Forbidden

At the same time as he asked this sentence, Jiang Yu remembered that rainy day five years ago - she sat in the car, opened the memo on the phone without hesitation, and stabbed countless sharp blades and cones into the sincere and warm heart of a girl, Stabbed bloody.

How long does it take for such a deep wound to heal completely? Will there be a dull pain every rainy day?

It may become a gap that cannot be bridged between each other.

After so many years, old wounds add new wounds, and it was she who did it herself...

Jiang Yu, you are a bad person.

You do not deserve.

She scolded herself in her heart.

Cheng Suran's chewing movements slowed down, and his eyelids drooped, instantly covering up all his emotions.She shrugged and said nonchalantly: "It's nothing to mind, even if you raise a hundred lovers, it doesn't matter to me."

As soon as the words fell, Jiang Yu understood, but he didn't mind.

How could you not mind?

She hurt her so deeply.

Jiang Yu wanted to say something, but he saw Cheng Suran took a big mouthful of cake, as if he was in a hurry, stuffed it into his mouth impatiently, so he swallowed the words that came to his mouth.

Watching her eat quietly is also a kind of enjoyment.

But when she grows up, she loses her former youthfulness and cuteness, and becomes mature, refined, and more attractive, but her heart remains the same, she is still the girl who wants to protect others and be protected by others, and still has that kindness. A tenacious and unyielding spirit.

At that time, in the dark secret room, the lights suddenly went out, and the whole world fell into dead silence. However, he rushed towards her full of fear and worry, wanting to protect her and seek her protection.

And what she wants to catch, also wants to be caught by something.

At that moment, it was her light.

Long after, always.

"What are you looking at me for?" Cheng Suran was uncomfortable being stared at by her, stopped the spoon, and couldn't help but look up.

Jiang Yu's eyes were rippling, and he said with a slightly sad tone: "I want to see you for a while, and engrave your current appearance in my head, so that when I don't see you, I can slowly recall it."

Cheng Suran frowned slightly, his heart trembled like an electric shock, he swallowed the sweetness stuck in his throat slowly, avoiding the scorching gaze.

She didn't speak, just lowered her head and ate the last bite of cake.

Jiang Yu's eyes became deeper and deeper.

"By the way, there's something wrong with me, and I need to tell you." Cheng Suran wiped his mouth with a paper towel, drank water, and said while packing the garbage bag.

Jiang Yu saw her finish eating and it was time for him to leave. He was thinking of some reason to stay, even for a while longer, but he didn't expect her to initiate the conversation, and he was immediately filled with joy.

"what's up?"

"About Bailu."

"Of course, that day Bai Lu..." She anxiously wanted to explain.

Cheng Suran made a silent gesture, and said slowly: "Do you still remember the team building activities of your company in the villa a few years ago? That day we played truth or dare, we all drank a lot of wine, and that After going back for the first time, I suddenly pierced the so-called window paper."

Bringing up the old incident again, Jiang Yu thought she was brooding, and couldn't help but hang in his heart, "Remember."

"Actually, after you went out that day, Bai Lu came to our room to look for you, and said something to me..." Cheng Suran sighed lightly, and talked about the past in a leisurely manner. His brows and eyes became more and more serious, and every time he said " The word "lover" will be lowered.

Jiang Yu listened in silence, his expression gradually became serious, and a turmoil was set off in his heart.

These are things she doesn't know.

Bai Lu unexpectedly...

"You mean, she has a crush on me? She has thoughts about me?" Jiang Yu was dumbfounded.

Cheng Suran raised his eyebrows, "Didn't you feel it?"

Jiang Yu lowered his eyes in thought.

All along, she only regarded Bai Lu as her younger sister and apprentice, and she even had a mentality like an old mother.Bai Lu is a very talented seedling. She cultivates her carefully, not only for her own benefit, but also out of love for her career, so she devotes herself wholeheartedly to it. She is much more kind and tolerant to Bai Lu than other models. close.And in this process, Bai Lu did become more and more dependent on her, from a little careful thought to a strong desire to possess and control, she could feel it.

But she only thought it was due to Bai Lu's personality.

Now it seems that everything has traces to follow.

"But she brought her boyfriend back last year to show me, and told me that she would retreat from the circle and want to marry a foreign boy..." Jiang Yu couldn't accept it for a while.

