[Go Soul Natsume's Book of Friends] Guang Xia

Chess Soul Special Chapter Zero

In the summer days, whenever you sit in the chess room and replay the game, I always lie in the porch and look at the Japanese paper wind chimes shaking above my head.In the evening, you gathered your clothes and got up, came to me and sat down.We look at the distant twilight side by side.

In front of us, scale-shaped clouds with golden edges covered the entire sky of Daizhen, as if they were going to spread to the end of time...

"Did the sunset look like this thousands of years ago?" I asked you.

"It's a bit different. There was a majestic imperial city back then." You stretched out your arms into the distance, making a big box like a child, "Guang, you don't know, the imperial city is really huge!"

I was amused by your childish look: "What about the Edo period?"

"Oh, the sunset over the sea in Indo Island is magnificent. Toranojiro often takes me to the pier to watch it."

"I know. It's really beautiful." I said, thinking of four years ago, I was walking on the coastline.Although I was not in the mood to appreciate the sunset, the magnificence was still irresistibly engraved in my mind.

You turned your head in confusion: "Guang, how do you know?"

I didn't answer, just watched you quietly.The setting sun dyes your long purple hair and moon-white safari through.I was very relieved, but also a little bit sad, and suddenly, I sighed.

An expression of worry and confusion intertwined appeared on your face: "Guang, I've been sleeping for four years...I always feel like I missed a lot..."

Yes, you missed a lot... My shame and search, Taya discovered you for the first time, the fierce battle of the Beidou Cup... For the sake of the distant past and the distant future, therefore, I exist.

Also, the lonely white boy with short light blond hair in the rainy night, and the talking lucky cat.The summer spent in the ward... the heavy everything about Natsume's Book of Friends.

"With a body, you will feel lonely instead." You said to me.

We all feel lonely.You are no longer attached to my body.My days of being inseparable from you are over.Life is a lonely journey, we no longer share, we live alone.

But Zuo Wei, to tell you the truth, you are happier than before.

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In the past, when you attached to me, you were wearing a moon-white hunting suit.After you came back, I ran all over Harajuku for you.Natsume's yard was full of brocade hunting clothes with moon white vines and purple flow patterns to dry.You puffed up your cheeks "na, na, na..." and twisted your sleeves uneasily.

"Guang, you have bought too much!" While thinking about the past, a cup of [-] was too expensive.

I was finally dissatisfied: "Don't treat me like a child! I can already make money independently!"

I am confident, you are speechless.Immediately, you gently touched my head, pursed your lips and smiled.What is different from the dream is that your smile now is more gratifying, and it is so real that it makes people tremble.I wanted to reach out to touch your face, but I smiled shyly first, retracted my hand, and pretended nothing happened.

The night Natsume came to visit, the sky thundered.There were a few slight babbling noises, probably because the clothes hanger and hunting clothes were swaying together by the wind.You get up from the chessboard and just walk out of the room.Kneeling in front of the chessboard, I suddenly felt frightened, and hurried to the porch.

The rain is falling, and the clothes are shaking all over the courtyard, but there is no sign of you.A chill suddenly rushed from the top of my head to the soles of my feet, and I rushed into the rain curtain desperately, for fear that I would lose something in an instant.

Finally I catch you and you turn around with my gold hoodie still on your elbow.I threw myself into your arms, put my arms around your waist, and you rested your chin on my shoulder—we were almost the same height.

You let me hug you without pushing you away, but asked puzzledly: "Guang, sometimes, I think you have grown up and become sensible, but sometimes, I feel that you are still the same child...why?" What?" I just buried my head in your collarbone and hugged you tighter, as if you were the most fragile treasure in the world.

Zuo Wei, we no longer share life, but we can receive each other skin to skin.I will never lose you again, Zuo Wei.

I went to the room to look at Natsume. He flipped through the butterfly picture album left by his parents, with a familiar slightly ethereal look in his eyes.I didn't want to disturb, and gently pulled the paper door.You couldn't bear your temper, you shook my hand and asked me to play chess.

"Hey, Guang, let's play chess..."

"Guang, let's play the next game..."

"Wuuuu, Guang, we'll do the next game..."

I didn't mean to not respond, really.But at that moment, I really couldn't say a word, I just stared at you intently, with tears in my eyes.

We sit opposite each other at the chessboard.You raise your hand to hold the chess-yes, your hand has long been able to hold the chess pieces, and you can also hug me-and drop the sunspots in the high eyes.The little character of Xiu Ce who is familiar with the depths of his soul.as ever.Persistence.

Picking up the chess box, my hands trembled uncontrollably, and the chess cover fell on the bamboo mat with a dull bang.That is fear.Pure, subdued fear of the strong.You are not my father, but you are more intimate than my biological father, you are not my elder brother, but you are more caring and caring than my elder brother.You are the origin of my dreams and the ultimate meaning of playing chess. In my subconscious mind, conquering you is a very important thing, do you understand?

But you don't give me a chance to conquer.Four years ago, you left so quietly.My soul is severed, my life is no longer complete.I wept bitterly, I questioned, my tears dripped down the centuries-old chess records, and neither heaven nor earth could answer.

Zuo Wei, Zuo Wei.Do you know how many times I have searched and called for you?

Fortunately, Natsume found you for me.The turning point of my life is related to three people, you, Toya Ryo, and Natsume Takashi.Zuowei, I finally see you again.

I finally made peace with my past self.

"Light."

I raised my head and sniffed.

You puffed up your face in displeasure, looking like a bun just out of the cage: "This is what you said before, if you don't take it seriously, you will lose even worse!"

I was immediately unconvinced. "Zuowei, you underestimate me!"

I am telling the truth.Zuowei, you must know that the Hikari Shinto in front of you is already at the top of the chess world, and is no longer the ignorant kid who couldn't even hold a chess piece six years ago.

This is mine, and belongs to my passionate era.

Belongs to you more, God's promise six years later——Fujiwara Sakai!