[Attack on Titan] behind the scenes

Compared with Father Nick's flustered movement, Felicia looked very relaxed.She has tried countless times in the imperial palace, and since she broke into the secret room by mistake last time and failed, she has almost never been here again.

Especially with Harris' indifference towards him and the marriage of his best friend, it is inconvenient for him to come in and out at will, so as not to arouse gossip.

Therefore, today, she has a very complicated mood when she sneaked into the palace again.

Before Father Nick came to the throne, he still carefully checked left and right to prevent being stared at.He disappeared within seconds after he bypassed the throne.

Felicia stared at the throne under the royal family crest for a long time without moving. Finally, she carefully came to the back of the throne and inspected it carefully.Although I couldn't see it very clearly, a dark passage appeared in front of my eyes, and there was a faint fire in the dark passage that could illuminate the aisle.

At this time, Felicia seemed to be awakened, and walked on in a strange way...

The structure in the dark passage is intricate, damp and dark, only the faint torches light it up.Fortunately, there were no traps along the way, and she went smoothly.Felicia doesn't know how she chose her path, maybe it's just instinct, maybe it's her fate.

Finally, Felicia appeared above the spiral staircase.

The spiral staircase does not know where it is going to lead. When you look up, there is broken stained glass above your head. The dim shadow of the tree is reflected by the window, and the moonlight makes everything look very strange.

Her heart was beating violently, and Felicia felt that there was something here, and she walked down recklessly without hesitation.Except for the secrets hidden in this kind of deep corridor, she never thought of being hidden.Moreover, the entrance to the secret passage is near the throne, so ordinary people would never dare to approach it without authorization, right?

When Felicia got to the bottom, what she wanted appeared.

The mouth of the huge red metal box was slightly open, and a thick layer of ash was covered in spider knots around it, which seemed to be quite old.Felicia fetched the torch from the wall and opened the box.

With the pungent smell of dust and the flying of scrolls, Felicia saw what she wanted to see.There were obviously so many documents, so many materials, but she only locked her eyes on one of them.

It was her father's handwriting, which she was all too familiar with.

Felicia stretched out her hand tremblingly, pulled out the somewhat decayed document from among the many pieces of paper, and read every single word.

However, as her eyes approached the end, she could no longer believe every word, every sentence, every stroke, as if everything was a lie, or she couldn't understand it at all.However, the content has fully entered the brain...

Tears piled up in the eye sockets and swirled continuously. Finally, they were too heavy to bear anymore and fell to the ground.

"What... is it a lie? Eh?"

She picked up another document casually. On the yellowed paper was the diagnosis and treatment records of the epidemic that year. Her name appeared on it, and it was written safe.There are also many people's information in it, such as Alan, Ani, etc., as well as the fate of those who have received treatment...

"Hehe...hahaha...hahaha!!"

There was little sneering at first, followed by uncontrollable desperation.Felicia kept flipping through other documents, constantly confirming the unshakable facts in front of her eyes, smiling while crying.

"What the hell are we!!"

"Felicia, you know too much."

A familiar, friendly voice came from behind.Felicia no longer felt fear or any other emotion, she turned her head to look at the bloated woman, and asked as if to blame.

"Is it just consumables... I keep sending people to make consumables, for the sake of unwarranted victories... and you, knowing the truth, don't stop me? It's human beings who caused all this from the very beginning. Why can you still live like a royal family with peace of mind?! And I, just guard the cabinet of consumables... I'm just a chess piece that exists to let you use tools better!!!"

Regardless of her dignity, she threw out all the anger in her heart.

Today, Felicia finally recognizes her identity. She is not a trustworthy partner at all, nor is she a trustworthy boss, nor can she hand over the possession of her back. That's all.

"The ones you let them kill may be your own relatives and friends!! And the ones I killed..."

"Felicia, this is what you are looking for. From the moment you found that corridor until now... everything is what you want."

The woman's words could no longer form a sound in her ears, and Felicia felt that she couldn't hear anything. She wished that all this was false, but the more she wanted to deny it, the more reasonable things appeared in front of her eyes.

"Why... all this, my whole life, what the hell... my father blamed himself because he knew about it? That's why he sent his own children into the army? What is this letter of confession..." Looking at the words of apology and atonement, Felicia felt the veins in her head beating, and her head started to ache.

"Your father, like you, couldn't bear the truth, so he asked us to help him relieve his pain. We did as he wished."

"What about my mother?!"

"She knows too much, because she is widowed and threatens to tell the truth, it is difficult for us... right?"

The princess's words were as sharp as a needle, and every sentence went straight into Felicia's ears and bottom of her heart.The bursts of stinging pain continued.

"It's...it doesn't matter anymore."

Feeling played by fate, she no longer wanted to show any other expressions.

There was a smile on his tear-stained face as always.She looked at the scene that no one could see, and said something to the starry sky that was so dark that it stretched as far as the eye could see.

"I'm sorry...You guys have to fly freely..."

Because her wings are broken.

"Is there anything else you want to say?" the princess asked.

