[Attack on Titan] behind the scenes

"Sorry, we tried our best"

Felicia heard the doctor's words in a trance, and the ensuing conversation made her gradually regain consciousness.

"...Yes, thank you"

Erwin said in a polite tone, and asked the doctor to leave the room.The house quickly returned to calm.

What did Felicia want to ask?Has anyone had an accident?But the body is very painful, and the limbs can only fall heavily on the bed, as if they are no longer their own.

After the doctor was sent away, there was a rush of panicked footsteps.Not Erwin's... Felicia knew it well.

He heard the man roaring, and there was the sound of tearing clothes.

"This is different from what I said at first!"

Then there was a crash, like someone being pushed against a wall.

“It also exceeded my expectations”

"Will there be something you Erwin didn't expect?!"

Every question and condemnation is squeezed out from between the teeth, as if if you are not careful, you will lose control.

"I did promise not to create pressure on her again, but if she wants to hurt herself, no one can guarantee it, right?"

Erwin's majestic voice came, and the situation in front of him did not make him lose his footing.He only answered calmly when the other party pressed him repeatedly.

"...Then what is the current situation?!" Levi felt a little out of control, but he still controlled his malicious intent to kill the killer.All the anger and hatred can't change everything in front of him, just like the wall of Maria is broken and irreversible.

Levi felt unforgivable, but he didn't know where to vent his grief.

Ever since Felicia rejected him like that, Levi didn't know how to deal with it for a long time...whether it was her, himself, or Erwin.The only thing she could do was throw herself into the work, into the warrior she expected to be.

And Erwin also made a decision after succeeding: let Felicia leave.

The purpose of this is to lighten the burden on her so that she can live as an ordinary person.But I didn't expect that she would use such means to take revenge on herself, the Corps, and everyone...

When he was angry with her, he would feel from the bottom of his heart that this guy is really a crazy woman.But Levi didn't even bother with that.For such a self, he also felt helpless.

Seeing Levi being so maneuverable, Erwin slowly let go of his grip on his collar, and found a place to sit down.He didn't expect this...

"...Sorry, Levi... I am indeed responsible, I was negligent... Forget that she has always been so stubborn..."

Erwin sighed softly, Felicia fell at an inappropriate time... He didn't even know whether to deal with her or the situation in front of him...

"So, are you going to tell her?"

"...No, just forget about it. Act like it didn't happen."

"Hmph, yes, if you tell her that she is pregnant with someone else's bastard, God knows what she will do."

"...I heard it all"

Felicia took a while to make a sound.Listening to others talking about her made her feel very delicate, but this also explained why she was always tired and able to eat and sleep recently...

Those bastards have always left seeds in their bodies at will, so maybe they do it on purpose, right?The unmarried noble lady suddenly became pregnant, and if this incident spread, the family's face would be completely lost by him.

"Felicia, do you know what you did?"

Seeing her wake up from a coma, Erwin didn't seem very considerate. On the contrary, Felicia had to face his blame.

"Judging from what you just said, I probably got pregnant by accident."

"You have the guts to say it!" Levi felt disgusted hearing her say the word pregnant.

"So is he still there?"

"It's gone. He survived the impact of the giant, what do you think he is?" Levi said disdainfully.

"What, isn't there a story about rescuing a baby from a pregnant woman's stomach spit out by a giant?" Felicia murmured, but she had no choice but to tactfully say, "Forget it, It’s okay, I don’t want to be born either.”

As soon as these words came out, several people in the room remained silent for a while.They maintained their respective postures, and they all fell silent without knowing what they were thinking.

Unable to bear this weird silence, Felicia scratched her head helplessly and continued to search for topics.

"I'm surprised that this body can still conceive... I thought I would never be able to conceive, but it seems that God still cares for me..."

"enough!!"

Before giving Felicia a chance to finish speaking, Erwin scolded her loudly!Felicia shrank in shock, and looked at Erwin in surprise.

"I don't want to continue discussing this topic. In short, the matter is over. But you must promise that there will be no next time!"

The two of them who had never seen Erwin so irritable were stunned, but Felicia recovered first.

"It's all your fault. If you let me stay in the Survey Corps, maybe this wouldn't happen."

Unwilling to look directly at Erwin, Felicia buried her head in the quilt, and she suppressed her choked voice to complain.Felicia didn't want to use tears to make a man submit like other ladies, but she felt aggrieved to some extent.

