Decisive

Chapter 10

Chen Yuan was dreaming.in a dream.The person he likes is wearing a crisp white suit, and is holding a woman whose face cannot be seen clearly.There was the usual quiet smile on his face.Holy church surrounded by white veil.The parents of both parties were sitting in the auditorium, the priest was in front of the newcomer, he couldn't hear what he was saying, all he could see was that Song Jingcheng didn't look at him, no matter how piercingly he screamed, no matter how painful he was, He couldn't see him anymore.He cried in pain, tears streaming down his face.When Song Jingcheng was about to say "I am willing", he woke up with a start.

One side of the pillow was wet, the corners of his eyes were red, and the quilt was kicked on the ground. Slowly, he curled up, his head buried in his knees, and his shoulders trembled.Song Jingcheng's question at night made him so sad.Song Jingcheng asked, why are you so lonely.He wants to tell him, brother, because I like someone I can't like.

Chen Yuan didn't know that Song Jingcheng happened to pass by the door to drink water. Song Jingcheng looked at Chen Yuan who was curled up and crying, feeling an indescribable pain in his heart. In front of him, Chen Yuan would always smile. He didn't know why he was so sad, so distressing that Song Jingcheng wanted to hug him.But he couldn't do that, he knew that Chen Yuan would never want him to see that.

Through the door, Song Jingcheng's eyes were a little red.Chen Yuan is sad, and he will be sad too.

Chen Yuan kept her head buried, while Song Jingcheng stood at the door.

Song Jingcheng was actually a little uncomfortable. He must care about the person who could make Chen Yuan feel so sad, but he didn't know who that person was.

As a matter of course, Chen Yuan was still in a good mood the next morning.Even the eyes are not red and swollen.If it wasn't for his sad look so profound last night, Song Jingcheng would have thought it was his illusion.

"Xiaoyuan, you will graduate in a few months, right? What kind of job are you looking for?" Song Jingcheng couldn't help but sigh while eating the breakfast that had been prepared, it would be nice if this kind of life continued.In fact, Song Jingcheng wanted him to go directly to the company.

"Ah. I've already found it, an entertainment company, a photographer." Chen Yuan said.

Song Jingcheng was surprised, he had never heard of Chen Yuan looking for a job.

Song Jingcheng was silent.Chen Yuan also looked at him silently.Said: "Brother, I'm not a child, you don't have to worry about my job hunting."

Song Jingcheng suddenly felt that he was interfering too much in his life.He felt that it was like an elder brother caring about his younger brother.

Song Jingcheng felt that he didn't know Chen Yuan that well, such as why he was so sad and what he was thinking.

The not-so-pleasant breakfast ended in silence, and Chen Yuan has become more and more silent recently.Song Jingcheng could feel it.

When there is a rift in the relationship between two people, whether they are friends or lovers, in a short period of time, both parties will get closer to other people.

William is the only one who knows that Chen Yuan likes Song Jingcheng.When Chen Yuan was studying abroad, she lived with William in a double room.One night Chen Yuan woke up from a dream, opened her eyes, and William was still awake, asking what was wrong.Maybe it's because the moonlight is too gentle, the longing is too deep, and I like to suppress it for too long, and I urgently need a vent.He told William about Song Jingcheng, who he liked.He didn't know that the second male neurotic William would go to his school to study as a research subject.

So William is the one who knows his pain best.

Yan Taoyao was happy to see Song Jingcheng again, he was her elder brother Song.Taoyao often harassed Song Jingcheng, sometimes for a meal, sometimes for a phone call, and sometimes for sending a text message.They all understand that this has nothing to do with love.Song Jingcheng is close to her, and after not seeing her for many years, it is inevitable that she will be spoiled.The two get in touch more often.

Chen Yuan has been busy with graduation and other things recently, and she doesn't let him interfere at all. Sometimes she feels that she is too worried, but the worries in her heart can't be solved.Get used to it.After all, it has been four years.It's just that Chen Yuan's rare and tough refusal made it hard for him to say anything.I just vaguely feel that Chen Yuan is a bit like a child who wants freedom and independence from his parents.