Forbidden

Cheng Suran was questioned.

Numerous words appeared in front of my eyes, all kinds of animal patterns and abbreviations, true and false, chaotic and disorderly, full of strong hostility, like a war without gunpowder smoke.And she grew up in a peaceful place, she doesn't know how to wield a gun and a stick, and she is unarmed and sharp. She only has a lonely self with little power.

In this public opinion war, she hated herself for being unable to do anything, yet she wanted to do something.

She wanted to protect Jiang Yu.

So, she rushed to the front line to quarrel with people, learned yin and yang and various idioms in fan circles, no matter whether she was neutral or scolding Jiang Yu, she would bite every one she saw.

Like a red-eyed beast, crawling and roaring in the sea of ​​blood, even if it is exhausted and scarred.

When the so-called breaking news appeared, Cheng Suran's first reaction was not to believe it, but at the same time, the seeds of doubt were planted in her heart, which disintegrated her strength, made her gradually waver, lost the confidence to charge, made her start to doubt, and defeated herself Own.

What if it was true?

At that moment, she felt tired, as if the hardest bone had been pulled out, and her whole body went limp.

She cared too much about Jiang Yu, as long as she thought of how hard Jiang Yu had worked so hard outside for so many years, and had finally achieved his current achievements and status, but was slandered and slandered by others, she would feel angry and anxious, and lose her mind.But she doesn't know Jiang Yu too well, a little trouble can dispel her strength, break her defense line, and then think of the shady relationship between them, worrying about gains and losses, and feeling insecure.

After all, she was once again self-indulgent.

"I...I don't know..."

Cheng Suran felt that she must be crazy or stupid, and only now did she realize what a stupid question she asked.She looked at Jiang Yu, waiting for anger in despair and sadness.

but--

Nothing happened.

"Then do you hope it's true?" Jiang Yu looked directly at the girl with a calm tone.

She once thought that the injuries suffered in the first 18 years of her life were nothing compared to the long life of freedom, and that the wounds would always be healed and she would recover.

But now she understands that a wound is always a wound, it won't heal, it can only relieve the pain.

Does she really not care about the name-calling, insults and misinterpretations?

Care.

It's just that she has grown up, and she will no longer cry like a child, writing her emotions on her face.

In the afternoon, she received a message from a child. At that moment, she seemed to be forced to retreat by countless swords, squeezed into a corner, and when she turned around, someone gave her strength.So from the afternoon to now, I waited and waited, never felt that a few hours were so long...

Then came a knife.

She couldn't get angry, and she didn't have the strength to get angry. Maybe it was because she was too tired today, so she had expectations for her little lover.She is ridiculous.

Just pets.

"I don't know..." Cheng Suran lowered his head in a daze.

"I had a lot of quarrels with those people today. I quarreled for a long time. I don't want anyone to slander you...but their fighting power is too strong. I'm alone..." As he spoke, his voice became smaller and smaller.

She took a deep breath, her eyes turned red, "Why should they..."

Tears swirled in the sockets of his eyes, and he forced them back, an angry expression appeared on his white and tender face.

Jiang Yu was startled, a flash of astonishment flashed in his eyes, and suddenly he remembered something, sneered, and said, "Do you think they are slandering me?"

"Yup……"

There was a brief silence.

The two looked at each other quietly, Cheng Suran felt something was wrong in a trance, before he could react, Jiang Yu said again:

"If it's not slander but fact, would you still quarrel with them?"

"Yes!" Cheng Suran replied without hesitation.

Jiang Yu narrowed his eyes slightly, and hooked the corners of his lips mockingly, "Why?"

"because……"

Cheng Suran choked and couldn't answer for a while.

When the two first met, Jiang Yu was a role model in her mind, with a god-like halo, she was curious, admired, and adored, hoping that one day she could be like Jiang Yu and break through on her own. Make a piece of the sky.If she had learned of this so-called "black material" at that time, she would have been disappointed.

But now Jiang Yu in her eyes is a flesh-and-blood person living beside her, an ordinary person, and what she sees more is not the halo or the symbol, but Jiang Yu himself.