In the past five years, how many times has she stood outside Erwin's door.I wanted to knock on the door and confront him, wanted to show my cards, but recalled his cold eyes and finally chose to give up.

How many times have you met unexpectedly in the corridor and wanted to say hello, but just passed by yourself...

How many times have their names been written on the banquet list but they have not been seen...

"sorry"

Erwin didn't know what to do anymore... It was wrong to let her leave, it was wrong to let her stop, and compared to the giant's affairs, he was more worried about her.It's wrong for a leader to be swayed by emotions, but when something happened to Felicia, he just felt blank.

It's not enough to say sorry in my heart like everyone else, what she wants is not such a perfunctory sentence, and Erwin also understands that he can't be so ruthless to Felicia.

"...What you deserve is the happiness that normal people deserve." He couldn't help clenching his hands into fists and placing them on his knees.

"It's doomed to be impossible when I lose everything!!" Felicia turned her back and ignored them, only responding loudly.

"Is it impossible, or is it because you don't want to let go?"

"Then tell me how I can let it go!! How can I still be happy after encountering these things?!" After the family is involved in a strange conspiracy, and after the brother is eaten by a giant, how can I be happy? Licia no longer knows!

"So you want us to endure everything about you? Your aging, your paleness, are all caused by the Survey Corps. Do you think we are happy to see this?"

When he knew that Felicia was exchanging his body for goods, what was Erwin thinking in his heart?Happy for supplies?Delighted by the support?But compared to these, it is more heartache for her dedication.

He didn't want Felicia to do this, but if he didn't do it, he wouldn't be able to raise such a huge sum of money... Even if he told her not to do it, as long as she read the Corps' supplies report, she would implement it herself... .

"...I only have the Corps."

"And we only have you."

For a long time, no one spoke.Today's Erwin said a lot of things that he wouldn't normally say, and he seldom said those emotional things. Felicia took a deep breath, and then slowly turned around.

"... Let's take a step back. You let me go back to the Corps, I won't do this kind of thing anymore"

Both Erwin and Levi frowned, not knowing whether to support or reject the proposal.

"And... the current situation does not allow us to divide ourselves, right?" Felicia breathed a sigh of relief, and she stopped thinking about herself.Regarding her own insignificant grief, she didn't want to pay attention to it for the time being.

"Okay." Finally, Erwin seemed to give up and accepted her proposal: "However, you must also keep your own promise. Don't continue to do that kind of thing."

Seeing that she was able to return to the Corps, Felicia naturally burst into tears and laughed: "Oh, don't look at me being so foolish, I still value myself very much. This has happened once, and I will never dare to do it again for the sake of my health. Lah~~I also want to be a mother~"

"You can give me a cheap price now and be a good boy."

Seeing that Felicia had returned to her usual happy expression, Erwin also chuckled.Thinking about it carefully, I haven't laughed much in the past five years.

Felicia regained her original smile, and Levi was of course very relieved to be able to meet her again.But I'm different from Erwin, even if Felicia came back, everything about me still hasn't improved...

"By the way, where's Allen?!"

Felicia, who was in a good mood, suddenly remembered that she went to Erwin for help before she passed out. Where is the Allen now? !

"How many days do you think you've slept?" Levi rolled his eyes and shook his head, as if he didn't want to talk to you.

"How many days?"

"Actually, almost four days," Erwin continued.

"...Can I swear now?" Felicia pursed her mouth in displeasure, and she was truly worthy of herself after she fell into a coma for four days.

"As for that kid, he was saved by Pixis." Levi explained what he saw and heard afterwards as briefly as possible.

When Dare returned to the city, he happened to encounter the battle to retake the Ruth Wall. Although it was incredible, Levi saw the human boy who came out of the human body.He is the Allen that Felicia said, right?

But before he could say anything, the boy fell down.

"Because of his danger, we are temporarily imprisoned in the dungeon."

"...Really...then I'll go and see him, okay?"

"Wait until you feel better!"

"Good~"

The author has something to say: Tell everyone a sad story: I will be missing for another week. I'm leaving on the morning of the 4th, I'm going to...

I don't know exactly when I will come back, and I can't find work in an Internet cafe like last time... Anyway, I will update a little more tomorrow, kneel