Living with a scumbag

Recalling the past, bitter tears.

"Lijuan, I really don't want to be a teacher anymore. They exclude me and don't let me take the graduation class. You can go to your father and see if you can transfer me out."

Xu Haijun was sitting on the sofa, wearing glasses and bowing his head. He looked like a man but he didn't do men's things. He shyly begged a woman to do things.

"This--"

Zhao Lijuan frowned

"Why do they all exclude you?"

"It goes without saying that I must be jealous of me. I have a higher education than all of them. I have a diploma and culture. They are afraid that I will surpass them, so they jointly exclude me."

Seeing that Zhao Lijuan didn't let go, Xu Haijun was afraid that she would not agree, so he moved closer to her, gently pinched her shoulder, and coaxed her flatteringly

"If I can be transferred to the government, can't I commute with you? We are newly married, don't you want to commute with me?"

Zhao Lijuan was still a simple girl in her twenties at that time, and she didn't understand what Xu Haijun's dirty heart was pretending to be. Seeing that her husband was in such a difficult situation, she really begged her father. There will be a second time, and there will be countless times if there is a second time.

Zhao Lijuan's happiness did not come, and after Xu Haijun stepped into the government department, endless troubles swept over her life.

Xu Haijun threw away his briefcase, collapsed on the toffee chair decadently, and did not turn on the lights. Like a lonely ghost, Zhao Lijuan was startled when she came back.

"Why don't you turn on the light?"

"I don't want to open it."

Xu Haijun's voice trembled a little, and it sounded very strange.

"what happened to you?"

Zhao Lijuan walked over and asked.

I saw Xu Haijun sitting up suddenly, with tears on his face and puffed cheeks——

"Why are you crying! What's the matter, talk!"

Zhao Lijuan had never seen a man cry in the family she lived in since she was a child. Xu Haijun's appearance made her very angry.

"Lijuan Lijuan, can you go and find your father again, see if there is any way to push me up, otherwise what good will be the result of being a small clerk for a lifetime, and in the end, won't you be paid a dead salary?!"

After arguing for a long time, she actually wanted to say this, Zhao Lijuan pursed her lips, looking at the man in front of her in disbelief, doubting her original choice for the first time.

"If I become the director, my salary will more than double, and my life will be better. I also do it for our family!"

Zhao Lijuan is a strong woman, but she breaks the bottom line time and time again for Xu Haijun.

After Zhao Xinli found out about this, his first reaction was unwillingness, but he couldn't stand his daughter's entreaties, so he used the old relationship of his former subordinates to pave the way for Xu Haijun to match up. He became the director of the office, and was also in charge of the printing room on the first floor, which lasted for ten years.

But in these ten years, all Zhao Lijuan's patience was exhausted.

"My child, I also longed for love. I also thought that it would be okay to marry someone who has no money. We will work hard together. Life will get better sooner or later, but the reality is that it hit me in the face over and over again. I I also thought that after your father became the director, we would have a better life. The good times didn’t last long. He asked me to beg your uncle after a few months. I really don’t have that face. I drafted a divorce agreement and threatened me that if I don’t ask your uncle, he will put the divorce agreement on the shoe cabinet in the entrance so that you can see it when you go to school tomorrow morning. , go and beg your uncle, your grandfather refused to help him any more, and your uncle finally agreed to help him one last time, and this matter finally became the basis of our complete divorce."

The year when Xu You was 15 years old was the year when Xu Haijun and Zhao Lijuan had the most quarrel, but he was too young to see Zhao Lijuan swearing hysterically, but he didn't understand the truth behind the rage.

Zhao Jianguo had never been so angry with Zhao Lijuan before, almost overturning the table at home.

"What the hell is Xu Haijun doing! I slapped the money on the table and asked him to return it to me!"

Zhao Jianguo pointed at Zhao Lijuan's nose, his voice sounded like he was about to lift the roof off

"Secretary Liu has said that anyone can be the director, cat or dog, but Xu Haijun can't! What's more, Secretary Liu is Xu Haijun's classmate! Go back and ask him why everyone is a classmate and is unwilling to help He!! He simply has a problem with his behavior! Hearing him say that, I'm ashamed, don't come to me again in the future, I really can't help you with this. "

I believe Zhao Lijuan knows what it feels like to lose face in front of her family. Zhao Jianguo's words killed Zhao Lijuan's last hope for Xu Haijun. This man was a mistake from the beginning.

