Forbidden

The parking lot was silent, with low voices surrounding his ears, and every word was extremely clear, piercing deeply into Cheng Suran's heart.At that moment, her scalp was numb, and she seemed to lose consciousness in her hands and feet.

"If I did it on purpose... I wouldn't tell you the truth..." Jiang Yu said intermittently, closing his eyes weakly.

Warm breath rushed over, and Cheng Suran shivered, "You can just tell me anytime you want to eat my cooking, why risk your own body? Do you know that severe allergies can kill people? Jiang Yu, you... "

She was furious again, her shoulders trembling uncontrollably.

Jiang Yu suddenly felt very tired.

She didn't make any further excuses, but said in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."

A beam of lights swept over, and the car slowly stopped beside them. Wen Ruoxian honked the horn, got out of the car, opened the rear door, and helped Cheng Suran support Jiang Yu.

"You don't need to go to the hospital, it will be soon..." Jiang Yu resisted.

Cheng Suran interrupted sharply: "Shut up!"

Wen Ruoxian looked at her in shock.

The voice echoed in the empty parking lot, Cheng Suran didn't care much, forced Jiang Yu into the car, and went up by himself, "Ruoxian, let's go."

"Okay." Wen Ruoxian withdrew his gaze.

The nearest hospital is only a 3-minute drive from the community.

Sitting in the back row, Cheng Suran firmly held Jiang Yu's hands to prevent her from scratching the rash on her body. Although the car was driving smoothly, he was worried that Jiang Yu would not be able to withstand a little shaking, so he tried to let her lean on him.

The rapid heartbeat slowed down slightly.

Jiang Yu's whole body was limp in Cheng Suran's arms, his skin was red, hot and itchy, his head was dizzy, his stomach was still nauseated, and his breathing unconsciously increased.

Listening to her breathing, Cheng Suran vaguely remembered that thrilling night in Lingbai Mountain a few years ago.

At that time, when she learned that Jiang Yu was trapped on the mountain, she flew thousands of miles over in the middle of the night, fearing that Jiang Yu would be in danger, so she set foot on the mountain trail alone, her eyes were all about Jiang Yu's safety, and she had no extra attention for herself , Even though the thigh was injured and bled so much, it seemed that there was no pain.

And Jiang Yu just ran down the mountain carrying her who was dying of more than 90 catties.

Unknowingly, they have shared memories of wandering on the edge of life and death. They are people who have experienced life and death together. They used to care about each other so much...

Could it have started since then?

Perhaps, even earlier.

But she would rather not know.

In the past five years, she didn't know that Jiang Yu used to like her and cared about her, and she didn't know that Jiang Yu couldn't let her go so much.She thought that Jiang Yu had never had feelings for her beyond the limit, so she could convince herself to accept the reality.But now that they met again, Jiang Yu let her know, cruelly let her know, a lot, a lot.

The fortress she had built for herself crumbled.

Why do you want to poke her heart even though you care about her? Why do you want to push her away even though you can't let her go...

Cheng Suran was brooding.

These days, Jiang Yu treated her in every possible way, which was very different from before. She was afraid, but also couldn't help being curious, reminding herself not to fall into it all the time, but her heart was still throbbing for Jiang Yu.

This kind of contradiction tortured her repeatedly, making it more and more difficult for her to be firm...

……

To the hospital, emergency room.

Jiang Yu's allergic reaction was not particularly serious, but it was not mild either. The doctor prescribed some medicine and asked him to observe in the emergency room for a while.Cheng Suran and Wen Ruoxian also sat down to accompany her.

The three were silent.

Under the bright white light, Jiang Yu closed his eyes, and his exposed skin was reddened. His face, neck, and arms... were shockingly red, as if he had changed his skin from head to toe.

Cheng Suran gripped her hands tightly, keeping her eyes on her face for a moment.

Wen Ruoxian who was at the side watched silently, with some deep meaning in his eyes.

After a long time, the medicine probably took effect. The red and swollen bumps on Jiang Yu's body gradually subsided, the skin was no longer hot, and slowly returned to normal color. She felt better, opened her eyes, and struggled twice with her hands.

"Of course...you go back, I'm fine."

she said hoarsely.

Cheng Suran frowned and shook his head seriously: "No, the doctor said at least four hours of observation."

