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The light in the private room was very dark and blurry, and I only saw the figure of one person. For a while, I couldn't tell who this person was, but his eyes were looking straight at me, and I was almost completely dumbfounded. In place.

I have imagined countless times in my mind that one day he will suddenly appear in front of me, talk to me with a smile, come over, and meet my gaze...

Actually, that guy, he did that too.

The door of the private room was gently closed with a "click", he came over, looked at me, and met my gaze, those eyes, those eyes that I thought no one was more familiar with than me, at this moment At this moment, it makes me feel very strange.

"I'm sorry..." This is the first sentence he said to me. I don't know if it is my illusion. I always feel that he has grown taller and handsomer. The handsomeness of the boy, his entire temperament, has changed from the inside out, and he feels that he has matured a lot, but the only thing that remains the same is his eyes, his expression...

I couldn't speak for a while, I couldn't say I was shocked, and I didn't feel like crying, but I just felt that it's good that he still looks like this after so long.

"What are you apologizing for?" I don't know why I said that, although I have complained quietly in the past that he didn't come back and he didn't keep his promise, but now, he just stands in front of me, making me feel that everything, It doesn't matter anymore, as long as you come back and let me see you again, you don't have to apologize, I will definitely forgive you forever in my heart.

"Bian Yiyang..." I am no longer embarrassed to call out this name to outsiders, "You have become handsome." Even though there are many things I want to say in my heart, at this moment, I can only speak in this way.

"You're handsome too." He said.

"That's right." I bypassed him and sat on the sofa, and he naturally sat next to me, "But no matter how handsome I am, I'm not as handsome as you."

Bian Yiyang's hand touched mine at some point, "I miss you so much." He would still say such nasty words so bluntly.

"Hmm..." Actually, I miss you very much, I originally wanted to say that, but at the wrong time, Lin Yi opened the door with his classmates.

"Hey! Do you remember? Son Bianer!" Lin Yi pointed at Bian Yiyang and announced loudly.

I have to say that Bian Yiyang's charm is quite strong. I didn't expect that the classmates who only studied with him for one semester still remembered him.

"My son, Bian'er! The man of the school! The school girl! Who doesn't remember?"

"Damn it, look at your style, it's crazy!"

"He opened a big company, and he has traveled all over the world, so of course he has a big style!"

"Oh my god! Bian Yiyang was born so enviable!"

Bian Yiyang was surrounded as the center of the topic, although I didn't ask much, but I still listened carefully, it turned out that Bian Yiyang opened a company in a foreign country, it turned out that Bian Yiyang had already made a fortune, it turned out that Bian Yiyang came back In order to manage the development of the domestic branch... and to meet his lover.

"Yo...it turns out that Xiao Bian'er already has a lover. Who is she, isn't she beautiful? Just now, I wondered if I could recommend myself, but now it seems that I don't have that ability." A female classmate joked, "Then you When are you getting married?" she asked.

I drank wine and listened to the situation over there. I was not sure who Bian Yiyang's so-called "lover" was. woman?Would you still look forward to someone who didn't agree to be with him like a fool?

In fact, if Bian Yiyang has someone else, I don't blame him. After all, so many years have passed, there are very few people who can do that, and they are not idiots...except for me, a fool...

Yes, Bian Yiyang is so good now, a typical successful person, thinking about a person for six years because of a ridiculous and sad promise like a child's play?is it possible?

Although I know that this is just my negative thinking, although according to my personality, I can make up a reason to completely believe in Bian Yiyang, but I still can't help thinking that way.

Even so, I still couldn't help paying attention to Bian Yiyang's answer, I didn't dare to look at him, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to meet his gaze, I was afraid that when I looked over, he would act like a daydream, thinking with another person...

"I don't know when to get married," he said, "I don't even know if he will forgive me."

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Later we played games together, similar to the kind of truth or dare, I almost always choose dare, I am a little afraid to tell the truth.

"Go and kiss the second person on your left." The skinny man who changed a lot held the card and said while winking at me.

My heart tightened, and I looked to the second one on the left...it was a girl, she was pretty good-looking, and she was said to be single, I think the skinny man planned to make us two together...

The girl looked at me, and then hurriedly turned her face away, causing a group of people around her to boo.

However, during these booing, I felt a chill down my back for no reason.

My eyes involuntarily aimed at Bian Yiyang, just in time to meet Bian Yiyang's slightly gloomy gaze, and immediately... I had a feeling of being caught in bed.

