently, "It's not important, I don't have to be here Above, it’s just that some people… don’t deserve it.”

I don't know if it's an illusion, Yin Lin always feels that what Shen Ming said is not worthy of being cold and bone-chilling, but on the contrary, it also means that Shen Ming admits that he is the one who deserves to do so.

At this time, it is really a good medicine to stimulate sexual arousal!

"Is there something urgent tomorrow?"

"What about you?"

"No."

Shen Ming said lazily, "Me neither."

His almost invitational response made Yin Lin's blood boil almost instantly. At this time, if Yin Lin can really control himself, he will be considered as a Buddha.

Unfortunately, he is still far away from becoming a Buddha.

Shen Ming grasped the bed sheet vigorously, his half-body volleying posture made him a little unsteady, his legs were numb, but the pleasure still passed through his body. He once thought that his sexual desire was low, but now he realized that it was an illusion. This kind of thing is the same It needs a tacit understanding with each other, just like when he did it with Yin Lin, the body can regain the feeling of carefreeness again.

They kissed each other, covering every inch of their skin with each other's traces. This was the most intimate hug, and they understood each other's intentions without any further words.

The moment Yin Lin appeared and hugged him, Shen Ming understood that this was the timing he wanted, and there was no need for any vigorous actions. As long as he was shaken and moved, he felt that there seemed to be nothing wrong with living like this for the rest of his life. OK

Yin Lin's debts have already been paid off, and now he can condescend to stay by his side, so why doesn't he regard himself as particularly important, there will probably never be such a person in this world who is willing to follow him wholeheartedly, even if he is hurt, Even if you are desperate, you still cannot escape this fate.

Yin Lin asked him: Shen Ming, do you understand?

Why does Shen Ming not understand, all these years he has been trapped only by himself, he can't pass his own hurdle, even if the hurdle is not deep, someone even took a piece of wood to put it in the middle, he once thought he could start A new life, but four years of trying have cut off this possibility. He once thought that he and Yin Lin were over like that, but in fact they are far from over. As long as one does not stop, the other will be impossible Let go of the past.

What's more, the long bond between them tied each other together, connected by flesh and blood, and it was not easy to break it down.

Drunk and dreaming of death overnight, turning Luan and Fengfeng upside down.

The next day, the two parties neglected their affairs one after another, and spent a few more back and forth between the bed. After seeing each other for a long time, the body will always miss each other very much, and it doesn't hurt to be lazy once in a while.

"what time is it?"

"It's 10 o'clock."

"We just lie there and don't care about anything?"

"Fu Meng will come to pick up the children, and the nanny will cook for them, there is nothing we can worry about."

Shen Ming stared at the sunlight coming in from the window, "Are we being too irresponsible?"

Yin Lin kissed Shen Ming rudely, and said dissatisfiedly: "You are not allowed to mention children now, I am the one lying next to you."

"..."

"Look at me, I want to see if I'm the only one in your eyes."

Shen Ming stared at him, thinking that unless there is a ghost, I can only see your shadow in my eyes.

Yin Lin looked directly into Shen Ming's eyes, and after a while, he was really satisfied and seemed to have his wish. It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul, where all the hidden emotions are displayed, but Yin Lin saw the very real Shen Ming, so he didn't have to worry anymore Shen Ming denied it afterwards, which is really a good thing to celebrate.

"Does it hurt?"

Shen Ming had a half-smile, "If you want to, just do it. I may not lose to you, but you make it fast. I'm really sticky. I want to take a refreshing bath."

Yin Lin bit Shen Ming's ear, "Then come back when you take a bath?"

"Okay, this is a trial, the next time is really comfortable, understand?"

"...I'll fuck you till you cry."

"Oh." Shen Ming disagreed, "Then you have to work harder, I haven't cried for a long time, and I just want to get rid of the toxin."

"........."

It's true to be full of warmth and lust, especially when the two of them are burning firewood and fire, and they live a very comfortable life. Except for two small light bulbs, after living unscrupulously in the bed, Shen Ming found out that they Unexpectedly, he couldn't remember what he had done recently, as if he moved his head, countless pornographic images were displayed.

This is by no means a good sign.

In mid-October, Shen Ming drove to the largest cemetery in the city. Yin Lin sat beside him, wearing a black windbreaker, with a solemn expression and gentle eyes.

The weather is getting cooler, there are few vehicles on this road, and the trees standing on both sides interpret the lonely desolation and silence.

There is a pendant hanging on the front of the car, and it rotates with the speed of the car. You can vaguely see the photo with the faces of the four people engraved on it. The smiles and warmth are deeply fixed, and there will be no change.

Shen Ming turned his head and asked, "Do you know why you came here?"

"You can probably guess."

"Tell me."

"My respect, today is your father's death day."

Shen Ming raised the corners of his lips slightly, but the arc appeared cold and indifferent, "All these years after his death, the number of times I have visited him can be counted on one hand."

"Well, you don't seem to have a good relationship."

Shen Ming glanced at him, complaining about the hesitation in his tone, "It doesn't seem like it's really bad - my mother's death is directly related to him, he is sorry for my mother, I will do my duty, but It is impossible to forgive him."

"……Oh."

"You must be wondering why I brought you here?"

Yin Lin followed his words, "Why?"

"you guess."

"........."