Felicia silently put away her weeping, she just wiped away the tears on her face and smiled.

"Can you give me a better death look? I don't want to die too ugly"

***

Felicia's body was found less than two hours before Alan was about to be sent to Sheena's Wall.

The dead body was lying on the street, and the rats were gnawing on her body, so that there were already many gnawing marks on her body.

A member of the Gendarmerie was found throwing up in an alley after being drunk nearby.

Felicia's expression was very calm, as if she had fallen asleep, except for a slightly stiff smile at the corner of her mouth.

It's just the ugly marks on the body that make her look bad.

Because it happened so suddenly, no one was prepared, even Irwin probably didn't expect it to end in this way.There was no time to dispose of her body, so I could only gather people to find a piece of white cloth to cover it up.

Seeing that Alan was going to be sent into the wall of Xena the next day, and this incident happened again, Irwin must have been devastated.

But unexpectedly, he was very calm.There was no trace of anger or sadness on this man's face, he just started to process her funeral in an orderly manner.Maybe it's because yesterday's sadness hasn't dissipated, and he can't feel what sadness is when he encounters this kind of thing again?

However, while he was dealing with these funeral affairs, the corpse had changed in another way.

When he was notified again, the arms and legs of the originally peaceful corpse had been cut off, and the abdomen had been dug open, turning the internal organs upside down as if to dig out something.

The abdomen is like a rummaged drawer, all the parts are scattered around in a mess.There was blood everywhere, but nothing could be found.

The sawed off hands and feet were found not far away, and they were barely assembled.

It is said that it was caused by the hatred of the nobles who found out, but some people said that maybe she hid some truth before her death.The murderer came to his senses afterwards and then turned around and disemboweled the corpse.

I thought it was enough to welcome her death, but when Erwin saw her body, he realized that he was not as calm as he thought.

The light in his eyes seemed to die with her, and his bottomless eyes fell on her body. No one knew what Captain Erwin was thinking at that time, only from his more gloomy Some traces were found on the face.

As for Levi...

He got the message a few hours after Erwin.After a night of insomnia, he sat alone until dawn, holding Petra's "relic" in his hand.

But when he was notified, the body had already been destroyed.He didn't even get to see her whole body.

Now, she is still covered with a cheap white cloth.But Felicia's every frown and smile, every bad joke, every mischievous turn, kept replaying in his mind like a movie rewinding.

Hearing of her death froze something inside Levi.

His brain was numb and refused to accept any information, when he thought that there was nothing that could hurt him anymore.

It wasn't until he arrived at the scene that the lost consciousness came back, but what came to him was a sense of despair, and the great sorrow surging from the bottom of his heart overwhelmed his emotions. On the day Allen was about to be imprisoned, Levi felt What is real destruction...

The Adam's apple moved up and down, and there were so many things to say in my heart, but I was so confused that I didn't know where to start.He restrained himself and said the only sentence in his heart.

"Take it away"

It was as if he had exhausted his last strength and could no longer make another sound.

Felicia trusted very few people, and there were not many people close to her, so only a few people came to dispose of the corpse.This can be regarded as the last tribute to her by relatives and friends.

Han Ji didn't have the courage to lift the shroud. It was never her job to examine the corpse.More importantly, she just wanted to remember everything about Felicia's elegance and calmness, not such an ugly death.

They've dealt with the bodies of many of their companions over the years, so it's the same this time.

After being assembled, the corpse was lifted up, staggering, perhaps because part of the internal organs were missing, so it looked extraordinarily light.

The moment her body got up, something rolled down and landed on the ground, making a crisp bouncing sound.

With sharp eyes like him, Levi caught it and recognized its prototype.

It's a bracelet.

It was the bracelet he gave Felicia on her birthday many years ago.

A feeling of nausea rose from the bottom of my heart, accompanied by sore eyes.

He hadn't seen it since the unpleasant confession, and he'd put it behind him.But they didn't know that Felicia still carried it in her hand like a treasure all these years and covered it with long sleeves.

Levi Lier squeezed it tightly, and who knows who's blood drenched it and dripped on the ground.After a while, he made a low voice.

"... turn it over for me"

"what?"

Han Ji paused in the movement of lifting the corpse, and looked at him in disbelief, so shocked that he could hardly speak clearly.

"She has what the bastards were looking for, and it's still there."

"Levi! But...!"

"turn!!"

No one can forget the shock, roar, shout, and sorrow that he gave when he gave the order...

Even if Han Ji saw that scene, he probably couldn't bear it, right?But they did it anyway.

Living up to expectations, they found what she was hiding a few moments later.

The hard ruby ​​ring got stuck in her throat and Hanji had to slit her throat to get it out.It was something that the princess personally gave her...

Along with it there are others, here and there.But it was clear at a glance that it was not precious jewelry, but a cheap bead chain.It is formed by connecting various small miscellaneous stones in series with silver chains.

On the largest piece, a person's name was engraved in extremely fine characters.

Levi. Rivaille

The surface of the bead was damaged, and the name was a bit bumpy, but she cleverly played a word game, and made a different kind of processing on the damaged part of the bead, so that his name looked a bit like love when placed in the sun.

