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When Jiang Yu was very young, she knew that her gender was the original sin, and when she grew up, she also knew that her height and appearance, which were contrary to mainstream aesthetics, were also the original sin.

Because she was a girl, she was cast aside and cursed by her family, and because she was taller than her peers, with a big frame, and withdrawn, she was discriminated against and excluded by her classmates.From head to toe, from the inside out, most of what you get is belittling and humiliating.

Later, she gradually accepted her "ugliness", bulkiness and roughness.

During the first two years of her career, the glamorous fashion circle was full of discrimination, body humiliation was everywhere, and sometimes skin color was the original sin.The models were "PUA", and even though they were 1.8 meters and weighed more than 90 kilograms, they were maliciously ridiculed as fat pigs. It took her a long time to build up her true self-confidence.

But the seeds of self-loathing have taken root.

The more intimate the person is, the more she cares about the person, the less she can relax herself in front of the other person, nor can she show the open-mindedness and confidence on the runway and in front of the camera lens.

The ex-girlfriend is fine.

She used to love her very much.

She is used to being active and being in control, while being passive means being in control and being ridiculed and played with.Because of love and caring, she can't bear the disgust that her lover may show, even though this so-called disgust only exists in her imagination.

The ex-girlfriend shattered her self-esteem, like prying open a stubbornly closed shell.

It took her a long time to rebuild herself again.

But today...

The breath on the lips was hot, like a dancing wildfire, and the woman's soft voice sounded in her ears: "Sister... I want to drink hot cocoa."

Jiang Yu understood what she meant in an instant, and the scalding temperature seemed to burn his face.

She turned her neck, buried her face in the quilt, and imagined the scene that made her nervous and frightened.Today is Ranran's birthday, and she doesn't want to refuse.

"Are you okay? Sister?" Cheng Suran deliberately teased her.

Jiang Yu took a deep breath.

She should be able to get over it.

I also hope that I completely belong to Ranran.

"it is good……"

Cheng Suran was full of joy, and wanted to pull off the quilt to kiss her again, but Jiang Yu held on tight and said eagerly, "Turn off the light."

"why?"

"Shut it off." Pleading tone.

Cheng Suran was stunned, looking at the way she covered her face tightly, she seemed to understand something.

My old self was shy.

Will my sister be shy too?

Or……

Sudden heart throbbing, Cheng Suran hastily crawled to the head of the bed and turned off the overhead light.The room was suddenly plunged into darkness, and she vaguely felt that Jiang Yu relaxed a little, so she lowered her head and kissed her ear.

"Sister, I'm here."

She remembered being afraid of the dark.

Jiang Yu slowly pulled down the quilt, only her blurred face could be seen in the dark, but she could really feel her breathing, which seemed to be getting hotter. "Ran Ran……"

"Hmm." Cheng Suran's nose was sour.

She would really like to see her if she could.

My eyes gradually adapted to the darkness, and I could see a little more clearly. The light from the outside leaked in through the cracks in the curtains. It was hazy, and the whole room was like a dark and silent deep sea.

Her lips moved from top to bottom, kissing her forehead, eyes, and nose over and over again, staying on her lips, and then flowing down along the contours of her face.

Jiang Yu kept tensing himself, even in the dark, he had to close his eyes.

"Jiang Yu..."

She called her name.

"You don't have to work very hard, you don't have to be perfect, you don't have to be valuable, and I will love you."

"I just love you, no matter what you look like..." Cheng Suran whispered in her ear, her nose became more sore, and she tried her best not to let her voice choke.

Jiang Yu frowned slightly, and crystal drops of water appeared from the corners of his eyes.

She completely relaxed.

Floating in this deep sea...

……

The next day, three poles in the sun.

Jiang Yu had a dream, dreaming that she was lying and rolling in the soft cotton pile, it was hot and fragrant, she couldn't help rubbing and rubbing, and slowly opened her eyes.

In front of her was pajamas with a pattern of rabbits, which rose and fell with the rhythm of her breathing, and her lips were pressed against a strand of hair impartially.

She was lying in Cheng Suran's arms.

Ran Ran was sleeping soundly, the corners of her lips were slightly raised in a natural arc, and her skin was as shiny and fair as cream.

Jiang Yu couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed carefully.

The scene of last night suddenly flashed through my mind.

"..."

She closed her eyes, inexplicably feeling a little ashamed, she was so much older than Ranran, her height also had an advantage, and her temperament was not soft, yet——

Unable to accept it for a while, she quietly turned over, lifted the quilt, and wanted to get up.

