Willingness to be reborn

Gao Ran had already got into the car with her son in her arms, and put her son on the safety seat. Gao Ran felt a little weak, and couldn't exert herself for some reason. Fortunately, she just sat in the back and leaned against it for a while.

When Lu Yunxuan came over to drive, Gao Ran had already closed his eyes, his face turned pale, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, but I'm a little tired, let's go."

Lu Yunxuan wondered if he was exercising too much, and blamed himself.If Gao Ran knew that Lu Yunxuan thought this way, he would definitely disdain it. Is my physical strength so bad?Although there is more or less a reason, it is more of a sense of powerlessness.

Gao Ran turned his head and looked out the car window, instead of staring at his son, he knew that his complexion must be very bad now, from last night to now it was like a dream, as soon as he opened his eyes, his lover and son were born, They are all back again, but there is always a feeling of unreliability.But seeing the beloved father and son, Gao Ran couldn't face them like before, but he didn't know what to do. He also knew that his behavior today was a bit too much. He missed those at home. He probably thought that something was going to happen to him. Although he didn't hear what Lu Yunxuan's mother said just now, he could tell by looking at her expression.

but……

Gao Ran turned her head and looked at Lu Yunxuan who was driving. This man didn't say anything, although he still seemed to be pushing his feet, why didn't he say anything?Don't ask?

Gao Ran stared at Lu Yunxuan for a while, but couldn't figure it out.Lu Yunxuan noticed that Gao Ran was looking at him, and stretched out a hand to touch Gao Ran's forehead.

Gao Ran was taken aback for a moment, and said in a bad tone, "What are you doing?"

Lu Yunxuan posted it, "It's fine if you don't have a fever, go back and sleep for a while."

Gao Ran shook his head, Lu Yunxuan withdrew his hand and continued driving.

"Don't treat me like a child, I know if I have a fever or not, so don't touch me." Here it comes, it comes again, and it's the same as before.As soon as Gao Ran said it, he regretted it, but Lu Yunxuan didn't respond and continued to drive his car.

Gao Ran leaned back on the seat angrily, looked at his son who was entertaining himself, Gao Ran stretched out a hand to touch his soft hair, "Smelly boy! You have too little hair, in case you are a little boy in the future What about the bald man?"

"Ah no!" Lu Gaoqi threw the toy in his hand at Gao Ran, Gao Ran was amused, "Do you understand, kid?"

Lu Gaoqi looked at the discarded toy and wanted to get it, but was trapped by the safety seat and called "Dad" anxiously.

Gao Ran was a little jealous, he didn't call Daddy first!So I teased Lu Gaoqi with a toy, "Your father is driving, so he can't help you, call him Daddy! I'll give you Daddy!" Gao Ran shook the toy in his hand, but it was a pity that the kid Lu Gaoqi didn't buy it, so he still yelled Dad, but stretched out two little hands towards Gao Ran to hug him.

Seeing his son's eyes wide open, Gao Ran felt his heart soften. He unfastened the safety buckle and hugged his son, and stuffed the toy back to his son. "Let's play!"

Lu Gaoqi is very obedient!Play!

Gao Ran looked at his son who was having fun, and couldn't help but think that in his previous life, this child always stood far away from him, but he didn't leave. Sometimes when Lu Yunxuan came to talk to him, the little guy would follow his father. He followed behind and looked at Gao Ran closely, always looking very cautious.

Sometimes Lu Yunxuan would hand over Lu Gaoqi to Gao Ran. Gao Ran would go on to do other things after watching for half an hour and throw the child to the nanny. He felt that he had no feelings for the child. His pain at that time, when Gao Ran heard the cry of the child at that time, his heart was shocked and he also laughed.But when he woke up and looked at those people, hugging his son and smiling from ear to ear, he had long forgotten the feeling of shock.

Until one time he handed the child over to the nanny, but the nanny went out for something and didn't tell Gao Ran, until Lu Yunxuan came back and found Lu Gaoqi sitting on the kitchen floor, and the floor was full of forks, knives and other tableware.Lu Yunxuan's face became ugly at that time, and he went to Gao Ran's room with his son in his arms. Gao Ran looked impatient when he was woken up, "What's wrong!"

Lu Yunxuan only said, "He is also your son."

Gao Ran smiled after hearing this, "He's not." After speaking, he closed the door directly, and also covered Lu Yunxuan's expression.

Later, Gao Ran found out that the nanny had been replaced, and the kitchen had to be redecorated, and guardrails were also installed.At that time, I felt that it was very troublesome, but Lu Yunxuan didn't let him see the child again.Gao Ran didn't think much, just felt relaxed.Now that I think about myself, I'm really not a thing.

Gao Ran squeezed her son's little face and whispered, "You are my son!"

Although the voice was low, Lu Yunxuan who was driving could still hear it, no one noticed how happy he was smiling at the moment.

Lu Yunxuan drove the car to the park after listening to Gao Ran, "Aren't you going to see your sister?"

"She is taking Huahua to cut her hair, and she is going to get vaccinated. She said that she will come over during lunch. I want to play with my son for a while."

