Living with a scumbag

There are people coming and going every day in the cancer inpatient department, ranging from elderly people aged 80 to [-] years old, to children who are about to learn to walk at the age of two or three.

The disease is ruthless at this moment. It will not leave just because someone is young and poor, and it will not treat someone differently just because someone is rich or well-off. Everyone is the same here. The spread of cancer cells will never be because you are Who stops the invasion.

Everyone's face was lifeless, their eyes were dull when they walked, and their brows were all furrowed without exception. From time to time, family members would cry bitterly in any ward, and it didn't take much to explain why.

The whole quiet and narrow corridor was filled with the sound of crying that lasted for a long time. Looking up at the endless direction, it finally became an invisible black spot, and countless people shuttled back and forth in it.

An extreme shade of white depresses the breathless.

Zhao Lijuan is no longer as arrogant as she used to be. She lies on the bed quietly all day long, crying but not crying, her eyes are always looking out of the window, on the few sparrows that landed on the branches.

Xu You didn't know what she was thinking, and didn't want to ask, she just stayed by her side silently, and gave her the care she deserved when she needed to turn over, eat, get injections and take medicine.

"Your grandma called me yesterday."

Zhao Lijuan asked.

"Ah."

Xu You's feelings for his grandmother are very thin, and every time she is mentioned, he will think of the past, and the pimples in his heart will emerge.

When Zhao Lijuan saw Xu You frowning, she knew that she must have thought of the past again, and only when a person was about to die would he feel guilty about the past. Unhappy knot.

"Don't blame your grandma, she is old."

"She has nothing to do with me."

Xu You's tone was cold, he bent down and threw a towel into the steaming basin, turned around and didn't speak, please support the back of Zhao Lijuan's head with one hand, and gently wipe her cheek with a hot towel with the other hand.

Seeing this, Zhao Lijuan didn't dare to say anything more, and the mother and daughter fell into a long silence again.

The head of the house, the Su family, was not idle, and set the alarm clock to get up before dawn. Following the video tutorial, she learned to cook some white rice porridge step by step with the rice cooker, because Zhao Lijuan vomited whatever she ate during this time, and her stomach was sensitive. To the extreme, in addition to drinking porridge, you can only drink porridge.

The electric cooker jumped and got bored for a while, Su Jiahao unplugged the socket, opened the lid, took a sip with a small spoon, and smacked his lips

The taste seems to be pretty good, the rice is all boiled, soft and glutinous, it melts in the mouth, it should be just right for the patient to eat.

Then he pulled a high bench into the kitchen, took off his shoes and stepped on it with bare feet, opened the cabinet above his head, and took out a boxy long box at the corner, with a thin layer of dust on it.

The Su family picked off the tape on the bag with their fingers, and took the things out. It was a brand new orange insulated rice bucket. They almost forgot about it. It was brought back by Xu You Company during the year-end lottery draw. I still laughed at her from time to time. Among the dozens of prizes, there was only one thermos bucket, and Xu You won the lottery. I don't know if it was good luck or bad luck.

Thinking about it now, it is doomed. Things that I thought would be impossible to use at the time have come in handy in just a few years.

Thinking of this, the Su family couldn't help sighing, and the movements of their hands quickened.

Unscrew the lid and wash it with clean water first, and then pour some boiling water to rinse it. After cleaning, I lowered my head and smelled it again. I was sure that there was no peculiar smell, so I filled the porridge spoonful by spoonful, and prepared some small pickles. , After tidying up casually, I drove to the hospital in a hurry.

When the Su family arrived, Xu You had already wiped her mother's face and rinsed her mouth. After chemotherapy, Zhao Lijuan became very sensitive to pain. She couldn't even bear the feeling of a toothbrush touching her gums. , so in order to reduce the pain and avoid bleeding, I only rinse my mouth with mouthwash every day.

After pouring the water and carrying the basin, he was walking towards the ward when a beautiful and pleasant figure appeared in front of his eyes, like a warm fire in a world of ice and snow, instantly bringing a glimmer of light to the lifeless corridor.

"Hello home."

Xu You walked forward quickly, and grabbed the man's hand, interlocking his fingers.

"Auntie, are you awake too?"

