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Song Shitong accompanied her mother to the Town God's Temple, and her mother went to find the Taoist priests in the temple. She didn't want to listen, so she wanted to go out by herself.A few days ago, the servant she sent to follow Chen Jincheng came back and told her that Chen Jincheng behaved intimately with another woman. Song Shitong thought this was the reason why the Chen family rejected the Song family's marriage. They are people from big places.

Song Shitong was preoccupied and didn't know where she had gone. She turned around for a long time and finally saw two people in front of her. As soon as she walked forward, she saw two men hugging each other and even kissing each other.

Song Shitong went in to have a look, the two separated again, one of them threw the other away, turned around and left.

The other person looked at the person who was leaving for a long time before turning around.

Song Shitong covered her mouth, that person is actually Chen Jincheng? !

Chen Jincheng actually...likes men?

The servant quickly brought the news: "Miss, that is the son of Gu Ci, the accountant of the Chen family, named Gu Shan."

Of course, he also corrected the previous wrong information: "The woman before was called Su Luo, she was the niece of Mrs. Chen's family, and she just came to Nanjing to play, not Chen Jincheng's fiancée."

Song Shitong didn't want to care about whether that woman was his fiancée anymore. The man she liked also liked a man. Her fingernails were embedded in her flesh, and she gritted her teeth: "I'm actually inferior to a servant?"

Su Luo took Chen Jinyu out to play, Yang Xiaoyun stopped her, but Chen Jinyu was so excited when she heard that she could go out to play, Yang Xiaoyun didn't stop her, she could only tell her: "Be careful, come back early, follow my sister closely, you know? ?”

Chen Jinyu said hello sweetly, then took Su Luo's hand and followed her out.

Yang Xiaoyun watched Chen Jincheng come back looking out of his mind, and asked worriedly: "Chengcheng, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Jincheng has lost his soul since he went out early in the morning, revealing a sense of abnormality from the beginning to the end.

Yang Xiaoyun came to ask him, but he just shook his head and said it was fine.

"This child..." Yang Xiaoyun was worried. Chen Jincheng always buried everything in his stomach. She was really afraid that this child would be sick one day.

Chen Jincheng took out the box that Gu Shan had given him, rubbed it in his hands several times, and added an extra painting inside, which he secretly drew during the Chinese New Year.

He crumpled the two paintings into a ball, raised his hand again and again, but finally he was still reluctant to throw it out.

The drawing paper was crumpled by him, and he spread it out carefully, one second he wanted to throw it away and tear it up, and the next second he treated the drawing paper as a rare treasure.

It is not the paintings that are treasures, but the people on the paintings.

He folded the drawing paper and put it back in the box. This may be the only thought that Gu Shan left for him.

Paralyzed on the bed as if exhausted, he covered his face with a pillow, and did not remove the pillow until he had difficulty breathing.

The physical discomfort caused by suffocation replaced the emotional discomfort, and he panted heavily, like a fish struggling out of water.It took a long time for tears to flow from his eyes. He clutched the clothes on his chest tightly, his throat was open, but he couldn't utter a single syllable.

The most painful thing in the world is not being able to love.

When Gu Shan came home, Song Shitong had been sitting at his house for a while.

Gu Shan didn't know her, and asked, "Who is this?"

"Hello, my surname is Song," Song Shitong stood up generously and stretched out a hand, "Song Shitong."

After Gu Shan and Song Shitong shook hands politely, Gu Shan's mother pulled her son aside: "Why did Miss Song come to you?"

"I don't know either." Gu Shan asked his mother to go back to rest, "Don't worry, there's nothing wrong."

"Miss Song, I don't have anything to entertain you in my house. Please forgive me if there is anything wrong." Gu Shan found the tea leaves that Chen Jinsong gave to their house before, and made a cup of tea for Song Shitong. This is already his house. Best tea ever.

"Well, the tea is good." She nodded, "Do you know why I came to see you?"

Gu Shan smiled and said: "Miss Song, it's useless to ask me about the matter between you and the young master."

Song Shitong frowned: "Gu Shan, to tell you the truth, I know all about the nasty things between you and Chen Jincheng."

Gu Shan's complexion changed, and he returned to his previous smile. Seeing his expression, Song Shitong nodded with satisfaction: "As long as you can help me marry into the Chen family, any conditions are easy to negotiate."

"Miss Song has found the wrong person." Gu Shan lowered his head, "Whom the young master likes is the young master's freedom, and I cannot interfere."

Song Shitong stood up suddenly, she was half a head shorter than Gu Shan, she raised her head slightly, hooked his chin with her fingers to let him look at her, Gu Shan frowned slightly dissatisfied.

Song Shitong chuckled twice: "You just need to cooperate with me, and you don't need to intervene, otherwise..." She withdrew her hand, "Uncle Chen can't keep you."