Then she remembered what Bai Lu said on the phone that night.

[Send your little lover to hell. ]

[She is not good enough for you! ]

Isn't this just jealousy?

Jiang Yu was completely confused.

"Ah?" Cheng Suran was surprised, "Oh, it might be bisexual."

Jiang Yu: "..."

"Don't you think Bailu was weird that day? On the premise that she was hostile to me, she ignored your warning and exposed you in person. Why? She wanted you to make a fool of yourself in front of me? Or did she want the two of us because of this kind of thing? Start a fight? Let's not talk about the eight little lovers, I'm sure she did it on purpose." Cheng Suran finished in one breath.

"I don't know what's going on between you and her, what kind of grievances and grievances there are specifically, I feel that she may not be purely jealous or hate because of love... In short, you should be careful."

After finishing speaking, she took a deep look at Jiang Yu, got up and walked to the window.

The sky is clear blue, the clouds are like cotton floating on the water, there are tall buildings in sight, the roads are criss-crossing, and the pedestrians walking on the road are as small as ants.

Cheng Suran took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and felt complicated feelings in his heart.

She used to be so jealous of Bai Lu...

Jiang Yu frowned, staring intently at the back of the woman in front of the window, feeling inexplicably sad, so she stood up and stopped halfway behind her shoulder.

"Actually, I didn't think so."

"Bai Lu and I..."

She narrated what had happened to herself and Bai Lu over the years.

Cheng Suran was terrified when he heard that, and secretly sweated for Jiang Yu. She knew that such a person existed in the world, but she had never met one before. She never thought that the crazy devil was by her side.

"Then you just let her make trouble like this? Let her manipulate you? Do whatever she wants? What if she asks you to do something dangerous next time? What are you thinking, Jiang Yu!" In desperation, he couldn't help drinking speak out.

Jiang Yu was so fierce that he lost his temper. He grabbed her wrist and comforted her softly: "No, of course, my patience has a limit. She really disappointed me, and I don't want to bother with her too much."

"The limit of your patience is really great." Cheng Suran got emotional for a moment and threw away his hand.

The strong sourness corroded her heart.

In the past, the relationship between her and Jiang Yu was unequal, she was not qualified to expect everything that ordinary people can get, she recognized it, she understood, but when she heard her sweetheart say how much she cared about another person, even though it was just a relationship between a teacher and a friend , she is still very sad.

Now she is more jealous of Bai Lu than before.

"Ran Ran……"

Jiang Yu grabbed that hand back and hugged her from behind, "Are you worried about me?"

Slowly rubbing his cheek against his ear.

"..."

Cheng Su realized later that he couldn't control his emotions, and was a little annoyed, struggling to push her away, "Let go."

Instead, Jiang Yu hugged him even tighter.

"Of course, you haven't answered me yet."

"I won't worry about you until I'm full." Cheng Suran said angrily.

Jiang Yu pursed her lips and snickered, her heart suddenly felt warm. She knew that Ranran cared about her and worried about her, and that was enough.

"Of course, don't worry, I will pay more attention to it. Now that her career has stabilized, I don't need to worry about it anymore, as long as there is no trouble."

Cheng Suran didn't speak any more, but he didn't struggle any more.

Jiang Yu sniffed the fragrance in her hair, his mind was about to move, and his lips tentatively approached her face, "Of course, do you believe me?"

Warm breath sweeps over the skin.

"Letter." Cheng Suran shuddered, and his whole body tensed up.

"Then will you forgive me?" Jiang Yu asked nervously and full of expectation.With the soft face so close at hand, she wanted to kiss it desperately, but she didn't dare.

The corner of Ranran's mouth was stolen last time, not only was she slapped, but the model was also gone.Thinking of the shattered model made her heart ache.

Cheng Suran lowered his eyes and remained silent.

Jiang Yu closed his eyes, listened quietly to her steady breathing, felt her body temperature, and bypassed the topic wisely: "Of course, I have a friend who opened a restaurant near IFS, would you like to go tonight?" Come with me to cheer?"

"Just the two of us." She added.

Cheng Suran frowned and thought for a moment, then said: "Yes, but I invite you."

"why?"

"Thank you for saving your life before."

"..."

……

For the first time, Jiang Yu waited for Cheng Suran to get off work.

