Willingness to be reborn

Gao Ran walked all the way back to the store. He kept walking for more than two hours. Even though it was almost November, he was exhausted and sweated all over.But at this time, my mood didn't change much, no anger, no disappointment, no sadness, nothing, but I couldn't get excited, couldn't be happy.

When Gao Ran returned to the warehouse, Chai Xue and Chen Zhiqing were packing the order and chatting at the same time. Seeing Gao Ran come back, they hurriedly put down the things in their hands, and ran over to ask Gao Ran what's wrong.

"What happened? Why is there so much sweat on your face?" Chen Zhiqing hurriedly handed a tissue to Gao Ran, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I'm too weak, I just wanted to exercise, but I overestimated myself." Gao Ran smiled and took the tissue to wipe the sweat off his face, "You two can get off work, I'll just do it."

The two nodded, packed up their things and prepared to leave. Before leaving, Chai Xue asked, "Sister-in-law, my brother came to see you just now, have you seen him?"

"Don't call me sister-in-law!" Gao Ran suddenly yelled, and when she saw Chai Xue's frightened face after she yelled, she felt sorry, "Sorry, I mean I'm a man, so it always makes people feel uncomfortable. good."

Chai Xue nodded and left without saying anything.

Seeing the only girl leave, Chen Zhiqing walked up to Gao Ran, "What's the matter with you? Chai Xue has been calling you for so long, and now you're saying it?"

"It's okay, I'm just in a bad mood, and I'll apologize to her tomorrow." Gao Ran sat down to sort things out.

Chen Zhiqing pouted and sat down, "Did your mother-in-law make things difficult for you?"

"No, it's just that I'm in a bad mood for no reason." Gao Ran didn't want to say anything more, he had a vague answer in his heart, but it seemed that there was no answer.So he wanted to talk to someone, but he didn't know how to speak.Just like the shout to Chai Xue just now, he knew it wasn't because of the title "sister-in-law", but because she mentioned Lu Yunxuan.

"Menopause!" Chen Zhiqing joked out of fear of chaos.

"I'm a man! A man!" Gao Ran emphasized repeatedly.

"What's wrong with men! Men also have menopause, and some people have it all their lives, just like Cheng Wenlu, who keeps a straight face every day, like who owes him." The more Chen Zhiqing said, the more angry he was, and the movements of his hands also He became fierce, but fortunately Gao Ran saw it and stopped him quickly.

"My box is also very expensive! Be careful!" Gao Ran intercepted, and hurriedly took the box back.

"Cut!" Chen Zhiqing was very disdainful, "To be honest, I really don't understand that you rich people can make such a good packaging box. Is it necessary? Shouldn't you throw it away in the end?"

"Stupid! This is our face too!"

Chen Zhiqing finally got his head spinning. Hearing what Gao Ran said, he also felt a little awkward, so he quickly changed the subject, "Just move your mouth. Lu Yunxuan made this box for you, right? There is such a husband It's really enviable!" Chen Zhiqing looked yearning, "If I had someone like this, I wouldn't do anything, just stay at home every day."

"If you're idle, the people in his family will definitely look at you more and more disliked. They don't know what to say about you for a long time, and they are just waiting to see your jokes!" Gao Ran replied lightly.

Chen Zhiqing thinks about Mrs. Lu who came at noon and thinks it's right, "But I'm not living with them!"

This time it was Gao Ran's turn to sneer, and at the same time threw away the thought of chatting with Chen Zhiqing just now, "You really think you're making a TV series?"

Chen Zhiqing retorted, "TV dramas are much more complicated! Those women, not to mention three women in one drama, one woman can be enough! Oh! There are also men, if it weren't for their vacillation, lack of responsibility, and Not so many things will happen."

Shaking?Does Lu Yunxuan have it?No.Gao Ran knew very well that they had never heard of anyone other than Lu Yunxuan after they got married in their previous life, let alone in this life, as soon as he confessed, Lu Yunxuan became even more clingy to him, and was easily caught by him prison!Etc., etc!Is now the time to think about this? !Gao Ran quickly shook his head and continued to pack.

Chen Zhiqing next to him was very scared, because his boss shook his head, nodded, and whispered to himself, not to mention the expression on his face, which was scary!Look at the box in his hand again, it's a shame!If you send it in the past, people will definitely give a bad review!

Chen Zhiqing carefully stretched out his hand to hit Gao Ran, but Gao Ran turned to look at him instantly, which startled him.

"What?" Gao Ran asked coldly.

Chen Zhiqing pointed to the box in Gao Ran's hand carefully, and reminded, "Pinch it any further, and the face will rot from the inside out!"

It was only then that Gao Ran realized that he had exerted too much strength just now, and the box was no longer usable. Gao Ran hurriedly took out the product to have a look, and it was okay, so he took another box and started to repack it.

"Oh, that's right! Did you see Lu Yunxuan? He came to look for you and then left without finding you. He looked quite anxious."

"I see." Gao Ran replied listlessly.

Chen Zhiqing understood, there was a quarrel!When Lu Yunxuan was mentioned before, Gao Ran's happy face could light up the whole warehouse and envy others, but now he has a sad face, as if he owed someone money.

"You two quarreled?"

"No no."

"Don't lie to me, I can see it, I know you may not want to say it, but I think it would be better to say it."

Gao Ran shook his head silently and did not speak.

Chen Zhiqing didn't persuade him either, and he couldn't just force Gao Ran to say such things, and it wasn't good for Gao Ran either.After holding back for a while, I still couldn't hold back, opened my mouth, and said, "Don't hold it in your heart, I know you can't cry like a woman, although it does feel better that way. I will accompany you today , how about we go drink later?"

