[Go Soul Natsume's Book of Friends] Guang Xia

No.20 seven times

He only glanced at Natsume, but left with Mr. Cat without asking any further questions.At this moment, Mr. Cat's attention was completely attracted by the octopus balls.

"I know that one day I will be discovered by you." Chuan Tian took off the mask with the word "目" written on his face, his blue-purple eyes showed no sorrow, "I am very glad that you will leave here soon."

Natsume felt a heart-wrenching irritability.He will leave Tokyo and Hikari Shinto soon, he knows it all, but he is not reconciled.It's the same between grandma and monsters, and it's the same between Hikari and Zuowei. Why is he always just a bystander?

At this time, there was a sound of light complaining from the other side.Teacher Cat is sparing no effort to snatch the octopus ball in Guang's hand, and Guang is sparing no effort to avoid it.Their voices seemed to come from far away.The passing summer is like a thin slice of lemon that has been evaporated, slightly sweet and slightly sour.

"The rotten grass is the firefly." Natsume pointed to the note in Chuantian's hand, "Is this... Miss Qinglan?"

"Yes..." Chuantian sighed, as if talking to himself, "Do you know how much I envy Shinto-kun? His opponent will always be by his side. And my opponent... I can only watch her Die again..."

"You mean, you will get rid of her?" Natsume couldn't hold back anymore, "Get rid of Qinglan, get rid of—the opponent you found very hard?"

Chuan Tian glanced at Natsume: "Mr. Natsume, we exterminate demons. The reason why we can eliminate monsters without shame is because monsters have always been enemies in our hearts."

"But Ms. Qinglan is not an enemy!" Natsume exclaimed excitedly, "Nor is Mr. Zuowei!"

"They are all." Chuantian said firmly.

Natsume understood.This is not something that can be solved by reasoning, it is a matter of concepts.No matter how peaceful monsters are, no matter how lonely and kind-hearted they are, those who are not my race are not my race, they are hated and cannot be tolerated.

"So you plan to get rid of Qinglan yourself?" Natsume said, "Since she is destined to leave, why do you let her appear in front of Shinto-kun and Taya-kun?"

"Yeah, why?" Chuantian murmured softly, asking himself as if talking to himself, "Why did I let her come back...and then I had to get rid of her myself?"

After a long, long time, Natsume still remembered Kawasame at this time.A girl exorcising demons in Tokyo, her voice shattered in the cicada's utterance, and the breeze swayed her skirt.Natsume thought of Natsume Reiko many years ago for no reason, did she often stare blankly at the sky and talk to herself like this?

"Like Mr. Natori, you also love Go." Natsume said softly, "At the same time, you are also lonely."

Kawasaki gave a short laugh.She folded the "rot grass for firefly" and put it in the pocket of her uniform.Natsume originally wanted to ask Qinglan where she would go after she quit professional chess, but did he really need to ask?Qing Lan, who has been waiting for thousands of years, will disappear like Miss Ying after learning that Zuo Wei has left...

——No matter where you go, it’s the same.

"Please save me worry, it's all in vain." Teacher Cat's voice rang in Natsume's ears without warning, and Natsume realized that he had been in a daze on the campus of Haase Middle School for a long time.Chuantian had already put on a mask and left, and Mr. Cat was holding an octopus skewer in his mouth.

"The yellow-haired boy bought this for you." Cat teacher threw the octopus skewers on Natsume's face, and Natsume quickly reached out to catch it, searching for the figure of light.Just sit not far away and concentrate on playing Go.Teacher Cat will never understand how the attraction of mere Go is greater than food?

Perhaps because of the presence of the light, the crowd soon became agitated.Not long after, many people gathered around Guang, but no one made a sound.

Natsume Takashi stared at Hikari Shindo in the gap between the crowd, far away.

When Natsume was a child, he often saw a person vaguely in his dreams.That person laughs a lot, runs a lot, wears sweatshirts bought by his parents, likes to eat snacks and play games, and has many, many friends.He is very good at a certain field, gentle, kind, and persistent.He can also see things that others can't see, but no one calls him a liar, and he won't be chased by monsters because of it.The sunlight fell on him through the shadow of the tree, mottled and mottled, and his appearance could not be seen clearly.

Later, Natsume thought, maybe that was his dream self.Although he knew that he might not be able to become the person in his dream in his whole life, but all this did not affect his yearning for that person at all.Natsume smiled at him in the dream and said: Hello, me in my heart.

Suddenly one day, that person turned around and gave him a big smile: "Yo, Natsume!"

At that moment, Natsume felt a mirror shatter in his heart.All the pieces shone under the shadow of the tree, each one so bright that Natsume had nowhere to hide.Every golden smile, every sentence, every confident look...all the desires in my heart have been expressed concretely and vividly.

The shock cannot be described in any words.

Natsume kept a certain distance from him and called him honorifics, because he knew that such an outstanding person could be met but not sought after.Natsume also wants to treat Hikari as friends like Kitamoto, Nishimura, and Tanuma, but he just can't.

Natori asked him, "Is Shinto your friend?"

Light in Natsume's heart is not only a friend, but also the self in his heart.

Natsume hoped that Kazuko would become the best confidant, but he subconsciously didn't expect it.He is cautious because he is too afraid of losing.It is an instinct of human beings to protect themselves. You know that what you yearn for most in your heart is there, but you dare not look forward to it, let alone approach it.You are afraid that it will shatter because of your approach.

When Guang hung up his phone, Xia Mu thought, sure enough, that's it.

Light really didn't regard him as a real friend.

Because there is no expectation, so it is not a disappointment.That's all.

Nice to meet you, my heart.

Goodbye, Shinto-kun.

(Volume [-]: End)

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