[Attack on Titan] behind the scenes

The giant twisted its body and rushed towards the human beings, and the three-dimensional mobile device allowed the human beings to fly freely in front of them.

Felicia was leaning on a tree. She sprained her waist just now when she was rescued. The severe pain made her unable to use the three-dimensional mobile device anymore...but it was at this time.

A strange-looking creature suddenly appeared in front of Felicia, and his shriveled limbs actually climbed up a tall tree. Seeing someone staying there, it flew towards Felicia. to his own death.

But when he came back to his senses, he was safe and sound.There was another figure in the mouth of the odd-shaped species, and it was the figure of a person Felicia was very familiar with...

"elder brother..."

The man tried to pierce the giant's eye, but in vain.His lower body was crushed, and the blood stained Felicia's vision like flowers blooming.

She wanted to rescue her, but the pain came from her waist like an electric shock. Felicia could only wail and lay on the ground in pain.

I don't know if it was because of anger, but Felicia looked at the giant with bloodshot eyes. She just watched helplessly as her brother's upper body was pinched.Felicia couldn't resist, and couldn't react, she just devoured her brother like watching others eat.

Fierce hatred rose in her heart, but Felicia couldn't move, just moving her legs and her whole waist seemed to be twisted...

Ah... already a useless person... Felicia thought pessimistically, maybe it would be better to be eaten together with her brother.In this way, at least my family can reunite...

The strange line was getting tighter and tighter, and Felicia couldn't feel anything anymore.

At this moment, scalding blood sprayed his face, and the giant fell heavily to the ground without making any wailing.It was none other than Erwin standing on his back and shaving the nape of his neck...

Felicia glanced at him, and then she saw that there was still movement in the giant's mouth.

She wanted to save and bring her brother out, but more giants came.Erwin cursed secretly, and the next second he picked up Felicia and walked deeper into the forest.

Felicia just looked at her brother's body, and gradually drifted away. The place where she stayed before was already occupied by the giants, and the man who had not been completely dead was dismembered and swallowed by the giants...

"elder brother!!!"

With screams, Felicia sat up from her bed!At almost the same moment, the pain from her waist made her unable to scream.

"Damn..." Felicia gritted her teeth, desperately enduring something.Maybe it's memory, maybe it's pain.

My brother died in front of me, and that picture appeared again and again in my dreams...

It's been a long time since then...no, maybe not so long, Felicia can't tell when it happened.

In the beginning, elder brother, father, and mother would appear in my mind at any time.When turning a corner, Felicia would look forward to meeting someone... When eating, Felicia felt that she could see them as soon as she looked up...

However, no one is there anymore.There is only one person in Nuo Da's mansion... No one will sing to himself on the bedside, no one will say to protect himself, and there will be no warm study room where family members gather...

At first, apart from crying and anger, Felicia didn't know what else to vent her pain.

Every day, every day seems to remind myself that everyone is dead.Felicia felt pain the moment she woke up, and only passing out of sleep could make her forget a moment of peace.

But that's only temporary...because time is still going on, and there are still many people who have to rely on themselves.Felicia knew that the servants in this mansion, the housekeeper, and the servants all needed to rely on themselves.

But the grief and anger persisted, and Felicia couldn't do things with peace of mind.She just spent a long time in such a muddle... She hollowed out herself and vented her emotions all day long, until one day, she finally couldn't even shed tears...

"Let's do something else." Felicia said to herself, she put her feet down slowly, and forced herself to dress herself while enduring the pain.She didn't want to remind herself of those things, it would affect her feelings, it would shake her.But right now, she can't...

***

"Speaking of which, there is a problem." Levi stopped waving the hoe and looked at Erwin aside.

The two stood in the field in plain peasant attire, Erwin wiped his sweat with a towel draped over his shoulders, and looked at Levi.

"what is the problem?"

"That guy..." Even if Levi doesn't name names, Erwin knows who he's talking about.

"Is there a problem with Felicia?"

"...the time is not right."

"When?" Levi glared at him, and Erwin didn't pretend to be stupid on purpose, just because only he knew about it, so he just took it for granted.

"Are you referring to the time when she joined the Corps? If I remember correctly, she joined after the death of her first brother. It's not uncommon for people to join the Survey Corps because they hate giants, aren't they?"

Recalling Felicia at that time, it was hard to imagine that she was the same person as the almost dying noble lady.

When I went to condolences on behalf of the Corps, she fell on the bed like a broken doll, her face was pale, her hands and feet were weak, and her eyes were red, swollen and congested...

Elvin just stepped forward to ask politely, but Felicia jumped up after hearing his voice.

She stepped on the cold marble floor of her house with bare feet, pressing every step of the way. Felicia was disheveled and disheveled, looking like a ghost. Erwin was startled and even backed away until his back was against the wall. Only then did it stop.

"Erwin?"

For the first time, Felicia called his name.

"yes...?"

"I want to join the Survey Corps!"