The pajamas were still on the carpet.

Suddenly, an arm wrapped around her waist, and with a little force, a woman's low voice came from behind: "Where are you going?"

The next second, she was pushed back.

"You kissed me early in the morning and you want to slip away?" Cheng Suran chuckled, pulled her back into his arms, and stuck her on her from behind.

Jiang Yu lay motionless on his side, half of his face was covered by his hair.

No face.

"Sister..." Cheng Suran called her softly.

"You know, I've been waiting for this day for a long time, thinking about it, thinking about it."

Jiang Yu's heart trembled when she called her sister, "What?"

"I can see you when I wake up, and I can hug you when I reach out." Cheng Suran kissed her hair, "And... finally it's not a dream."

There were layers of ripples in Jiang Yu's heart.

After a long silence, she grabbed the hand on her waist, turned sideways slowly, and faced Cheng Suran face to face, that face clearly fell into her eyes.

They stared at each other silently.

A ray of sunlight came in through the cracks in the curtains and fell on the head of the bed. The room was half dark, filled with a light mixed fragrance, like a safe haven for two people, a gentle hometown for two people.

Jiang Yu reached out and stroked Cheng Suran's face, "It will be like this every day in the future, will there be a day when you feel tired?"

"meeting."

"..."

"At that time, we should be too old to walk, right? 90 years old, or a hundred years old? Hahahaha——" Cheng Suran giggled, and the dimples on his cheeks sank gently.

Jiang Yu also smiled, and the corners of his eyes were slightly wet.

"Ran Ran……"

"uh-huh?"

"Do you... still mind the past?"

Cheng Suran's smile faltered, and after thinking about it, he said, "It can't be regarded as mind... After all, the only memories we left for each other are those, don't we?" She pursed her lips, and gently covered the hand on her face with her palm, "It should be just got used to."

Jiang Yu sighed softly.

"So you have to ask me a few more times."

"?"

"Give me a few more times, and I'll be able to adjust quickly and get used to the current life." Cheng Suran smiled slyly.

Jiang Yu remembered last night again, "..."

She suddenly had a feeling of being hooked.

Cheng Suran came close to her ear and said in a low voice, "Sister, do you know what hot cocoa is like?" After speaking, he quickly turned over and climbed out of the bed from the other side.

"hot……"

Jiang Yu froze for a moment, then suddenly realized, grabbed the pillow at hand and threw it at her.

Cheng Suran dodges away.

Didn't hit.

She picked up the pillow and threw it back, hitting Jiang Yu's face impartially, laughing happily: "Hahaha..."

"Okay, Cheng Suran, just wait."

"I'm looking forward to drinking hot cocoa next time~"

Jiang Yu picked up the pillow and chased after him.

There was no work this weekend, the two of them quarreled in the room for a while, and then went to wash slowly, only to realize that it was past nine o'clock.While preparing for breakfast, Jiang Yu received a call from his lawyer.

It was still a lawsuit with Bai Lu.

Cheng Suran silently listened to the conversation between her and the lawyer, and couldn't help but think of the emails she received a few days ago.She didn't tell Jiang Yu yet, just because she was afraid of disturbing her, but now that she thought about it, after all, it was related to Bai Lu, and she couldn't justify unilaterally hiding it.

When Jiang Yu hung up the phone, she thought for a moment and said, "There is something I think I should tell you..."

She sent the recording file to Jiang Yu.

"At that time, I thought she was ridiculous, and I didn't think too much about it. Besides, you were very busy. I didn't want to upset you, so I didn't tell you in time, but... would normal people be so stupid? I was worried that she would There will be other purposes..." Cheng Suran frowned, with worry in his eyes.

Jiang Yu suddenly hugged her.

"?"

"Of course, I said that to gag her."

"I know," Cheng Suran raised his head and looked at her seriously, "I don't trust my girlfriend, do I trust outsiders?"

"But the past..."

The past is still a shadow in Ranran's heart.

How could she not understand.

"The past is over," Cheng Suran interrupted softly, and pecked her lips with his head tilted, "Jiang Keke, I said I love you, and I will give you a sense of security."

Jiang Yu closed his eyes and nodded, "Yes."

"It's not like someone who has been in love before, he's stupider than me." Cheng Suran stretched out his index finger and flicked her forehead.

"..."

Jiang Yu was amused.