Perhaps it was long expected that there would be such a day, so I carried it with me inseparably...

It is not difficult for everyone to understand Felicia's intention to swallow the ring.

Before he died, maybe he wanted to express his unspoken love in this way?

She can't speak out her true love, so she can only express her love in such a once-in-a-lifetime way.

Holding the string of blood-stained colored ores, Levi felt that something in his heart was about to reach its limit.

"Erwin"

"what?"

"After banishing the giants, I'm going to kill all the shit royals!"

"...Be careful what you say" This is Erwin's advice, don't become the second Felicia, the intention of the royal family is also obvious.But he must also be the same.

"Tomorrow, let's make a fuss."

***

Here are a few episodes that take place when the Giantess attacks the Wall of Sheena.

Happened when Alan was hesitating to fight Arnie.

Since Erwin's battle itself was full of incredible things, most people didn't notice these details.

When Han Ji captured the giantess again, besides being full of joy, he also rarely showed his true nature.She looked into the huge eyes, reflecting her own ferocious appearance

"Hey, do you know? Because of you, we lost a lot of relatives and friends, comrades in arms. Many people also gave everything for it...but the result is equally tragic."

It shouldn't be a time like this, but Hanji can't forget what happened hours ago.

If she can't swing a knife at the royal family, then at least these culprits will go to hell together first.

Just when she was about to pierce the giantess' eyes, the giantess made a fierce resistance, causing the capture plan to fail again.

On the other hand, Allen was attacked in the underground passage, and his chest was pierced by a sharp log from the collapsed roof.Blood spurted out, staining the skirt of his clothes.Amin kept moving the stones to try to drag him out, but he was weak.

Rang came running between him and Amin, and he couldn't accept the sight in front of him.

"Obviously I have already asked you like that!!!" He roared loudly, complaining, for Allen's weakness and non-cooperation.Why don't you want to become a giant?Why not fight Arnie?

When Jean yelled loudly, Allen suddenly thought of Felicia.Thinking about it carefully, she is the only one who asks everyone not to be too strict with herself, she is obviously just a weird aunt.

Heard a lot of things about her from Captain Levi, she also lost her parents at a young age, but she held up a world and supported everything in the Corps.

He admired and thanked that perverted woman.Because she was the one who took up the role of mother after she lost her own, albeit in a bad way.But she gave herself a little warmth, whether it was memory, board and lodging, or something else.

"Did you know?! That nobleman...!"

Jean's words came to his lips, but he couldn't utter them.Realizing his slip of the tongue, he paused hastily, but it was too late.He was one of the very few people who knew about it, and to be honest, it was not his turn to know about it.But there is no way, Felicia's death was too sudden, and he happened to be nearby...

"Miss Felicia...?" Amin looked at him in surprise, letting him grit his teeth and restrain himself desperately.

"Dead" as if he couldn't bear it alone, he revealed that secret.

The pair of pupils that were originally out of focus seemed to be forcibly given life. Allen looked at Jean with disbelief written on his face.

"Liar..."

"It's not a lie. Her body was discovered as soon as possible. But the leader didn't tell everyone because he was afraid of affecting the operation..."

But now that Allen is like this, it doesn't seem to matter whether he talks or not.

He just wanted Allen to understand that when he was still standing still, there were still people who continued to sacrifice their lives for their beliefs...

Alan couldn't hear a series of rhetoric after that, but Amin and Rang raised their hoods and flew towards the giantess to delay her attack.

"Felicia, Miss?" Alan's blood-stained lips whispered the name, as if everything in the world had nothing to do with him, and he only thought of her.

Although a pervert.

But in the bottom of Alan's heart, he regards her as a second mother.

Although she never taught herself anything, she just took the responsibility of the dead as a matter of course, as if it was natural.

Adopting himself, taking care of himself, silently paving the way for himself, even favoring himself... To this day, he misses the days when she told him stories.And myself, but never said a word of thanks.

Perhaps it was because he felt that on the day the giant was expelled, he could let go of his shyness and tell her.And at that time, she would definitely tease herself with a playful smile, obviously it was such an easy moment to imagine.

But that day seems to never come...

A stream of clear tears mixed into the blood, and the blood that turned into blood tears ran across his face and fell into the crevice of the stone.

However, Allen turned into a giant...

The author has something to say: Information that can be released now:

Ordinary giants are human beings, the author has confirmed.But I don't know why it's different from Alan and the others.The guess here is that it is related to the epidemic in the year Felicia was born. There are unstable factors in the spread vaccines that lead to human mutations.Father knew about this and blamed himself for it.

Of course official slaps are welcome.

This article will be customized. Those who want to read HE but are unwilling to customize are welcome to join the group: 249693536 (reader ID with the last purchase time), and it will be released in the group later.Because I have to go out recently, I hurriedly ended the online ending. When I came back, I put the meat first, the dark ending, and then HE.Please don't put it on the Internet at will.This is also to protect the rights and interests of everyone who bought the genuine version.