Forbidden

The benefactor will not apologize to the lover.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu suddenly realized, how could he have the thought of apologizing?Did she do something wrong?The people who clearly crossed the line were children, and she was just following and maintaining the terms of the agreement.Why is she apologizing?

Tian Lin is not wrong, she is indeed a bit abnormal recently, she even has to think about whether she should have such an idea.

ridiculous.

Jiang Yu was irritated for no reason, put away the keyboard, but his eyes stayed on the child's head.

"Nice baby", with a face like a white steamed bun, wearing a yellow round hat, carrying a small satchel, holding a pink heart with two small paws, soft and cute.

I remember that when I first added friends, the child's profile picture was a tree.

In the vast expanse of the wilderness, an oak tree stands alone in the center, with the blue sky and white clouds above the head, and the fragrant soil under the feet, which is peaceful and peaceful.Later, at some point, she changed her profile picture to a little penguin, and then, now, she became a "good baby".

The style has changed so much, is there any moral?

Jiang Yu pondered for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he realized that he was thinking about meaningless things again, and became even more irritable, so he simply threw the phone aside.

She lay down on her back, grabbed a jackrabbit and hugged it in her arms, turned over, and closed her eyes.

Lying like this for a while, sleepiness hit me unconsciously...

In the chaos, the body seemed to keep falling, and at a certain moment, it floated up again, the surroundings were silent, and there was a white fog in front of them, and nothing could be heard or seen.

Another endless dream.

She walked alone in the dark and lengthy corridor, surrounded by thick and endless darkness, oppressive, airtight, no light, no hope, she didn't know where she came from, where she was going, and it seemed that she would never end.

As we walked, many people appeared in front of us, including mothers, grandmothers, stepfathers, younger brothers, teachers and classmates...

Everyone looked at her with vicious eyes.

"Losing goods!"

"Little turtle!"

"Big bear!"

Everyone rushed up to surround her, screaming and cursing one after another, she was terrified, struggling to run forward, running hard, and kept running, but she couldn't escape no matter what.

help, help...

She yelled silently as she ran.

In a panic, she wanted to grab something, but gradually she felt a soft touch from the palm of her hand, but there was no warmth, and the girl's beautiful and bright face appeared in front of her eyes.

She didn't care much, and hugged the girl tightly, muttering in her mouth: "Help me... save me..."

Then he opened his eyes.

A glaring light fell from the ceiling, Jiang Yu narrowed his eyes, raised his hand to block it, the back of his hand touched the fine beads of sweat on his forehead, his chest heaved violently.

It turned out to be a dream again.

After a while, Jiang Yu sat up, lowered his head and found that he was holding a rabbit doll in his arms, not the girl in his dream.That face disappeared when he woke up from the dream.

She was in a trance, and a faint sense of loss welled up in her heart...

After a while, Jiang Yu let go of the rabbit doll, took a deep breath, got out of bed and poured himself a glass of warm water, took a couple of sips, grabbed his phone and checked the time.

12:30am.

WeChat still stays on the small interface, and "beautiful baby" lies quietly in the message list.

There is no "good night".

Jiang Yu sat quietly by the bed alone, the soft light from the ceiling shrouded her lonely figure, she held her mobile phone in her hands and was lost in thought, feeling that something was missing and empty in her heart.

After one o'clock in the morning, she felt sleepy again. She finally put down her phone, turned on the night light by the bed to dim it, grabbed a rabbit into the bed, turned off the headlight and lay down.

In the second half of the night, I slept very restlessly.

Drowsy and dreaming again, and then waking up, as soon as she closes her eyes, the dark corridor will rush towards her like a beast, devouring her...

The consequence of a bad night's sleep is waking up in the morning with no energy.

Jiang Yu's work schedule is very regular. He lies down at ten o'clock every night, enters a deep sleep before 10:30, and wakes up at 06:30 in the morning. Occasionally, his biological clock will not be affected because of work needs.

But today it failed.

She woke up groggy, washed groggyly, ate breakfast groggyly, and didn't feel clearer until after ten o'clock in the morning.

