self strategy

In an intense kiss, Bian Yiyang stretched out his arms to hug me, and stirred vigorously in my mouth, I was not to be outdone, the kiss between the two was more like a competition, to see who could beat the other. Kiss dizzy.

I finally let go of my arm, and I glanced at Bian Yiyang, not knowing how to face my former self, and fell on the bed weakly, looking at the most familiar face without saying a word, feeling a sense of powerlessness Spontaneously.

Bian Yiyang leaned down and rubbed against my ear, softly, as if he had said a thousand times: "I like you."

At night, I lay on my back on the bed, staring blankly at the top of the bed, I knew Bian Yi was on it, "Hey," I heard him call me, "Are you asleep?"

I didn't know what he was going to do again, so I answered truthfully: "No."

"Good night." I heard Bian Yiyang say this.

"OK, good night."

Do you call me most of the night just to say good night?I feel like laughing, but I don't know if it's because of this good night that I fall asleep so peacefully.

Vaguely, I saw two figures.

In a field full of steles, there are two people. They are together, one is kneeling, the other is standing, and the standing person is holding flowers in his hands, small, one by one, like little stars, Being hugged in someone's arms, it is very lovable. The name of this kind of flower is easy to remember, just like its appearance, it is called "Gypsophila". I recognize the person holding the flower. One, and the other kneeling and sobbing in front of the grave was Ren Qi.

he is crying...

On the tomb they were facing, on the stone tablet above was my photo.

I'm in a trance, because I haven't seen such a "me" for a long time.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Bian Yiyang... I'm sorry..." I saw Ren Qi kneeling, and heard him crying and talking.

Tears ran across his cheeks, and dripped drop by drop onto the smooth slate. His hands supported my tombstone, just like when he held my shoulders and lowered his head to cry because he lost the game. .

However, this time, he cried even more bitterly. I have never seen him so sad, as if someone was tearing my heart... Subconsciously, I wanted to walk over, gently lift his shoulders, and use Wipe away his tears with fingers, then smiled, and told him, "Don't cry, don't cry for me, idiot... I will feel bad." But, I can't do it, as if I only have vision, I can only Watching all this blankly, unable to say a word, unable to take a single action.

"Why didn't you tell me... why? Bian Yiyang..." Ren Qi lowered his head and shouted with all his might, as if he wanted to wake up the dead "I", but his words shocked me up.

"If I hadn't pressed Lin Yi, I would have never known that you liked me until I died. Why...why didn't you tell me earlier?" Ren Qi beat the tombstone. Can't laugh.

Lin Yi squatted down and put the flowers in front of my grave, "Don't blame yourself, the past is over, and we can't change anything. Yiyang only chose to hide it when he knew your sexual orientation, and he wouldn't think about it." You forced yourself to be with him." He patted Ren Qi on the shoulder and said to him, Lin Yi seldom said such things that are similar to the truth, and I agree with what Lin Yi said, because Ren Qi is a straight man , even if he knows that I like him, but because of life, social pressure, and barriers, I don't want to drag him into the quagmire, and I can't break him, so we are destined not to be together.

Ren Qi's eyes are full of guilt, but I know that apart from guilt, there is nothing else between me and him. He has never liked me, and he has always regarded me as a brother. I really want him to know that all of this is true. It's not his fault, I didn't drive myself because of him, he doesn't have to blame me, this relationship may not be of any use to him at all, he can forget it at will...he can not remember, once his brother, I've liked him for a long time, as long as it doesn't affect his life, it doesn't matter...

"I just want him to be happy..." I heard Ren Qi say that.

Yes, my heart is the same, I just want you to be happy and continue to live without worries.

The fat man asked me to bring him a bowl of hot and sour noodles to go to the Internet cafe. I was convinced by this man. After playing games for so long, his skills are not very good, but he is getting better and better at handling people.

Bian Yiyang was called home today, and I knew it must be that serious and tricky father, he began to train me to be a company manager when I started college, and after graduation, I successfully became a so-called People who are "stained with a lifetime of light".

Of course, this has already happened in my previous life, and it's Bian Yiyang's turn in this life.

Thinking back to when I first took over the company, those employees were dissatisfied in various ways. Now that I think about it, it is not unreasonable.

At the beginning, my father had a big fight with me to teach me a lesson, because I thought I was not the one to manage people, and I didn't think I could do well in that business. Since I was a child, I was the kind of "no I like to take care of others, and others don’t take care of me.” This kind of life philosophy, but because of my mother’s illness that year, I was completely tied up when I wanted to escape to other places.