Seeing Jiang Yu's expression return to normal, she breathed a sigh of relief, let go of her hand, got up and poured a glass of water, and handed it over, "Drink some water."

Jiang Yu took two sips, and his throat felt much more comfortable, "I mean, I'll just stay here and observe by myself, you go back now."

"What if something happens? What if there is no one around?"

"I'll ask Tian Lin to come over."

As she said, she habitually wanted to touch the phone, but found that the phone was not with her at all.He was rushed to the hospital, but the bag was still at Cheng Suran's house.

"Lend me your mobile phone." She reached out to Cheng Suran.

Cheng Suran stared at her, didn't move, and his face sank, "Jiang Yu, can you be more obedient? You put yourself into the hospital and want to be brave? How many lives do you have?" Unconsciously raised his hand.

I really want to slap this woman awake.

"Of course——" Wen Ruoxian grabbed her and pulled her into her arms, "Don't be impulsive, talk carefully."

Cheng Suran took a deep breath and put down his hands.

pissed her off.

Really pissed her off.

This Jiang Yu...

She sighed, turned her face away, and leaned weakly on Wen Ruoxian.

Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and said nothing, his lips were pursed white.

After sitting until eleven o'clock in the evening, Jiang Yu had completely returned to normal. The doctor gave some precautions and let him go.Wen Ruoxian drove the car to the entrance of the community, went up to get Jiang Yu's bag, and prepared to send her home.

Jiang Yu's own car was still parked at the door, she insisted on letting Tian Lin come over, and drove her own car back, refusing to let them see her off no matter what.

Cheng Suran was too angry with her.

"Are you afraid that the car will be stolen? Can't you ask your assistant to drive it away tomorrow morning? Or are we two ghosts, can we send you to the Temple of Yama? Huh? Ms. Jiang? Don't lose your temper." Is it? You are 38 years old, not three years old..." She laughed as she spoke, and her eyes were sore with a smile.

Jiang Yu didn't speak, and quietly held on to the door of his car, like a hollow and soulless puppet.

"Forget it, of course, just listen to Mr. Jiang." Wen Ruoxian gently persuaded, she had never seen Cheng Su Ran lose such a temper, like another person, vaguely felt that something was wrong, Yun Li In the fog, but I can't tell.

Cheng Suran sneered and was discouraged.

"Row."

"I'll wait here with her, Ruoxian, you go to bed first, there's still a meeting tomorrow morning."

"..." Wen Ruoxian hesitated for a moment, a little worried, looked at her, then at Jiang Yu, and stiffened holding her hand.

Cheng Suran pressed that hand and patted it, "Don't worry, it's fine."

"Then call me if you need something." Wen Ruoxian let go of his hand.

"it is good."

The night was dark, and the neighborhood was still brightly lit. In the central area of ​​the city, the bustling nightlife had just begun.

A gust of cool wind blew over, brushing Jiang Yu's hair at the temples.

The shadows of the two merged under the street lamp.

Jiang Yu stared at the lights in the distance, his dark eyes were dyed bright, as if floating with water, his eyes showed loneliness, loneliness, and a little bit of sadness.

"Didn't you make yourself allergic on purpose?" Cheng Suran said in a low voice, looking at her with complicated eyes.

Jiang Yu finally had a reaction, turned her face stiffly, met Cheng Suran's gaze, her lips moved, and she asked calmly, "Of course, do you believe me?"

"..."

"If you believe it, I'm not. If you don't believe it, I am. You don't need to ask me."

"I want you to tell the exact answer yourself." Cheng Suran frowned.

Jiang Yu said seriously: "No."

"Then you can just take a few bites, do you need to eat so much?"

"I ate a lot of each dish."

"The most yams!" Cheng Suran almost yelled out these four words.

She still couldn't believe her.

Jiang Yu stared at her silently, his eye circles were slightly red, and suddenly, he let out a self-deprecating smile and turned his face away.

At that time, she was full of anticipation waiting for the meal, looking at the table full of delicacies, she never ate carbohydrates for dinner, she wished she could take it all away, only for herself, because she thought that Wen Ruoxian could often eat the meals made by Ranran, and she There may be only this one chance, and she doesn't want to share it with anyone at all.