Originally, I thought that if I can't be an official, I can't be an official, but I didn't want to make Xu Haijun turn his face and deny people. That night, he made a big noise about the matter, said all kinds of ugly things, every sentence poked Zhao Lijuan's heart, and they had countless Just like the divorce last time, she ran away from home with a bag and a few rags, but unlike before, Zhao Lijuan did not compromise this time, and closed the house completely.

Never let him back.

"In the past, every time he quarreled, he would make a scene of running away from home. I was concerned that you were young and couldn't live without a father, so I begged him to come back, but this time, I really don't want to beg him to come back again, Xu You, Do you know why? I still get scared when I think about it now."

"I came back from your uncle's house and told your father that it is impossible for him to become the director. No one, whether it is the old director who is about to retire or his classmate Secretary Liu, supports him to take the position of director. Then I rushed to the basement and took a sledgehammer, smashed the toilet in front of me, pinched my neck, pressed my head against the wall and sprayed water on my face with the shower. I was so scared at the time, I was afraid that if he didn't like it next time, the hammer would just hit me on the head, so I didn't want to ask him to come back this time, and he also decided that the Zhao family couldn't help him this time He turned his face and turned his back on others. Otherwise, why do you think he could bear it for more than ten years, but couldn't bear that day? Xu Haijun is a despicable and shameless villain! When our Zhao family can't help him, he is really Abandoned us!!"

Zhao Lijuan complained tearfully about Xu Haijun's irresponsibility.

"Your grandfather died, and no one from their family came. Xu Haijun went around telling others that your grandfather died well, but at the beginning, their family received a lot of benefits from your grandfather. There was no coal in the winter, and your grandfather found a car for their family. Lah, what happened? They didn’t even get a thank you, but they were called a corrupt criminal by their family. His sister-in-law didn’t work, and it was her grandfather who helped her. Your father hides without even seeing him. I don’t understand. Father, what use do you want him to be!!!"

Is the true face of marriage going to be so bruised in the end?

"You always say that your father left the house without leaving the house, but do you know that he secretly bought all the money in the family into a fund, and when he finally left, he didn't have any money in the family except for a house! You Did you think he didn’t want a house? The first house was my father who couldn’t bear to see me living in a rented house without heating, so he bought it in my name. The second house was when I sold the old house after you went to college. I just changed to a bigger house, but what about Xu Haijun? The house didn’t cost a penny, why did your grandparents buy him a new house when his younger brother got married, but we didn’t have anything when we got married? That’s Because they are all counting on your grandparents to buy us all! After the divorce, he sued me and asked for half of the real estate! In the end, he lost the lawsuit and asked for the house to no avail! You don’t know about this! I don’t want your father to be in your heart The image is so despicable, I haven’t said it all these years, but I’m about to die now, I also want to be fair, I, Zhao Lijuan, have no place to be sorry to you, Xu You!!!”

Xu You's face was dripping with tears, and he wiped it with his hands indiscriminately, looking at Zhao Lijuan with such bitter eyes——

"Then why didn't you divorce him early? You have to live your life like this before you get divorced! Obviously all these can be avoided!"

"Yes, this is the thing I regret the most. I know he is a mud, but I still choose to believe him. I have always believed that your father and I came together because of love in the first place. I ignored your grandparents' objections. , I don’t listen to everyone’s dissuasion, and insist on going my own way and not marrying him, I want to tell everyone that my choice is not wrong, I am too strong, I want to prove that I have a good life. Trouble, I feel divorced and I have no face to face my parents, colleagues, and everyone, so I don’t want to divorce, even if life is miserable. Hey, you’re right, I should have just divorced”

"So none of you owe me, I owe you, because of Xu Haijun's incompetence, you have to blame me for his faults? What's wrong with me? My fault is that you and Xu Haijun's child!!!"

Xu You broke away from Zhao Lijuan's hand, turned around and rushed to the ward.