This anomaly made her a little uneasy.

"Sister Yu, why do I feel that your complexion is not very good?" In the afternoon, Tian Lin came over worried. Seeing Jiang Yu's listless expression, her heart sank.

Jiang Yu was sitting on the swing eating a fruit cake. Hearing the sound, he casually said, "I slept a little late yesterday." After speaking, he took a piece of cake and handed it over, "Try this, it's delicious."

"..." Tian Lin looked at her suspiciously, took it, tore open the packaging bag, and took a bite.

The crispy shell is wrapped in a rich and sweet fruity aroma.

She took another bite.

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Is it delicious?"

"Well," Tian Lin nodded seriously, "Where did you buy it?" She suddenly realized, "Eat less, high-sugar and high-oil..."

"Children's hometown specialty." Jiang Yu was slightly stunned, as if thinking of something, he glanced at the cell phone beside him.

The WeChat account is very quiet.

The child didn't send her "good night" yesterday, and he didn't send "good morning" today.

Although she has never asked the child to do this, the other party has always taken the initiative, but these days, she has long been used to its existence, and at this moment, it seems that something that originally belonged to her has suddenly disappeared, and she feels a little uncomfortable.

It was hard for her not to think that the kid was just being angry.

Tian Lin saw that she was in a trance, absent-minded, and the guesses she had pressed before came out again, and she couldn't help but probed: "I said, you haven't eaten these things for many years, so it was given by... the children. ah."

He specially bit down on the sound of the word "children".

Jiang Yu lowered his face, immersed in his own thoughts, as if talking to himself: "Did I treat her too well?"

"..."

"Tian Lin."

"Eh."

"What do you think?"

"This..." Tian Lin thought for a while and answered carefully, "If you take those girls in the past as a reference, you are indeed special to Miss Cheng now. I don't know how to define good or bad, so I still have to ask yourself."

"Is it special?" Jiang Yu raised his face, his eyes blank.

She just did what a benefactor should do.

Which one is out of bounds?As a result, let the child push his nose to his face again and again, and now he dares to be angry with her.

Tian Lin was silent.

No matter how special it is, it is the relationship between the benefactor and the lover. Once you embark on this path, it is difficult to turn back, and you can only keep moving forward.She understood, and so did Jiang Yu.

The afternoon sun shines into the floor-to-ceiling windows, dyeing the carpet a faint warm yellow, very soft, like sparkling champagne, the whole room has a dusty and old sense of seclusion, as if the hustle and bustle under the tall buildings has nothing to do with everything here .

Jiang Yu half-closed her eyelids, and her dark eyes were filled with unclear emotions. After a while, she turned her face away and stared at the sky outside the window, "You should pay attention recently to see if there is any suitable girl."

"Do you want to change?" Tian Lin asked in surprise.

"Be a spare tire."

"it is good."

"Under the age of 23, the net height should not exceed 1.6 meters eight, the appearance should be pure, the oval face is the best, the eyes should be big and bright, the personality should be good, quiet, sing well, and can speak two foreign languages..." Jiang Yu said , the shadow of a child emerged in my mind.

A beautiful and delicate face with a pair of clean deer eyes. When she smiles, there are two small dimples on her face. She is very obedient and soft. The way she calls her sister makes people want to bully her.

"There must be dimples."

"Ok."

Tian Lin remembered everything, and was suddenly taken aback.

Isn't this Miss Cheng?

She looked at Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu tilted his head against the swing, rubbed his temple with his index finger, and closed his eyes at some point.

On the last day of the holiday, students returned to school one after another, and the originally empty campus became lively again.

The cafeteria in the evening was several times more crowded than usual on weekends.

After eating, Cheng Suran came out of the cafeteria with a canvas bag on her back. It was already dark. She was walking outside the school gate while checking WeChat. She received a message from the driver's sister 3 minutes ago, and she was waiting for her at the old place.

After autumn, the temperature difference between day and night is large, and she wears less clothes when she goes out, and the night wind is blowing on her body at this moment, which is a bit cool.

Just as he was about to put away his phone, there was a sudden news.