But what I didn't expect was that after taking over the company, based on the experience passed down by my father, and then summarizing myself appropriately, the effect of such management was not bad, the performance improved, and the dissatisfaction of the employees was cured, so after I graduated The president's career began.

To be honest, doing that job is really not as easy as it is written in the novel.

After I delivered the meal to the fat man and listened to his nagging for a while, I hurriedly greeted him and said that I was leaving. The fat man was quite straightforward, and he directly gave me 50 yuan as travel expenses. Before asking me, [-] yuan is really not a big deal In my eyes, but now, don't want it for nothing, just take it and leave.

I vaguely felt that I forgot something, and when I remembered it, I felt cold all over.

"Hey! Lin Yi! Where are you now?" I actually forgot that today is the day of Lin Yi's death!

"Ah? I'm at the red wall..." Lin Yi's tone was quite lazy, as expected, he was outside!I immediately turned around and walked towards the red wall, and said to Lin Yi: "Come to the Internet cafe, yes, it's Tianya, I have something for you."

As I was lying, I couldn't help but quicken my pace. Although I decided not to interfere with Li Anqin and Lin Yi's affairs, but after careful calculation, if Lin Yi didn't get that beating, it wouldn't affect anything, because Lin Yi was the last to know. The instigator of that fight was Li Anqin, and the beating that Li Anqin suffered to Lin Yi before Lin Yi completely broke his face with Lin Yi was always in the state of "unrelated". The relationship between him and Li Anqin will not change, so I decided to stop this unnecessary fight.

"What is it?" Lin became excited when he heard it, and he would never refuse a small offer from others.

"Hey, just that CD, then..."

"Who are you? What are you doing?" Before I finished speaking, I heard Lin Yi on the other end of the phone suddenly say... My heart sank to the bottom of the valley, and I took a step and flew towards the red wall. run over.

"Hello, 110? There was a fight, xx street, xx road, yes, near the red wall." I called the police, and at this moment I wanted to slap myself twice, but it was too late... It was too late... Lin Yi...

The sound of fighting was heard from a long distance away, and someone bypassed that place. It was a small alley, and I saw at least seven or eight people surrounding it.

"You guys are really capable of bullying the few." I gritted my teeth and learned Sanda for a while, but I don't know if these people have knives. Although Lin Yi was not injured by a knife in the previous life, he couldn't. Surely they didn't have knives.

When those people heard the sound and turned their heads, I saw Lin Yi who had been beaten with two panda eyes, and couldn't help clenching his fists.

"What the hell are you?" The leader shaved his bristles, spit a mouthful of foam on the ground, and slowly walked towards me. I knew that he was Dafeng.

"Are you his friend?" The man walked up to me and pointed at me, "There's a lot of shit going on, right? You'll beat me up if there's a lot of shit!" With a threatening face, I knew People in the society knew the consequences of this big peak. He stabbed someone to death in his last life, and he seemed to have raped a son who committed the same crime in his last life. In the end, he said he was sentenced Death penalty, but in fact it is not. It is said that he was thrown out by the young master and tortured to death with more cruel methods. Anyway, he will end up dead in the end.

For a person like Dafeng who is not afraid of things, if I tell him that I have called the police, he will become annoyed and ask his brothers to join forces and beat me up. Now, all I can do is delay.

"You fucking think that I won't dare to hit you if you don't speak!" Dafeng took out a knife and gestured in front of my eyes, "Get out of here, don't meddle here!"

I grabbed his arm. I learned how to grab it from Brother Yijun before. It was not a problem to restrain him. I grabbed his hand holding the knife that was about to stab my eye, and grabbed his neck and took the blade away. Come over, and pat on his neck, "Go away, or kill him."

That Dafeng also wanted to hook me with his feet. He is not a practicer, he has no real skills, he can only use brute force, so I still restrained him. In order to prevent him from winking with those people, I cut his head Pressing against the wall, pulling his head, and holding a knife in the other hand, "If you don't leave, smash his head against the wall, smash him to pieces!"

His brothers were not good characters either, they also grabbed Lin Yi by the collar, took out a knife, and held it against his neck, "Come on! Afraid of you?"

I didn't move, just watched them quietly, at this time I had achieved my goal, delaying time, waiting for the police to come.

When the police car stopped at the intersection and the police came over, I saw the unwilling expressions of those people.

I made a confession with Lin Yi and went home early. Fortunately, Lin Yi was injured a little on his face, but he was fine. I have to scream.

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