"Xu You!"

Su Jiahao had been guarding the door all the time, but when she saw Xu You rushing out suddenly, she knew it was not good, and wanted to pull her back, but she didn't come to hold her back, so she could only take the thermos into the ward first, and look at Zhao Lijuan.

"Aunt--"

Seeing that Zhao Lijuan's pillow fell on the floor, the Su family quickly picked it up and put it behind her.

"Hello, go and see Xu You, don't let her go, don't let her do stupid things!"

Zhao Lijuan choked up and pushed Su Jiahao's hand out.

"Auntie, don't worry, I'll go over and call her back right away."

The Su family ran out of the ward in a hurry, but fortunately Xu You didn't run far.

On the blue bench, a tall and thin person sat on it, with his arms covering his face, but his shoulders were shaking. The Su family walked over quickly, and gently put their hands on her shoulders superior.

"Xu You—"

The child who suffered all kinds of grievances finally found a shelter from the wind. Xu You couldn't control himself for a while, hugged Su Jiahao's waist, buried his face firmly in her stomach, and burst into tears .

Maybe because it is a cancer inpatient department, everyone is used to people crying like this, and no one will pay too much attention to it, except for the people who pass by and glance at it and think that it is bad.

"Hello, am I a bad boy? My mother is like this, and I quarrel with her."

"Of course not, Xu You is the best kid in the world."

Su Jiahao touched the back of Xu You's head, with the help of a little warmth from his palm, trying to transfer some heat energy to this person.

"When did you know?"

Xu You's voice was muffled, and it sounded like he was speaking from the back of his throat.

"I knew it when I just got back from you last month."

The Su family pursed their lips and continued.

"I was afraid of affecting your mood, so I didn't tell you."

"My mother, it's hard to serve her."

Xu You knew Zhao Lijuan well, and knew that even if she was ill, she would not stop easily.

Su Jiahao lowered her head, her eyes were a little moist, she held her face in front of her belly, and asked with her chin shaking

"You don't blame me for hiding it from you?"

"how come?"

Xu You blinked, and rubbed his cheek against the palm of Su Jiahao's hand

"If it weren't for you to help me stand up, I might have collapsed a long time ago, let alone standing in front of you properly now."

Su Jiahao's pressure has finally been relieved, she sucked her nose and twitched her chin, her voice trembling——

"I was afraid that you would blame me. I've been so worried these days!"

"fool--"

Xu You stood up slowly, his voice was no longer trembling, and he took the hand of Su Jiahao, caressing it distressedly.

"You've worked hard during this time, don't worry about the rest, just leave it to me."

"Don't think about it!"

The Su family stubbornly held back the tears that were about to fall from their eyes, raised their small faces, and stared at their big eyes

"Your business is my business, I'll take care of it! As long as I'm here, don't think about being alone!"

After finishing speaking, he turned around and held Xu You's hand in his palm——

"Let's go back, Auntie is still waiting for you."

When Zhao Lijuan saw Xu You came back, she quickly took off the oxygen mask on her face, and burst into tears again.

"Don't go, mom is wrong, mom is wrong."

"mom--"

Xu You was not such a cruel person, seeing Zhao Lijuan like this, no matter how much anger he had, he lost his temper.

"Mom is wrong, don't leave me here alone, I'm afraid."

"I'll be with you, it's okay."

The Su family should turn their heads away, people’s hearts are fleshy, seeing this scene makes me feel very uncomfortable, for Xu You and Zhao Lijuan, why can’t I understand earlier, why I didn’t realize that I was wrong until the end of my life ?There is no chance of correction.

Later, Zhao Lijuan fell asleep after taking the medicine and injections.

Xu You pulled Su Jiahao out of the ward, hesitant to speak but stopped

"I have to stay in bed today, and you have to go back home alone...I'm sorry."

"What are you talking about?!"

The Su family patted Xu You, and blamed him

"Am I the kind of ignorant person in your eyes? Even if you don't say anything about being in bed, I will bring it up and ask you to stay."

After speaking, he took Xu You's hand again, and said word by word——

"I'm the one who wants to spend a lifetime with you. We have a lifetime, so I'm willing to wait."

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