Because it is Jiang Yu, she likes her.

and so……

No matter what, Jiang Yu is Jiang Yu. The so-called "black material", true or false, has no meaning to her.

If it is true, she will rush to quarrel, if it is false, she will also rush to quarrel.

That is her favorite sister.

Cheng Suran looked at Jiang Yu, his eyes were full of admiration, and the two little dimples sank in a daze, "Because...you are you."

Jiang Yu's face was expressionless, but his heart was suddenly poked.

Those dark eyes were like a deep pool, a little light fell into them, rippling soft waves on the shallow surface, but could not see the bottom, all emotions were buried in the deepest part.

She seemed to read something from the girl's eyes.

very familiar.

"I am who I am?"

"Ah."

Jiang Yu stared at her with a sense of scrutiny in his eyes. Suddenly, he pinched her chin, and his red lips slowly moved closer to his ears, "Have you fallen in love with your sister?"

Cheng Suran was startled suddenly, thinking that she had seen some flaws, and suddenly became tense, with her heart hanging high in her throat.

"say something."

"No……"

"Really?" Jiang Yu lowered his voice.

"Well, I——" Cheng Suran's breath was stagnant, and his fingers were firmly on the sofa, trying to make himself look natural, "I'm just fulfilling the terms of the agreement, and it's right to protect my sister. Just now... I crossed the line, no I should ask, I'm sorry..."

As I said it, I shouted in my heart, it's not like this, it's not like that at all.

You are the most important person in my heart, how can I allow others to slander you wantonly, I can face thousands of troops alone, I can go to the mountains of swords and fires alone, so what is true, what is false, you are still me You are the only one in my heart.

It's just that I closed the door of my mouth and the windows of my eyes.

I can't say.

The sour and bitter taste flooded Cheng Suran's heart...

Jiang Yu leaned back and looked at her.

She smiled foolishly.

The eyes of the two met together, as if they were invisible threads, entangled one after another.

No flaws.

After a long while, Jiang Yu withdrew his gaze, and said in a calm tone, "I said before, you can ask me directly if you want to know anything, but I also have the right not to answer."

"Uh-huh."

Another moment of silence.

Cheng Suran's eyelashes trembled, held his breath, and carefully kissed her on the lips, smiling obediently: "Sister, don't be angry, okay?"

Jiang Yu didn't speak, picked up the wine glass, and sipped the scarlet liquid.

Cheng Suran didn't dare to say anything, and obediently cuddled up.

A strange feeling came to my mind...

Is it her illusion?My sister doesn't seem to be angry, but more like a disappointment after her expectations have failed, no, it's not accurate enough to say it's disappointment, ruthless?Cold Heart?Disheartened?She wondered nervously.

But anyway, tonight she was sure of one thing.

I am not special in my sister's heart.

A canary is still a canary.

Cheng Suran closed her eyes, let the bitterness spread in her heart, and unconsciously hugged Jiang Yu tightly. She knew that she had saved too much luck, and she couldn't let it go any longer—if she wanted to leave good memories in the last 30 days if.

"Go take a shower." Jiang Yu pushed her away.

"……it is good."

Cheng Suran obediently went back to the room.

The rest of the wine had already bottomed out, Jiang Yu was holding an empty glass, and his eyes were fixed on the girl's thin back, which was stained with a trace of complexity, and he couldn't tell what it was like.

Feeling empty.

Like a carcass dug clean by moths.

Perhaps, apart from Tian Lin and Tong Tong, there really would be no one she could trust in this world.

……

The aftermath of the Zhuangshan incident was not over, and it continued for several days.

After the inside story of Ren Shilu's team's bribery of the draft was completely exposed, the entire entertainment circle was blown up. It was originally a "routine operation" in the industry, and everyone tacitly agreed that it should not be revealed by default, otherwise it would destroy the game. The rules and the ecological environment, the instigator behind it will be kicked out.