As Su Jiahao said, he lifted the thermos bucket in his hand and shook it slightly in front of Xu You

"I made white porridge, and you can eat some porridge later."

"You did it?"

"Well, I can cook with rice forts. I recently followed a streamer. She knows how to cook. The tutorials are very detailed."

Xu You didn't speak, just looked at her and blinked. There was obviously reluctance and distress in her eyes. Although she knew that she was kind, she couldn't help but blame——

"What time is it? Why are you here so early, and there are nurses, so it doesn't matter if you don't come. There are cafeterias in the hospital for breakfast, lunch and dinner. You can just buy one and deal with it. Why do you get up early and go to the hospital yourself?" Do it."

Xu You really loves her lover. She was spoiled by a princess since she was a child, but now she runs up and down the hospital because of herself, and even has breakfast. This is obviously my own business, and the Su family is dragged into it for no reason, unwillingness is one aspect, and unwillingness is another aspect.

"I don't like to hear your words. Could it be that what I cook is not as delicious as the cafeteria?"

The Su family poked Xu You's belly.

"I'm not saying that what you cook is not delicious, I just love you!"

"It hurts me, so I'll eat a few more bowls later. If there's nothing left, I'll be the happiest."

Su Jiahao deliberately ignored the most straightforward meaning in Xu You's words, but her eyes were already warm, she knew this person too well, if she listened to her everything, she was afraid that she would have to resist everything by herself again, Xu You felt distressed I, don't I feel sorry for her?Seeing her working so hard while enjoying herself at home, what's the matter?Still a lover?

"But--"

"But what is it, don't hurry up, Auntie is waiting."

After Su Jiahao finished speaking, she pulled Xu You and pushed her forward so hard that she couldn't even speak.

"Mom, Jiahao has brought you food."

Xu You took the thermos from Su Jiahao's hand, bent down and took out a few disposable small bowls from the plastic bag in the drawer.

"Do you eat?"

"I've eaten at home, and this is specially brought for you."

Su Jiahao shook her head and said, then set up the small table in front of Zhao Lijuan, went to the end of the bed and shook the bed up, and put two pillows together behind Zhao Lijuan, so that she could lean as comfortably as possible.

Zhao Lijuan felt bitter in her mouth, but she couldn't eat too heavy food, so she could eat half a bowl of white porridge with pickles, which was pretty good.

Xu You, on the other hand, drank one bowl after another. If the Su family hadn't stopped him, this person would have to feed himself again.

"Auntie's appetite has decreased again?"

The Su family followed Xu You. They were supposed to wash the thermos, but Xu You didn't want her to get wet, so they could only accompany her.

"The doctor said that it's like this after chemotherapy. It's good if you can still eat it. Many people can't eat it."

Xu You pointed at the lid of the lunch box in his hand. Although his tone sounded calm, there was still sadness and loneliness in his downcast eyes.

After all, she is her own mother, how much can she hate her?

"It's okay, you still have me."

Su Jiahao went up and reached out to touch the man's head.

Xu You's body visibly paused, the freshly washed rice bucket in his hand fell into the pool again with a bang, and as soon as he turned around, he stretched out his hand and hugged the person who was behind him in front of him.

The Su family didn't expect her to do this. After all, the bathroom was still full of people. Her calf suddenly leaned forward and fell into Xu You's warm and soft embrace.

Before he had time to ask what was wrong, Xu You's hot kisses spread densely from his forehead to his chin, and finally landed between his soft lips.

Just when the two were about to lose their minds, Su Jiahao's arm touched the cold pool behind her. The texture of the hard ceramic object instantly woke her up, and she pulled Xu You's collar back forcefully.

Finally, this sudden attack was stopped.

Xu You hugged Su Jiahao, nestled on her neck, kept shaking her shoulders, and after a while, a wetness came from the side of her neck.

"The doctor said that she is only three months old at most. Hello, I will really be an orphan in the future."

"Nonsense, you still have me, I am your family."

Su Jiahao's eyes were filled with steam, and her nasal cavity was sore and bitter. She put her arms around Xu You's shoulders, stroked her hair, and slid it softly over her fingertips.

From the beginning, I knew that Xu You was a hard-spoken and soft-hearted child. Even if there was no loving environment, she was still a loving person.

"You and me, I am your family."