But when she saw the plate of yams, she hesitated. She didn't touch it at the first bite of the meal. Every time she picks up vegetables, she always looks at it.

Then she felt Ranran's eyes flicking over from time to time.

looking at her?

Maybe she wondered why she didn't eat yam, maybe she wanted to ask, maybe she suspected that she didn't cook well... There were thousands of guesses in her mind, and her thoughts were repeated.But of course he didn't ask.

She thought, why don't you eat a little, and then thought, why don't you tell Ranran the truth,

She also thought, if she told the truth, would she blame herself for not asking about the taste in advance, would it make the atmosphere at the dinner table awkward, would... She thought about it a lot.

He was just a guest, if it wasn't for Wen Ruoxian's sake, how could Ranran agree to let her stay for dinner.

She hesitated when she put down her chopsticks.

she ate.

However, he still glanced at her.

Finally, he asked her.At that moment, she was glad that she ate without showing any flaws. Her praise made Ran Ran happy, and she wanted to see Ran Ran smile...

That's it.

It was her own fault, so there was no need to explain further.

"Talk, why don't you talk? Are you wrong?" Cheng Suran was aggressive.

At this moment a taxi stopped at the door.

The back seat door opened, Tian Lin got out of the car, looked around, and walked this way, "Sister Yu——"

"What's the matter? You said you were not feeling well on the phone?"

She looked at Jiang Yu, then at Cheng Suran, feeling a sense of tension inexplicably.

"It's okay," Jiang Yu smiled nonchalantly, and handed her the car keys, "Let's go back." He waved to Cheng Suran again, "Of course, good night."

Cheng Suran: "..."

"Oh, good." Tian Lin took the key, nodded Su Ran, and sat in the driver's seat.

The car drove away from the gate slowly.

Standing under the street lamp, Cheng Suran watched its gradually disappearing back, and it took a long time to regain his senses, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, and he felt a sharp pain.

She turned and walked towards the neighborhood.

Walking and walking, quickened the pace.

……

The light was on in the living room, and the buzzing sound of electric toothbrushes came from the bathroom. Cheng Suran didn't have time to change into his slippers, so he rushed into the kitchen with bare feet, and saw a plate full of leftovers on the stove.

Stir-fried yam and fish-flavored shredded pork, the two dishes are served on a plate, and the yam is more than the fish-flavored pork, and the total portion accounts for one-third of the plate.

The other three dishes were all eaten.

Cheng Suran was stunned.

"Of course..." The sound from the bathroom stopped, Wen Ruoxian came out in her pajamas, looked around the living room, "Has Mr. Jiang gone back?"

Seeing the light in the kitchen, Cheng Suran stood there in a daze, she stepped forward in doubt, "What's wrong, Ran?"

Follow Cheng Suran's gaze.

Leftovers?

"Ruoxian..." Cheng Suran raised his head and grabbed her arm suddenly, "Which dish do you think Jiang Yu likes to eat the most tonight? Have you paid attention to it?"

Wen Ruoxian was taken aback, thought carefully, and said, "Boiled beef? There are also spicy chicken wings. I only ate one. It's too spicy. You didn't eat it. President Jiang probably ate it."

Boiled beef and spicy chicken wings are both meat dishes, which are more spicy. The fish-flavored pork shreds also put some chili, and the only non-spicy dishes are stir-fried yam and water spinach.

She and Ranran don't like spicy food very much, but the three dishes tonight are spicy. She guessed that Jiang Yu likes spicy food, but she made it to cater to the taste of the guests, so she has no objection.

"Impossible... I remember she ate a lot of yams..." Cheng Suran muttered to himself.

"We ate it too, especially you, who didn't touch the beef or chicken wings." Wen Ruoxian frowned, trying to recall the dinner, thinking about it, she always felt that something was weird.

"Wait, neither you nor I know that she is allergic to yams, but just now at the hospital... it seems that she knows it herself? So, you know and still take it?"

She finally understood what was wrong.

"Really? That's right, we ate it too, and there are still these left..." Cheng Suran's voice trembled, his face turned pale, and in an instant, his whole mind was confused, and his thoughts were like a paste, churning into a ball.

