self strategy

Enchanting figures swayed on the dance floor, men and women fiddled with their postures, writhing vigorously and crazily, I drank wine, my head was in chaos, and I hiccupped, probably as drunk as a fool , I'm broken in love... Damn it!

Tomorrow is the wedding of the person I like. I have loved him for six years!But because the other party is a straight man, he was so cowardly that he didn't even dare to confess... Now it's good, I'm about to watch him and someone else enter the wedding hall, but I can only drink a cup of boring wine here, Hehe... Laugh at yourself, what a fucking idiot.

I came to the parking lot in a trance, not sure how I drove, and I forgot how many red lights I had run through. I was holding the steering wheel in a daze, and I had already forgotten the rules of driving. , is full of him holding a woman's hand with a happy smile on his face...

My brain hurts badly. When my car accelerated and went downhill with inertia, my heart throbbed with pain. By the time I realized that there was a sharp turn ahead, my car had already broken through the guardrail and flew in mid-air ...

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When I opened my eyes, what I saw was a piece of white. I barely sat up on the bed, and then realized that this is a hospital, and my consciousness was not very clear. After the sound, the fire rushed towards me like a broken bamboo, and the fatal pain brought by that biting impact seemed to still linger in every corner of my body...

My car fell off a cliff and exploded.

It's a miracle that I didn't die. At that time, the pain like destruction made me feel that my soul was being burned, but now, only my head is wrapped with a bandage, no respirator, no electrocardiogram... This shows My injury is not serious, maybe I should be thankful, but I know, this is not scientific at all!

There was an iron lunch box quietly placed on the bedside table in the hospital. At this moment, the lid was on the side, and the open mouth of the lunch box was steaming. Green vegetables... Broccoli?I remember this is one of Ah Qi's favorite foods... I clearly remember his preferences because I have been with him for six years, and more importantly, I like him.

Subconsciously picked up the lunch box, took two mouthfuls of rice, I fell into deep thought... I don't know how long I slept, it seems... I should attend Ah Qi's wedding, I smiled softly, I don't know what happened to me , Ah Qi will stop the wedding process for me.

No one would do that. The ward is empty at this moment, and there is no one to see me now, right?Originally, I thought that at least Lin would come to see me for a while, but now I guess it will be at Ah Qi's wedding, which is a major event in Ah Qi's life.

It is estimated that Lin Yi will scold me for being depraved and worthless after knowing that I fell off a cliff with his car. He may think that I did it because of Ah Qi. He is the only one who knows that I like Ah Qi, and he is also Ah Qi. Since Qi was young, I used him to get close to Ah Qi.

Lifting the lunch box up slightly, I saw my eyes from the iron side edge of the lunch box, I don't know if I missed Ah Qi too much, I actually recognized myself in the lunch box as Ah Qi.

I blinked, and the eyes reflected in the lunch box blinked with me. I frowned and took the lunch box away. Even though the face I saw was distorted a lot due to the irregular shape of the lunch box, I still recognized it. ... This is Ah Qi's face.

My heart was beating wildly, and for a moment I thought I was insane because he was married.

I immediately turned over and got out of bed, I didn’t even have time to put on my shoes, and when I stumbled and ran to the bathroom in the hospital, when I saw the face in the mirror, my eyes suddenly widened, and the self in the mirror made a surprised expression, I couldn’t bear it. Believe my eyes, I think I may have gone crazy because I like Ah Qi too much, because when I saw myself in the mirror, I actually had Ah Qi's face.

I raised my hand subconsciously and looked at the lines on it carefully. Undoubtedly, even though each hand has five fingers, these hands obviously do not belong to me... No matter how they look... they look like Ah Qi's.

There was the sound of the outer doorknob being turned, and someone came in. I was silent because of surprise, and only heard the man outside muttering, "Why aren't you here?" I recognized the voice, it was Lin Yi, and I hadn't recovered from the shock yet. I have some doubts, whether I have become Ah Qi, or because I have become crazy and think of myself as Ah Qi.

"Aqi? Are you inside?" Lin Yi shouted outside the door.

I called a few times, but I still didn't answer in a daze. The people outside the door seemed a little impatient.

"Ah Qi? Hey, don't just keep talking! Even if you take a shit, make a sound, or you can fart, let me know you're inside!"

"Hey, Ren Qi, it's too immoral for you not to talk, right? Could it be that the ball knocked you stupid?" Lin Yi yelled outside the door, feeling a little impatient, saying, "If you don't open the door, I'll break in." coming" trend.

When I finally woke up and finally opened the door before he acted, I was stunned for a long time before I recognized this person as Lin Yi. I looked at him and he looked at me. After a while, he touched his nose and said in disgust: "Wipe your butt and wash your hands, your whole body smells like shit."

"I don't have any shit at all. You are really talented to smell shit." When I opened my mouth, the words I spoke were all in Ah Qi's voice. Ah Qi's name is Ren Qi, and his friends usually call him Ah. When I started talking, I became violent as soon as I opened my mouth, but Lin Yi was stunned for a few seconds. After a few seconds, he rushed towards me with all his teeth and claws, "Well, your grandpa will talk back, right?"