"!"

Cheng Suran was shocked, and quickly unlocked it again, and clicked on WeChat, but what she saw was not the gray and black profile picture she expected, but a news feed.

She was instantly discouraged.

all day...

She spent the whole day in the library, and WeChat was also quiet all day.

From last night to now, she clicked on the chat box marked as "sister" countless times, looked at the familiar gray and black profile picture, wanted to say something, but held back again and again.

She was afraid that her sister's lingering anger would linger, and she would become even angrier when she saw the news about her, and then terminate the contract in a fit of anger.

She can't bear such consequences.

of course……

There are also selfishness.

After going back last night, she cried bitterly, her grievances clouded her mind like a dark cloud, and she didn't want to do the thing of putting a hot face on a cold butt, as if she was competing.

She didn't know what she was expecting either.

Do you want your sister to take the initiative to coax her?

impossible.

Walking past one street lamp after another, the shadow was elongated by the cold white light, she deleted the news feed, put away her mobile phone, and walked towards the school gate at a faster pace.

After getting into the car, Cheng Suran couldn't help but took out his phone and looked at it over and over again.

She felt like she was being angry.

Wait a little longer.If my sister wants to go back to the hotel tonight, she will definitely send her a message. If she hasn't received the message before ten o'clock, she will apologize.It's been a whole day, and the anger should go away, right?She comforted herself in this way.

With such thoughts in mind, Cheng Suran felt relieved.

When she arrived at the hotel, she rushed into the bathroom in a hurry, consciously washed herself clean, then sat on the sofa with her mobile phone in her hand and waited, and waited, and waited...

10: 30.

There was no movement on WeChat.

Cheng Suran yawned, knowing that Jiang Yu would not be coming tonight, so he obediently sent a message:

[Sister, sorry for yesterday. ]

[I promise there will be no next time. ]

[Good night. ]

After posting, she waited for a while until the time showed exactly eleven o'clock, and then she was sure that Jiang Yu really wouldn't talk to her, put away her phone in frustration, got up and went back to her room to sleep.

The night was dark, and the whole city fell into a deep sleep.

"Help, help..."

The person in the dream uttered ravings, opened his eyes suddenly, and saw a dim yellow light.

Jiang Yu woke up from the nightmare again.

She lay on the bed, short of breath, and her chest heaved violently. After a while, she slowly sat up and turned on the light.

The bedroom lit up instantly.

The light was a bit dazzling, Jiang Yu turned her head, her long hair that fell down blocked the light, she curled up, panting tiredly, for a long time, she grabbed her phone to check the time.

One o'clock.

There are three unread messages on the screen.

Jiang Yu's consciousness was a little confused, and he couldn't tell whether it was a large or a small one, so he clicked in and looked, and it was a message from a child.

"..."

She stared at the screen, the girl's face overlapping the dream.

kid……

Surrounded by silence, I could clearly hear my own heartbeat, from fast to slow, and gradually calmed down.

Jiang Yu wiped the cold sweat off his brow, grabbed his phone and got out of bed, casually put on a long coat, picked up his bag, and hurried out the door.

……

A white sports car speeds down the empty road.

About 10 minutes later, I arrived at the hotel and went up to the 27th floor. Jiang Yu opened the platinum door, and a faint light leaked out. She walked straight to the second bedroom, and pushed the door open like a gust of wind.

The room was pitch black.

With the dim light in the living room, the outline of the arch on the bed can be vaguely seen.

Jiang Yu was stunned for two seconds, walked over lightly, put down his bag, took off his coat, lifted the quilt and got in.

The blanket was warm, and a sweet milky scent wafted into her nostrils. She took a deep breath, hugged the girl's soft body, buried her face in her hair, and finally felt relieved.

"Well--"

The person in his arms moved.

Cheng Suran opened his eyes in a daze, feeling something was wrong, his mind went blank for a few seconds, and suddenly found that there was someone beside him at some point, and he was frightened out of his wits.

"what!!!"

She kicked over.

- Boom!

Before Jiang Yu could react, he fell off the bed heavily.