Smelling the fragrance in her hair, my mood gradually calmed down, and the hands that hugged her couldn't help but tightened, as if to make her merge with myself...

……

Around Ching Ming Festival, the weather is slowly getting warmer.

The lawsuit between the company and Bai Lu entered the trial stage. The court ordered Bai Lu to pay liquidated damages according to the terms of the contract. Unconvinced, Bai Lu chose to appeal.

No company, no agent, means no team, this lawsuit is full of turmoil, Bai Lu has been searched many times, and passers-by have gone from eating melons to disgusting her, and because she is entangled in lawsuits, she has no team and is exhausted. It has been a long time since I have worked to deal with public opinion.

She was absent from the fall/winter fashion season in February and March.

Since the beginning of the year, no magazine has invited her.

The frequency of attendance at various events plummeted.

At present, only the endorsement brand is supporting her, but it is only because the contract is still in place. Now in her situation, the brand can terminate the contract at any time and demand compensation.

Under heavy pressure, Bai Lu lost control of herself, overeating every day, lying on the bed decadently, and gained fifteen catties in a month.

His body and appearance were out of shape.

The brand immediately asked her to terminate the contract.

Within two days, the entry "Bailu committed suicide" was on the top of the list.She was burning charcoal at home, but was found by an assistant and sent to the hospital, where her life was not in danger.

Cheng Suran has been paying attention to this matter.

After a few days of commotion on the Internet, the people who eat melons don't know the truth, but she can learn the progress from Jiang Yu's mouth.Jiang Yu was indifferent to this matter and only waited for the second trial.

"Her old trick."

"It's not the first time for her to burn charcoal. She inhales some carbon monoxide and then goes to the hospital to inhale hyperbaric oxygen. She can say that she died once, and everyone knows it. People who really want to die leave quietly. With her I don’t know how many times I died because of the trouble.”

"However, I don't want her to die. Who will compensate me if she dies?"

Jiang Yu spoke calmly.

She can be kind to a person a thousand times and a thousand times, but if her heart is cold and she is ruthless, she can be a thousand times more ruthless.

Cheng Suran thought so too.

Originally, she had heard that Bai Lu committed suicide under too much pressure and was sent to the hospital, and she still had a little pity for life, but when she thought that the person she loved the most and most precious was beaten by Bai Lu, and suffered double damage mentally and materially, this little pity was overwhelming. Also vanished.

Recently, the company cooperated with colleges and universities to promote new projects. Cheng Suran was very busy. Besides her personal work schedule, she and Wen Ruoxian also had to work overtime at the company. It had been many days since she went home to have dinner with Jiang Yu.

Until the end of the month, the project has advanced to a stage, and there is no need to work overtime.

She and Jiang Yu agreed to go home on time for dinner today.

Coming out of the conference room, Cheng Suran walked quickly and returned to the office, impatient to pack his things.

"Remember to send the electronic version of this document to Mr. Lin tomorrow."

"okay."

Holding the computer, Xiaomeng glanced at her upper body, and couldn't help but ask, "Mr. Cheng, where did you buy this dress? I think it's pretty. Do you have other colors? I want it too." Buy one."

Cheng Suran was taken aback, and looked down at his clothes, "This..."

A light brown embroidered shirt.

It was designed and made for her by Jiang Yu himself.

The only one in the world.

She looked at the clothes, the corners of her mouth turned up slightly, and she felt a little proud for some reason, but it was difficult to show it in front of her subordinates, so she could only smile lightly: "I didn't sell it, my wife made it myself."

"Wow--"

Xiao Meng covered her mouth in surprise, showing envy.

On the first day of work after the year, the sharp-eyed colleagues in the company discovered that Mr. Cheng was wearing a ring on his left ring finger, so the news spread, and everyone speculated that Mr. Cheng was not newly married, or that something good was about to happen.

No wonder some people felt that Mr. Cheng and Mr. Wen were alienated.

It turned out to be "emphasizing sex over friends".

"I'll go back first, you can get off work after finishing." Cheng Suran picked up his bag, turned and left the office.

A heart flew home long ago.

When the elevator went down to the parking lot, the phone rang. She looked down as she walked out. It was a local number, which looked familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it before.

"Hello."

"Miss Cheng, I'm Tian Lin." A female voice familiar from many years ago came from the phone, with a slightly anxious tone.

Cheng Suran was taken aback, and suddenly realized, "Sister Tian Lin? Oh, it's me, what's the matter?"

"Come to the First Affiliated Hospital quickly, sister Yu has had an accident."