"Of course, do you suspect that she deliberately ate—"

Before Wen Ruoxian finished speaking, Cheng Suran suddenly pushed her away, ran out, rushed into the room with a dull head, and closed the door with a "bang".

The whole house fell silent.

The clock hanging on the living room wall clicked away.

Wen Ruoxian stared at the plate of leftovers, thoughtfully...

From home to the hospital, and back from the hospital, Cheng Suran's nervousness was beyond her imagination. She had known Ranran for so many years and had never seen her before. Could it be that the friendship between straight girls is like this?Or is there another possibility, for example, what she is thinking at the moment.

She couldn't resist wearing a filter again.

Seeing two women getting close doesn't feel like friendship.

Wen Ruoxian was so upset that he sighed heavily.

……

The light in the bedroom was not turned on, and Cheng Suran was lying on the bed, only the outline of his figure could be seen in the darkness.

It was so quiet all around.

A burst of suppressed sobbing came out.

What's up with her?

How did she become like this?

How could he be so sensitive, how could he pay so much attention to Jiang Yu's every move, how could his brain be broken?She was the one who doubted Jiang Yu, and she was the one who misunderstood Jiang Yu. The authorities were obsessed, and she was getting more and more confused about what she wanted.

This is also Jiang Yu, that is also Jiang Yu, Jiang Yu is everywhere, all because of Jiang Yu...

It would be great if Jiang Yu didn't appear in her life.

The accumulated depression qi exploded in her body, smashing her defenses at this moment.It's her fault, it's all her fault, it's all her fault that she is determined, but she promises again and again.

Pooh!

Cheng Suran got up, wiped her face, opened the closet, pulled out all the custom-made clothes Jiang Yu gave her, found a plastic bag and stuffed them indiscriminately.

She turned into the study next door, picked up the unfinished model, and put on her bag.

"Of course, where are you going?" Wen Ruoxian came out of the kitchen.

"throw rubbish."

Cheng Suran went out without looking back.

……

late at night.

The light in the bedroom was dim, and Jiang Yu was sitting on the bay window in her pajamas, holding a rabbit doll in her arms, most of her body was engulfed by the shadows, her eyes were dull, and she kept playing with the rabbit ears.

Tian Lin sat on the small sofa diagonally opposite her, and sighed one after another after listening to her ins and outs.

"Sister Yu..."

"Did you forget that you accidentally ate yam last time, and your face was covered with red rashes? Even if you say it openly, she won't understand. Why do you think so much? It's so stupid."

"Ugh……"

Jiang Yu lowered his head, rubbed the rabbit's ears with his fingertips, and said softly: "I thought it was just a rash like last time, and it would be fine after a while. They asked me to eat fruit. I wanted to stay for a few more minutes, but I didn't expect This time it's so powerful..."

"Can it not be powerful? It can still kill people." Tian Linxun said.

"..."

"It's not worth it, it's really not worth it, Sister Yu, you—"

The ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted Tian Lin's words.

It's the guard room.

Jiang Yu picked it up, and the security guard said that a lady named Cheng Suran was visiting and needed to check the information.She was stunned, a little unbelievable, "Yes, it's my friend, bring her up."

His voice was trembling with excitement or nervousness.

Tian Lin was puzzled: "Who is it? I came to see you in the middle of the night?"

"Yes..."

"?!"

Jiang Yu threw away the rabbit doll, got down from the bay window, and ran out of the bedroom barefoot.

A few minutes later, the doorbell rang.

She couldn't wait to open the door.

Four eyes facing each other.

The security guard nodded and left, Cheng Suran stood outside expressionlessly, his lips were tightly pressed, his deep eyes were frozen into ice.

"Of course, why do you..." Jiang Yu inexplicably had a bad premonition.

Cheng Suran raised the bag in her hand, "Mr. Jiang, thank you for your kindness, I still don't want the clothes." She bent down and put the bag by the door, and weighed another cardboard box, "There are still models."

She opened the carton and took out the contents, without any emotion in her eyes.

"Since the thing was given to you by me in the past, there is no need for it to exist now, and I don't want to repair it anymore, so I can just dispose of it."

After finishing speaking, Cheng Suran took off the transparent box, raised the model and smashed it on the ground.

In an instant, it fell apart and fell apart.

Broken to pieces.

Jiang Yu's heart was also broken.