Although Jing's father and Jing's mother were buried in the same cemetery, the tombstone was separated by a few winding paths. They went to Jing's mother's tomb first. Although it was not the death day, Shen Ming prepared more than the death day, and even He prepared a copy for Yin Lin, and he placed flowers and other offerings in front of the tomb, and asked Yin Lin to kowtow twice, and said softly: "Mom, I stopped by to see you today, you see I have fulfilled your wish, Bury you in the same cemetery with him, but I really don't want to bury you together, so every time I visit you, I have to think about the troubles of the past, can you hear me?"

"His name is Yin Lin. He is the person I like. He will definitely live a lifetime in the future. Don't worry, I see people more accurate and hard-hearted than you. He will never suffer. We still have two children. You I've seen you before, and we will come to see you next time as a family..."

Yin Lin quietly grabbed Shen Ming's hand, "Auntie, don't worry, I will take good care of Shen Ming, we will be together and never separate."

Shen Ming elongated intriguingly, "You're still called Auntie..."

"mom."

"That's right." Shen Ming looked at Yin Lin in a kneeling posture, "Kiss me."

Yin Lin didn't ask why, he had already seen the answer on Shen Ming's face, they have gone through too many ups and downs, and now they are more and more precious now, he held Shen Ming's head, and kissed it prudently and piously on his lips, Powerful but not ambiguous, more like a promise that cannot be regretted.

Shen Ming kissed him back, ignoring the curiosity of the people next to him, he never cared about other people's opinions, he just wanted to use this method to prove to his mother that they are serious and will always be serious in the future go down.

"Don't worry about me." Shen Ming stroked the tombstone, "If there is an afterlife, you must have a good pregnancy, treat yourself well, and stop bowing your head for anyone, it's not worth it."

Yin Lin wanted to go with Shen Ming to pay homage to Father Jing, but when they got to the tomb, Shen Ming insisted on going alone. He was holding the items for worship, and his eyes were focused on the tombstone, and he slowly moved away after a long time.

When Shen Ming approached, Yin Lin said: "I should go to worship."

"No need..." Shen Ming finished instinctively, and after thinking about it, he felt that it made sense, "Then go, just bow, anyway, he doesn't care about politeness."

Yin Lin went over and bowed, and repeated what he had just said to Jing's mother, and finally lowered his voice: "Do you regret it?"

Regret?

After his wife died, his mistress ruined the family, and his own son blamed him. Even after his death, there were very few people who came to visit the grave, but there was no way to know about it.

Shen Ming felt a little heavy, "He tortured my mother a lot for the divorce, but after his death, Anna and Jing Weisheng didn't even want to come to visit his grave. Come to scold people, accuse him of why he left all the family property to me, do you think he regrets and feels guilty? My dad is too conceited, I would rather believe that he just doesn't want to defeat the Jing family, he knows what I will do, really him Mom is ridiculous!"

Yin Lin tried to calm him down, "Those things have passed for many years, you should have put them down long ago."

Shen Ming raised his head and took a deep breath. He wiped his face vigorously, and smiled at Yin Lin, "Do you know how my mother died?"

As far as Yin Lin knows, Mother Jing died of illness. She was very sick at that time, but for some unknown reason, she kept refusing to take medicine. It was impossible to drag her body down like this, and she passed away not long after. up.

Shen Ming sat down by the steps of the cemetery. From his position, he could see the outline of the city, and the wind happened to blow directly in front of him.

He whispered: "My mother refused to take the medicine at that time because she was pregnant."

Yin Lin looked at Shen Ming in astonishment, but saw that the other party lowered his head, his expression hard to hide his loneliness, "She is so stupid, it's that time, and she still thinks about the child who is barely formed, I know what she is thinking, she really loves that child A man is willing to give everything he has for her. She knows she can't live, but she still hopes to support the child's birth. This is actually possible, if that man didn't have a dispute with her because of the divorce..."

"That day I saw her bleeding all over the ground with my own eyes, I saw her panic and fear, I saw her begging anyone to save her child like a lunatic... Later her child was gone, and she was gone, and I was farther away from that so-called But that man didn’t restrain himself, he rushed to take that woman back shortly after my mother passed away, along with their son who was not a few years younger than me, it’s really fucking absurd!”

Yin Lin didn't know what to comfort. He grabbed Shen Ming's hand and told him of his existence in the most silent way. He guessed right. Shen Ming did have a difficult hurdle in his heart, but now that Shen Ming is willing to say Coming out means that the gully between them has finally begun to heal.

He will stay by Shen Ming's side and stand up when he needs him.

But Yin Lin believes that Shen Ming is far stronger than he imagined, and he will not overly fantasize about Shen Ming's fragility, because this is a man who can stand by his side, and all the things he tells are not to arouse his sympathy.

Scars will only make you look more invincible.

After Shen Ming finished speaking, he looked at Yin Lin, "Do you know the reason why I told you this?" His expression was calm, as if the loneliness just now was just an illusion that never existed.

Yin Lin thought of the past between him and Shen Ming, and the dispute they had because of the child. He thought he understood that Shen Ming was eliminating the last rift between them, so he nodded and didn't say anything more.

Shen Ming believes that he can understand, and he naturally believes that Shen Ming can also understand.

"Don't pull your face, are you sympathizing with me?"

"No."

"Smile."

--laugh.

"Too fake and not sincere enough."

- Smile sincerely.

Yin Lin changed various expressions before Shen Ming reluctantly nodded, "Okay, I believe you don't sympathize with me."

"..." Yin Lin couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but heard Shen Ming say again.

"Just kidding." He waved his phone, "I recorded all the scenes just now."

"——Shen Ming!"

【End】