Gao Ran was very grateful to Chen Zhiqing, with such an attitude, she was still willing to accompany her. "No, I'm going to pick up my son later."

Chen Zhiqing put down the work in his hands and shook his head, "If you quarrel, you have to be self-willed once in a while! Let him pick up the child today, besides, it's his own son!"

Gao Ran looked at Chen Zhiqing's injustice for him, and somehow revealed the secret he had been hiding all along, "Actually, that's my son too."

"What?! Lu Yunxuan actually raised your son?! No! He actually allowed you to have sons with other women? He, he, he...he also..."

Seeing that Chen Zhiqing obviously missed the point, Gao Ran was still considering whether to continue explaining, but before Gao Ran could think about it, Chen Zhiqing came over and stared at Gao Ran's face, his eyes were wide open. Surprised.

Gao Ran was so stared at, she leaned back, "What are you doing?"

Chen Zhiqing rubbed his chin and said, "That's not right! That kid looks like Lu Yunxuan! Could it be that after a long time, he will really grow more like him? It's over!" Chen Zhiqing suddenly shouted, "What if I become like Cheng Wenlu? ! Who wants me again!"

Seeing Chen Zhiqing's serious deviation from the finish line again, Gao Ran thought it would be better to say it out, "That's his own son!"

"I'll just say it!" Chen Zhiqing was happy again, but he was scared to death by Gao Ran's second sentence.

"It's also my own son, born to me."

"What... what? What are you talking about?" Chen Zhiqing was so frightened that his accent came out, which made Gao Ran laugh suddenly, but after laughing, he found that Chen Zhiqing was still looking dumb, and Gao Ran didn't know how to speak, " That...in fact, I..."

"How was it born?" Chen Zhiqing suddenly approached Gao Ran, "You really gave birth to it? Give me another one."

Gao Ran's head was covered with black lines, and he knew that this person couldn't catch the finish line!Gao Ran pushed Chen Zhiqing away, "You want to see yourself die!"

"I can't give birth!" Chen Zhiqing said aggrievedly.

Gao Ran was helpless, but he didn't know if he was too much stimulated today, so he reminded, "Maybe the one in your family can do it, his brother is the same as me."

Chen Zhiqing suddenly had stars in his eyes, "It's true! I like children the most!"

Seeing Chen Zhiqing's excited look, Gao Ran knew that he had caused trouble, and he must avoid that man in the future.

Chen Zhiqing stayed there for a long time, and then it stopped. He sat down and continued to pack with Gao Ran, "I'll tell you! The child must belong to Lu Yunxuan, otherwise how could their family agree to you two being together."

"Hmph! Why not!" Gao Ran disagreed.

"Hey, I'm just talking, don't be angry, but even if they really don't agree, Lu Yunxuan will definitely not care about it, you'll know when he loves you."

Gao Ran was silent again, what Chen Zhiqing said was right, in fact, just like Mrs. Lu said at noon today, maybe Lu Yunxuan really didn't have such deep feelings for him, so what if he had a child?And it is impossible for him to do whatever he wants like now.Even if that person selfishly contributed to this marriage that was originally a loophole, he is still doing his best to make up for it, and more importantly, he completely protects himself and allows himself to do anything recklessly.

Do you just let it go?Gao Ran didn't want to, he also had a selfish side, he lived this life because of Lu Yunxuan, if he let go like this, his heart would have no strength to beat, because his love for Lu Yunxuan was the motivation for him to start again this time.

Gao Ran was woken up by Chen Zhiqing, "What are you doing? Pack it!"

"There! There! The door!" Chen Zhiqing pointed to the door, and Gao Ran followed it to see, it was Lu Yunxuan.

Gao Ran stood up abruptly, and Chen Zhiqing stood up quickly after being startled.But Gao Ran sat back immediately, and Chen Zhiqing also wanted to sit back, but he felt that it was better to walk now!He still has eyesight.

Seeing Chen Zhiqing getting up to pack his things, Gao Ran asked him uncomfortably what he was doing.

Chen Zhiqing pointed to the watch on the wall, "It's already seven o'clock in the evening, I should go back."

Only then did Gao Ran notice that it was so late, so she quickly stood up and cleaned up, and told Chen Zhiqing to be careful on the road.

Chen Zhiqing's feet were numb after sitting for a long time, and he almost fell when he took two steps. Gao Ran quickly helped him up, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay!" Chen Zhiqing laughed, and said to Gao Ran in a low voice, "You guys have a good talk."

Gao Ran didn't speak but nodded.

After Chen Zhiqing left, Lu Yunxuan walked in. Gao Ran suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and didn't know whether to speak, although he had already figured it out.Before he could open his mouth, Lu Yunxuan spoke, his voice was very cold.

"He just touched you."

Gao Ran took back the words on his lips, and sneered back, "He fell down, what's wrong? You can't bear it? Do you want someone to tell me?"

"I don't have Gao Ran. I only knew that you were in the room that day. I really don't know anything else."

"Oh, Lu Yunxuan, you are really selfish."

"I'm sorry, Gao Ran, but I can't let go."

"I know." Gao Ran took a deep breath, and called Lu Yunxuan to come over and hold his hand, "Because I can't either."

Lu Yunxuan happily squeezed Gao Ran's hand, "Gao Ran me!"

"But we need to have a good talk..." Gao Ran's voice suddenly dropped.

Lu Yunxuan didn't say anything, but just held Gao Ran's hand tightly and nodded, "You can say whatever you want. Just don't let go."

Because without you, it's not that I can't live, but I can't live.