Lu Yunxuan nodded, "I'll book a hotel."

"Well, you decide." Gao Ran got out of the car with her son in her arms and went to some activities.After getting out of the car, Lu Gaoqi couldn't hold it anymore, kicked his calves, and wanted to go down, Gao Ran found a flat place, put him down, patted his little butt, "Go and play!"

Lu Gaoqi happily threw the toy in his hand and ran to the grass.

Gao Ran picked up the toy and felt helpless, he was really a little prodigal.Now the weather is just right, and Gao Ran can sit on the chair to bask in the sun, which is really comfortable!

Lu Yunxuan came over after parking the car. Seeing his son having fun with other children not far away, he went over to have a look worriedly, and sprayed him with toilet water to keep away the bugs.The children next to them were all vying for it, and Lu Yunxuan patiently sprayed each of them a few times.

Those mothers were already too excited. Such a cute little guy ran over, they had already turned cute, and seeing that the kid's father was so handsome, they couldn't suppress their excitement at all!Keep stuffing some snacks for Lu Yunxuan.

Lu Yunxuan also thanked them, stroking his son's hair, it was a bit rare. "I still have something to do, can I let Gao Qi play here for a while? I'm at the bridge."

"All right, all right! Children just like to play together."

"Thank you then."

"You're welcome!" "You're welcome!"

Lu Yunxuan took those small snacks and walked towards Gao Ran. As soon as he got close, he heard Gao Ran say sourly, "Okay, you! Not only little girls like you, but even mothers like you! Come back and teach me."

The smell of vinegar is so strong, how could Lu Yunxuan not hear it!Lu Yunxuan suddenly felt in a good mood, put the snacks next to Gao Ran, and took out a pair of sunglasses and handed them to Gao Ran, "Take it on, you have been ill for the past two days? Don't stare at your phone all the time, it's not good for your eyes." .”

Gao Ranzheng felt a little pain in his eyes, but the sun was so good, he couldn't help but want to look at it, so he ended up wearing glasses awkwardly.The two just sat and basked in the sun without talking.Gao Ran was bored looking through those snacks, "Yo! Sesame cakes! My son needs to eat more."

Lu Yunxuan couldn't help laughing, "He went to have his hair cut two days ago, so it's a bit rare. When he went to get a haircut, the barber also said that his hair was of good quality, and he might go there many times, and even gave him a special discount."

Gao Ran was very happy to hear that, "That is! It doesn't matter whose son it is!"

"Yes." Lu Yunxuan nodded seriously.

Gao Ran looked at Lu Yunxuan and suddenly felt flustered, he wanted to say a lot, but he didn't know what to say first.After holding back, he said "I'm sorry."

Lu Yunxuan was taken aback for a moment, but then nodded, "En."

After waiting for quite a while, Lu Yunxuan didn't speak any more, Gao Ran was stunned, "Do you know what I'm talking about?"

Lu Yunxuan shook his head, "Not very sure."

"Then why don't you ask me?"

"I don't want to ask."

Gao Ran couldn't sit still anymore, he had a lot to say now, "You don't want to ask me what's wrong today?"

"Change?"

"Ah? Hmm..." Gao Ran waited for Lu Yunxuan's next words.

"Is there a reason?"

"Ok?"

"Is there a reason for the change?"

"Have……"

"Want to say something?"

"do not know."

Lu Yunxuan laughed when he heard Gao Ran's answer.Gao Ran doesn't understand, what does this mean?

Lu Yunxuan took off Gao Ran's sunglasses with a smile, looked into his eyes and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't say anything, I like you no matter what you say, and I will accept it."

This is the first time for Gao Ran to listen carefully to Lu Yunxuan's words, "It doesn't matter", "I like them all", "I will accept them all"...

Gao Ran felt that her eye circles were red, and quickly put on the sunglasses, her voice was not as steady as before, "Why?"

"Because I love you."

Gao Ran is very glad that she put on the sunglasses at this moment, "Why do you like me?"

"Love at first sight, believe it or not?" Lu Yunxuan quietly stretched out his hand and held Gao Ran's hand, "Do you believe it?"

Gao Ran lowered her head without saying a word, and didn't take back her hand, but let him hold it. The temperature from the palm was very warm and comfortable.Seeing the ring on Lu Yunxuan's hand, he remembered that he put it on very perfunctorily.Gao Ran stretched out his hand to take off Lu Yunxuan's ring, but as soon as Lu Yunxuan's hand was withdrawn, he heard him ask unhappily, "What are you doing?"

"It's okay, it's crooked, I want to grind it for you." Gao Ran shrugged pretending to be relaxed.

Lu Yunxuan didn't stretch out his hand any more, and asked Gao Ran, "Do you like me?" In fact, he knew the answer, but he wanted to know if there might be another answer, just like Gao Ran who woke up this morning, unexpected.

Gao Ran stood up, "I don't know." After speaking, he walked towards the river.

Lu Yunxuan looked at Gao Ran's back and smiled, it was really unexpected, wasn't it?