Zhao Lijuan can't do without people here, even if the nurses are by her side. Whenever she can't see her, she looks for someone to call everywhere, and the nurse can't persuade her when she comes.

But Xu You still has to go to work. After returning from S City, her position and salary have been raised by one level. Now that she has more money, the corresponding responsibilities and burdens are naturally heavier than before. In terms of time and tasks It is even more urgent, especially for a small team with a few people under her command. If she is not in the team, the backbone will be lost. It will last for a day or two, but in ten or eight days, I am afraid it will change hands. The two days off were all Xu You took with great difficulty, so if he didn't go to work, it really wouldn't be justified.

The Su family saw how tired Xu You was, and when Zhao Lijuan had taken the medicine and fell asleep, she hurriedly urged her to go back to take a shower and change clothes.

"You sleep well at home at night, and I'll just stay with the bed here."

The Su family said as they gently closed the door of the ward.

"How can this work?!"

Xu You's eyebrows immediately frowned, his head shook like a rattle, and standing at the door of the ward, his voice rose in vain

"This will not work! This will never work!"

The Su family punched her hard, and looked at her angrily

"What are you calling?!"

"I, I didn't shout."

Xu You rubbed his chest, and his voice immediately dropped by more than two degrees.

It's really one thing and one thing.

The Su family frowned and glanced at her, leaned over and sniffed the man's collar, raised her head and said with disgust——

"It's all rotten. I said that I am a leader after all. Can you pay attention to your image? It's not that I don't know that I like to sweat. How many times have I told you?

Yes, you have to change your clothes frequently, but you just don't listen!How many days have you been wearing this? ! "

"I haven't worn it for a few days—"

"Hurry back and change!"

The Su family couldn't help but put the house key and car key into her pocket.

"It's fine to go back, but I have to come over to Ang at night."

Xu You held the key in his pocket and almost let the Su family get in.

"Why are you here? There's only one companion bed, you still want to sleep two people."

The Su family saw that Xu You had a stiff neck and looked like a two-hundred-and-five-year-old, angry and funny, and couldn't do it so hard, so they had to use some beauty tricks

coax her

"Be good, go back to sleep at night, and we will change after you rest."

The Su family slapped Xu You on the ear in a haughty manner, and the little finger was unscrupulously picking and scratching at this person's arm, as if he wanted to eat her.

"I'm not tired, so I just sleep wherever I sleep." Xu You's arms were itchy from being scratched, but his heart was also itchy, and he couldn't move his gaze from this man's face.

"Are you listening to me or not!"

The Su family saw that this person would not be soft and hard, so they simply puffed up their cheeks, took out the last trump card, shook off this person's arm, and said with a stare

"When you were chasing me, you said all the nice things. Listen to me for the rest of your life. I go east and you don't go west. Now it seems that you are lying to me. It is so difficult for you to go back and sleep! How will you live in the future! You might as well live alone!"

Xu You was immediately persuaded by the good training of the Su family, and hurriedly softened his voice and said——

"Look, look, what are you in a hurry for? I didn't say I wouldn't listen to you. It's not that I feel sorry for you, and I'm afraid that you will be tired."

"You love me, but I don't love you? What if you are exhausted and sick? I won't be the one to take care of you then!"

Su Jiahao's voice was sticky and waxy, touching this man's already small face, there were soft waves full of affection in his eyes

"You are obedient, go back and have a good rest, and come back tomorrow to replace me."

After finishing speaking, he quickly kissed this person on the cheek, but luckily there was no one in the corridor.

"Ah - all right."

No matter how unwilling Xu Yourao is, he can only agree now, otherwise, the Su family's good temper will break out and no one will be able to resist it.

"Then I'm leaving. If you need anything, just call me and I'll come right away."

"What's the matter? It's all doctors and nurses, and there are also nurses. It's okay." Su Jiahao pointed to the back of Xu You's neck and said with a smile——

"Rub it well here, and there will be patterns."

"I know, I know."

Embarrassed, Xu You covered the back of his neck with his hand, nodded and looked at it for a while, then turned around and reluctantly left.

After Xu You had gone far away and no one could be seen, Su Jiahao breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and opened the door and walked into the ward, stepping lightly, walked silently to Zhao Lijuan's bed, quietly look at her.

If you know today, why should you be in the beginning.

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