The restaurant is very close to the company, just a few minutes walk.The lobby manager knew Jiang Yu and warmly welcomed them into the exclusive private room, and then the boss came over to say hello to Jiang Yu.

"Wow, Sister Yu, is this your girlfriend?" A short-haired woman in her early thirties wore big hoop earrings.

She joked and smiled at Cheng Suran.

Jiang Yu was about to speak, but Cheng Suran immediately denied it: "No, we are just ordinary friends."

"..." Jiang Yu could only smile in agreement.

Only then did the woman put away her gossipy eyes, and chatted with Jiang Yu for a while, and told the waiter to treat them well, then she left because she had something to do.The private room finally became quiet, and Cheng Suran's face was a little red under the soft light.

The waiter brought a tablet to order for them.

Jiang Yu handed it directly to Cheng Suran.

"You order first."

"Oh."

Cheng Suran was also polite, took it generously and naturally, concentrated on looking at the menu, ordered two or three things he liked first, saw the steamed buns, and added another without thinking.

Then Jiang Yu was taken aback when he saw the menu.

"Of course, do you like eating Xiaolongbao?"

"Isn't it what you like to eat?" Cheng Suran said without thinking.

Jiang Yu fell into a trance for a moment, and soon came back to his senses, the corners of his mouth curved slightly.

"Hey, no, this is dinner. There is oil in the steamed buns. I remember you don't eat them at night..." Cheng Suran suddenly remembered, and reached out to take the tablet.

"Delete it."

Jiang Yu hid back for a while, smiled and shook his head: "No, I ate it."

"..."

Cheng Suran slowly withdrew her hand, still worried, worried that she would break the rules in order to take care of her own face, "Don't you need to maintain your figure?"

"You don't have to be as strict as before." Jiang Yu gave her a relieved smile.

"Oh."

There was an unspoken silence.

Not long after ordering, the dishes were served one after another. Jiang Yu started with the small steamed buns and ate the whole tray slowly. While eating, he quietly observed Cheng Suran.

She found that Ranran was used to pinch a tissue in her hand when eating, and if sauce, soup, or even water got on the corner of her mouth, she had to wipe it off so that she could continue eating with peace of mind.

Like obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Jiang Yu silently opened the memo on his phone and wrote it down.

"Actually, I know how to make steamed buns." Cheng Suran raised his eyes suddenly while drinking the soup, and said this sentence without beginning or end.

Jiang Yu was caught off guard by that gaze, and then he realized it. He couldn't help guessing the subtext of this sentence in his heart, and asked tentatively, "Do I have good food?"

Cheng Suran bit his lower lip, then wiped it off with a tissue, "It depends on my mood."

Jiang Yu smiled.

Seeing her bright smile, those deep eyes revealing warmth, Cheng Suran's movement of wiping his mouth froze, his heartbeat quickened inexplicably, he hurriedly lowered his head and continued to eat.

……

Two hours for a meal.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Cheng Suran returned home.Ruoxian has gone on a business trip for the past two days, and she will only come back tomorrow morning, so she is the only one in the room.

She took a quick shower, finished the rest of the work, and brought out the newly made clay figurine.

The little Jiang Yu stood on the base, lifelike.

But alone.

It was a birthday present she couldn't get out.

Cheng Suran looked at the villain and sighed, feeling more and more regretful that he broke the old model.It would be too ugly and insincere to just send it out naked as compensation. At least one more scene should be added to make it vivid and rich.

So she turned over the material again.

The things were piled up in the box in a mess, and she took them out and arranged them one by one. After counting them, she found that she couldn't find any glue.

"strangeness……"

Cheng Suran muttered in a low voice, got up and searched all over the house.

There is no study, no bedroom, no living room, no kitchen and toilet.As a last resort, she went to Wen Ruoxian's bedroom to search around, but there was no trace of glue.

Finally, she stepped into Wen Ruoxian's study.

The glue is on the desk.

Cheng Suran's eyes lit up, and he walked over quickly, stretched out his hand to grab the glue, and inadvertently glanced at the stacked books next to him, only to see a sketchbook was pressed under the book, revealing a small half of the picture.

Huh?

Ruoxian can draw sketches?

Out of curiosity, she took out the book, opened it and read it.

A familiar face was outlined with pencil lines on the off-white paper...