……

After Song Shitong left, Gu Shan finally felt uneasy.If Mr. Chen found out about his relationship with Chen Jincheng, the consequences would be unimaginable.Although he specifically disassociated himself from Chen Jincheng today, but according to Chen Jincheng's mind, he might do something else.

Gu Shan thought about several possibilities, and finally chose to help Song Shitong.

He has no other way to go.

Two days later, Song Shitong came to visit Chen's house with a gift. Yang Xiaoyun brought her and Su Luo together and said, "Two little girls can only talk when they are together."

This Song Shitong came to his house for some reason, and with Su Luo who hadn't left yet, Chen Jincheng looked at the two women in front of him, they were really big.

He propped his head on his hands and watched the two talk about everything from rouge and gouache to jewelry and clothes, while Chen Jinyu on the side listened with gusto.

"Chen Jinyu." He called out.

"Brother," Chen Jinyu couldn't bear to leave the two sisters who couldn't stop chatting, she reluctantly walked to Chen Jincheng's side, "What do you want me to do?"

Chen Jincheng just wanted to find a way to get away, so he could only focus on his younger sister: "Have you memorized your studies well these two days? Have you been playing all day long?"

Chen Jinyu pointed to Yang Xiaoyun: "Ask Aniang if I study hard."

What else could he do if his sister didn't even help him?If he had known earlier, he should have gotten up earlier and went to the chamber of commerce with his father.

As soon as he got up and wanted to go back to his room, Song Shitong called out: "Brother Jincheng, I have something to tell you."

Song Shitong pulled him aside: "Brother Jincheng, I heard that you rejected our marriage, is there something wrong with Shitong?"

He knew it must be this matter!

Chen Jincheng really didn't know why he fell in love with Song Shitong, he and her hadn't met a few times, yet she still thought of him after so long.

Chen Jincheng was thinking about how to answer this tricky question. He thought for a while, but still used the old excuse: "Miss Song, you are very beautiful and well-educated. It's because I'm not good enough for you, not because of you."

Song Shitong's big eyes blinked, she tilted her head: "But I don't think you are not good enough for me."

She approached Chen Jincheng and lowered her voice: "If you don't want to marry me, I don't mind letting the whole city of Nanjing know that you like men."

Chen Jincheng pushed her away. He hates people threatening him the most, no matter who it is: "Miss Song, I praised you for being educated and sensible one second, but you can't hide it the next second? It's useless for you to threaten me with this." .”

Song Shitong smiled: "What about Gu Shan?"

Chen Jincheng twitched the corner of his mouth: "I said it, it's useless."

Song Shitong watched him leave and stomped her feet. She can't threaten Chen Jincheng?She doesn't believe it.

Chen Jincheng's eyes darkened, but Song Shitong actually knew it.He smiled bitterly. Since Song Shitong dared to come to him, he must have looked for Gu Shan. As for what Gu Shan said, according to Song Shitong's statement, it is not too difficult to guess.

In the end, his sincerity would be traded. Chen Jincheng pressed his hand on the position of the left heart. Gu Shan was really... Should I say he is good, or that he is cruel.

Song Shitong returned without success, which made her a little anxious.She thought she had caught Chen Jincheng's trick, but Chen Jincheng didn't take it seriously at all.

She went to find Gu Shan again, and Gu Shan still had the same indifferent expression: "I said I would help you, and I also said who the young master likes, it's the young master's freedom. I can't rank in the young master's heart, you Come to me, you're just wasting your time."

Gu Shan was a little surprised that Chen Jincheng would say this to Song Shitong, but he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Since Song Shitong came to look for him, he has been worried all day long.He didn't dare to look for Chen Jincheng, Chen Jincheng probably didn't want to see him very much.But knowing that Chen Jincheng wasn't affected too much, he felt relieved.

He was the one who promised Chen Jincheng that he would think about this relationship carefully, and he was the one who turned his face after two days. Honestly speaking, Chen Jincheng is also very innocent.

Gu Shan looked at his hand, the injury from making boxes for him had healed long ago, and now he couldn't see where the wound was at all.He thought, if he really couldn't handle it in the end, let him end it all.

Thinking of death, he felt a little sorry for his parents.

Over the years, the Chen family has accumulated a lot of savings. His mother always said that she didn't need it, and saved all the money he took from the past for him, saying that she would use it to beg for his wife in the future.He has a lot of money left on his side. He thinks that it should be enough for his parents to move to another place to live. If his child has such a scandal, he will always be criticized in Nanjing City. Yes, he didn't want his parents to suffer this kind of punishment because of him.

After thinking about it, he went to find paper, wrote a letter, and stuffed it with the money.

After making all the preparations, Gu Shan closed his eyes.

In the dream, Chen Jincheng took his hand and touched his heart inch by inch: "Gu Shan, feel it, my heart says it misses you."

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During this period of time, it may be all knives. When the knife is gone, it will be sugar. Really!