The girl didn't mean to refuse, but at this time, if I said to punish the girl, it would definitely embarrass the girl, "Hey, Ren Qi, hurry up! Don't spoil everyone's interest." A male classmate booed, although He didn't mean anything malicious but I still felt a little anxious.

"No way..." I said with a forced smile. Immediately, the room fell silent, and I almost broke out in a cold sweat. "Actually... I already have someone I'm dating." Now that's all I can say.

"Fuck!" Lin scolded, "Why the hell are you like this... No, why don't I know?"

When I saw Lin Yi like this, I found it more difficult to do, "I just got into it a few days ago, and I haven't told you yet." I didn't dare to look at Bian Yiyang at all, and as soon as I said it, I wanted to slap myself both Big mouth, you idiot!In this way, how could it be better than directly kissing female classmates!

Lin Yi frowned and looked at me, opening his mouth in disbelief, as if the sky was about to fall, "I said you...not...Ren Qi...why don't you... Ahhh!"

Lin Yi's wailing was instantly overwhelmed by the booing of his classmates, and they all pulled me to ask me about my "object", which made me want to cry.

That night, I drank a lot of wine on my own, and I was in a trance. I didn’t know who was supporting me. I seemed to hear Lin Da called me a jerk. I straightened up and broke free from the arms of the person who helped me. With the support of other forces, I couldn't stand firmly at all. I just followed the blurred and overlapping world. My steps were unreasonably chaotic. Probably because my left foot tripped over my right foot, I became unstable and fell down.

I was on my face, I heard Lin Yi's exclamation, just remembered, but found a force around my waist, forcibly helped me up, the head and body were pressed on a person, the force was so strong , He still didn't let me move, which made me even more annoyed, I didn't know what to scold, and then I stayed in a trance until I was pressed on the soft seat, and I felt someone fasten my seat belt, It makes me uncomfortable to be so close.

"I... I'll do it myself, I don't need you to fasten it for me..." Slapped my hands away, I looked at the erratic seat belt seat, poked it a few times, but still couldn't buckle it in, and felt a little annoyed, "Don't fasten the seat belt anymore Damn, I can't die again..."

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When I woke up completely, I found myself in a strange room with severe head pain. I sat up and looked around, and found that the layout was very delicate and beautiful, not like a hotel, nor like any hotel I had ever lived in. one room.

The door was opened, and what I saw was Bian Yiyang who walked into the room with a cup of water. He looked at this side, froze for a moment, then came over and asked about my situation.

I waved my hand and said it was all right, but my heart beat wildly involuntarily. This machine in my body that hadn't been exercising violently for a long time, now that it met him again, it revived again.

"Why am I here?" I forced myself to be calm, and after taking a sip of water, I held the water glass and met Bian Yi's eyes, and asked him.

"I sent you here." Bian Yiyang's tone was not unfamiliar, on the contrary, there was an inexplicable kind feeling, but for some reason, when I looked into his eyes, I always felt flustered.

I took a sip of water and didn't know how to continue the conversation with him. He has changed a lot, but at the same time I feel that nothing has changed...

"Do you have a girlfriend?" The next second, the words he asked choked me.

I coughed and felt his cold hands on my back. When I was able to speak, I quickly said, "No, it's nonsense."

Bian Yiyang's drooping eyelashes suddenly raised up, and he looked at me, "You don't have a girlfriend?"

"No."

"not married?"

"Ah."

"Nobody in love?" he asked.

I looked him in the eyes, not knowing why he was asking that question, but I wanted to say, I felt like I had to say... "Yes!"

I have someone I'm loving!

There was no smile on Bian Yiyang's face, but a hurt expression, "Can I ask, who is it?"

"Bian Yiyang..."

"Huh?" He thought I was calling him.

"Bian Yiyang..."

There was a little puzzlement in his eyes.

"...Are you pretending to be stupid or are you really stupid?" I was a little helpless, watching him gradually turn to Qing Tian's expression, "That person is Bian Yiyang! The person I am loving is Bian Yiyang!" I shouted and tried hard Tell him, hope he hears, he understands...

The water glass was overturned on the bed sheet, my shoulders were pressed against the bed sheet, not too hot water was poured on my wrist, and the sheet was completely wet.

"I come again now, is there still time?" He asked me.

"You're only here now..." I couldn't laugh or cry, "Don't say you're too late..." Damn, how could I say such a thing? "Because I've been here all along..."