[Go Soul Natsume's Book of Friends] Guang Xia

Natsume Special Chapter 22

Reiko was still talking, but Natsume couldn't hear her.

Du Ruo——If you smell it for a long time, you will lose the ability to see monsters.Therefore, Natsume has never heard of demon extermination being used.

But he personally gave such a spice to Guanghe Zuowei...

It is none other than Natsume himself who makes youkai invisible to light and is isolated from the world of "Book of Friends"!

It was hard for the teenager to accept such an ending, and it almost broke his heart.It was as if a large basin of ice and snow was pouring down on the head, and a large area of ​​my heart became cold and cold... There was once illuminated and warmed by the golden light of the rainy night, but now, it was extinguished again.

Over the years, Hikari and Natsume have struggled to keep their secrets.Hikari made a promise in front of Ryo but dared not tell the whole story; Natsume carefully got along with Tanuma, Dokari, and Natori, trying not to mention what they couldn't see or didn't recognize.

In the vast sea of ​​people, Natsume met the light.Light not only understands his loneliness, but also is himself in his heart.Natsume placed too many deep emotions on Hikari.Now, he himself created the separation between them.

Natsume's heart was already cold.He didn't cry often, but at this moment he wanted to cry from the bottom of his heart.The body seemed to be shaken, and a familiar call came from a distant place.

"Natsume... Natsume..."

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After He Zuowei finished playing a game, Hikari came to the room to look for Natsume.He wanted to ask why he couldn't see the monster, but found that the young man was holding an ancient mirror and tilted his head, his eyes were closed tightly, as if he was asleep—but it was not like ordinary sleep, his brows were deeply furrowed, and his face was pale. Pale, as if haunted.

Feeling flustered, Hikaru shook his shoulders: "Natsume...Natsume..."

It was raining heavily outside the window, and Natsume slowly opened those brown eyes.In the pure and transparent gaze, the light sees his own face in it, like a reflection in a quiet lake in autumn.

Being looked at by those eyes, Hikari always felt indescribably peaceful.However, the next moment, the reflection was shattered.A tear condensed in Natsume's eyes and slipped quietly.

Light actually had a kind of horrifying feeling.It's not that I haven't seen Natsume's tears, why is it so unbearable at this time, and even my heart is full of blank pain, which is inexplicable.

"Are you okay?" Guang swallowed, "What happened—"

There was a loud thunder, and strong lightning shone through the window, illuminating the boy as crystal clear.Natsume stood up abruptly, picked up the backpack containing "Book of Friends".It came so suddenly, Hikaru didn't understand what happened, Natsume turned his back to him and opened the paper door with a "bang", and rushed away.

"Natsume—!" After realizing it, Hikaru suddenly got up and chased him out.But he saw Zuo Wei on the porch grabbed Natsume's elbow in time.There were bursts of thunder, and the heavy rain fell from the sky and the earth. The water splashed on the entrance wet the wide sleeves of the snow-white hunting clothes, and the two stood staggeringly under the washi wind chime.

Zuo Wei asked, "Guizhi, it's raining so hard, where are you going?"

Amid the pattering rain, Xia Mu's voice was so weak that it was almost hard to hear. "...I'm afraid of thunder..."

Guang was confused: "But, no matter where you go, there will always be thunder."

Natsume turned to the light.He lowered his head, his face was sunken in the night, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

Are you that scared?Guang felt incredible, and felt that something was wrong.He cautiously approached Natsume, and took the boy's other hand, the palm was sweaty, he must be really scared.Guang's heart skipped a beat, and an indescribable pity welled up in his chest: "Don't be afraid."

Zuo Wei also said, "I'll play the flute for you, maybe you won't be so afraid."

You don't understand.

You don't understand, I'd rather never have it than face this absurd truth.I would rather go on alone alone than drift away from you and be powerless.

Natsume was dragged back into the room by Hikaru.The power of light is surprisingly strong, with a firmness that cannot be broken off.Guang Ban pushed him back to the desk where the butterfly album was placed, and pressed him to sit down.

"Look at you, you even forgot to take what your parents left you." Guang said pretending to be stern, with a hint of uncertain vanity in his tone.

Natsume didn't say a word, but held back the tears that welled up in his eyes.The wind wrapped in water vapor rushed into the window, and both of them felt cool.

Light six gods have no master. "Natsume, did I do something wrong?"

Natsume just said: "No." As if muttering to himself, "...it was me. The one who was wrong was me."

"Huh?" Guang didn't understand.

Natsume stopped talking, and just lay down on the butterfly album disheartened.Even the relics of his parents can't bring him any warmth.

Zuo Wei's flute sounded at this moment, the tone was clearer and brighter, making people quiet inexplicably.Natsume felt the surging emotions slowly settle down.It seems that there is only a long flute sound left between the heaven and the earth, flowing into Xia Mu's heart like a stream in the mountains.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, is the result really that bad?

Hikari was frightened by monsters before, so he couldn't play chess with Zuowei all night.Didn't Natsume himself tell Natori that he hoped that they could play chess without distraction and stop getting involved with monsters?

——Isolation by surprise, and living alone.

Natsume remembered the two people's signatures in Chuzhi, tied to a branch, covered with ice crystals, like a thousand paper cranes.

If this is God's arrangement... then let him bear this loneliness.

After all, all of this was created by him, not others.