After a while of fussing, it finally stopped. At this time, Lin Yi was wearing glasses. He looked very silly wearing glasses like this. I remember that he hadn’t worn glasses since he was dumped by his girlfriend. Gained weight, turned his bangs up and turned into a handsome man.

Now he looks like this... I haven't seen him in years.

"Fuck, you finally woke up. School starts tomorrow, and I was worried that you wouldn't be able to..." Lin Yi rejoiced while wiping his sweat, but I was stunned again. What school starts?It's been two years since I graduated from college!

When Lin saw me like this, he gave me a headache, "Sure enough, I was stunned by the ball. Tomorrow A will report on it. Didn't you forget?"

It wasn't until I got back to Ah Qi's house and sat on his bed that I gradually recovered.

Looking at the calendar, x month x day, 2019, isn't this the day before our university starts?

My heart was in a mess, I held my head and analyzed slowly, and a word that did not conform to scientific common sense broke into my mind - rebirth.

Indeed, in the situation where I fell off the cliff, it was hard not to die. Now I am obviously not the same person I was at the beginning. I should have become Ah Qi... According to the time, it is now six years ago, that is to say, Now I wear it on Ah Qi's body six years ago!

How can this be!I clamored in my heart, but the iron-clad reality was right in front of my eyes, which I had to admit.

There is a mirror in Ah Qi’s bedroom. I looked obsessively at Ah Qi’s face in the mirror, and unconsciously got closer and closer to him. I like Ah Qi. I did everything to get close to him, and I took advantage of him. I secretly kissed him while I was asleep, but this guy is too slow, no matter how close I get to him, he is classified as "brotherhood", he is a very pure straight man.

Ah Qi has never looked at me so "affectionately" like now. Although I know that this is my gaze on Ah Qi, and now I have become Ah Qi, the psychological satisfaction is still indelible.

It wasn't until my lips touched the cold mirror that I gradually came back to my senses. I actually kissed "myself" in the mirror just now?It's too perverted!

However, I have loved him for so many years, and my desire for him is clearer than anyone else. Looking at Ah Qi in the mirror, I gradually put my hand into his crotch, and an almost immoral thought flashed in my mind And pass...

Suddenly, there was a "click" outside the door, and someone entered the door of the guest room, "Qi, are you back?" A gentle man's voice sounded, it was Ah Qi's brother, I remember that Ah Qi had two brothers and a younger sister , I heard Ah Qi say before that his sister still likes me...

I lazily hummed, and pulled out the sinful hand covering my crotch. I didn't know what others would think when they saw me like this. I lay on Ah Qi's bed a little slumped, not knowing what to do in the future.

But I really can't put myself into Ah Qi. Ah Qi is a more...easy-going person, warm to everyone, but also relatively naive and dull. I don't resemble him in any way.

I lay on Ah Qi's bed on my back, my nose was full of his breath, and I turned into Ah Qi...I think God is joking with me, what do you mean?Do you want me to masturbate in front of the mirror every day?

etc!I turned over and sat up, and suddenly realized a serious problem - I became Ah Qi, this was six years ago, so if you say that, there will still be another "I" here!

Suddenly, I have a bad feeling, I like Ah Qi, so, this time, "I" six years ago, will I like Ah Qi?

I was completely stunned. At the beginning, I fell in love with Ah Qi at first sight. I think when I fell in love with him, it was the first day of the university. I was bored in the afternoon and went to the basketball court. A Qi who was discussing with senior seniors in the arena.

It’s not that he’s a good player, but that the aura that emanates from him attracts me all the time. I went to play with him that day, and he didn’t play as well as me. It's not the kind of standard beauty, he made me feel excited for the first time.

Judging from the current time, tomorrow should be the first day Ah Qi and I met. After that, I found out that Lin Yi and Ah Qi in the same dormitory were childhood friends.

So I started to get close to Ah Qi with the help of Lin Yi, and then I secretly changed the dormitory by mobilizing my relationship, and changed to share the same room with Ah Qi. From then on, my secret love journey that lasted for six years began.

Judging from the current time, Ah Qi and I have not met, so will "I" still like Ah Qi?

Now, I am still me, but Ah Qi is no longer Ah Qi.

The lining has been changed, I tried to imagine if Ah Qi was a different person, would I still like him, but after much deliberation, I still couldn't come up with an answer.

I can't imagine what will happen if this "I" likes to take office again. If you meet yourself and you like you again, what will happen to you?

I figured that must have been a nightmare.

I didn't confess my love to Ah Qi in the last life, and I think it's the same in this life, but I know what I want, if... I mean, if, this time, the former me fell in love with this me again and became Even though he won't confess his love to me, I know what he has been hiding all along.

This is too cruel for him!I didn't want to do that, I thought a lot, and finally came to a conclusion: as long as I don't get close to my former self, and don't let myself indulge in unrequited love again...

That's right!

Bian Yiyang, you should stay far away from Ren Qi in this life...

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