Felicia looked at him with crazy and fiery eyes, and her bloated eyes seemed to be bleeding.Erwin comforted her for a while, and seeing that she had made up her mind and couldn't say anything else, he started to make arrangements for her.

And Felicia's performance was also very good. Although it was only half a year, she hunted more giants than some of her predecessors.

"...Since the death of her first brother, she hated giants as much as anyone. She has slashed a lot because of it, but it was only a flash in the pan. Since the death of her second brother, she can no longer hold a knife .Not only mentally, but she was also hurt..."

"Just a coward who has been on the battlefield for a few days."

Erwin's voice was suddenly interrupted, and the two turned their heads to see Felicia standing in the field with a cane.

After waking up from the nightmare, Felicia went to the office to process some documents.There are thick materials on the desk full of meaningless reports, and the most boring one is the fight between Erwin and Levi.Since Felicia came out, it seems that there have been a few more troubles...

Felicia flipped through it casually, then threw the report into the stove.

Since the report said that the two of them had solved the problem, Felicia came to see it for herself, but when she first arrived, she heard the two of them talking about themselves...

"Erwin, how dare you say it~"

"Sorry... I thought you didn't care anymore" Feeling a deep chill, Erwin shivered slightly.

"Hmph, yes. So let me say it myself."

Felicia looked at Levi, smiled and said, "Is there anything else I can answer for you?"

Levi frowned slightly looking at Felicia who was backlit.

As if she understood what he was going to ask, Felicia spoke on her own.

"After the death of the eldest brother, I ignored the opposition of the second brother and joined the survey corps. At the same time, I was also in charge of logistics and supplies... After all, there are only two people in our family."

When talking about that past, Felicia's eyes revealed the only trace of warmth.

"Then during an investigation outside the wall, I didn't know if it was a supply problem. The gas in the gas tank was not full, which led to us being surrounded by giants. There was no way. At that time, my teammates gave the only few full gas bottles to my team, and I led the team. The team went back to the city to get it, and when they came back, many people died..."

Felicia's tone was so steady that it was almost impossible to tell that she was talking about her own business.

"People who became friends with great difficulty, all of them looked at me, the kind who didn't want to die. There was another... called Maqila, right? It was only half swallowed, and the upper half of the body was still begging for help from me. Well...Because of impulse, I disobeyed the commander's order and rushed towards the giant...and was caught. At that time, I thought I was going to die..."

When talking about her stupid behavior, Felicia smiled.

Then, someone slit the back of the giant's neck...

The giant fell straight down and made a dull loud noise. During the process, it let go of its hand, and Felicia flew out in the posture of being caught. She fell from a high altitude and fell on the branch of the tree in a twisted posture. In an instant, the waist received a violent impact...

Before they could utter a scream, the strange species appeared...

"Because of my emotions, I killed my brother and almost killed myself. I just hurt my body and didn't die... This must be punishment, right?"

For the fact that she killed her brother, and almost killed herself, Felicia accepted it frankly... This is the punishment for herself, the punishment for her anger.

Therefore, Felicia, who has retired, swore that she will never act emotionally again in this life, even if she dies...

"The existence of the corps is the trace of my family's existence, and the guardian corps is the meaning of my existence. Even if I can no longer kill giants, I must support people who can kill them to exist in the world... So even if I do everything I have to provide He protects the Survey Corps! No matter what means!" Felicia's eyes changed, sharp eyes fell on the two of them as if they were about to kill someone.

"If I find out again that you are still disturbing the discipline because of trivial matters before entering the Corps... I will kill you myself. Anyway, this state will be killed by the giant sooner or later. It is better to die by my hands than this alright"

"Try if you can"

Levi expressed disdain for Felicia's threat.

El civilized nodded, as a promise.

"That's good. I will resume your duties the day after tomorrow. You have to work hard this time, bastards! Also, Erwin!"

"Yes!"

For some reason, when Felicia called his name, Erwin stood upright like a soldier.

"Because you talked about me behind my back without authorization, I will send Xibel to your room tonight, please treat him well~"

Felicia smiled and patted Erwin on the shoulder.

Erwin instantly petrified and collapsed.But Felicia didn't seem to see it, she walked to Levi's side and put her elbow on Levi's shoulder.

"Young man, if you need a woman, I can help you find it too~ Of course, if you have special interests, I will find boys' papers for you too!"

"Huh? How about you come today?"

Unexpectedly, Levi would say such a joke, Felicia was taken aback for a moment, but then showed a smirk.

"What, Levi likes me~ I'm so happy, what should I do~ But I don't plan to fall in love or anything~ You are a good person, and you will definitely find another true love."

Seeing Felicia's lascivious smile on his face, Levi also snorted, easily circled around the place that Felicia was holding down, and fled from her grasp.

"I'm not interested in you"

"You mean you're interested in men?"

"......It's enough"

Ignoring Felicia and the broken Erwin, Levi picked up the hoe and left the two of them, but there was a rare smile on the corner of his mouth.

Joining the Survey Corps may not be as bad as imagined...