Within a few days, he went up to the Queen of Heaven and went down to the [-]th line, and everyone was calm on the surface, but everyone was panicking in private. While the self-examination team destroyed the evidence, they spread the word about who the whistleblower was.

The people who eat melons don't know the inside story, and the comment area is full of fun.

The tide of public opinion has once again shifted.

Ren Shilu and his team were ridiculed and disappeared immediately. They didn't update Weibo for a few days, all the activities they were scheduled to attend were cancelled, and the airport photos disappeared, as if the world had disappeared.

So the news that "Jiang Yu has a background" spread.

Despite the heated noise outside, the Buddhist fans in Jiangyu Chaohua did not care about it. It was Jiangyu’s 32nd birthday at the end of the month. Several old fans discussed sending gifts to the studio. The recording of the song is very enjoyable and joyful.

Cheng Suran also remembered.

sister's birthday...

Since that night, my sister seems to have become indifferent to her, and the distance between them, which was not close to each other, has grown further, as if they have returned to the beginning.

In the past, even if Jiang Yu went back to the hotel very late, he would always hug her, kiss her and coax her, chat with her for a while before going to sleep.Now, Jiang Yu still came back late, but didn't say a word to her. No matter how hard she tried to find a topic, all she got was "um", "ok", "no", and hugged her directly at the end of the day sleep.

WeChat did not reply directly.

She was sad in her heart, but she didn't dare to show it, and even pretended to be a perfect canary...

She didn't know that this was the legendary cold violence.

Birthday is Friday.

As usual, when I wake up in the morning, the place around me is empty.

On the small table was Jiang Yu's birthday gift, a square paper box the size of a basketball, carefully wrapped with silver ribbon and thick paper, it stood there quietly, waiting to be disassembled.

Cheng Suran stared at it blankly for a long time, took a photo and sent it to Jiang Yu.

[Sister, happy birthday. ]

[I prepared a gift, guess what it is? ]

The chat box was deserted, and when you swipe up with your fingertips, there were only green message boxes, as if she was singing a one-man show, while the gray-black profile picture seemed to be shadowed, and there was a dead silence.

I don't know if my sister will reply today...

Cheng Suran hesitated for a moment, then typed a few more words and sent them:

[Can you come back earlier tonight? ]

Should reply?

She thought with anticipation, washed up and tidied up, and went out to class.

This wait is a whole day.

From the dawn to the sunset, from the dusk to the silence of the night, lonely messages lie in the chat box, just like at this moment, there is only one person in the empty suite.

Dead of night, 11:30.

Cheng Suran sat alone on the sofa, holding the birthday gift prepared for Jiang Yu, her eyes were dull, as stiff as a sculpture, and her light and slender body was wrapped in a loose silk nightgown, like an abandoned pet.

The sister didn't reply her.

Didn't even come back.

In half an hour, this day will be over, and her sister's 32nd birthday will be over, but she hasn't said a happy birthday to her sister, and she hasn't given away the gift that she has carefully prepared for more than a week.

I don't know where my sister is now?

Family?

It's nice to have a birthday with the family.

The phone on the gift box suddenly lit up.

Cheng Suran came back to his senses suddenly, thought it was a WeChat message, and hurriedly lowered his head, but the expected green icon did not appear on the screen, but a yellow one, Weibo——

@江瑜V: The second year of No.30 when I met the world [picture] [picture]...

Sister updated Weibo!

She grabbed her phone and couldn't wait to click in, and saw this birthday Weibo with three pictures.

The first one was in a brightly lit room, with colorful balloons hanging everywhere on the ceiling and floor, and a big birthday cake. Jiang Yu was surrounded by a dozen people, with a happy smile on his face.

The second one is a solo photo of Jiang Yu. She is sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window holding a half-human-high rabbit doll, leaving a silhouette.

The third one is all kinds of gifts from fans, piled up on the whole long table.

very nice.

Cheng Suran's eyes turned sore, he nodded with trembling fingers, stood up, opened the door with the cardboard box in his arms, walked outside the living room, and threw it into the trash can...